"unsavoury" poems
Amadou awakened with a start, it was Omar one of the guardians(security guards) of Yaldagou (the largest Hospital in the capital of Burkina Faso) knocking on the window of his taxi, Amadou had just settled down for the night after a long day in the heat and fumes that was Ouagadougou it was just after midnight on Sunday, he struggled to wake up rubbing the sleep from his eyes as Omar explained in Mori(local language), that there were two white people in need of his special service.
After a quick explanation that someone had died in a private clinic nearby and the body needed to be transported to the morgue at Yaldagou, he snapped out of his sleepiness and thought for a moment how much he could charge the rich white people, it was two days after Eid and as a strict Muslim he had been celebrating the holidays and now he had been offered an opportunity to supplement his taxi income, someone had to do it and it was an unsavory job and anyway on the few occasions he had done it, it had been lucrative, it might as well be him!
Amadou thought to himself, if you had the misfortune to die in the day time there was a private service but in the night dignity went out the window and it was up to people like Amadou and a select bunch of taxi drivers with seats that could be configured to accommodate the corpses of the recently deceased to perform this service, so taxi 87 driven by Amadou would take this lady who had died from kidney and other ***** failures, after struggling for some days she eventually lost her battle and slipped into unconsciousness and finally died.
Amadou finally settled on 10000 CFA(local currency) a fair price, after all the so-called professionals would charge 30000 CFA three times more and it was around Eid "Allah Akbar".
A quick "Thank you" to Omar for helping them and the two white people left with him for the short journey to the clinic, after the usual discussions the body was released and transported to the morgue to join the other recently deceased waiting for burial in the morning,
Amadou, rearranged the seating in his taxi after parking up in his favourite place under the trees of Yaldago it was just after one thirty, a good ninety mins work he thought to himself, yawned, and settled down to sleep a few more hours before dawn prayers.
This was Africa and "someone had to do it" was his last thought.
Nov 26, 2012
Nov 26, 2012 at 7:26 PM UTC
Hiding in toilet suites
on hotel floors,
above showers-for-two,
and below countless stairs.
Dodge large lobby hallways
and the corridor artery, early-décor, maze,
run past cleaner’s cupboards:
potions for the unsavoury, unclean,
another lost, single mother.
A room service delivery
to a door you don’t own,
yet it keeps the unknown
fears and doubts
out.
Flick and press that remote
because long nights lead
to hours of unrest,
you’re tired of this hotel,
you’re tired of their upper-class clientèle,
you’re tired of that artificial smell,
you’re tired.
May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 7:50 AM UTC
Threatened curiosity rhymes better than I
A panic attack infused with sinusitis
Willesden digs clang its tentacles
into blobbed concrete.
Cringing as I walked by
Anita scrawled her unsavoury - mercy.
She could not endure a Son of a Publican
on a weekend jolt,
a hand washed duvet potested,
pitch and putt compressed
too many red lines crossed.
Nov 19, 2012
Nov 19, 2012 at 6:00 PM UTC
I've been called many things
Unsavoury and unkind
Words that strangle what little hope
I've stored in myself
What little light
That's been left
A flame so heavily guarded
Yet barely burning
I've been called many things
Crazy
Sometimes I crumble within myself
Forgetting where I am
Who I am
Who I've been
Who I could be
Wishing I could just spotaneously
Not be
I've been called many things
Emotionally draining
How is it that I feel everything?
And then nothing?
Instantaneously
I just want to feel again
I just want to feel real
I just want to remember that
I'm more than these names
These things
These afterthoughts that
For some reason
You decided to impart on me
I've been called many things
Things I didn't want
Things that aren't me
Things that barely touch the idea of me
Among these things
These verbal illustrations of my personhood
Disconnect
Alienating and cold
Misconstrued and yet so sharp
Ambiguous yet so sure
I have been called many things
But never yours
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 9:06 PM UTC
So many unanswered questions buried deep within
They've been locked away to camouflage an unsavoury past
The realisation of it all is a living nightmare
The agony it brings unreal
Why should anyone bear so much anguish
When will this grind to a halt
We all need a peace of mind
Or else we'll just fall into pieces
Why sit when you can stand
Here is resolute compulsion for it
A call to action
My resolve is to trod on
Never to falter
Push on till the finish line
No guts no glory
Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 4:58 AM UTC
Over breakfast, over tea,
I can hear the scramble of electricity
It crackles in the corner ceiling
Giving me an uncomfortable feeling,
Like the house might suddenly BLOW
And they'll be nothing left to show,
Because of this electricity.
