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1.3k · Feb 2019
LoveDrug
Nie Feb 2019
Love is that drug
i  heard of it
And what it can do to you
But
Never tried it
And scared for the side effects of it.
981 · Apr 2019
Instead
Nie Apr 2019
I wish i was kissing you instead of
Missing you.
859 · Jan 2019
safety pin
Nie Jan 2019
i don’t want this
i don’t want to doubt every decision i make
i just wanna be certain all the time
i don’t wanna ask all this advice
i need to learn how to live my life on my own
forget the safety pin
and just fire me into life .
682 · Apr 2019
Write
Nie Apr 2019
I only write when i am falling in love,
Or falling apart.
610 · Mar 2021
2020/2021
Nie Mar 2021
I’m functioning of 2 hours of sleep because I was up until 3 doing the assignments that were ‘easy’ -every teacher said

I have no idea what I’m going to do after school but hey, don’t worry about me
I know how to solve ‘X’

‘You can have fun in the weekend’-they said
But don’t forget
Make the assignments and study all the things you get through the internet

Don’t worry the exams aren’t going to be ‘that hard’
Just make sure to study 10 weeks beforehand

Memorize at first sight and don’t forget
You can also just study a dozen hours
Because who cares about mental health?

A man said
Wait you’re 18, that’s cool
What did you do to celebrate?
Oh, there’s a pandemic going on and you can’t see anybody’s full face?
I mean be happy you aren’t growing up the at the time I was your age.

A woman said
School is going to close for 2 weeks
It’s only temporary don’t get attached
4 months later I graduated through the internet
But hey I’m one of the lucky ones
An extra year of high school now really doesn’t sound that bad.
for any confusion- I graduated high school but took a speciality course which cause me to actually stay an extra year longer in high school haha
578 · Feb 2019
Fix Me
483 · Apr 2019
Silence
Nie Apr 2019
Every word has a meaning
But every silence has one too.
483 · Feb 2019
it is it
Nie Feb 2019
maybe we aren't meant to be.
479 · Feb 2019
The truth
Nie Feb 2019
its true
I text you when im bored
I call you when im bored
I ask to hang out with you when im bored
I miss you when im bored
I think about you when im bored

