One day you will see me again...
But
I won’t be the same person anymore.
I will be a better version of the one you used to know.
I will be stronger, fiercer, bolder.
And I won’t have to feel intimidated to anyone, ever again.
One day you will see me again...
But
Never will it be because of you.
Neither of me trying to get even.
It’s too much for any of us to bear
because we’ve destroyed each other fatally,
and only time will mend our sufferings.
One day you will see me again...
But
Don’t be sorry, don’t be angered.
because the future will change,
drastically.
I swear on earth it will.
One day you will see me again...*
And when that time comes,
we’ll laugh secretly,
questioning ourselves,
What if.
What if it was the two of us?

Something in the wind tells me
that the flowers will bloom today
but will die tomorrow
because the night feeds it
with grief and sorrow.

When time comes and our roads shall meet
Please don't ask me why or how
When time comes and our roads shall meet
Just smile and maybe say Hi
When time comes and our roads shall meet
You may take my hand and tell me you miss me
When time comes and our roads shall meet
Remember, I love you, and I'll always will

I hate it when the darkness of the night
talks to me in silence
telling me how unimportant I am
and that my existence is unneeded.
It steals every hope that gives me fuel to live each day.
and so every time the sun shines a light upon me,
all I ever recognize is the sadness
that wraps me up to my solitude.

Fingers has touched my body
like a feather beneath my flesh.
and my skin started to hurt.
the inside of my bones started to hurt.
and I can’t soothe it
because it was very familiar,
and I knew,
it was your hand.

he came home one night
soaked with blood,
tears dripping from his eyes,
catching up his breath.

he looked right into my eyes
and I saw the fear
that has long kept him
in imprisonment

he took the blame
and the penalty
is death.

I have a crush on someone I know.
He’s been a friend for 4 years, I guess.
I never thought that I’d ever like him
‘cause he’s bossy and snob,
and is always frowning.
But I’ve seen him smile and I got to like him,
I heard him speak and I think I’m in love. Err.
This actually feels weird, awkward and crazy
but gee, I feel giddy each time that I see him.
He wears a pair of glasses, into his ears,
I think it’s a shade of silver..
He likes to joke, to tickle and cackle.
Oh, how I wish that one day he’ll know
I have a crush on someone like him.

As I have woken from my deep slumber,
I thought of the times we were together.
Those days in which we enjoyed each other
and the thought that it would last forever.
My eyes blinked and shed a tear,
For days had passed and it is clear
that in reality I’d never hear
the words that echoed in my heart so dear.
I shouldn’t have listened to their silly dare
So I wouldn't have fallen to your sweet stare
Now the pain that I feel,  I couldn’t bear
Everything is just so unfair.

My life has never been this vapid.

My heart has never felt so much sorrow.

I feel like exploding into dust,

just scattering everything of me

out to the world

so I’d feel less alone.

Maybe this is what I get

for expecting so much

when I deserve less.

I saw you this morning.
You were moving so fast.
Can’t seem to loosen my grip
On the past.
And I miss you so much.
There’s no one in sight.
And we’re still making love
In my secret life.

I smile when I’m angry.
I cheat and I lie.
I do what I have to do
To get by.
But I know what is wrong,
And I know what is right.
And I’d die for the truth
In my secret life.

Whenever I look at the sky,
I’m filled with thoughts
of what could have been.

Maybe,
just maybe,
everything that could have been,
have existed,
beyond those clouds.

And I wonder.

You came like a thief of the night
stealing all the laughter
buried in my stomach.
and i forgot how to laugh,
how to breath,
and even smile.
whenever i try to stand,
my knees crumbles
making me a limp
each time I try to step forward.
and i can’t fix it.
i cant fix the life you’ve destroyed.
no more laughter's,
no more smiles,
no more fresh water.
all are salty,
too much salty.
they all flow out from my eyes,
like a water fall.
and i can only watch it flow,
i can only watch it flow.
because it won’t stop.

You asked the wind to take it all away
To lock it in a box in a place far, far away
Because you’ve been tired and you need to rest
It’s been a while and you need to forget


You gnash your teeth each time you remember
The picture of you and him together
Holding a tea cup on a cold winter weather
Sitting like babies wrapped the arms of one another


Things are different now you thought
As you roll your eyes for things you now loath
Which you thought before was cute
But now you just want to puke


Like how much you loved the smell of his minty breath
Pressing against the strand of your nostrils
It felt so good, you wish you could tilt your head up
To steal a million kisses in his forehead


Also, the way his skin touched yours
It felt like burning alive into ashes
But it felt perfect, like your breath is being taken away
Like something big is happening inside your flesh


Also, those times when you’ve gone mad and crazy
Because he just won’t stop being busy
And you wish you could just focus on your study
Or be indulged in book to quit being *****


The most painful part though is that you are hunted
By what could have been and what could have happened
If you were a little bit more patient and understanding
To accept his shortcomings and explanations


But now you know that there is nothing perfect in this world
That you will get happy, sad, mad, and sometimes bored
That it is normal for people to be normal
That there will be winter, summer, spring and fall
And life will be life, take it or leave it


You learned your lessons and now you know
So you ask to trade with the wind all those things you sow
And start to wish for warmer, brighter tomorrow
Maybe, with someone who will wash away the sorrow.