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"snowballs" poems
It was December 27th, Nineteen and fifty one The day the Christmas snowball war Had officially begun It started in the schoolyard It was supposed to just be fun But, by the time the whole thing ended No one knew just who had won The grade five class were ready All lying there in wait As the kids from home form seven Approached the schoolyard gate With a yell the whole thing started They were served up on a plate the kids from home form seven would not forget this date The air filled with projectiles Launched from wet gloves by the score As the victims ran for cover They were hit by four score more They were bruised and hurt and battered As they ran for the school door Now, the kids from the grade five class Lay waiting there for more Two teachers came to stop them Get them back into the school but, the kids just launched more snowballs Using scarves now as a tool They would catapult their snowballs which was really, really cool And the teachers ran for cover In the safety of the school They'd built a wall near four feet high To protect them on both sides It channeled all who entered The walls acted as guides At most their little walkway Was only eight feet wide and their victims ran for cover For the school, a place to hide It was dark when the attack happened The form seven kids came back They'd left the school from the front door And had now planned their attack Their first snowball hit it's target With a loud resounding crack It was clear that old form seven Was truly fighting back The teachers had a huddle Met inside and chose to fight They would wait until the battle Had gone on into night They would sneak out of the building With the absence of the light And attack the grade five children And show them how to fight The air was full of snowballs Bodies, gloves, scarves abound there were children hitting adults And there were children on the ground They'd been at it for six hours When they heard the alarm bell sound It was time to get inside for bed Before the prefects came around The snowball fight at Wellesley Public School in fifty one Is the one that they remember Out of all of those they've done In all one hundred people Were involved in all the fun For next year they are building A snowball launching gun!!!
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Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 4:07 PM UTC
The Snow Ball Fight
It was December 27th, Nineteen and fifty one The day the Christmas snowball war Had officially begun It started in the schoolyard It was supposed to just be fun But, by the time the whole thing ended No one knew just who had won The grade five class were ready All lying there in wait As the kids from home form seven Approached the schoolyard gate With a yell the whole thing started They were served up on a plate the kids from home form seven would not forget this date The air filled with projectiles Launched from wet gloves by the score As the victims ran for cover They were hit by four score more They were bruised and hurt and battered As they ran for the school door Now, the kids from the grade five class Lay waiting there for more Two teachers came to stop them Get them back into the school but, the kids just launched more snowballs Using scarves now as a tool They would catapult their snowballs which was really, really cool And the teachers ran for cover In the safety of the school They'd built a wall near four feet high To protect them on both sides It channeled all who entered The walls acted as guides At most their little walkway Was only eight feet wide and their victims ran for cover For the school, a place to hide It was dark when the attack happened The form seven kids came back They'd left the school from the front door And had now planned their attack Their first snowball hit it's target With a loud resounding crack It was clear that old form seven Was truly fighting back The teachers had a huddle Met inside and chose to fight They would wait until the battle Had gone on into night They would sneak out of the building With the absence of the light And attack the grade five children And show them how to fight The air was full of snowballs Bodies, gloves, scarves abound there were children hitting adults And there were children on the ground They'd been at it for six hours When they heard the alarm bell sound It was time to get inside for bed Before the prefects came around The snowball fight at Wellesley Public School in fifty one Is the one that they remember Out of all of those they've done In all one hundred people Were involved in all the fun For next year they are building A snowball launching gun!!!
