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7.3k · Feb 2019
a fantastic disguise
gabrielle Feb 2019
the wonderful world
would cover up my affection

the sky's gradient in every dusk
would cover my colorless self

the earth's mighty wind
would blow my tears away

the night's luminous stars
would outshine my endless love

the land's languid flowers
would bloom before me -
while i withered of your love

in the latter time,
i will be forgotten
caused by the pain of the unrequited

the world's grace
and the universe' elegance
will conceal every agony i have

but in every fantastic disguise
it is not sure to obscure
my love, my lies and goodbyes
we have an amazing world,
it can keep out of sight the things we are not capable of hiding.

and as for the truth, it can never be hidden.
3.0k · Jan 2019
Hiraeth
gabrielle Jan 2019
homesick for the home
that never been mine

homesick for the home
that never existed

missing you
that never been mine

you exist
but you were still not mine

you are my house i go back to
but never my home

you exist
but never was my home
" I am missing someone whom I love. I have loved someone who is my home, whereas, this home never existed. And my home that never existed, was never really mine. "

(i really have problems with repetitions)
2.5k · Feb 2019
for myself #7
gabrielle Feb 2019
d o   n o t   f o r g e t
t o   e x p r e s s  y o u r   d e e p e s t  
g r a t i t u d e
i n   a n y   w a y s   p o s s i b l e
b e c a u s e   t h e y   h a v e  
a p p r e c i a t e d   y o u
fact 6 - as far as i have known myself, i am a selfless person
the kind where if everybody around me is okay then i am okay too
2.2k · Mar 2019
The Daughter of Rose & Blood
gabrielle Mar 2019
madness and elegance
of thorns and lust
she was born
without end nor bourne
exquisite but ever torn
sophistication and thirst
of blood and the gracious curse
beautiful imprecate
2.0k · Mar 2019
for myself #8
gabrielle Mar 2019
i am not taught
i am not dictated
i am not seen
but i ponder everything
with the people around me
oblivious
of what will happen to me

i want you to continue.
1.4k · Jan 2019
Solitude
gabrielle Jan 2019
where did you go ?
you were gone in a blow

our triumphant world perished
the joyful us vanished

you left me
and it was my fault, honestly

everything is to regret
but it already happened, i neglect

uneasy peace without you
i didn't ask for emptiness of you

a quiet room to accept what
happened to me and you.
you died,
i didn't even get to say sorry nor goodbye.
this is the peace,
the  sickening, deafening one.
this isn't the peace i asked for,
i'm sorry.
1.4k · Jan 2019
Ephemeral
gabrielle Jan 2019
Love is infinite,

or it isn't ?


I feel unconditional,

I feel love.


It spoke end,

You spoke none.


For mine is unrequited,

For my love is for eternity.

For you do not love me -

For that being said,

I knew it was temporary.
love unconditionally,
cherish it,
'cause you'll learn that it is only temporary.
1.2k · Feb 2019
for myself #5
gabrielle Feb 2019
t a l k   f o r   y o u r s e l f

s i n g   t o   e x p r e s s

w r i t e   t o   r e l i e v e
fact 4 - i only have 80 poems/words/thoughts written so far
1.2k · Feb 2019
full you (four)
gabrielle Feb 2019
i wish
my love will be
as full as you
a whole circle like you

so my love
wouldn't be a
one - sided love
unlike you
love me too
1.2k · Feb 2019
for myself #6
gabrielle Feb 2019
s t a y   o n   g r o u n d
e v e n   w h e n   y o u ' v e   r e a c h e d
t h e   f a r t h e s t
fact 5 - i want to make a book, i mean i already finished the contents of it,  a poetry collection and i want to make a manuscript out of it..... but i don't know how to make a manuscript :((
1.0k · Mar 2019
for myself #11
gabrielle Mar 2019
t h i n k   t h r o u g h   v i v i d
g l a s s e s
a l t h o u g h   i t   b r e a k s
a n d   s h a t t e r
i t   i s   c l e a r   w i t h o u t
a n y   w h e t h e r
fact 7 - i am still a frustrated poet
998 · Mar 2019
for myself #10
gabrielle Mar 2019
t o m o r r o w   i t   i s
i   w a n t   t o   d o   s o m e t h i n g
b u t   i   s h o u l d n ' t

