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Oct 2015 · 487
What you are in my mind
Johnny Hearts Oct 2015
You hurt me the way cigarettes do
Trying to stay away but still wanting you
I don't even know what to say or to feel. I don't know anything at all. You make me happy but you are the main reason of my sadness.
Oct 2015 · 479
Confusion
Johnny Hearts Oct 2015
My head is one pool of messed up thoughts
Swimming past by each other without order
It has been a while since I last wrote here. Maybe its some issues I'm facing and this is the best place to vent out.
Nov 2014 · 2.9k
surviving
Johnny Hearts Nov 2014
Empty feeling inside
Nothing pleasures me
Constant want to die
Thinking of it explicitly

Can't enjoy life to the fullest
Just in this boring existence
Just surviving....
Just surviving....
Oct 2014 · 2.3k
Scattered Thoughts
Johnny Hearts Oct 2014
Scattered thoughts I can not explain
Scattered thoughts why am I to blame
Scattered thoughts all types of pain
Scattered thoughts slowly making me insane
Aug 2014 · 9.0k
Kill Me Now
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
A shot in the head won't hurt that much
Like the way you destroyed my heart
Aug 2014 · 3.9k
Dreams
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
Dreams which are hard to achieve
Dreams in which we would like to believe
Dreams which makes us happy inside
Dreams if not conquered, makes pleasure subside
Aug 2014 · 934
Cuts and Deaths
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
For every cut that is done,
A part of me is relieved, A part of me is discussed
For every cut that is done,
My humanity is lessen, My humanity is broken
For every cut that is done,
my pain is lessen and yet still it grows

To die or to live? I don't know which is worse
Live and face the pain of mistakes, or be memory of the past
They only care when it's too late, in the future I know I won't last
To die is my answer, but for now I shall let it pass
Aug 2014 · 6.8k
Forgive Me
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
Still waiting for a response or reply
Time is the key, we would be together
forgive me for my faults, lets focus on forever
Lets just talk before i start to die

Be angry with me its okay
just dont ignore me like a rock
let us feel infinite, endless hours of talk
i just wish you forgive me and stay
Aug 2014 · 511
Killing Me Softly
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
killing me softly, with every blade that pierces my skin
killing me softly, with words as harsh as lies from within
killing me softly, with every cut that transfers pain
killing me softly, in this world i have nothing to gain
#killing #me #softly #depression #cuts #blade #pain #skin #words #harsh #cry
Aug 2014 · 723
Holding back
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
Love is best when you show no fear
Giving your best till the last drop of your tears
Don't hold back, just give your all
In return I promise I won't let you fall
#love #return #best #all #no #regrets # fall #give #return
Aug 2014 · 1.4k
Stay or Leave
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
I am very sorry for my acts
I only hurt, you should leave me in fact
I just want you to stay and grow old with you
no leave, I'm always a burden that's true

Complicated thoughts, I love you that's real
I hurt you at times, I hate myself, the feels
I can never forgive myself if I let you go
But then again if that's what makes you happy I won't say no
Aug 2014 · 709
In Reply To Pain
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
I gave you my heart, took it and tore it to shreds
Rejected my courtship, left me lying instead
Our language of love different from each other
Passion I shall give to you, yours was another

I shall not annoy you of my proposal
This shall be my final, Rejection so fatal
This shall serve as a learning experience
Make a better version of me with great essence

To love someone else who sings the same song as I
True loves in which we shall give our all till we die
Thank you for your gift of unforgettable pain
Shall do my best, not to be rejected again
Aug 2014 · 2.6k
Fragile
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
How can something broken be fragile?
Already hurt we are the ones that cause pain
We make cuts, scars and bruises that last for a while
We only hurt. From us you have nothing to gain
Aug 2014 · 8.0k
Mistakes
Johnny Hearts Aug 2014
Irreversible mistakes, I just want to die
Irreversible words in which are full of lies
Get a gun a knife or two or any kind or rope it would do
sleeping pills, pain killer overdose which ends up with death
Wishing some words were enabled to be reset

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