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"windscreen" poems
Sitting in some car in a forgotten parking lot Grey marks the skies Lush green plants peeping in The wildlife of concrete and paint makes the perfect background For Little ***** of liquid heaven falling on my windscreen And some music to complete the scene Each guitar line synchronises with each raindrop Each blast of power thunder hits hard like heavy metal But the soft clouds, the gentle ebb and flow lull me to sleep Whispering, persuading me to dream But I really don't want to miss this shard of time I never want to lose little moments like these A silver raindrop is born by landing on my car Crash landing, rather The bubbling pocket of mystery travels down Swerving and slamming into other fellow pockets in crime It's life cycle completes when it reaches the bottom It races to it's death, unable to stop gravity's plan for it Each drop morphs into another, making a wave The rain weaves an intricate web of waves All strutting their sparkly magic before me I sense a metaphor for humanity creeping in Millions of crescendos growing about Too concerned with their internal politics to worry about others But I stay focused on the beauty all around I wonder if heaven has rainy days If so, this must be one of them
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Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
That Rain Poem
#***Cool monsoon breeze sway the trees Cascading rills , meadows The Valley and Scenic hills Colour green rich in hue Breathtaking the view The rain pours and rushes down On the windscreen and sunroof A sweet melodic sound it makes Like an Artist, paints in gentle slopes Dark clouds in daytime , stark Makes the Sun shiver in cold The bridge ahead ,century old Winding road  and steep slopes Passing through the illuminated tunnels Old melodies played on the radio The journey ahead ,we steer The ebullient nature brings cheer***#
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Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 6:45 AM UTC
Lonavala - The Queen of Deccan
The pick All the stress that an orange has caused is painful. It is painful for the tree from which it came. Snatched away with promises of sweetness. A tree mostly green, engulfing Small speckles of that deceptive orange. It was such a bright colour – high hopes! Handpicked by a man only looking for the best, Choosing poorly not for the first time. The green leaves frantically try to reclaim what’s theirs. Branch after branch reaching out, trying to uproot him. Close, so close. But they are a sea apart, At least an apple has a core, a heart. The peel Now it is pilfered, the painful process begins, Never quite ending: disappointment beckons. To try and taste these orange juices You soldiers must bear the burden. Each soldier, a finger digging themselves Into the tough stressful shell. Fingernails stained with orange blood, Eyes blinded by the same tangy juices. It never slips off in one go Like a roomy balaclava, But crumbles like the remnants of a bombing. Brick by brick, orange by orange it crumbles. Now it is finally undone But neither tree nor man has won. The preparation The crust collapsed, but now It is time to untangle the web the mantle holds. First, a division – the separation of brothers Who served side by side at birth. Dissected by these soldiers Acting as a bomb squad, Searching for those hidden pips. Found, but not without casualties – Sticky fingers with no taps in sight. Once removed the web is untangled. Tired, he hopes that the stress will swiftly end Unaware that the sweetness was just pretend. The pain Finally the moment has arrived And illogical ceremonies commence. I fear the celebration is far too soon, For as white touches orange and tries So desperately to unite, The tartly taste slays the poor man’s buds: Igniting like petrol on his burning tongue. He wishes he could return that orange To the green tree to which it belongs, To return a bullet-sprayed windscreen is not an option. The orange, once bitten, enjoys its trance Latching on to those pained tingling taste buds. His orange, a disaster to undress: Bad taste – a foolish price for such a mess.
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Feb 14, 2011
Feb 14, 2011 at 12:06 PM UTC
Orange
The pick All the stress that an orange has caused is painful. It is painful for the tree from which it came. Snatched away with promises of sweetness. A tree mostly green, engulfing Small speckles of that deceptive orange. It was such a bright colour – high hopes! Handpicked by a man only looking for the best, Choosing poorly not for the first time. The green leaves frantically try to reclaim what’s theirs. Branch after branch reaching out, trying to uproot him. Close, so close. But they are a sea apart, At least an apple has a core, a heart. The peel Now it is pilfered, the painful process begins, Never quite ending: disappointment beckons. To try and taste these orange juices You soldiers must bear the burden. Each soldier, a finger digging themselves Into the tough stressful shell. Fingernails stained with orange blood, Eyes blinded by the same tangy juices. It never slips off in one go Like a roomy balaclava, But crumbles like the remnants of a bombing. Brick by brick, orange by orange it crumbles. Now it is finally undone But neither tree nor man has won. The preparation The crust collapsed, but now It is time to untangle the web the mantle holds. First, a division – the separation of brothers Who served side by side at birth. Dissected by these soldiers Acting as a bomb squad, Searching for those hidden pips. Found, but not without casualties – Sticky fingers with no taps in sight. Once removed the web is untangled. Tired, he hopes that the stress will swiftly end Unaware that the sweetness was just pretend. The pain Finally the moment has arrived And illogical ceremonies commence. I fear the celebration is far too soon, For as white touches orange and tries So desperately to unite, The tartly taste slays the poor man’s buds: Igniting like petrol on his burning tongue. He wishes he could return that orange To the green tree to which it belongs, To return a bullet-sprayed windscreen is not an option. The orange, once bitten, enjoys its trance Latching on to those pained tingling taste buds. His orange, a disaster to undress: Bad taste – a foolish price for such a mess.
