You are my sweet escape. You help me get out of my blues and paint my world in different hues. You are my source of vigor. You get into my body, flow through my blood, seep into every part of me and I will feel alive. You are a wonderful chaos. When the world turns me down, you will make me feel so high. When people make me cry, you will suddenly make me laugh so hard. When darkness surrounds me, your rays of light will shine on me like dawn after hours of being blind. You make me see things that others cannot see, make me hear soft caressing whispers that others can never hear. That makes me feel special in someway You give me freedom to do what I want without any hesitation. You give me courage to go extreme without fright. You give me happiness, unexplainable feeling that needs a zillion words to be described. They say I'm crazy they say you are just an imagination, hallucination, a fancy.. an opposition to what is real.. 'cause real is pain, real is fear, real is sadness. You are surreal, but I believe in you. I want to believe that someone so good as you could be true. I want to believe that life is more than just rue, that my life isn't about having insanity, but liberty.. Liberty that I found in you. You are an abyss I am more than willing to fall in. You are my drug. I love you. Yes, I will forever be addictively in love with you..
To love someone is not as simple as it seems. Once you discover the meaning to love, it becomes a chronic drug. Love is not just one feeling, but an array of emotions strung together.
I'm worried I have deactivated my emotions, My subconscious has forced my body numb and my mind astray. I can't seem to think clearly It's like I've forgotten already. But how? Its way too soon to have forgotten. I ask myself "this is big, how can you forgive?" My answer: Simple, I'm addicted. They ask me "what's wrong with you? How can you go back to him?" My answer: I can't explain.
Psychotic. How can I love someone who has done nothing but hurt me over and over? How can there ever be trust? How will we get through this? I ask myself several questions everyday. Still have no answers. Except, He's my drug. And I'm in love.
Black on blue Eyes like the moon Fantastic Delicious, melt-in-your-mouth licorice Call her sassy, but she sways savvy into your life Binds your mind and body into one Barrier destroyer of all dark forces, carrier of light Pure and innocent, she carresses your mind Vibration uplifted and intelligence becomes gifted Quick, yet graceful One of many doors That your higher self knocks on