"tamera" poems
I look into your eyes and i can feel myself drowning
being lured in with every secret that is revealed
with every promise that is made
,I feel as if i will never reach the bottom of your untamed soul.
your mind is deeper than the darkest abyss
and as beautiful as the most precious diamond
-Tamera Brown
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 6:32 PM UTC
Happiness .
A word with no true meaning but a word that somehow depicts all of what one is feeling,
Happiness is when you catch yourself smiling for no reason at all.
Happiness is when everything possible is going wrong but you bring yourself to laugh through it all.
Happiness is accepting oneself fully for when you know your flaws and weaknesses no one can ever use them against you.
Seeing beauty in the bad is apart of this life.
The bad is what makes one who they are and pushes one to strive for everything one could ever dream of being.
Happiness is making everything worth seeing.
If there is one thing that one deserves it is to be happy,
to feel happiness and to allow the inner joy to shine through the inner walls of ones being.
Happiness is entitled to us and no individual , no moment , no fragment in time can keep one from experiencing happiness.
To live is a choice , to change is a choice , to succeed , to be happy is a matter of choice .
Choose happiness , choose to live fully, this life changes , and progresses far to fast to question your happiness...
Love yourself enough to let go of anything that no longer serves you, grows you or makes you happy.
Loving yourself is a matter of happiness.
At times one may fail to see why others see what they see in them but in all honesty it is because one and others are looking at two completely different things.
One sees something they fail to understand and another sees of everything they've ever dreamt of.
To love one self is the foundation of happiness .
And to be happy is to truly live . And happiness is a choice that no individual, thing, or place can take away .
- Tamera Brown
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 7:52 PM UTC
Almost ruined it
I think she's worthy of a contract my bad you put up with my nonsense.
But I'm calm since you entered in my lineup-- and Common Sense says how about you Come Close
Never mind the chill from the shoulder I would give ya I was younger immature I was failing all my chores and I thought nothing more than when you gave me my allowance and I squirted on your flowers you're my flower girl
But instead of just waking down the isle baby, you on my mind fighting crime and my trust issues
Not limited to one type of style, she got a closet full of weapons-- no misuse
Margiela couldn't handle all this fire power your glass pumps on the dance floor Cinderella so before I seize the moment on this final hour let me start by being true to your Pink Matter.
See I'ma always try to steal a smile or take your heart so I'm trynna be your criminal no subliminal I said I want you front and center with your melanin skin like Tia or Tamera
I've got my grove back I'm feeling kind of Stella got me quitting all my games Michael Jordan after wizards I've finally taken interest so I saying what we doing with this, you finally got me so I'm saying:
I do.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 12:49 AM UTC
Sometimes my memories sneak out of my eyes
and roll down my cheeks
These prisoners always find a way to escape,
When tension reaches its peak
Off into the night
Where everything I invision becomes bleak
Sometimes my mind doesn't follow my footsteps
and leaves my heart hollow
These prisoners derive themselves out of feelings that were ever so potent
But now..
I realize what chances are overlooked when words remain unspoken .
-Tamera Brown
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
Eyes open
My mind awake
Carefully pacing each breath I take
New days come with the passing of hours
One day I won't bare the mark of a coward
I want this now more than ever ..
Should I accept this chance
or become content with a solid never?
Never knowing , never feeling , fearing to experience the unknown ...
contradicting thoughts swallow me whole
the only thing I fear is that of which I do not know.
It's everything I want , everything I fear,
but hell it's been rough along the way , how can I make it clear.
I just wanna wake up everyday
and know that you haven't abandoned me.
That this bond will withstand time itself ..
Perhaps That's wishful thinking ...
Wisdom comes with experience ..
New days come with the passing of hours .
One day I will look back at myself as I am today
and I will laugh at the face of a coward .
-Tamera Brown
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
I crave a love so deep that the oceans will grow envious
I desire a heart so on fire that its light will outshine a thousand suns
I wish to taste your being and feel all the emotions erupting from inside of you
this love will never pass , my lips forever whisper " your mine at last".
-Tamera Brown
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC
At the point where not even drugs can numb the pain
I look all around me but who's the one to blame?
Sometimes,
you must let go in order to gain
-Tamera Brown
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 7:37 PM UTC
I seen her today
The beautiful one who haunts me
The one I am, but fail to see
I felt I was her today
her walk, her effortless confidence,
her infectious laugh, that intoxicating smile
her feral beauty that is unleashed to the world
Today, I loved myself
-Tamera Brown
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 5:10 PM UTC
They say Clorox can clean anything..
Can it cleanse a broken heart,
Can it purify the darkness that ruptures inside?
I'm openly wearing wounds that , are not visible through another's eyes Perhaps the I scars have are only apparent in my mind..
They must go away, they must go to waste
I just want all these memories erased... without a trace..
-Tamera Brown
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 4:44 PM UTC
I need you now,
but you are not here.
You don't exist.
You were never anything of substance
besides a faint portrait trapped in my mind
- Tamera Brown
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 5:34 PM UTC
"We've got this"
"Yeah, we're all going to get through this"
"I'm not even scared, just don't forget to remember me on your way out"
They all glanced forward...and in an instance, they all felt the same painful explosion of emotions.
"I won't forget you guys"
"Shh, you're going to make me cry. Don't talk like that"
"Shut up, you heard me, just remember me when you get back"
Before them, lied the door into their next journey. Had they known what was in stored, maybe they would've reacted differently...
"Remember...when we used to come here, and couldn't wait to do this..."
"Yeah. And we used to say that Taylor wasn't coming"
"Those were good times"
...
"Is this...really it"
"I don't want to go anymore"
"Let's just stay here"
...
"We can't"
"Even if we wanted to."
...
"If I don't see you guys after this...i just want you to know...how much i love all of you."
"Yeah, me too. Especially you, Johnny. I'm going to miss hearing your weird laughs"
*** and Tamera"
"Tamera"
"Tamera"
"Her voice is everything"
"I know right, please keep singing"
"Guys, now i'm going to cry"
Staring forward, into the endless abyss behind the door...hesitation began to build like tension.
"I wish we could stay forever"
"Yeah, never look back..."
"But now we're here"
...
"Yeah...we're here now"
"And we can't go back"
And like that, one by one, the pool of memories gradually declined in size as they gradually disappeared into the abyss.
"No more goodbyes"
"No more tears and fears"
"And in an instance"
"All of that disappears"
FIN
Sep 15, 2019
Sep 15, 2019 at 4:40 PM UTC