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Rain falls on the windscreen in shades of grey brown and fogged-up blue, car become boat in the rain-clogged road floating away like in a Monet, into the evening mess. Frayed nerves, rules break, as dangers lurk. The wiper slow tells its tale own. Irrelevant discourse, irreverent songs, the FM trend for DJ fame. And we have two 'rivers' in our city, swelling in refuse, bolstered by the rain; And we have two beaches in our city, soak in the surf, if you can ignore the rubble; And we have many parks in our city where litter garlands our heroes daily; The last patch of green, cramped between rising heights all around, accursed of dump and construction junk, steals a dying look at the moon late. A walk in the woods, by the mist, by late evening. A stroll, warm, through a field covered in snow. Nice paintings on my concrete wall. I'm told, the money plant is good for one's health. Trees, a luxury for our wealth. These are all good developments. Hyper malls round the corner. Home prices, soaring to Kepler. Please pour in more investment into my country. Guaranteed, riches grow in multiplication. The markets are all about manipulation.
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Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 3:47 PM UTC
The money plant
The tightness and the nilness round that space when the car stops in the road, the troops inspect its make and number and, as one bends his face towards your window, you catch sight of more on a hill beyond, eyeing with intent down cradled guns that hold you under cover and everything is pure interrogation until a rifle motions and you move with guarded unconcerned acceleration— a little emptier, a little spent as always by that quiver in the self, subjugated, yes, and obedient. So you drive on to the frontier of writing where it happens again. The guns on tripods; the sergeant with his on-off mike repeating data about you, waiting for the squawk of clearance; the marksman training down out of the sun upon you like a hawk. And suddenly you're through, arraigned yet freed, as if you'd passed from behind a waterfall on the black current of a tarmac road past armor-plated vehicles, out between the posted soldiers flowing and receding like tree shadows into the polished windscreen.
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From The Frontier Of Writing
*Ever look to the night sky beyond tiring windscreen wipers? They screech, exasperated by an army of droplets hurtling downwards. Ever lean on the dashboard gazing upwards into the downpour? Constant and linear; like how stars zoom past spaceships in old movies. A whole universe of dazzling stars. That's how she lived; her aura a universe peppered with light. Light forever radiating towards captivated eyes. Oh, she loved with a love unparalleled.*
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Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 7:50 AM UTC
-Cosmic-
Four days left 'till Christmas I'm trying to get home to you I'm in Nevada in the mountains With the sky an eerie blue I'm driving past my limit Awake on pills and joe Trying to get back cross the country Trying to beat the coming snow Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right Three days now till Christmas In the Dakotas, stuck in snow My windows frozen open And you should hear the winter blow I'm not stopping 'till I get there Although you seem so far away I'm gonna be back home for Christmas I'll be with you on Christmas Day Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right Two days now till Christmas In Minnesota, freezing cold I've drunk five thermos' full of coffee I've put my bladder right on hold I'm blazing through the streamers Right through the drifts, some ten feet high I'm driving back to you for Christmas I'll be back home, unless I die Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right One more day till Christmas I've crossed the line into our state I'll make it home to you by morning So, Christmas breakfast...it's a date I've driven across the country To get back home, where I should be I'll be there when you both wake up Waiting by the Christmas tree Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right
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Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 9:50 PM UTC
Four Days Until Christmas
Four days left 'till Christmas I'm trying to get home to you I'm in Nevada in the mountains With the sky an eerie blue I'm driving past my limit Awake on pills and joe Trying to get back cross the country Trying to beat the coming snow Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right Three days now till Christmas In the Dakotas, stuck in snow My windows frozen open And you should hear the winter blow I'm not stopping 'till I get there Although you seem so far away I'm gonna be back home for Christmas I'll be with you on Christmas Day Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right Two days now till Christmas In Minnesota, freezing cold I've drunk five thermos' full of coffee I've put my bladder right on hold I'm blazing through the streamers Right through the drifts, some ten feet high I'm driving back to you for Christmas I'll be back home, unless I die Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right One more day till Christmas I've crossed the line into our state I'll make it home to you by morning So, Christmas breakfast...it's a date I've driven across the country To get back home, where I should be I'll be there when you both wake up Waiting by the Christmas tree Snowflakes burst like little bombs On my windscreen in the night I can't see where I'm going My blades are frozen tight I'm driving to the image That is fading out of sight I'm gonna get back home for Christmas I'm gonna help make Christmas right