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*Snowflakes of joy falling from the sky, Snowflakes of joy falling from the clouds way up high, Hear the children's laughter echoing in the dale; And the sky is wearing it's lacy veil. Snowballs flying through the sky, Singing birds through the air fly, Snowflakes of joy dancing on the street; Waltzing to the sound of pattering feet. Snowflakes of gladness dancing on my window, Watch the happy children playing in the snow, Snowballs flying through the sky; And the clouds smile down from their home on high. Snowflakes of joy silently falling down, Dancing and waltzing on the snow-covered ground, Snowflakes of peace falling from the sky; Singing birds in the air doth fly.* ~Marian~
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Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 9:08 PM UTC
Snowflakes Of Joy
I imagine if I were a little boy, I'd get a little boy hard on by watching teenage girls buy underwear. And if I were a little boy, I'd punch my brother so hard he'd start to cry And I'd die laughing at him, take back my nerf gun, just for fun in the sun and I don't get burned because I haven't had a girlfriend yet. I think little boys ********** the wrong way for a while but still smile because they're ************ Still keeping it secret from mom, nothing's really wrong, it's the bomb, but turn up this song It'd be weird if mom heard all the pokemon names I keep saying to stay hard. If I were a little boy, I'd be mean to the little girls I like. Push them off their bikes and get into fist fights with other boys over toys that aren't even mine. And I'd keep all my promises by the pinky, and if we got married under the oak tree in my backyard, I'd keep you forever and we could watch goosebumps every night together. The little boy version of me doesn't get heartbroken and isn't smokin' anything. He doesn't get wasted and tasteless, grab ***** and faces, screaming about cheating and beating up some guy just to prove he's alive. His shoes light up not the headlights of the car that peels out of the bar angry not thinking straight, into the house, irate, to deliver hate, and take out any sons ready to stand up to him. He doesn't sell drugs, he gives hugs at thanksgiving and isn't too strung out to watch an entire disney movie and would never be caught dead on the streets shakin' a can for money because his habit's are debilitating and killing him. He sleeps with one girl, her name is Daisy. She's a lazy cocker spaniel and loves him more than you ever will. He likes cartoons and afternoons playing tag in all front yards throwing snowballs at cars, going to mars on a swingset because he's not grown up yet, and the world hasn't told him what it really thinks about him. I don't buy underwear in front of little boys. And it's nothing against them or their little boy friends, I just don't want me to be another key in the inevitable end when they try to get into girls ******* instead of heads.
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Jul 5, 2010
Jul 5, 2010 at 3:09 PM UTC
Ran An Errand
I imagine if I were a little boy, I'd get a little boy hard on by watching teenage girls buy underwear. And if I were a little boy, I'd punch my brother so hard he'd start to cry And I'd die laughing at him, take back my nerf gun, just for fun in the sun and I don't get burned because I haven't had a girlfriend yet. I think little boys ********** the wrong way for a while but still smile because they're ************ Still keeping it secret from mom, nothing's really wrong, it's the bomb, but turn up this song It'd be weird if mom heard all the pokemon names I keep saying to stay hard. If I were a little boy, I'd be mean to the little girls I like. Push them off their bikes and get into fist fights with other boys over toys that aren't even mine. And I'd keep all my promises by the pinky, and if we got married under the oak tree in my backyard, I'd keep you forever and we could watch goosebumps every night together. The little boy version of me doesn't get heartbroken and isn't smokin' anything. He doesn't get wasted and tasteless, grab ***** and faces, screaming about cheating and beating up some guy just to prove he's alive. His shoes light up not the headlights of the car that peels out of the bar angry not thinking straight, into the house, irate, to deliver hate, and take out any sons ready to stand up to him. He doesn't sell drugs, he gives hugs at thanksgiving and isn't too strung out to watch an entire disney movie and would never be caught dead on the streets shakin' a can for money because his habit's are debilitating and killing him. He sleeps with one girl, her name is Daisy. She's a lazy cocker spaniel and loves him more than you ever will. He likes cartoons and afternoons playing tag in all front yards throwing snowballs at cars, going to mars on a swingset because he's not grown up yet, and the world hasn't told him what it really thinks about him. I don't buy underwear in front of little boys. And it's nothing against them or their little boy friends, I just don't want me to be another key in the inevitable end when they try to get into girls ******* instead of heads.
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Life doesn't always hand you lemons like snowballs they can be thrown at your legs Down on your knees you'll go, because lemons are much harder than snowballs you know. Crippling you for however long, this harsh act forces you to crawl. Don't expect a wheelchair, there wont be one for you. We all crawled at one point or another a past lesson; a past stepping stone on how to walk if you can remember,which I doubt you can crawling was much easier then. Back then you weren't use to standing on your feet. But for whatever reason life decided to chunk a lemon your way knock you down in the middle of the road, then run off like some silly little girl, all the while laughing of course Life chose you. You with your habit of bad luck and terrible morning breath... Keep your head up when you start crawl, if not you'll miss the ladder. As one of life's wonderful attempts to keep you down just keep going, keep moving forward and when you see that ladder... don't climb it. Use it to stand back up then hunt down a brand new lemon squeezer, cause I can guarantee life 'misplaced' your last one... on purpose of course.
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Dec 28, 2010
Dec 28, 2010 at 6:49 PM UTC
Life's Lemons
Since it never snows here let's put down these imaginary snowballs of defense, my love. Yes, already the icicles are melting from your long hair and I'm thirsty enough for you to drink the woman-flavored broth that puddles at your feet, as soon as my own iced blood begins to pour long and again, like a hundred pound sack of salt pouring through one pinhole of flesh into your savory broth.