w h a t e v e r   h a p p e n s
k e e p   t h e   s t o r y   a l i v e .
k e e p   t h e   l e g e n d
w i t h i n   y o u r   h e a r t
867 · Jan 2019
Epiphany
gabrielle Jan 2019
the field full of
beautiful grass

cold wind and
cold stones

a lot full of glooom
the lot, full of tombs

sudden revelation
of you are gone

after all weary fights
and my fault insight

i haven't said sorry
and you were gone fully

in the warm heavens and clouds,
my soul is within you.
"you were mine"

wait for me, i'll be with you again, someday.
829 · Jan 2019
y o u p h i l i a
gabrielle Jan 2019
attracted to you
stunned by your heart
addicted to your smile
hooked by your voice
attached to your soul

haunted by the most
exquisite dream of you
you are you,
please be you
and i will love you.
obsessed to you
773 · Jan 2019
to the moon and never back
gabrielle Jan 2019
to my love's never brought back,
to the love's been lead back but fakes aback,
to the love's better break, better crack,
to the love's already culled, back to back ; for it is friendship clack,
to the love's so far never been back (to me),
to the love's i am feeling, it's something taken aback,
to my love for you forever to the moon and back,
to my love that you'll never give back.
not back
755 · Mar 2019
for myself #9
gabrielle Mar 2019
i s   e v e r y t h i n g   w r o n g  ?
n o t h i n g   m u s t ' v e   b e e n   r i g h t

s o r t   i t   o u t

f i t   i n  ?
c h a n g e   y o u ?

n o , b e   y o u .
be likable

but be you
647 · Jan 2019
All is Beautiful
gabrielle Jan 2019
See the sky changes it's colors ?
from pitch black in night,
and blue on a day so bright ?
All is Beautiful.

See the flowers bloom ?
And hear the birds sing ?
I know, All is Beautiful.

See the wounds from a battle ?
See it now all scarred ?
Painful but all is beautiful.

See our heart breaks ?
See our hardships through it ?
Unbelievable but all is beautiful.

feel my love ?
feel it even though i'm far ?
It is Beautiful.

feel your love ?
i can't
because to me, you're not in love

But All is Beautiful.
every single thing is beautiful
whether it looks messy
it looks unappealing

even it hurts
remember, all is beautiful
631 · Jan 2019
Limerence
gabrielle Jan 2019
loving you
wanting you
needing you
- at this hour of time
was just infatuation?
could've been more than infatuation, more than an intense desire.
630 · Jan 2019
Bucket List
gabrielle Jan 2019
watch me see,
watch me feel,
watch me do everything
of my list of dreams.

except for one thing,
and that is to be loved by you,


even for a moon

who gleams.
at this very young age of mine
i already knew that of this
long list of my wishes, i still
wouldn't achieve the last one.
602 · Feb 2019
full you
gabrielle Feb 2019
give me your all
won't make me bawl

love me full
believed - and i am a fool

stars witnesses
blooming of these roses

thorn you may
but lovely i say

i love more and more
hopeless to you and nothing more
full of you
nothing of me

full moon 190219
594 · Jan 2019
when two loved meet
gabrielle Jan 2019
Moon in the east
Sun in the west
makes me want to sleep,
a chest onto rest.

it's illogical that in the -
morning you'll see my Moon,
and later on you'll see my Sun
one that gives me light, one that gives
my everything shine.

oh heavenly beauty
of my Moon and my Sun
'tis the look of what
make my heart run

oh weirdly meeting
of my Moon and my Sun -
it is beautifully shocking
made me love more, these two,
of my Moon and my Sun.

oh, a rendezvous, cool -
of my Moon and my Sun
made me more than a fool,
made my heart break more
of my Moon and my Sun.

why thou ?
i'll tell you two, the Moon and the Sun

the Moon,
my Moon -
whom i love
but doesn't love me back

and the Sun
my Sun -
whom i love
that doesn't love me back

and with that
the meeting of my Moon and my Sun
made me hurt more
knowing that i have two beauties whom i love
that doesn't love me back.
love the sun and the moon
then you'll never get loved back
561 · Mar 2019
without matter
gabrielle Mar 2019
Moon have always glowed
this color
Sun have always shone
this bright

Moon have always shown
no love
Sun had always gave
all it's love

No matter what.