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Caught the vampire's failing smile, cracked by teeth & venom, wind-walking among the trees, talking to the vipers & the rats & the bats & the men of the old bonetown. Mr Mann had the right idea, burn your books & get the hell outta Dodge. Do not pass go & do not stop, do NOT make out in the back of a beat-up old auto parked next to the hypermarket on Dawn & Vine. Mr Mann up front, peering through the cracks in the windscreen, the cracks in reality. He can see the vampire's slow smile, the shadows passing across the face of the TV screen, & hear the old ghost voices, the old radio voices, the 1949 voices. Blood on leather, black roots rising, saliva on after-effects & after-echoes, the apocalypse riders chasing the moon up the old dark valley, the moon chasing the apocalypse riders right back down the old dark valley to whatever hell they came from. The vampires! The vampires! Children beat hasty retreats, hide under the boxes back of the laundromat, not daring to peek as black boots crunch gravel. Mr Mann has the right surmise, get outta the books & into guns, get into heavy metal & iron drag, get into lead & something magickal, long forgotten lore & hoodoo voodoo from years & years ago. The vampire's smile turns awful yellow, fades as the stars wheel & that tired old sun begins its ascent, fades as the dawn breaks over the desert winds & cacti & the lovers wake in their motel room in the back of beyond & fumble for their stakes & knives & garlic ***** Easy now for Mr Mann in the sun-kissed big blue. Hunt it down in the tumbledowns & old desert towns. Kick off the jams, break open the locks. Hose it down with oil & strike a match. Burn the reality right off that face & that face right off reality Splat on the sand. Grue on the sand. Black on the sand. Mr Mann walking back to the autombile, back to happiness, radio playing a little something from 92, or was it 93, he really can't remember now.
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Feb 20, 2012
Feb 20, 2012 at 3:16 PM UTC
Vampire Smiles
Caught the vampire's failing smile, cracked by teeth & venom, wind-walking among the trees, talking to the vipers & the rats & the bats & the men of the old bonetown. Mr Mann had the right idea, burn your books & get the hell outta Dodge. Do not pass go & do not stop, do NOT make out in the back of a beat-up old auto parked next to the hypermarket on Dawn & Vine. Mr Mann up front, peering through the cracks in the windscreen, the cracks in reality. He can see the vampire's slow smile, the shadows passing across the face of the TV screen, & hear the old ghost voices, the old radio voices, the 1949 voices. Blood on leather, black roots rising, saliva on after-effects & after-echoes, the apocalypse riders chasing the moon up the old dark valley, the moon chasing the apocalypse riders right back down the old dark valley to whatever hell they came from. The vampires! The vampires! Children beat hasty retreats, hide under the boxes back of the laundromat, not daring to peek as black boots crunch gravel. Mr Mann has the right surmise, get outta the books & into guns, get into heavy metal & iron drag, get into lead & something magickal, long forgotten lore & hoodoo voodoo from years & years ago. The vampire's smile turns awful yellow, fades as the stars wheel & that tired old sun begins its ascent, fades as the dawn breaks over the desert winds & cacti & the lovers wake in their motel room in the back of beyond & fumble for their stakes & knives & garlic ***** Easy now for Mr Mann in the sun-kissed big blue. Hunt it down in the tumbledowns & old desert towns. Kick off the jams, break open the locks. Hose it down with oil & strike a match. Burn the reality right off that face & that face right off reality Splat on the sand. Grue on the sand. Black on the sand. Mr Mann walking back to the autombile, back to happiness, radio playing a little something from 92, or was it 93, he really can't remember now.
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Grim grey day starts in the dark, grumbles, glowers shoulders hunched Everyone in bitter agreement - "Miserable!" Rain driven against windows, streaming pavements, shoe-squelched curses cast at baleful sky. Travelling home at last, raincoat defeated tricklebacked discomfort, Windscreen wipers ten to the dozen under sopping sorrowful trees, headlights strobing relentless rain And - Those aren't leaves. What are they? Tumbling across the road, crisscrossing parabolas of peculiar joy Frogs! I stop: I have to. The night is alive with manic delight as secret creatures fling caution to the wind and bound into sight, into frantic celebration, unphased by cars, by foolish bipeds who thought this planet was theirs - Open mouthed and uninvited I gaze, displaced and foolish for not knowing It is, it is the most beautiful night that could possibly be imagined.