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May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 10:27 AM UTC
Snow Broth
I can’t count the amount of times you’ve saved me since first class and up to seventh’ where I was lost in life you guided my way so meaningful after that when I made my hardest choices which shaped me you were right beside in some cases you were the first one I turned to thoughts I haven’t even dared to think about by myself with you they became sentences with reason sometimes you were the hardest one to talk to admitting to you meant reality and finally letting go green summer grass wandering around all options are open that’s how it feels with you when I broke down winter snow pointless sitting in your bed took away the feeling of meaningless I don’t know how but soft warm pillows comforting and isolating it felt just like that the world gained brightness and color once more now I can see your sorrow and I want to surround you with blankets life won’t disappear from you I promise it’s okay to rest your head and sometimes life doesn’t take us where we’d hoped but we'll figure it out somehow we always have green fence and water wars old diarys collecting thoughts our land by the rainbow turkish delight and a pleasant invite to the kids party your summer resort and mine throwing snowballs at kids making videos and songs just dropping by doing nothing eighteen years still counting you are and will always be my good friend
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Jul 13, 2017
Jul 13, 2017 at 9:38 AM UTC
in spirit at all times
I don’t have any pressure to go sledding Because I’m still afraid of falling on the ice And you loved the snow I don’t have to risk my life on icy back roads every day On the pretense of returning your things Just so I don’t have to wait 24 hours to see you I don’t have an extra pair of your shoes under my bed From when you accidentally left them there You were always leaving your things around I don’t have a second home to spend the day at With open fields full of snow banks for fort-building The house is gone and so are you I don’t have a reason to build a snow-fort this year No one cares to sleep in it, it’s too cold You were that kind of crazy I don’t have someone to bake cardamom cookies with We both had sticky dough on our hands And we washed them in the same sink at the same time I don’t have a friend at the Christmas parties Who can back up my wild stories about the week And argue with me about the rules for card games I don’t have a cuddle-buddy for watching movies We never really got the chance to do that We were always running off to get some alone time I don’t have to hide when I’m changing out of my wet snowy clothes Because you’re never going to walk in from the cold And start changing your clothes too I don’t have a fire in my hearth But I’m sure there’s one in yours I used to enjoy watching you make them with your dad I don’t have any wet, ***** sandy puddles to clean up Because you’ll never walk across my kitchen And forget to take off your boots I don’t have to walk around barefoot Even if it means getting my socks wet Because you’re not there to remind me with your calloused toes I don’t have twice as many presents under the tree Not because we ever exchanged gifts, we were too poor But every present you received and loved made me happy too I don’t have snow down my neck from the snowballs you threw I don’t have wet globs of melting ice in my hair because you tackled me I don’t have anyone to make tea for, because I don’t even like tea I don’t have your countless little siblings to share my snacks with I don’t have to make cooking mistakes because I can’t bring you baked oatmeal I don’t have a built in heater to share the backseat with I don’t have a hoodie I can pass back and forth between us I don’t have a companion to go on long walks with I don’t have a curious mind to share kissing ideas with I don’t have a hand to hold when I’m about to fall down on the ice I don’t have you *This is the time of year that makes me miss you I start to notice the empty spaces in my life And there are little things everywhere to remind me of you.*
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Dec 22, 2012
Dec 22, 2012 at 11:08 AM UTC
Holiday Memories
I don’t have any pressure to go sledding Because I’m still afraid of falling on the ice And you loved the snow I don’t have to risk my life on icy back roads every day On the pretense of returning your things Just so I don’t have to wait 24 hours to see you I don’t have an extra pair of your shoes under my bed From when you accidentally left them there You were always leaving your things around I don’t have a second home to spend the day at With open fields full of snow banks for fort-building The house is gone and so are you I don’t have a reason to build a snow-fort this year No one cares to sleep in it, it’s too cold You were that kind of crazy I don’t have someone to bake cardamom cookies with We both had sticky dough on our hands And we washed them in the same sink at the same time I don’t have a friend at the Christmas parties Who can back up my wild stories about the week And argue with me about the rules for card games I don’t have a cuddle-buddy for watching movies We never really got the chance to do that We were always running off to get some alone time I don’t have to hide when I’m changing out of my wet snowy clothes Because you’re never going to walk in from the cold And start changing your clothes too I don’t have a fire in my hearth But I’m sure there’s one in yours I used to enjoy watching you make them with your dad I don’t have any wet, ***** sandy puddles to clean up Because you’ll never walk across my kitchen And forget to take off your boots I don’t have to walk around barefoot Even if it means getting my socks wet Because you’re not there to remind me with your calloused toes I don’t have