Then, when I was eyeing the roof
My dad told me the unsavoury truth
That cackling of electricity
Is no longer such a mystery.
The noise above, is wasps.
The **** things are living there
Even with the lack of air,
They fly about, invisibly
Their wings buzzing, not rhythmically,
So our house is not about to blow
And that at least, is a comfort to know.
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 12:34 PM UTC
how likely am i, to be what i am
then how likely you are to be but a scar
I am Not A steryotype,
i am archaic in my design, so fail me not in my attempts to justify myself
but allow me to traverse the insantity of my delusion ,
delinquint similarities rattle us to the core, yes.
but thou hast taken to devouring my being
i know i prolong my suffering with intermitten relapses
but my storm in a tea cup is just chaos incarnate,
dont devour my soul , but take my heart, let me love you like only i know how
in a fashion that only you shall recieve
my dear you are not one of thousands, or hundreds or dozens akin
you are only one, and one only for me
dont despise my loss of time, or addiction to the unsavoury,
but take me to a place i have not seen, to see a part of myself
yet unseen
you think i am disposed and discovered, traversed by all manner of explorers,
not true,
you are the first to try unravel how i have formed, geographic mountainscapes carved from a violent and reactive past can be cut down to feilds
just pull me a part one pebble at a time
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 7:57 PM UTC
I like to play myself
Pretend that I'm evil
Create a whole facade
Cunning and lethal
I like to pretend I'm somebody else
A cold manipulative snake
Armed with fatal venom
Conjuring up much heartache
I like to throw myself in harms way
To achieve somebody else goal
A weapon of mass destruction
Its as if I have no soul
I like to act as the fuel to hatred
Target of their raging fury
Vent and break me with all your might
Tho I warn you the end is quite unsavoury
I like to be the victim of the blame
Go on and paint me as the villain
Justify your actions controlled by pain
That way it won't all be in vain
I like to be the madman behind the mess
The ***** Mastermind, The Monster
Where sins of others pale in comparison
Allowing them to feel far more arrogant
let them be excused for their actions
Which cause them such pains
Allow them to rest at last
Without those heavy chains
By allowing them to believe
That everything was truly my fault
It allows them to sleep peacefully
Securing their truths within a vault
I like to take responsibility of their actions
Pity them and follow them
Become their true friend
All while hating me to the bitter end
They need support more then I
So blame me instead
Don't show me such sorrow filled eyes
I would rather off be dead
I like to play the villain
To lighten their burdens of guilt
I'm a mean selfish witch
No different from a common *****
By taking pleasure out of such things
That are so incredibly vile
maybe I am the one who needs help
every once in awhile
***Maybe I am truly evil
Its not an act***
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 10:40 AM UTC
I’ve reached the age when most of my contemporaries have
kicked the bucket,
turned up their toes,
popped their clogs,
and other such unsavoury activities.
I take every opportunity
to memorialise their lives.
The question I ask myself is:
when I finally pop my clogs,
kick the bucket, and so on
who will provide the tribute to me?
De mortuis nil nisi bonum is the Latin phrase
of Greek invention.
Speak nothing but good of the dead.
I cannot accept this.
What good can I speak of Adolf ******
Osama Bin Laden
or even Senator Joe McCarthy?
Better would be De mortuis nil nisi veritas.
Speak nothing but the truth.
But, if I had to choose one for my own obituary,
I think I would turn to the late, great Harold Laski,
who coined De mortuis nil nisi bunkum.
I’d be very happy to have nothing but claptrap
talked about me.
after my demise.
At least let there be something written,
be it good,
truth
or codswallop
Oct 21, 2016
Oct 21, 2016 at 3:34 PM UTC
I felt the kiss of a girl
She touched me
She still is
Yet she won’t last
Nothing ever does
Back to the minor artistrick spectrum role
She believed and she made a believer out of me
In the granjoke.
“I must say i’m impressed with this stuff”
Is the old semimental fluff
You’d expect from a saucepan elect.
I felt the kiss of the girl
And the cold air biting at my earlobe
I felt it.
I felt it man.
I didn’t just sense it.
So anyway she pulls away
My lips gainst hers
Then not again. For the thousandth time.
First time in ages.
She clung but did not lock
Her taste, i remembered well,
Sweet and unsavoury
Unique, repulsive
She got me convulsive
Submissive
Allowable to the point of
Control.
Now I don’t complain to be no great
Wordsmith of our time
But when the fates align
And forces combine
She was there.
Staring through her orange glow
In a way, heck, wouldn’t you like to know.
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 11:42 PM UTC
I felt the kiss of a joint
She touched me
She still is
Yet she won’t last
Nothing ever does
Back to the minor artistrick spectrum role
She believed and she made a believer out of me
In the ganjoke.