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Oct 3, 2013
Oct 3, 2013 at 8:24 AM UTC
Road Blocked by Frogs
Stamped, I said; don't you dare let go of my hand. Until the day my breath and your hair turn silver. Holding my jugular, I let you watch me undress daily My love for you was bulletproof, but you're the one who shot me What you don't know, is you missed the cavity I romanticised the cocking and pulling nightly, murdering beauty. I ran away from home, to sleep in a manger I ran from a man, a man I never knew Same genes, same jeans. Denim was my choice, and yours. Rotten, like and old pair. Chromosomes. I lay on your thick neck The weight of a field mouse, tiny bones, pulled, curled in the straw, invisible to everyone but you Your shoes always faced upwards Walking the line where the barbed wire tore your chest Your heart was a runway, our family horse, chocks away Twelve stitches, those same twelve stitches in my mother's neck, at twelve years old, Twelve years on and it's taking thirteen to heal I learnt how to pick locks at eight years old, A lost boy in the body of a girl, skin of a thistle, no **** Purple and armoured A chameleon soul, belonging to no one No compass due north, a ***** needle She said; 'Baby, you're like cyanide, and I liked you for that.' I believe in madness Holding your breath for sixty seconds, because you can Like a bird flying into a windscreen voluntarily Throw me into it, If i'm going, i'm going, Pull me down harder, bind my ankles to make a tail Hit me harder, hit me until I find it acceptable to hit back, No halves, of the halves that halve us in half I'm all
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Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 11:46 AM UTC
***** Needle
Stamped, I said; don't you dare let go of my hand. Until the day my breath and your hair turn silver. Holding my jugular, I let you watch me undress daily My love for you was bulletproof, but you're the one who shot me What you don't know, is you missed the cavity I romanticised the cocking and pulling nightly, murdering beauty. I ran away from home, to sleep in a manger I ran from a man, a man I never knew Same genes, same jeans. Denim was my choice, and yours. Rotten, like and old pair. Chromosomes. I lay on your thick neck The weight of a field mouse, tiny bones, pulled, curled in the straw, invisible to everyone but you Your shoes always faced upwards Walking the line where the barbed wire tore your chest Your heart was a runway, our family horse, chocks away Twelve stitches, those same twelve stitches in my mother's neck, at twelve years old, Twelve years on and it's taking thirteen to heal I learnt how to pick locks at eight years old, A lost boy in the body of a girl, skin of a thistle, no **** Purple and armoured A chameleon soul, belonging to no one No compass due north, a ***** needle She said; 'Baby, you're like cyanide, and I liked you for that.' I believe in madness Holding your breath for sixty seconds, because you can Like a bird flying into a windscreen voluntarily Throw me into it, If i'm going, i'm going, Pull me down harder, bind my ankles to make a tail Hit me harder, hit me until I find it acceptable to hit back, No halves, of the halves that halve us in half I'm all
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You always told me about the colliding stars between my lashes, the way they looked burnt through your chest, because stars are only raging souls in flames. *But where there is fire, you will always carry gasoline.* And I hid match sticks beneath your matteress, preparing my fingertips for the day the room went black and you wouldn't let me hold your hand. You had petrol between your teeth instead of spit and traces of flint under your nails. You stopped comparing me to the sky and started kissing me like ashes and smoke. Fairytales never taught me that dragons were alive, fairytales taught me that they can be killed and I learnt at a young age that I was never going to be a butterfly, or Snow White or Jasmine *or anything other than the pretence of Sleeping Beauty,* but I guess this way its more like Fading Tragedy. I am the embodiment of the phrase "love hurts" and I've never been more than the hurricane on your windscreen that you're trying so desperately to wipe away.
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Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 9:59 AM UTC
Once Bitten Twice Shy
Your car came through town a queen on her chair with a silver spider web smashed windscreen and no door on a scrap truck. I didn't call you. Told you in the pub last night it was none of my business now if you died or not. Did I kiss that boy on the stairs? I can feel myself falling in love already. I stole prosecco off the kitchen counter, drank the whole bottle. It fizzed like stars and hopes and dreams in my belly and I started walking when the sun came up.