No matter if Moon
doesn't give any
No matter if Sun
hurts everybody

Sun had always gave
love in it's fullest
Moon had gave
nothing at it's best

No matter how
no matter how painful to us.... sun has to show it's love
so sun shined and shined forevermore.
556 · Jan 2019
Voyager
gabrielle Jan 2019
I am a traveler ;
traveling the galaxies.

I am a voyager ;
voyaging a million miles to you.

I am a traveler ;
traveling the impossibilities.

I am a voyager ;
voyaging the unbearable journey
of loving me too.
a voyager
too long in travel
too impossible of stepping on my destination
too dark for the means of loving me too

i would still love it
if the journey, is still not loving me
555 · Jan 2019
fullest
gabrielle Jan 2019
the moon
full

my love for you
full

love for me
.....

goodbye
fully
there's nothing i could do
to love you in it's fullest
even not loving me
is okay
nothing i can do
so a goodbye
in my fullest
554 · Mar 2019
The House of Stars & Glass
gabrielle Mar 2019
oh they shatter
they glimmer
in a forbidden house
was full of corpses
the girl accomplices
with her rope
and hope
with slits
by glass bits
she hanged
and blood had banged
by glass bits was the stars
that witnessed her death
that witnessed every scars
530 · Jul 2019
honestly
gabrielle Jul 2019
honestly
i am nowhere to go

so
i took the road

and i knew it was wrong
yet i took it

honestly
i am oblivious of things to do

so
i chased questions

and i knew it wasn't answers
yet i yearned for it

but honestly
i dont know me
506 · Jul 2019
t h a n k y o u
gabrielle Jul 2019
the eyes
that reads
that sympathizes
just the little thought
of me writing on this platform
is very honorable

and the thing that happens
is wonderful
when y o u
read my words

@/tasha @/phoebe and the gang
471 · Feb 2019
wise words
gabrielle Feb 2019
the wise one, said things
that should be done.

a wise one, gave meaning
to my poems i've done.

my wise one, understood the things
i didn't notice i've done.
"your passion controls you and
that makes you a better writer,
your writing obey no rules.
you wrote something,
oblivious that it speaks not one
but different stories. "

you made me a better writer, you did.
467 · Feb 2019
millions
gabrielle Feb 2019
if i have hundreds of eyes
i would only gaze at you

if i have billions of hope
i would continue to hope that you'll love me too
if i have thousands of hands
i wouldn't let you go

that is if i would have the chance to hold you
454 · Jan 2019
differences
gabrielle Jan 2019
you have everything;
excluding me.
i have nothing;
not even you.
not even your love.
453 · Feb 2019
enthroned
gabrielle Feb 2019
i only hoped
i dreamed
i wished
i yearned that
i was enthroned
as your queen
because you're my king
442 · Feb 2019
i HAD you
gabrielle Feb 2019
i hoped
i have you

better to love
and to had

than to never be loved
and never have

i am on my worst
i hoped, i had you
if it's better to be loved, to love and lose
than to be never loved and love

i am on my worst
as i hope to have you
440 · Feb 2019
for myself #4
gabrielle Feb 2019
h a v e   t h e   t e m p e r a n c e
t h e y   u s e d   t o   a c c e p t   y o u
fact 3 - i can't believe someone reads my poems
437 · Jan 2019
break of dawn
gabrielle Jan 2019
the sun
must set to rise

flowers
must wilt to bloom

my love
will set because of you
and it will rise just for you too

my love
will set
and soon will not rise

for i haven't got the reason to.
i'll set. i'll rise.
i'll set. i'll not rise.
you. aren't. there.
435 · Mar 2019
Just A Glimpse
gabrielle Mar 2019
i'll always have a glimpse of you
like the clouds, anywhere
i would see you