twice as many presents under the tree Not because we ever exchanged gifts, we were too poor But every present you received and loved made me happy too I don’t have snow down my neck from the snowballs you threw I don’t have wet globs of melting ice in my hair because you tackled me I don’t have anyone to make tea for, because I don’t even like tea I don’t have your countless little siblings to share my snacks with I don’t have to make cooking mistakes because I can’t bring you baked oatmeal I don’t have a built in heater to share the backseat with I don’t have a hoodie I can pass back and forth between us I don’t have a companion to go on long walks with I don’t have a curious mind to share kissing ideas with I don’t have a hand to hold when I’m about to fall down on the ice I don’t have you *This is the time of year that makes me miss you I start to notice the empty spaces in my life And there are little things everywhere to remind me of you.*
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The things you find when you leave your husband, are not the things you think you'll find. A missing earring, a couple of quarters, a dime, a nickel and three pennies all stuck behind the makeup. Those are the things you're happy to see. Those are the safe things. The things that make you think, "oh, well it's a good thing I'm finally cleaning out this cupboard." But then, then you stop. Because you aren't just cleaning up. It's not spring, this isn't a cleaning rampage. This is packing. This is leaving. This is the hardest thing you've ever had to do and no one is there for you. This isn't anyone else's battle to fight. It's a long time coming, 6 years of tears. 6 years of laughing. it's the laughing that made you stay. All the conversations about being so unhappy. All the friends who have said "Well, if he really makes you that unhappy why don't you leave?" As if the difference between happy and unhappy is as easy as I want it to be. Like hopscotch. Because what if it's all true? What if the reason you're unhappy is because you are "An embarrassment as a wife? Who can't cook. Who can't clean. Who dropped out of school. Who barely has a job. You're embarrassed 'cause I'm yelling? How do you think I feel?" If all that is true then leaving won't make you happy. Leaving isn't going to change anything but your address, marital status and financial situation. Leaving won't solve the problem, staying will. Staying, there's no way in hell you're staying. You might have a snowballs chance out there but in here you're already dead. Slowly every time you remember it isn't true. I can cook, pasta, casserole, chocolate chip cookies and stir fry. I make bacon and eggs, pancakes and waffles, coffee and cigarettes. I can clean, vacuum the house, throw all the q-tips away that are left on the counter, pick up dishes that are not mine all over the house, but if not wanting to be a maid means failure I'll take it. I'm going back to school, I'm not a good student, college is scary but I'm tackling those demons. I have a job, I'm a nanny, I'm helping raise someone else's kid because I think that's worth while. I am not embarrassed by myself. I like who I am. YOU cannot take that away from me. So I'm going to leave, for fear of more scars and just because the scars don't show doesn't mean they aren't there. Because the things you find when you leave aren't found in the make-up cupboard.
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Sep 6, 2013
Sep 6, 2013 at 9:32 AM UTC
the things you find
The things you find when you leave your husband, are not the things you think you'll find. A missing earring, a couple of quarters, a dime, a nickel and three pennies all stuck behind the makeup. Those are the things you're happy to see. Those are the safe things. The things that make you think, "oh, well it's a good thing I'm finally cleaning out this cupboard." But then, then you stop. Because you aren't just cleaning up. It's not spring, this isn't a cleaning rampage. This is packing. This is leaving. This is the hardest thing you've ever had to do and no one is there for you. This isn't anyone else's battle to fight. It's a long time coming, 6 years of tears. 6 years of laughing. it's the laughing that made you stay. All the conversations about being so unhappy. All the friends who have said "Well, if he really makes you that unhappy why don't you leave?" As if the difference between happy and unhappy is as easy as I want it to be. Like hopscotch. Because what if it's all true? What if the reason you're unhappy is because you are "An embarrassment as a wife? Who can't cook. Who can't clean. Who dropped out of school. Who barely has a job. You're embarrassed 'cause I'm yelling? How do you think I feel?" If all that is true then leaving won't make you happy. Leaving isn't going to change anything but your address, marital status and financial situation. Leaving won't solve the problem, staying will. Staying, there's no way in hell you're staying. You might have a snowballs chance out there but in here you're already dead. Slowly every time you remember it isn't true. I can cook, pasta, casserole, chocolate chip cookies and stir fry. I make bacon and eggs, pancakes and waffles, coffee and cigarettes. I can clean, vacuum the house, throw all the q-tips away that are left on the counter, pick up dishes that are not mine all over the house, but if not wanting to be a maid means failure I'll take it. I'm going back to school, I'm not a good student, college is scary but I'm tackling those demons. I have a job, I'm a nanny, I'm helping raise someone else's kid because I think that's worth while. I am not embarrassed by myself. I like who I am. YOU cannot take that away from me. So I'm going to leave, for fear of more scars and just because the scars don't show doesn't mean they aren't there. Because the things you find when you leave aren't found in the make-up cupboard.