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Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 7:16 PM UTC
White Girl Wasted
Dust gathers everywhere. Only a swab on the windscreen is clear on my dust-laden car. Too tight to wear, the ring vibrates vigorously on the washing machine. The cycle is ending. Intensity waxing. A song of the solitary koel serenades a reverie. I open the screen from inside. You, the windows from the outside. Glances exchanged from either side. It is the time of the late flower. A drop, even a drop of hot water, the skin craves for a touch. In partings, a beginning. In still winds, all the leaves silent. Peace comes visiting, a migratory bird and sits sagely by the bare stalks, in a hurry to reach far off lands beyond the seas. You only get a moment: a moment when the world freezes.
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May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 1:16 PM UTC
A moment when the world freezes
**A ravaged beauty - long threatened tired life, riding appreciated**   Friday’s  off-road cycle ride started late with a heart-choking chill head-wind blown rain - blurring my glassed vision, so I trusted into the triple lanes of colours slicing through the Vale of Neath.   Here a builder’s ladder jumped boomeranging off it's white van - attempting to decapitate me - behind me it’s miss was announced by squealing brakes and crunching impacts,  scaring alive splattered visions of a flat-end and being posted within a near drain.     Surviving today's devilled ribbon of the dangerous windscreen imprisoned - sitting with pub bound murderous cohorts - I found off-road safe solitude’s mountain bike path East to Coelbren - joining new, a fine yet unsigned cycle route curling around Mynydd y Drum, to open views of Cwm Tawe as I pass hunting twisting through woods a single Red Kite.   Then  gravities speed, circles barriers into Ystradgynlais top - a narrow ribboned descent, hemmed by cars and paved children to the rugby fields. **Senses travelogue - previously un-experienced, time spins slower** Here the trails old section points to Swansea - winding lost betwixt fields, paths, trees and roads to Cwmtawe Cycleway proper, there to pedal beside and across Afon Tawe with repeated special offers of  child saddled exhaust roaring  kamikazes, bicycle maiming broken glass, proudly owned attack dogs, branch hung ball-sacks of excrement, visions of the lost ripped-away steel gated stops, hacked-off wooden fences and never-there deceitful dreams of red doggy bins all disguised what passed for hidden beauty, which he called lovely ugly.    *Backing-into Pontardawe to crawl away below the dark bridge, past a single inviting  pub - I accompany the Tawe and it's twin a decrepit polished canal through ***** alleys - until our hero stutters, gapes then tunnels under great noisious noxious ribbons of hurtling tired....* **Pressured paced life - impossible  commitments, Living organic** .
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May 1, 2010
May 1, 2010 at 9:37 AM UTC
Cwm Tawe - lovely ugly
**A ravaged beauty - long threatened tired life, riding appreciated**   Friday’s  off-road cycle ride started late with a heart-choking chill head-wind blown rain - blurring my glassed vision, so I trusted into the triple lanes of colours slicing through the Vale of Neath.   Here a builder’s ladder jumped boomeranging off it's white van - attempting to decapitate me - behind me it’s miss was announced by squealing brakes and crunching impacts,  scaring alive splattered visions of a flat-end and being posted within a near drain.     Surviving today's devilled ribbon of the dangerous windscreen imprisoned - sitting with pub bound murderous cohorts - I found off-road safe solitude’s mountain bike path East to Coelbren - joining new, a fine yet unsigned cycle route curling around Mynydd y Drum, to open views of Cwm Tawe as I pass hunting twisting through woods a single Red Kite.   Then  gravities speed, circles barriers into Ystradgynlais top - a narrow ribboned descent, hemmed by cars and paved children to the rugby fields. **Senses travelogue - previously un-experienced, time spins slower** Here the trails old section points to Swansea - winding lost betwixt fields, paths, trees and roads to Cwmtawe Cycleway proper, there to pedal beside and across Afon Tawe with repeated special offers of  child saddled exhaust roaring  kamikazes, bicycle maiming broken glass, proudly owned attack dogs, branch hung ball-sacks of excrement, visions of the lost ripped-away steel gated stops, hacked-off wooden fences and never-there deceitful dreams of red doggy bins all disguised what passed for hidden beauty, which he called lovely ugly.    *Backing-into Pontardawe to crawl away below the dark bridge, past a single inviting  pub - I accompany the Tawe and it's twin a decrepit polished canal through ***** alleys - until our hero stutters, gapes then tunnels under great noisious noxious ribbons of hurtling tired....* **Pressured paced life - impossible  commitments, Living organic** .
