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Nothing Jun 2018
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Sleep?
Death?
Same thing.
Right?
I really need help rn
Air
Nothing Jun 2018
Air
Self harm is a way of knowing you're alive

Its like breathing, you need it to live, but without it you will die.
I'm a goner.
Bye
Nothing Jun 2019
Bye
I am leaving








Bye
bye
Nothing Sep 2018
who i am isn't up to you?
you helped paved it, yes
but i can change
to the person i want.
Nothing Jun 2018
dark and gray .
mind sleepless .

trying to face the pain ,
to see the red .

but all you ever see is dark and gray .
to see red
Nothing Sep 2018
You left me, don't you ******* say you "miss" me.
*******
Nothing Sep 2018
You left..
A thief in the night.
Broke everything in the way to the heart I once owned.

I still have it.
Why didn't you take the memorize?
It keeps my mind up.
The past too devastating for this poor soul.

Did I hurt you?
did I leave?
NO!
I shall not blame this on me.
I did nothing to hurt you.
I had to fight for you, you just left.
Goodbye
Nothing May 2018
Head spins,
Dark brain

NO food they say
NO sleep they say
NO dreams they say
NO family they say
NO telling they say


I cant help but follow the rules,
They're the only ones that love me
Protect me
  
My sleeves will only get lanky if I disobey
My life
Nothing May 2018
I draw all the time.
Not using paper.
Nor a pen.

Lines
Lines
Lines
Lines

That all I can seem to draw.

Lines
Lines
Lines

In till I have no more room.

Lines
Lines

Going every directions.

Lines

In till I see her.

She what I have longed for,
she everything I needed.
Nothing Jun 2018
So you tell me i'm the problem and mess up, then you say you love me?
im so lost
Nothing May 2018
i wasn't the one you need
Maybe i was the one you despised
Maybe i was the one being used

Is that why i saw you with with him?

Maybe your the reason i want to go far away from this life.

Why?
Sorry
Nothing Jan 2019
some people drown in it

others can be found in the hottest of deserts
breathing in the dust

waiting until the water runs out
I have no more water.
Nothing Sep 2018
This is where I go. The bright side.
Nothing Sep 2018
Music can do something.. change lives, give hope. It can make anything better in life. it even sometimes gives life meaning. I would not be where I am today without music. I don't play anything or sing. It helps me live, when I have those thoughts it makes me feel less alone in what every is going on.

You can create friendships by just talking about music, wearing your favorite band t shirt and someone could come u to you and say, "I like them too."

Its also a way to tell a story. sometimes it will make you cry. sometimes Happy, and sometimes numb. We all need to have tears to have the happy and meaningful times.
Nothing May 2018
One ray-less day I will see it,
My name
Writing in Arial print
Pleasurable and slink in the
Obituary
Nothing Oct 2018
Today you kissed me.
Yes you have done that before, but today you Kissed Me.
Arms touching my neck.
Quick but somehow it made me feel loved.
Your laughter when we finished.
I’m going to keeps this day in my head, it will be their for the bad days, good day, and everywhere else.
Today something change I don’t know what it was but it was for the better.

I think I love you.
Love you
Nothing Jun 2018
I need help, I ask and I get hated for it. Anyone out there?
help me
Nothing Jun 2018
Cross my heart,
and hope to die.

<3

Promise me you'll never leave my side.
Nothing Nov 2018
i see the world unlike no one else.
i look for the different.
the rainbow hair.
the tears in the eyes.
the scars burning the soul.
Nothing Jun 2018
look at the arms of your past. showing your grief, pain, and sadness. you miss it don't you? scared of what you can do, what you want to do.
Nothing Jun 2018
Self harm is breathing
we may not understand.
Cutting open the air.
Breathing again.

Does it hurt to breath?
The pain of living.

I can't stop.
Not again.
I really need help
Nothing Feb 2019
i'm trying to stay here
trying to find my place in this hell
trying to find a reason to breath




all i do is try
i can't even do that
Nothing Sep 2018
You have been their for over 3 years of my life.
We have been through the worst.
The best.
Lonely nights.
Days gone.
Somehow I look up and see your words.
See what you created.
Knowing you created this for your fans.
It makes me want to stay here.
To stay alive.
Your words not mine.
Twenty One Pilots
Nothing May 2018
How can my head be filled up with everything but still feel like nothing

So ****** up that you need to take that blade to your wrist
Watching the scarlet blood fall down

Wanting more, dig deeper
  
Feel the soul, the life leaving your body

Someone comes..

Grips your soul pushes it back down leaving you in the white sheets trying to Throwing away the broken  

how come if you know you're loved still feel like ****..
You may not understand, buts its the world to me.
Nothing May 2018
Do we ask that,
wanting to know the truth?
Why?
Do we want to understand?
Do you want to pity?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
because I need it.
Like I need you.
help me
You
Nothing May 2018
You
You're the one I have longed for

When my bed is wet with tears

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