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Mood stabilizers, they call them, but in some ways, they're more like painkillers for your heart. They numb the feelings so that you don't have the extreme moods you are accustomed to. When you have a mood disorder, everything you feel is so much more intense, and so much more certainly snowballs out of control. That's most of the problem; the complete lack of control you have over your chaotic emotions. But then you go to a doctor, and they give you happy little pills called stabilizers to do just as they're told to. Stabilize you. Normalize you. Funny thing is, even with the little heart painkillers, you'll never be normal. Even if you keep up a fantastically ordinary facade, you will never be ordinary. You will always have those little pills in your pocket telling you that you are not good enough the way you are, that you must change. Its a double-edged sword, these pills. Because some days you wonder why you can't just be you, why do you need these drugs in your veins, but then you remember the cuts on your arms and the painful nights where you drowned in your own tears and you remember why even you don't think the person you are is acceptable. Get better, Grace, be better, Grace. The words pound in your ears until you forget who you used to be and you are always striving to be something more, something better. You strive until it kills you. You are stronger, you can beat it, they say. What if I don't want to beat it, though, just want to have control of it? I never want to feel less than everything, I never want to feel so dull and numb that it kills me more than the pain ever did, I never want to beat myself, I simply want to be me but controllable. Because right now I'm uncontrollable and that's terrifying. Painkillers for your heart, numbing you until you can't feel anymore. But sometimes I wonder if I really want to feel numb. Do I want to be me, or who everyone wants me to be? One is safer than the other, but which one is really living? Because all I want is to feel alive, but I don't know whether surviving will entail that. Painkillers or killer pain. That is my decision, one I'm not ready to make. Maybe tomorrow, when mania is not so close to my throat. Maybe tomorrow, because I am far too afraid of today.
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Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 1:39 PM UTC
Painkillers
Mood stabilizers, they call them, but in some ways, they're more like painkillers for your heart. They numb the feelings so that you don't have the extreme moods you are accustomed to. When you have a mood disorder, everything you feel is so much more intense, and so much more certainly snowballs out of control. That's most of the problem; the complete lack of control you have over your chaotic emotions. But then you go to a doctor, and they give you happy little pills called stabilizers to do just as they're told to. Stabilize you. Normalize you. Funny thing is, even with the little heart painkillers, you'll never be normal. Even if you keep up a fantastically ordinary facade, you will never be ordinary. You will always have those little pills in your pocket telling you that you are not good enough the way you are, that you must change. Its a double-edged sword, these pills. Because some days you wonder why you can't just be you, why do you need these drugs in your veins, but then you remember the cuts on your arms and the painful nights where you drowned in your own tears and you remember why even you don't think the person you are is acceptable. Get better, Grace, be better, Grace. The words pound in your ears until you forget who you used to be and you are always striving to be something more, something better. You strive until it kills you. You are stronger, you can beat it, they say. What if I don't want to beat it, though, just want to have control of it? I never want to feel less than everything, I never want to feel so dull and numb that it kills me more than the pain ever did, I never want to beat myself, I simply want to be me but controllable. Because right now I'm uncontrollable and that's terrifying. Painkillers for your heart, numbing you until you can't feel anymore. But sometimes I wonder if I really want to feel numb. Do I want to be me, or who everyone wants me to be? One is safer than the other, but which one is really living? Because all I want is to feel alive, but I don't know whether surviving will entail that. Painkillers or killer pain. That is my decision, one I'm not ready to make. Maybe tomorrow, when mania is not so close to my throat. Maybe tomorrow, because I am far too afraid of today.