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waking up to empty leather seats they smelt nothing like you, not even near the blurred vision of the orange skies is it because of my tears? the dews that formed on the windscreen captured sweet memories of you, your favourite song's playing on the radio but there's just static in my mind. those sunflowers we grew together they're drooping down and brown just like the sunset i detest now, wilted without your love. remember how you joked about where i will be without you? i guess i know the answer now, i'll be here under the skies. while my soul is nowhere near, still in search for the same sun that bloomed when i was in your arms. the skies are getting dark the moon, the stars are getting up it didn't take much to realise that we are so much the same. the moon longing for the sun miles away how i long for you six feet under; the dead stars shining so brightly how i smile ever since you brought a part of me with you to your grave. i guess i'll shut my eyelids when the days arrive i'll kiss you in my dreams where you were still alive. nowadays the sunrise are hideous people wonder why i never looked at the skies, the brightness will pierce deep in my skin while it reminds me of your smile, and the cuts will drip pools of blood painting pictures of you. and while my heart breaks to pieces you will still stay because you are safely engraved in each and one of them. nothing's the same anymore and i have become dead, the beauties of the world i could no longer see, i hope you know that all i need now is for you to hold me near. please whisper in my ears, please tell me you are still here.
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Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 9:11 AM UTC
wilted sunset
waking up to empty leather seats they smelt nothing like you, not even near the blurred vision of the orange skies is it because of my tears? the dews that formed on the windscreen captured sweet memories of you, your favourite song's playing on the radio but there's just static in my mind. those sunflowers we grew together they're drooping down and brown just like the sunset i detest now, wilted without your love. remember how you joked about where i will be without you? i guess i know the answer now, i'll be here under the skies. while my soul is nowhere near, still in search for the same sun that bloomed when i was in your arms. the skies are getting dark the moon, the stars are getting up it didn't take much to realise that we are so much the same. the moon longing for the sun miles away how i long for you six feet under; the dead stars shining so brightly how i smile ever since you brought a part of me with you to your grave. i guess i'll shut my eyelids when the days arrive i'll kiss you in my dreams where you were still alive. nowadays the sunrise are hideous people wonder why i never looked at the skies, the brightness will pierce deep in my skin while it reminds me of your smile, and the cuts will drip pools of blood painting pictures of you. and while my heart breaks to pieces you will still stay because you are safely engraved in each and one of them. nothing's the same anymore and i have become dead, the beauties of the world i could no longer see, i hope you know that all i need now is for you to hold me near. please whisper in my ears, please tell me you are still here.
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. As I walk this lonely path the music plays for me. Picking at the neat stitches, the seams of my inner universe. Somewhere a dam bursts, a levee breaks, floodgates open. And vision is impaired by drops like boulders of rain on a windscreen, but I have no wiper blades, just the rims of my wraparounds. And the music plays on regardless, ripping through the fabric, the cushion of my existence. Control lets go, an illogical absentee. Millennia creep by as minutes tick. Sliding through black curtains sight returns, the shakes pass slowly, rubbernecking shame. And as the music plays in my head, I walk the path and treasure the gift of tears for souvenirs. © Pagan Paul (2017)
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Jul 4, 2017
Jul 4, 2017 at 5:35 PM UTC
Hidden
If you have never awoken late in the night to a soul-crushing feeling you could not identify To the hammering hooves of a racehorse heart With a jump and a gasp and a fright and a start If you have never felt a pillow of darkness upon your face As you drift off to a silent place Squeezing out every single breath Playing hide-and-seek with death Thrashing in your bed, reliving what's been said Clutching to your head In fear of an impending explosion if you have never felt the erosion of time or the way beauty becomes grime to be wiped away on a windscreen and if you have never seen the pits of darkness pooling at your feet and fully given yourself to defeat if you have never laid down to close your eyes certain that you would never rise again then You have never known the terror, the fear Which bears down upon myself year by year And never would you hear, with ears this pure the screaming  of the demons which trap us here.
