You...
You hurt me,
Betrayed me to the deepest core,
Took my biggest fear and used it against me.

I forgive you,
Will you forgive me?
I am sorry,
But are you?

Can we make this right?
Can we ever let go?
Of the things of the past,
Or things that have yet to come?

Live in the moment,
A completely fresh,
And totally new start,
A clean slate for both.

I'm scared of love,
I'm scared of you,
But at the same time
I'm not...

All I can think about is,
and haven't stopped,
thinking about is...
YOU!!!

Whether you're ok,
If you're happy,
If you're writing,
Or smiling.

I'm scared of love,
But not scared of loving you,
I'm scared of you,
But that's because it's new.

I've never stopped caring about you,
I've never doubted you,
I've never seen you as anything less,
Than... Amazing.

Though you "don't" know it,
You're smart,
Talented writer,
passionate...

You're gentle kiss is the best,
Your hugs are the world's saftest place,
You're so funny,
And determined...

I just wish you could see yourself,
Like I do,
Even after everything...
I don't think you're a bad person....

I never did,
I think you're hurt,
And want someone to love,
And want something to finally go good..
You're troubled,
But you've had a hard life,
You love,
Though haven't gotten much...

Whether you decided to come back,
Or to let me back into you're life,
Even after EVERYTHING,
I'm always here to show you...

Who you truly are,
And not the broken,
Screwd up,
Nothing you think you are...

You're here for a reason,
You're amazing,
Not a mistake,
And definitely not for nothing...

With much love,
That has never stopped...
IcySky xoxo

Take a look,
A good look,
And tell me what you see...
What DO you see when you look at me?

Do you see beauty?
Do you see intelligence?
Do you see hope?
What Do you see?

Take a look at me,
I bet you don't truly see me,
The person I try not to be,
Do you see?

See the scars on my wrist,
See the brokeness of my heart,
See the fear in my eyes,
Do you see?

See the hurt that's left behind,
From years passed,
To years to come,
Look at me.

See me for who I truly am,
Because who I am...
Is a fighter,
And a warrior.

I fight everyday,
To keep from what people say,
I fight to keep myself here,
I fight to live another day.

I fight the urge to cut,
To over dose,
To drink,
To smoke.

I'm a warrior,
I have been through hell,
Breaking inside,
A little each day.

I've fought for escape,
I've fought for love,
I've fought for forgiveness,
I've fought for understanding.

So look at me,
And tell me,
What do you see?
Do you see the real me?

A gift from God,
One of compassion and understanding,
One of bravery a true fighter,
One of loyalty and trust.

A young and beautiful woman,
Who is there for those she cares about,
She's one you can tell anything to,
And know it's safe with her.

Thank you for being there for me,
Thank you for opening yourself to me,
Thank you for being my friend,
And thank you for being you.

Haley, An angel

I'll give you my heart,
I'll give you my soul,
I'll give you my all,
Just be gentle.

My heart has been broken,
once before...
It's a fragile part of me,
Be gentle please.

My soul use to burn bright,
But the flame distinguished,
My soul has renewed its light,
I hope it is not finished.

My body is a temple,
It's been used,
And abused...
My spirit is an example...

So please be gentle,
I'll give you my all,
For you brought me
Back to life.

But please be gentle,
And do not take
That life away...
For I am yours....

Love me til the end,
Hold me close,
Hug me tightly,
Kiss me sweetly,

If not forever,
At least for tonight,
And be gentle,
When you lemme go.

Brown eyes,
White smile,
Soft lips,
Sweet touch.

Breath taking looks,
Amazing laugh,
Loving heart,
Creative mind.

This is why I fell,
In love with you...
This is why I fell,
So hard when you left...

You yelled at me,
For nothing,
You went to another,
But they don't love you like me.

You took my smile,
Far away,
When you left,
Left me cold.

I still hear your voice,
In my dreams...
I still picture your smile,
How you once kissed me.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore...
Give it another try?
Be friends?

Tell me please,
Cuz I can't go without you...
Tell me please,
Will you take me back?

Tears streaming down my face,
Hands trembling,
Voice cracks,
Can't breathe...

I try to call for help,
But there's no reply,
I try and try,
But it's no use.

I fall to my knees,
Finding it harder to keep my eyes open,
Air getting thinner,
As the walls around me crumble down.