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Glistening, sparkly, glorious, Each one unique. Cold, Icy, Soft on my tounge. The snow blanketing the world, Snowmen, snowballs and snow angels. Oh no! Here comes the sun! Don't let the snow melt away! Aww, we're too late, It's gone away 'til next year!
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Jul 23, 2010
Jul 23, 2010 at 2:17 PM UTC
Snowflakes
Stars are actually snowballs, constantly being thrown at each other by the playful children that are the Old Gods. Planets are ornaments that adorn the Christmas tree in the center of the Solar System. One of them has a floral pattern, one of them has the British flag on it, and one of them, I think, is half-shattered, only held together by the holy adhesive that is tape. The meteors are popcorn garlands, that we popped the other night. Now they're stale and flavorless, so we decided to decorate space with them.
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Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
Christmas, or space isn't all that cold in December.
A breeze of cold air Greeted me as I went outside I see thick snows covering The empty streets where I live On my way to school I saw little children Throwing snowballs at each other Giggling as the ball of snow hits them I shove my hands in my pockets As the wintry climate Starts to thicken around me Right before my eyes Snow started falling from above I reach out my hand To catch a crystal of snow And waited until they piled up December is nice Despite the frosty ice Cold, yet heartwarming This is the season of felicity
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Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 8:14 AM UTC
Hello, December.
Don't you wish that Christmas Was a Currier and Ives scene Where the snow was falling softly In the woods of evergreen Where horses pulled the sleighs Through the village and the fields Where the children played at snowballs With just scarves to act as shields A time of innocence gone by Where Christmas was serene Where the world was fairly limited And not shown on a screen A time where people had some class And Christmas was a day For families to just spend some time Not compare how much they paid A painting showing everyone Out skating on the lake While carol singers sang their songs To see  the joy that they could make I would love to have a Christmas Like an old time Christmas card But today, it would be difficult It could be done, but would be hard A Child's Christmas in Wales we'd read And we'd follow it with more We'd sing songs to our hearts delight And we'd open up the door for Christmas is for sharing Not for self fulfilling greed A Currier and Ives type Christmas Might be just the thing we need This year, I'll watch no movies About Christmas elves and such I'll make each treat we eat at home And by the fire, stand a crutch I'll volunteer and feed the poor And I'll go to church as well Wait....who am I kidding Well, it was a nice thought....What The Hell!! Merry Christmas
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 7:59 PM UTC
A Currier and Ives Christmas
I always thought The tiny little creatures That we call hamsters Were adorable When they run on the tiny wheel That is Until I realized that I'm the hamster Running, running, running But going nowhere My anxiety propels me To run, run, run My instinct is to run away But, just like the small creature It just loops around me I push it away And it gets worse And it just snowballs Growing bigger And bigger And BIGGER Then I'm stuck Spinning so fast On this hamster wheel Round and round and round I'm going faster than the speed of light And I can't process things But I brought this upon myself By thinking, I could run away in the first place Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid I am so stupid I have a mental illness And it's not going away No matter where I run It's like a small child Clinging to my leg for dear life No matter what I do That **** thing is with me I can tell That people are getting sick of me I feel it A feeling I'm all too familiar with This is the feeling That tells me to prepare for the storm Because they are getting ready to leave Just like a hamster It's cute at first But the squeaky wheel Slowly drives one insane And it's not so cute anymore At first People pitied me As they tried to help me But I continue To use my anxiety As a reason for my dysfunction And it's driving everyone insane At this point I want to shut down Stick a knife in my temple And **** my brain So I can think But I won't Because I have WAY too much to live for So my next best option Is to shut people out And get the **** done Alone Because that's what I'm best at It was stupid to ask for help In a war against myself That no one else sees Because that's what pushes people away They see me For the monster I actually am With my constant anxiety And horrible depression And they get overwhelmed And leave So the best thing I can do Is lock this up Put on a happy face And pretend nothing is wrong Lik I've done for almost 17 years now I can't lose more people I just can't handle the heartbreak And I'm afraid That my catastrophic brain Will slowly destroy The relationships I've worked so hard to build So here I go Just gotta hold my breath Smile Hold my head up high And pretend I'm okay Because that's the only way To fight this impossible war Fake it until you make it Right?