But i don't need to be bored to do all of this

I just wanna text you all the time
I just wanna call you all the time
I wanna ask you to hang out all the time
I miss you all the time
And thats the truth.
442 · Apr 2019
Missing
Nie Apr 2019
I was missing you before we even met.
440 · Jul 2019
don't
Nie Jul 2019
don't fall in love with the first person that gives you a little bit of attention.
432 · Apr 2019
Book
Nie Apr 2019
This may be a sad chapter
But
You are not a sad story.
393 · Jan 2019
Smile
Nie Jan 2019
you make me smile.
it makes me smile when you put the ugliest beanie on to cover up your messy hair.
it makes me smile that you feel insecure about yourself when i know that you don’t have to feel insecure, cause you are perfect.
it makes me smile the way you have this accent when you talk and when you try your best to not let it show that you have one.
it makes me smile the way that you talk to her, because i’m imagining that one day you will talk to me like that.
it makes me sad that you don’t talk to me like that.
it makes me sad that you think your accent isn’t perfect.
it makes me sad that you think you aren’t perfect when you clearly are.
and it makes me sad that you think you need to cover up a part of your body because you think it isn’t good enough
but whatever you do, you makes me smile.
384 · Jan 2019
birthday , my love
Nie Jan 2019
it was your birthday
you didn’t care much about it
but the moment i knew
i was counting down the days
i made you something
i couldn’t wait for you to see it
i had to held myself back with some stuff
i wanted to end every sentence with : i love you
but i couldn’t
i couldn’t do that to our friendship
but i do
i do love you.
369 · Feb 2019
Busy
Nie Feb 2019
So busy i forget what i feel.
360 · Mar 2019
Not Okay
Nie Mar 2019
When you dont feel okay
Just know
I feel the same.
357 · Feb 2019
heartBeat
Nie Feb 2019
when i see you my heart skips a beat.
maybe two.
maybe three.
who knows
maybe i'll even have a heart attack.
but i will have no problem with that
because i get what i want.
i get that 0,001 second that you look into my eyes.
and for that i'll give up everything.
Nie May 2019
Can time stop for a while?
Something feels wrong.
Your lies keep echoing and i can’t move on.
I tried to fake a smile and act like i’m staying strong.
But now i dont know who i am anymore
How come you look like you’re doing fine
I dont know what to do without you
You said you’d wipe my teats if i ever cried.
You left me memories that are so blue
Every season there’s people changing , but im still the same stuck in this frame
How can everything weel excrutiating
I dont know what to do without you.
329 · May 2019
“Just friends”
Nie May 2019
You can never be just friends with someone you’re madly in love with.
316 · May 2019
Hard feel
Nie May 2019
I’m trying my hardest to not act how i feel
315 · Mar 2019
ILoVeYoU
Nie Mar 2019
Love is You.
268 · Feb 2019
Toxic
Nie Feb 2019
you can't heal in the same environment that made you sick.
264 · Apr 2019
I miss it
Nie Apr 2019
I just miss how things used to be.
259 · Feb 2019
chances
Nie Feb 2019
what i would give to go back in time,
and tell you what i feel when i had the chance.
243 · Feb 2019
I ha-Love you
Nie Feb 2019
How is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time.
228 · Mar 2019
Bored
Nie Mar 2019
Getting bored of everything lately.
222 · Jan 2019
collided
Nie Jan 2019
our worlds collided at the most random time
i didn't expect someone coming into my life
and claiming this huge part of it
but you did
even without knowing
maybe you still don't
220 · Apr 2019
not sure
Nie Apr 2019
not sure what i feel or if i even feel anything at all.
217 · Feb 2019
home
Nie Feb 2019
be who you needed
when you were younger
208 · Feb 2019
notice me
Nie Feb 2019
why don't you notice me
like the way i notice you
207 · Feb 2019
what do i do
Nie Feb 2019
i fall asleep in my bed
even after the entire day
i still have you in my head
i wake up in the morning
dreamed about you
trust me nothing boring
i see you
i don't wanna look you in the eyes
scared to show the truth after all these lies
i always told myself i only see you as a friend
what do i do now
cause now i see you with me at my end
205 · Feb 2019
wasted Life
Nie Feb 2019
im wasting my life on pointless things.
203 · Feb 2019
home
Nie Feb 2019
home is wherever i am with you.
203 · Apr 2019
Fantasy
Nie Apr 2019
Mostly living in my fantasy.
193 · Apr 2019
Feelings
Nie Apr 2019
Sometimes feelings stay,
even when we beg them to leave
185 · Feb 2019
end
Nie Feb 2019
end
why do i keep telling myself
that someday we will end up together
without me or you even doing effort right now
183 · Feb 2019
Wide awake
Nie Feb 2019
awake at 5AM
with you and only you
on my mind
180 · Feb 2019
Its okay
Nie Feb 2019
Its alright to not feel Fine.
180 · Jan 2019
self appreciation
Nie Jan 2019
you and only you can appreciate yourself the way you want it without asking for something in return.
179 · Feb 2019
i lost you
Nie Feb 2019
i lost you
why did i think that i could still have you
we weren't made for each other
but i liked to think we had a chance
a chance to stay with each other
that someday we will get back together
now you moved on
and im standing here on my own
i lost you
177 · Jan 2019
why
Nie Jan 2019
why
why

why do i make plans
and wait for my friends to cancel
why do i expect them to cancel
why do i hope that they cancel
why don't i wanna wake up
why do i wanna stay in my bed all day
why does time pass by so slowly
why do i feel so tired all the time

why why why why

why do i have so many questions about life
why can't i just live my life
why do i cry so easily
why are my friends still friends with me

why why why why
175 · Jan 2019
mirror
Nie Jan 2019
i see someone
she looks like me in a way
but she also looks like someone
that i don't know
she is the shell of me
the cover up
the part that everyone sees
but they don't see me
who i am
inside
170 · Feb 2019
dream
Nie Feb 2019
My dreams are better then reality.
167 · Jan 2019
pain
Nie Jan 2019
i could stub my toe
i could pour lemon juice in my wounds
i could get paper cuts all over my body
and still
nothing could compare to the pain i feel
the pain that you made me feel
now that you aren't here.
166 · Jan 2019
Life
Nie Jan 2019
Everything is temporary
166 · Mar 2019
Wet eyes
Nie Mar 2019
You wet my eyes
But i dont care
163 · Apr 2019
Change
Nie Apr 2019
Everyone and everything is changing around me.
And not one of it is a good change.
160 · Mar 2019
An act
Nie Mar 2019
Act like you care.
159 · Feb 2019
dream in your dreams
Nie Feb 2019
wishing your dreams to become reality is also wishing your nightmares to become reality.
156 · Feb 2019
what is it.
Nie Feb 2019
Why is it so hard to forget you.
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