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Mar 2021 · 553
2020/2021
Nie Mar 2021
I’m functioning of 2 hours of sleep because I was up until 3 doing the assignments that were ‘easy’ -every teacher said

I have no idea what I’m going to do after school but hey, don’t worry about me
I know how to solve ‘X’

‘You can have fun in the weekend’-they said
But don’t forget
Make the assignments and study all the things you get through the internet

Don’t worry the exams aren’t going to be ‘that hard’
Just make sure to study 10 weeks beforehand

Memorize at first sight and don’t forget
You can also just study a dozen hours
Because who cares about mental health?

A man said
Wait you’re 18, that’s cool
What did you do to celebrate?
Oh, there’s a pandemic going on and you can’t see anybody’s full face?
I mean be happy you aren’t growing up the at the time I was your age.

A woman said
School is going to close for 2 weeks
It’s only temporary don’t get attached
4 months later I graduated through the internet
But hey I’m one of the lucky ones
An extra year of high school now really doesn’t sound that bad.
for any confusion- I graduated high school but took a speciality course which cause me to actually stay an extra year longer in high school haha
Jul 2019 · 394
don't
Nie Jul 2019
don't fall in love with the first person that gives you a little bit of attention.
Nie May 2019
Can time stop for a while?
Something feels wrong.
Your lies keep echoing and i can’t move on.
I tried to fake a smile and act like i’m staying strong.
But now i dont know who i am anymore
How come you look like you’re doing fine
I dont know what to do without you
You said you’d wipe my teats if i ever cried.
You left me memories that are so blue
Every season there’s people changing , but im still the same stuck in this frame
How can everything weel excrutiating
I dont know what to do without you.
May 2019 · 281
“Just friends”
Nie May 2019
You can never be just friends with someone you’re madly in love with.
May 2019 · 277
Hard feel
Nie May 2019
I’m trying my hardest to not act how i feel
Apr 2019 · 649
Write
Nie Apr 2019
I only write when i am falling in love,
Or falling apart.
Apr 2019 · 183
not sure
Nie Apr 2019
not sure what i feel or if i even feel anything at all.
Apr 2019 · 166
Fantasy
Nie Apr 2019
Mostly living in my fantasy.
Apr 2019 · 454
Silence
Nie Apr 2019
Every word has a meaning
But every silence has one too.
Apr 2019 · 236
I miss it
Nie Apr 2019
I just miss how things used to be.
Apr 2019 · 392
Missing
Nie Apr 2019
I was missing you before we even met.
Apr 2019 · 163
Feelings
Nie Apr 2019
Sometimes feelings stay,
even when we beg them to leave
Apr 2019 · 942
Instead
Nie Apr 2019
I wish i was kissing you instead of
Missing you.
Apr 2019 · 137
What
Nie Apr 2019
I gave you my time
I gave you my love
I gave you my mind