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Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 9:01 AM UTC
Hamster Wheel
I always thought The tiny little creatures That we call hamsters Were adorable When they run on the tiny wheel That is Until I realized that I'm the hamster Running, running, running But going nowhere My anxiety propels me To run, run, run My instinct is to run away But, just like the small creature It just loops around me I push it away And it gets worse And it just snowballs Growing bigger And bigger And BIGGER Then I'm stuck Spinning so fast On this hamster wheel Round and round and round I'm going faster than the speed of light And I can't process things But I brought this upon myself By thinking, I could run away in the first place Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid I am so stupid I have a mental illness And it's not going away No matter where I run It's like a small child Clinging to my leg for dear life No matter what I do That **** thing is with me I can tell That people are getting sick of me I feel it A feeling I'm all too familiar with This is the feeling That tells me to prepare for the storm Because they are getting ready to leave Just like a hamster It's cute at first But the squeaky wheel Slowly drives one insane And it's not so cute anymore At first People pitied me As they tried to help me But I continue To use my anxiety As a reason for my dysfunction And it's driving everyone insane At this point I want to shut down Stick a knife in my temple And **** my brain So I can think But I won't Because I have WAY too much to live for So my next best option Is to shut people out And get the **** done Alone Because that's what I'm best at It was stupid to ask for help In a war against myself That no one else sees Because that's what pushes people away They see me For the monster I actually am With my constant anxiety And horrible depression And they get overwhelmed And leave So the best thing I can do Is lock this up Put on a happy face And pretend nothing is wrong Lik I've done for almost 17 years now I can't lose more people I just can't handle the heartbreak And I'm afraid That my catastrophic brain Will slowly destroy The relationships I've worked so hard to build So here I go Just gotta hold my breath Smile Hold my head up high And pretend I'm okay Because that's the only way To fight this impossible war Fake it until you make it Right?
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After My Little Black Dog Died of Melanoma. After the Lumps on Her Small Brittle Body Slowly Burned to a Pile of Ash in the Vet’s Office.  After My Step-Father Drove in His Ostentatious Truck to Pick Up Her Remains.  After I Cried in My Dorm Room and Tried Not to Wake My Roommate.   Realization that My Loss Does Not Make Me Different.  There Are Graveyards That Span For Miles and They Are Filled With More Dead Bodies Than I Have Ever Seen.  There Are Hundreds of Thousands of Children in the Foster Care System That Have Never Met Their Parents or Maybe They Did and it Just Didn’t Work Out. Kids Who Might Have Lived With Their Terminally Ill Parent(s) For Years Not Just Days.  Kids Who Never Sat in the Opened Up Trunk of Their Mother’s Black Nissan Pathfinder at the Drive-In Movies.  Kids Who Lived Too Far From Their Too Old Grandparents or Who Lived Too Far From Their Too Dead Grandparents.  Kids Who Were Never Told Not to Throw Snowballs Because There Might be Big Chunks of Ice in Them.  Kids Who Never Had a Childhood Dog to Cry Over.  Kids Who Don’t Like to Read Because They Were Never Read Bedtime Stories When They Were Younger.  Kids Whose Mothers Never Called Them Tweetie or Pumpkin or Honey or ***   Kids That Were Not Told to Just Go to the Bathroom When Their Tummies Hurt Instead of the Health Room.  Kids Who Never Listened to the Spice Girls’ Album Spice World on Cassette on the Way to the Store.  Kids Who Never Got a Peach Drink Out of a Vending Machine at the Pick’N’Save on 27th  Street and Still Don’t Know Exactly What 50¢ Peach Drink Their Mother Bought For Them.   There Are Thousands of Dogs Euthanized Each Day Because of How Sick They Are or Because They Were at a Shelter For Far Too Long or Because They Are a Pitbull or a Rottweiler or Some Other Irrationally Feared and Disliked Dog Breed.  We Didn’t Euthanize My Stage-Four-Cancer-Stricken Dog or Even Get Her Treatment Beyond Pain Medicine Because We Were Selfish.  We Do a Lot of Things Because We Are Selfish.  We Waited Five Days to Pull the Plug on My Vegetable Mother Because We Were Waiting For a Miracle That We Knew Would Never Happen Because She Stopped Breathing the Moment the Aneurysm Burst.  My Sister is Getting Married in June and My Grandfather is Going to Walk Her Down the Aisle in My Mother’s Place.  My Grandparents Had to Move In With My Sister After My Grandmother Fell Down Too Many Times and Didn’t Take Her Health Problems Serious Enough.  There Are Repercussions For Thinking You Are Safe When You Are Really Not.