I wake up screaming,
Awakening from the dream,
That from which I could escape,
All I have to do is wake up...

But when I awake,
From the nightmare...
How do I escape the ones,
That aren't asleep??

Nothing really phases me no more.... I don't trust anyone anymore, not even my family, I don't care about anything, life is done.

I miss you, I truly do...
I miss talking to you, hearing your laugh, and seeing your smile...
I miss your kisses, and warm embraces...
I don't get jealous to see one with another, but yet with you it's different, I'm jealous, I miss you, I love you...


.... I'm sorry.... For everything ); </3

This once beautiful soul, is filled with sorrow, fear, depression... My spirit glows dim, no longer bright.

This soul isn't as beautiful as it once was, my soul has been burned, beaten, and buried beneath the betrayal, and hurt this world has cast upon me.

Hands locked, and held down,
lips kiss, soft and passionate,
bodies close, sweaty and hot,
eyes gazing at the other.

Soft moans and loud groans,
lip biting, and neck kissing,
hands touching and feet rubbing,
both bodies, become one.

Pleasure divine,
hearts racing,
minds blank,
sweet aroma fills the room.

Bodies tire,
and become two again,
with a gentle kiss,
and cuddling bliss.

I am not who everyone expects me to be,
some think I'm a ditzy blonde who can't think for herself,
some think I am one to be pushed over, repeatedly hurt,
some know I have a brain, but expect too much from me.

I do not even know myself anymore...
always compared to my brother,
my aunt, my cousins....
newsflash, I'm not them!! I am who I am.

I am a teenage girl...
I love classical music, I don't just hear the music, I feel it.
I love the opera, there is so much emotion in these.
I love the fine arts, music, museums, art.

It's true I don't love reading, but yet my favorite book is 'To **** a Mockingbird'.
I am homeschooled, so what? Homeschoolers are some of the most brilliant people out there, no one should call us dumb.

I am a blonde, I'm not ditzy, I don't need everyone to tell me things I already know.
I love nature, and photography.
I am great at math, I love it, along with science. I have a 4.0 GPA.

I'm not mall, gossip, and makeup.
I am, sports, cars, weaponry, and music.
I don't wear dresses, and skirts.
I am gym shorts, jeans, tees.

I am a fantastic cook, but I ain't no "house wife" type.
I clean, but if I didn't who else would?
I love kids, but not in my life until after college, and marriage.
Do you get it yet?

I am one of the most honest, trustworthy, kind person there is.
I love easily, but I do not trust as easy.
I trust no one, but I love, and get hurt.
I am a broken spirit, I love, and I forgive too much, I am too trusting.

No one knows me,
like they think they do.
I am who I am,
not who everyone wants me to be.

Stop and listen... do you hear that?
The silent thoughts and broken spirits.
The mind running on low fuel,
The heart still not whole.

Do you hear the voices calling out?
Calling your name,
Pulling you down,
Dragging you beneath the surface.

Whispers of the wind,
Voices in the night,
Darkness overcoming,
Stop and listen.

Wake up from this nightmare,
Try to run away,
Try but don't succeed,
Stuck in this hell.

Voices screaming at you,
Shadows growing larger,
Darkness consuming you whole,
Just wake up!!!

It's quiet,
I stare out the window,
you walk up,
clear skies turn to storms.

You're dangerous,
your touch turns me to stone,
you're as cold as ice,
never feeling remorse.

Now you walked away,
the skies are still dark,
and the air around me is silent,
and my heart broken.

I miss you, I truly do...
I lay in bed at night thinking of you,
thinking about how we left things,
not how I wanted them to end.

I think about what happened,
and how I was so dumb,
and wonder why we did,
what we did.

I thought we had something special,
but I guess I was wrong...
I was in love,
but you called it crazy.

You hurt me to the core,
never thought you would,
I thought you were different,
I was wrong there too...

My heart will never be whole again,
I am broken...
but who cares?
Right?

So "thank you" for the hurt,
and for the pain,
because though I miss you,
the pain makes it easier...

I was in love once,
and might be still...
but I'm moving on,
to someone who cares about me.

I may need to heal,
but I know it's what I have to do...
"Thanks" for everything...
I'm just here to be walked on anyways....