“I must say i’m impressed with this stuff”
Is the old semimental fluff
You’d expect from a ****** elect.
I felt the kiss of the joint
And the cold air biting at my earlobe
I felt it.
I felt it man.
I didn’t just sense it.
So anyway she pulls away
My lips gainst hers
Then not again. For the thousandth time.
First time in ages.
She clung but did not lock
Her taste, i remembered well,
Sweet and unsavoury
Unique, repulsive
She got me convulsive
Submissive
Allowable to the point of
Control.
Now I don’t complain to be no great
Wordsmith of our time
But when the fates align
And forces combine
She was there.
Staring through her orange glow
In a way, heck, wouldn’t you like to know.
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 11:37 PM UTC
You’ll want your God to close his eyes
And forget he ever had a memory,
When you hear what’s on my mind
Sexually unsavoury.
The darkest deepest dream
To ever creep into a sleep,
Peacefully obscene,
That will wake a guilt so sad
Relentless prayers on tap
And each sincerely crafted
Will seep into insignificance
To bring tears from the devil’s heart.
Every drop of adrenalin
Will freeze and run no more,
For the label on such a deadly sin
Is ‘rotten to the core’
But why be afraid of your thoughts
It’s hard to understand
Or should forgiveness be sought.
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 1:56 PM UTC
At this point
We broke up 11 times
In a span of 8 months
You take no blame
No accountability
I always be the one
To lose a bit of myself
Everytime I apologize
And try to make things right
Even you said it
That the love gone
Yet we always keep coming back
Why
Lord knows your low regard to my
Pedestal I put you is crumbling
Idk if I can remain loyal
Personally I don't even care for you
I know my self worth and I'm not
To be used or to be looked down
On by someone as lowly as you.
Sorry but I'm done with you
Keep your ignore/block game true
Show social media just how
Unsavoury you truly are
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 2:12 AM UTC
Oh sweet beauty
Natures bloom
Pastel shades to welcome the new
Fewer nights of darkness
Saying goodbye to the unsavoury few and feelings of blue.
Take root and taking in the shine.
Watered by entering spring.
Energy spiking and bringing forward the joy.
Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC
You acted as though I was playing with
your emotions where emotions run thin
Yet I can’t remember the last time I didn’t
sit with a sore nose or bloodshot eyes
The alcohol is helping me cope with life but
life is getting in the way of the only positive substance
They call it a bad road acting as if I’m walking
ignoring the signs but the avenue I walk down
just gives me signs of life
without the signs of life
Maybe I’m a fool to love or maybe I’m part of a
generation that get their kick out of the flakes that
fall from the nose that follows the scent of hope
Living behind a screen where no one brings
flowers but instead encrypt a ‘rest in peace’
to pretend they care in the moment yet
only know you behind a name on a page
that shows the drought of when you were forgotten
I used to swim in the ocean but now I drown
in low self esteem with no direction other than
when the music fills the club where if you aren’t
drinking then you find yourself intoxicated by a life
that isn’t worth a second look so you try to write
a book to show people the pain but it’s just
capitalism for the unsavoury brain of a generation
that wait on death and even then you can’t escape
because you’re told to choose between good and evil
and you haven’t necessarily been good or evil
you’ve just been - well, you
So you sit on your throne of lies and bring
the polish with you to the gates so that
you are no longer afraid when it gets
to your time but be afraid of the time
because the longer you live the more you die.
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 3:21 PM UTC
When a girl loses her hope,
She becomes the most dangerous creature.
Fairytales and happy endings
Have lost their appeal.
'Mr Right' has been buried along with
All the other prince charming's from her childhood story books.
She visits him only in her dreams.
Boys with smooth tongues and gripping fingers trail after her.
Her bright smile and piercing glare
Spell the words: "enter if you dare"
She will laugh at all your jokes and burn your skin with her touch.
And her hands, oh they're so soft and gentle,
You don't even notice your arm is on fire.
Cheap compliments spill out of your mouth one after the other
And when she does not say thank you,
But instead chuckles to herself
You cannot help how enticed you are.
Every word she utters is
Daring you to come closer.
You see the way she's looking at you,
With those cumbersome doe-eyes
And you think you know what
She wants
And you think you have what
She needs
And you could not be more wrong.
She knows exactly the right witty remark to make, how to bat her lashes just right and how to laugh with just the right combination of coquettish and cute.
Stupid boys always like to think they can save girls who in their minds are 'too adorable for their own good'. Stupid boys are always trying to make themselves gentlemen by simplifying a girl to being 'pretty'.