But what did you give me?
Apr 2019 · 127
Change
Nie Apr 2019
Everyone and everything is changing around me.
And not one of it is a good change.
Apr 2019 · 399
Book
Nie Apr 2019
This may be a sad chapter
But
You are not a sad story.
Mar 2019 · 129
An act
Nie Mar 2019
Act like you care.
Mar 2019 · 203
Bored
Nie Mar 2019
Getting bored of everything lately.
Mar 2019 · 141
Wet eyes
Nie Mar 2019
You wet my eyes
But i dont care
Mar 2019 · 334
Not Okay
Nie Mar 2019
When you dont feel okay
Just know
I feel the same.
Mar 2019 · 278
ILoVeYoU
Nie Mar 2019
Love is You.
Feb 2019 · 175
wasted Life
Nie Feb 2019
im wasting my life on pointless things.
Feb 2019 · 150
Its okay
Nie Feb 2019
Its alright to not feel Fine.
Feb 2019 · 100
You
Nie Feb 2019
You
I never thought i would meet someone whose actions would affect how i would feel for the entire day.
Feb 2019 · 329
Busy
Nie Feb 2019
So busy i forget what i feel.
Feb 2019 · 128
Situations
Nie Feb 2019
i feel like i have an axe above my head.
mental
Feb 2019 · 175
home
Nie Feb 2019
home is wherever i am with you.
Feb 2019 · 199
chances
Nie Feb 2019
what i would give to go back in time,
and tell you what i feel when i had the chance.
Feb 2019 · 311
heartBeat
Nie Feb 2019
when i see you my heart skips a beat.
maybe two.
maybe three.
who knows
maybe i'll even have a heart attack.
but i will have no problem with that
because i get what i want.
i get that 0,001 second that you look into my eyes.
and for that i'll give up everything.
Feb 2019 · 164
Wide awake
Nie Feb 2019
awake at 5AM
with you and only you
on my mind
Feb 2019 · 937
LoveDrug
Nie Feb 2019
Love is that drug
i  heard of it
And what it can do to you
But
Never tried it
And scared for the side effects of it.
Feb 2019 · 132
what is it.
Nie Feb 2019
Why is it so hard to forget you.
Feb 2019 · 177
what do i do
Nie Feb 2019
i fall asleep in my bed
even after the entire day
i still have you in my head
i wake up in the morning
dreamed about you
trust me nothing boring
i see you
i don't wanna look you in the eyes
scared to show the truth after all these lies
i always told myself i only see you as a friend
what do i do now
cause now i see you with me at my end
Feb 2019 · 450
it is it
Nie Feb 2019
maybe we aren't meant to be.
Feb 2019 · 449
The truth
Nie Feb 2019
its true
I text you when im bored
I call you when im bored
I ask to hang out with you when im bored
I miss you when im bored
I think about you when im bored

But i don't need to be bored to do all of this

I just wanna text you all the time
I just wanna call you all the time
I wanna ask you to hang out all the time
I miss you all the time
And thats the truth.
Feb 2019 · 152
i lost you
Nie Feb 2019
i lost you
why did i think that i could still have you
we weren't made for each other
but i liked to think we had a chance
a chance to stay with each other
that someday we will get back together
now you moved on
and im standing here on my own
i lost you
Feb 2019 · 538
Fix Me
Feb 2019 · 181
notice me
Nie Feb 2019
why don't you notice me
like the way i notice you
Feb 2019 · 125
nr.1
Nie Feb 2019
i can't wait to be your number one.
Feb 2019 · 127
dream in your dreams
Nie Feb 2019
wishing your dreams to become reality is also wishing your nightmares to become reality.
Feb 2019 · 186
I ha-Love you
Nie Feb 2019
How is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time.
Feb 2019 · 137
dream
Nie Feb 2019
My dreams are better then reality.
Feb 2019 · 157
end
Nie Feb 2019
end
why do i keep telling myself
that someday we will end up together
without me or you even doing effort right now
Feb 2019 · 239
Toxic
Nie Feb 2019
you can't heal in the same environment that made you sick.
Feb 2019 · 188
home
Nie Feb 2019
be who you needed
when you were younger
Jan 2019 · 127
Life
Nie Jan 2019
Everything is temporary
Jan 2019 · 157
why
Nie Jan 2019
why
why

why do i make plans
and wait for my friends to cancel
why do i expect them to cancel
why do i hope that they cancel
why don't i wanna wake up
why do i wanna stay in my bed all day
why does time pass by so slowly
why do i feel so tired all the time

why why why why

why do i have so many questions about life
why can't i just live my life
why do i cry so easily
why are my friends still friends with me

why why why why
Jan 2019 · 135
pain
Nie Jan 2019
i could stub my toe
i could pour lemon juice in my wounds
i could get paper cuts all over my body
and still
nothing could compare to the pain i feel
the pain that you made me feel
now that you aren't here.
Jan 2019 · 99
life
Nie Jan 2019
if you wake up
and the first thing in your mind is
i don't want to wake up
stay
think about what you wanna do
and do what you wanna do
we shouldn't be driven by responsibilities
we should be driven by love, excitement, creativity,...
don't be grey
Jan 2019 · 143
mirror
Nie Jan 2019
i see someone
she looks like me in a way
but she also looks like someone
that i don't know
she is the shell of me
the cover up
the part that everyone sees
but they don't see me
who i am
inside
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