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Jul 5, 2017
Jul 5, 2017 at 11:28 PM UTC
Sleep Paralysis
Glowing Windows embedded into mouldy brick walls Ivy climbing the gutters of neighbourhood roofs Skies becoming burnt out like charred blackened fields Tall spiny trees project shadows onto the road below Leaves curl up to receive some weakening light from above A formation of sputtering cars cling to each turn they decide to make Cloudy milky light bounces off faulty windows that exhale the aroma of somebodies impending supper A heavy truck manoeuvres itself into the blistered bitumen horizon Dry deflated branches make obscene gestures towards passers-by Gardeners rummage through their bags as they near the end of their working day Their faces filled with an expired enthusiasm for breathing Parked hunks of metal pelted with dead itchy leaves Windscreen wipers hold fragile twigs down against grotty neglected glass Chain-link fences link disparate housing and the sleeping people within Some dispirited unsatisfied psychos gaze up as they catch a moving bus Smoky Incense billows down from some apartment balcony The air becomes cold and sharply fills these ordinary streets Engine sounds try to supress the divine quietness They only merge into it Now the stars are out and about Bright specks waddling in an aerial pool of dark blue You turn the key and walk through the front door
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Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 11:24 AM UTC
The Corner Near a Bus Stop
temptation is not an angel right and a devil left: there are no halos, no wings, no horns, no tails who whisper into your conscience, your eyes do not wipe your sockets like wipers do the windscreen to try resolve those dissonant whispers. temptation is itself a full-stop. not mid-sentence of an incomplete line. you think you are mid-sentence, but you're already surrendered. no halos, no horns.
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Mar 25, 2012
Mar 25, 2012 at 12:48 PM UTC
temptation is not
**A ravaged beauty - long threatened tired life, riding appreciated   Friday’s  off-road cycle ride started late with a heart-choking chill head-wind blown rain - blurring my glassed vision, so I trusted into the triple lanes of colours slicing through the Vale of Neath.   Here a builder’s ladder jumped boomeranging off it's white van - attempting to decapitate me - behind me it’s miss was announced by squealing brakes and crunching impacts,  scaring alive splattered visions of a flat-end and being posted within a near drain.     Surviving today's devilled ribbon of the dangerous windscreen imprisoned - sitting with pub bound murderous cohorts - I found off-road safe solitude’s mountain bike path East to Coelbren - joining new, a fine yet unsigned cycle route curling around Mynydd y Drum, to open views of Cwm Tawe as I pass hunting twisting through woods a single Red Kite.   Then  gravities speed, circles barriers into Ystradgynlais top - a narrow ribboned descent, hemmed by cars and paved children to the rugby fields. Senses travelogue - previously un-experienced, time spins slower Here the trails old section points to Swansea - winding lost betwixt fields, paths, trees and roads to Cwmtawe Cycleway proper, there to pedal beside and across Afon Tawe with repeated special offers of  child saddled exhaust roaring  kamikazes, bicycle maiming broken glass, proudly owned attack dogs, branch hung ball-sacks of excrement, visions of the lost ripped-away steel gated stops, hacked-off wooden fences and never-there deceitful dreams of red doggy bins all disguised what passed for hidden beauty, which he called lovely ugly.    Backing-into Pontardawe to crawl away below the dark bridge, past a single inviting  pub - I accompany the Tawe and it's twin a decrepit polished canal through ***** alleys - until our hero stutters, gapes then tunnels under great noisious noxious ribbons of hurtling tired.... Pressured paced life - impossible  commitments, Living organic** .
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May 6, 2010
May 6, 2010 at 12:54 AM UTC
Cwm Tawe - lovely ugly haibun
**A ravaged beauty - long threatened tired life, riding appreciated   Friday’s  off-road cycle ride started late with a heart-choking chill head-wind blown rain - blurring my glassed vision, so I trusted into the triple lanes of colours slicing through the Vale of Neath.   Here a builder’s ladder jumped boomeranging off it's white van - attempting to decapitate me - behind me it’s miss was announced by squealing brakes and crunching impacts,  scaring alive splattered visions of a flat-end and being posted within a near drain.     Surviving today's devilled ribbon of the dangerous windscreen imprisoned - sitting with pub bound murderous cohorts - I found off-road safe solitude’s mountain bike path East to Coelbren - joining new, a fine yet unsigned cycle route curling around Mynydd y Drum, to open views of Cwm Tawe as I pass hunting twisting through woods a single Red Kite.   Then  gravities speed, circles barriers into Ystradgynlais top - a narrow ribboned descent, hemmed by cars and paved children to the rugby fields. Senses travelogue - previously un-experienced, time spins slower Here the trails old section points to Swansea - winding lost betwixt fields, paths, trees and roads to Cwmtawe Cycleway proper, there to pedal beside and across Afon Tawe with repeated special offers of  child saddled exhaust roaring  kamikazes, bicycle maiming broken glass, proudly owned attack dogs, branch hung ball-sacks of excrement, visions of the lost ripped-away steel gated stops, hacked-off wooden fences and never-there deceitful dreams of red doggy bins all disguised what passed for hidden beauty, which he called lovely ugly.    Backing-into Pontardawe to crawl away below the dark bridge, past a single inviting  pub - I accompany the Tawe and it's twin a decrepit polished canal through ***** alleys - until our hero stutters, gapes then tunnels under great noisious noxious ribbons of hurtling tired.... Pressured paced life - impossible  commitments, Living organic** .