The hopeful little darlings will swallow all of these unsavoury sentiments and store them in their naïve little hearts.
But not this girl.
Beware of the girl with no hope left.
To her, this is a game that she cannot lose anymore.
To her, you are nothing but a pawn;
Replaceable
Invaluable
She is a luxuriant forest
drenched in gasoline
A beautiful disaster waiting to happen.
She is so deceiving, so alluring,
You simply must have a taste
And you may.
But take warning:
She will light up in flames,
devour your little boy soul
and burn both of your bodies
to the ******* ground.
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 4:09 PM UTC
Radioactive dreams
Got me bursting at the seams
Life is strange as it seems
Neon confusions
Got me coming to conclusions
I undress the illusions
Love bombed lover
You can be replaced with another
Friends who ain’t friends
We all meet unsavoury ends
I’m a victim
To a system
We roll the dice,
Loaded like guns,
Against our luck
And we stare down snake eyes
As we tell ourselves some lies
About our ******* luck
Glitz and glamour
Sugary ******* and diamonds
Hundred-dollar bills
Become hundred-dollar fines
And hundred-dollar fines
Become one-dollar bills
They say don’t eat the rich
Because one day you’ll cannibalise yourself
There is an idea
Called the American Dream
And we’re just living in the fallout
Of such contagious, radioactive dreams
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 12:00 AM UTC
Brexit me here
The more I read about Brexit in mainly
English papers I detect an unsavoury aspect
that is a sense of (perhaps) an unconscious
the feeling of superiority taking orders from
foreigners; the so-called free press has been
hammering away against EU rumours and
blatant lies, this because of the “Free Press.”
Is not free its leadership has an agenda
that is to destroy the benefit an EU membership
brings to Britain, and that is how 49% elected
to leave by readers who believe what they read
and vote contrary to what is best for them.
But not the perfidious Albion has a hidden
plan, they dream of a sovereign England
ruling the world. It is a futile dream and not based
on how the world is today.
England( I exclude Britain) is a small island in
the sea whatever greatness she achieved in
the past is welcome but ultimately forgotten.
The point is another nation could care less if
England is in our they don't write about it skip
the pages that have the name Brexit as an internal
affair that is a bagatelle in the world.
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 4:09 AM UTC
Enough of us
We have been here for too long a time
Growing fat and disregarding our crime
We ignored our eviction notice
Time has changed us, we have grown hopeless
Our marks on the world have turned into scars
So polluted, we can not see the stars
With waters of black and islands of waste
We brake things simply to get them replaced
Our earth will grow tired of our naivety
Listless in a way so unsavoury
Our landlord will defenestrate us
Too negligent, it’s too late to discuss
We must pack our bags, the reason is clear,
As our Earth has had enough of us here
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 10:11 PM UTC
You fenced your divine heart
Against old principles
I succumbed the reluctance
Yet flown over fences
Yet evaporated out of thin air
Yet mitigated the wall
With unsavoury remarks
Yet..away from your fenced territory..
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 9:29 AM UTC
pressures abound
pain surrounds
give me an out,
i'll take it.
elixir of gold cuts my throat
soothing mind 'n nerves
throws me a line, inflated float,
bashes barriers perverse
caressing wounded dignity
suppresses unconscious malignity
blinds me of untoward
unsavoury umbilical cord
i'm talking too loud - i know it,
social more - i'll blow it!
i know i'll regret this
meanwhile, ignorance's bliss!
so drink up while you can,
your worries in trash-can,
kiss your opponent and watch him go,
live in the moment, go with the flow.
Oct 21, 2021
Oct 21, 2021 at 4:31 AM UTC
My word is my bond, the politician lied, through milky white bleached teeth, a snarl springs to mind, a hyena I think
Promises of nothing more than irreconcilable intricate initiations, integral, unsavoury, biased and deranged
A set of broken scales line their halls of judicial justifications, pay to provide to elevate the highest order , the cruelest tongue
Vile little creatures is how we are expressed when discussed in such high circles of zero morality and a gene sharing ethnicity
So very aware and yet nonchalance of manner and the resilience towards the common being holds this rank and file far from the temper struck troops,
As we can easily perish they can so easily cherish, embrace and rule a world scorched by their own heresy, a world void of love , empty of meaning
I'll take my words, my ideas, my master plan ,
I'll not fall foul of life from a tin can
If there is a destiny if there is a reason to define
Then these politicians of premeditated symbolic systems
Can understand that my thoughts for them are inert ,
And my time for them shall be there when the planets realign
Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 6:21 AM UTC