Driving alone one night
Strolling the city line
With thoughts as my map
The streets were all mine

I counted the lamp post
as it passed me in a flash
my thoughts wandered
meeting a Honda in a crash

I dashed out the windscreen
headbutted it wide open
It exploded like a grenade
glasses exploded into fragments

I saw a white flash
right in front of my ****** eyes
I see a motorcycle colliding
I thought I was going to die

As it skidded its way to me
I closed my eyes and pray
If today was my end
This was not the way

Silence followed by
I thought I was in heaven
I slowly opened my eyes
There I was in a tavern

I saw you from afar
in a beautiful blue dress
You were like a painting
So vividly picturesque

I began to stand up
To try to walk to you
I knew who you were
my sweet honeydew

A man walked over
his hands reached for you
He leaned over for a kiss
And returned it, did, you

Your lips faintly curled up
A smile partnered your face
A shrieking laughter ensued
broken I was in many ways

I slowed my steps to a halt
And began retreating the troops
With the shattered pieces of my heart
I crept back into the woods

I sat between a tree trunk
Wondering who I saw
I was sure it was you
But I can't be sure anymore

Crows chirped above me
The dark skies were lonely
This scourge I felt inside
Will forever be my company

I knew I had to let you go
I didn't recognize your smile
He has given you something
that I could not for awhile

So I closed my eyes again
As I seeped into insanity
Finding the way to forget
the route to our eternity

I was lost in the maze
Completely unaware
I was running in opposite
but I saw you everywhere

I was jolted up awake
I saw my windscreen broken
My hands were red shot ******
Everything else were opened

I looked to my left to find you
nothing but pieces of glass
I looked ahead in front of me
there you were on the grass

You were there laid still
I could not see you breathe
Your face was just as ******
It was slowly flowing beneath

I crawled slowly to you
and tried to hold your hand
I didn't know which was worst
This or a kiss from that man

Either way I knew somehow
I was about to lose you
Terrified of losing time
I told you what I knew

"I wished I had more time
I wished we had an avenue
But now I wish you happiness
in all the ways he treats you.

Just know that I will miss you
and I will never ever forget
the short moments we endured
the blood, the tears, the sweat."

Just as I finished those words
her eyes drooped to a close
she held my hands tightly
as I completed my prose

I guess now it's the end
I have completely lost her
Not an edge of life hung
in the balance of her wonder

Years have past me by
and I still think of her
I loved her intensely
but now it's just a blur.