and wistful sighs
cherry blossom petals
twirling amidst the skies
and starry constellations
and secret frustrations
incandescent candles burn
as if awaiting your return
anguish and lingering despair
heartbreak and hollow emptiness
caused by unforsaken pettiness
merely the potential difference
between requited love
and bittersweet limerence
i can hear the misery
of the poets, artists, and kings
of the ages we wasn't born in,
screaming in agony
as they never had the chance
to write about,
the finest masterpiece
that is you,
my biggest dream,
my dead star wish,
you are the poison that intoxicates
my veins and i couldn't ask
for anything more.
i have always told myself
not to fall in love with the moment,
moments will fade away
they will burn at the back of my head
but i saw him standing there
with his palm out
for me and only me
as the love-infused music about
fools falling in love
flowed flawlessly around us
that's where i did it.
i fell in love with not only the moment,
i fell in love with the flowers in his mouth
i fell in love with him.
When my eyes first fixed upon him
my bones began to break
my heart began to ache
And as it slipped down to my stomach
the ground began to shake
But I don't even know his name
nope, don't even know his name
but every time I catch a glimpse
I always feel the same
Too many days I felt like
I couldn't even breathe
but a voice I've never heard before
buries me beneath
Below the surface of a fallacy
a fantasy, a stupid girl's dream
I can't begin to believe
that anything I wish for could ever happen to me
I feel so fucking weary
paranoid and dreary
Too many days I've spent just thinking about him near me
Why do I even bother?
What's even the point?
to pine after some boy who's probably smoking a joint
"A quick temper." A friend tells me
"A cheater," he says
but I can't believe anything other than what goes on in my head
my mind's screaming like a banshee
just thinking of what he could be
Thinking about that day when he first fixed his eyes upon me.
"Do you like looking at the stars?"
I guess. Maybe.
Yes of course. I have ever since.
"What color is your favorite?"
Not quite sure. Rainbow??
Blue! Definitely blue.
"Do you like pizza?"
You weren't aware
how I was never sure
til' you came but never cared
I've long been searching for a cure
For my uncertainty in life
But you slashed all of those with a knife
And made them all worse
when I thought you had the antidote
never knew I read the wrong note
Now from my faves
they started to become my dislikes
from my midnight craves
now I start to say "yikes"
And that is the summary of your impact
throughout my life~
Would you care to give me a tour into your breath taking and undeniably fascinating galaxy that is visible from the way your eyes glisten and the way your face light up brighter than the sun up above?