i'll always have a glimpse of you
just a glimpse of you
it would only be me
it would always be a glimpse by me

just a glimpse by me
432 · Jan 2019
moon and sun
gabrielle Jan 2019
sunrise
sunset

moonrise
moonset

rises
then sets

stays with me
then leaving me

i love thee
both not loving me
it's a cycle
they leave me
they be with me

it's not a cycle
when i love them
but they don't love me
428 · Feb 2019
for myself #3
gabrielle Feb 2019
w i l t   t o   b l o o m
fact 2 - i'm young... and when i say i'm young
literally young like.... 12 years old
425 · Jan 2019
Voices
gabrielle Jan 2019
step out of them voices -
voices that judge,
voices that drags down,
voices that mocks,
voices that rings and muddles in your head.

step out of your voice -
your voice that stings negativity,
your voice that shouts the fact that you don't love me.
425 · Feb 2019
The Commandments
gabrielle Feb 2019
I have sinned
and the commandments are you.

As your order is to be not loved by me
and to be loved by you.
Thou shall not love you,
thou shall be loved by you.

and it was all disobeyed.
421 · Jan 2019
Uttermost Love
gabrielle Jan 2019
everything's pretty -
from how bright you are,
even for million light years apart,
from how exquisite you are,
I'm seeing it from afar.

same goes with his smile,
so bright even if I'm far for miles,
same goes for my love to you,
exquisite it is,
but unacceptable for you.
it's by the moon
420 · Feb 2019
for myself #2
gabrielle Feb 2019
t r a v e l  t h e  d i f f e r e n c e s
e x p e r i e n c e  t h e  o d d s  i t s e l f
fact 1 - i'm from the philippines
411 · Feb 2019
for myself
gabrielle Feb 2019
i  n e e d  y o u  t o  d o  m o r e
w o r k  h a r d
a l l  i s n ' t  e n o u g h

t a k e  t h e  p a i n
i'll be putting facts of mine...
in this series where i post things i want to say to my self
400 · Jan 2019
Continuous
gabrielle Jan 2019
To the love's once not back,
To the next, it still isn't back,
To the last, it was never back.
it will never get back
396 · Jan 2019
Galaxy
gabrielle Jan 2019
a pool of stars,
im one of them.

when the time comes,
of where you'll get a star for someone,
get me,
i'll embellish your love's galaxy.

and soon your happiness, which is her happiness, will make me happy.
if you're happy, i will be, too, happy.
even if you'll just use me.
393 · Jan 2019
shine
gabrielle Jan 2019
stars
i'll focus
and you are shaking

stars
my heart is lost
and i am hurting


stars
why?
i am the only one loving
camp out, see stars, recognize the one sided love
390 · Jan 2019
Constellation Anonymous
gabrielle Jan 2019
every night of stars in sight.
these three stars reminded me what my love was.
to you -
i have my commitment,
but intimacy is absent,
passion is what i thought how it went.

just because of not having the intimacy and passion,
it's still love, not infatuation.
just because i don't have you and you don't love me the way i do,
it's still love, it's just extraordinary.
it is more than what people supposed believe it would be.
384 · Feb 2019
aria
gabrielle Feb 2019
your song
i long

i sing
lone wing

by myself
without thyself

all alone
without my favorite tone

" you "
to sing your song

by myself
369 · Feb 2019
Robots
gabrielle Feb 2019
work those hands up,
learn these things.

do this, do that.
say these, say those.

control me world,
take over me.

just **** me already -
and I'll die not doing the things
that would make me happy.
shame on you, self
360 · Jan 2019
Ropes
gabrielle Jan 2019
helpful yet harmful
to end and to be contented
to escape the reality
then meet heavens, that is fantasy

to unlive and to leave
to unlive your life but to leave me hanging on you tight
to help and to harm
help yourself vanish, harm everyone else in anguish
the use of rope in 'that' way
357 · Mar 2019
11
gabrielle Mar 2019
11
here came, the hardest goodbye
see it, here comes the end
farewell soon, here comes the sunset
not enough to bear
but the only choice is to stare
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