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A strewn learner sticker His ego was always too thick Too thick for glass A windscreen stood no chance Now mourners melanchol Of a young man taken His mother saw the real him She saw the fake "A little angel" they say Certainly the one he took away
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Sep 6, 2017
Sep 6, 2017 at 8:58 AM UTC
A Strewn Learner Sticker
Late night drives always help me think the farther away from home I get the further I see in to my future dazzling lights blur on the speckled windscreen then starburst through the dust I can never seem to get off my specs Don't wanna turn around not feeling the need to go back the closer I get to home the more memories that come back of a life I've lived, of one I could never get on track the road is wet I should slow down The steering wheel my punching bag my microphone, my audience a place to rest my head when I'm sad empty seats are empty just like empty me without the envy and I can't see the street signs 'cus I don't care to
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Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 2:07 PM UTC
Late Night Drives with Tear Filled Eyes
You're tied up in time ticking choices away white light fills the night till its brighter than day cacophonous voices can say what they say from the dusk till the meaningless dawn Then secured by a seatbelt to leather and foam the speedo's at zero six yards from your home a million neighbours, completely alone you're a shell, you're a shade, you're a pawn But glance through the windscreen and look at the sky a seagull, suspended, is catching your eye you sense a connection but cannot say why as it tilts on the wind and is gone Then the trees you drive under are sharpened and clear they're humming and pulsing beneath the veneer you're dazed and confused as you shift up a gear dumbly wondering what's going on You turn on the satnav for guidance and sound but its whisper can't silence this thing you have found from the shimmering clouds to the roots of the ground Is a force that is ancient and new You try to pretend like a terrified child that the world can be binary indexed and filed and the sparkling eye of the jackdawish wild isn't focused intently on you But there is no denying this fluttering clutch that is moss-furred and feathered, a hurricane touch that you knew long ago and you've missed it so much with a longing that's howling and black But she's patiently stationed there just out of sight as you've built your resistance from pixel and byte Rebellious teenager, pitiful plight she is waiting to welcome you back Yes Nature is waiting to welcome you back She's beneath every slab and behind every crack at the nethermost end of the bitterest track she is waiting to welcome you back Forever forgiving, unloosed unconfined she is mad she is chaos she's love and she's blind volcanic voluptuous core of mankind she is waiting to welcome you back.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 6:44 AM UTC
Invitation
You're tied up in time ticking choices away white light fills the night till its brighter than day cacophonous voices can say what they say from the dusk till the meaningless dawn Then secured by a seatbelt to leather and foam the speedo's at zero six yards from your home a million neighbours, completely alone you're a shell, you're a shade, you're a pawn But glance through the windscreen and look at the sky a seagull, suspended, is catching your eye you sense a connection but cannot say why as it tilts on the wind and is gone Then the trees you drive under are sharpened and clear they're humming and pulsing beneath the veneer you're dazed and confused as you shift up a gear dumbly wondering what's going on You turn on the satnav for guidance and sound but its whisper can't silence this thing you have found from the shimmering clouds to the roots of the ground Is a force that is ancient and new You try to pretend like a terrified child that the world can be binary indexed and filed and the sparkling eye of the jackdawish wild isn't focused intently on you But there is no denying this fluttering clutch that is moss-furred and feathered, a hurricane touch that you knew long ago and you've missed it so much with a longing that's howling and black But she's patiently stationed there just out of sight as you've built your resistance from pixel and byte Rebellious teenager, pitiful plight she is waiting to welcome you back Yes Nature is waiting to welcome you back She's beneath every slab and behind every crack at the nethermost end of the bitterest track she is waiting to welcome you back Forever forgiving, unloosed unconfined she is mad she is chaos she's love and she's blind volcanic voluptuous core of mankind she is waiting to welcome you back.
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An explosive sizzle over the tarmac, and through the cracks in the windscreen (which spread like invisible spiders' webs), the highway snakes through the hailstones, and climbs yet another hill. Townes’ voice sounds thirsty on the FM, the eyes in the rearview lost, doodled-upon road maps (clichéd with just a tad of Cabernet Sauvignon); the driver leans over, pops the cubbyhole, and yet another pink pill. Telephone wires vibrate like ocean ripples with the last cries of ravens that rose like a black tsunami, ‘parting the sea’ for the speeding hearse, and casting cancer-shadows over the land with each flap of their wings.
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Feb 8, 2011
Feb 8, 2011 at 7:08 PM UTC
The Delivery