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Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 10:18 PM UTC
Sadie
After My Little Black Dog Died of Melanoma. After the Lumps on Her Small Brittle Body Slowly Burned to a Pile of Ash in the Vet’s Office.  After My Step-Father Drove in His Ostentatious Truck to Pick Up Her Remains.  After I Cried in My Dorm Room and Tried Not to Wake My Roommate.   Realization that My Loss Does Not Make Me Different.  There Are Graveyards That Span For Miles and They Are Filled With More Dead Bodies Than I Have Ever Seen.  There Are Hundreds of Thousands of Children in the Foster Care System That Have Never Met Their Parents or Maybe They Did and it Just Didn’t Work Out. Kids Who Might Have Lived With Their Terminally Ill Parent(s) For Years Not Just Days.  Kids Who Never Sat in the Opened Up Trunk of Their Mother’s Black Nissan Pathfinder at the Drive-In Movies.  Kids Who Lived Too Far From Their Too Old Grandparents or Who Lived Too Far From Their Too Dead Grandparents.  Kids Who Were Never Told Not to Throw Snowballs Because There Might be Big Chunks of Ice in Them.  Kids Who Never Had a Childhood Dog to Cry Over.  Kids Who Don’t Like to Read Because They Were Never Read Bedtime Stories When They Were Younger.  Kids Whose Mothers Never Called Them Tweetie or Pumpkin or Honey or ***   Kids That Were Not Told to Just Go to the Bathroom When Their Tummies Hurt Instead of the Health Room.  Kids Who Never Listened to the Spice Girls’ Album Spice World on Cassette on the Way to the Store.  Kids Who Never Got a Peach Drink Out of a Vending Machine at the Pick’N’Save on 27th  Street and Still Don’t Know Exactly What 50¢ Peach Drink Their Mother Bought For Them.   There Are Thousands of Dogs Euthanized Each Day Because of How Sick They Are or Because They Were at a Shelter For Far Too Long or Because They Are a Pitbull or a Rottweiler or Some Other Irrationally Feared and Disliked Dog Breed.  We Didn’t Euthanize My Stage-Four-Cancer-Stricken Dog or Even Get Her Treatment Beyond Pain Medicine Because We Were Selfish.  We Do a Lot of Things Because We Are Selfish.  We Waited Five Days to Pull the Plug on My Vegetable Mother Because We Were Waiting For a Miracle That We Knew Would Never Happen Because She Stopped Breathing the Moment the Aneurysm Burst.  My Sister is Getting Married in June and My Grandfather is Going to Walk Her Down the Aisle in My Mother’s Place.  My Grandparents Had to Move In With My Sister After My Grandmother Fell Down Too Many Times and Didn’t Take Her Health Problems Serious Enough.  There Are Repercussions For Thinking You Are Safe When You Are Really Not.
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I stood in the freezing cold. And the rain felt like snowballs. On a side bench under neon lights, I sat. With a blue circle surrounding my eye, when somebody almost knocked my lights out. Just staring at those who gawked at me. As I smoked under a store roof top. This is when I saw you. You walked on by. To my surprise, You were as handsome as ever. "Life must be treating him well." There was a provoking sound out of the gaping sky to jump in front of a bus. You would pay attention. Maybe stop to see me lying there. I'm not okay as my quivery voice claimed. But, you didn't detect the disturbing echos in the background. So I hung up the phone. I, the old worn out dish rag. I, the door mat to most people. Still, I thought you would have an instant flashback. A relapse of our long history together. Instead, here I stand in the freezing rain. And you can't even remember my name. It's Ada... I uttered. The lighter burning my fingertips. The expression on your face. It told our story. I kept walking through the foggy night.
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Mar 8, 2011
Mar 8, 2011 at 8:03 AM UTC
The Freezing Rain
Our fingers dropped snowballs, and laced together in heated pockets. Our cheeks dusted icy white, with hot insides from rich cocoa. Our eyelashes clutched flurries, later happy tears by the fireplace. Our bodies shiver stripped of clothes, embrace and cling under fleecy covers. Our whispers rose in the cold, vapored souls eloping with lover's warmth.
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 1:53 PM UTC
Winter is our love in heat
On Christmas Day we wake up We've no stocking on our bed We've got a plastic kit box taking up space there instead You see, we aren't at home with you Even though you wish we are We're celebrating Christmas Over here in Khandahar A big Merry Christmas to friends and family of Cpl. Mike Cannandale of St. Louis, Missouri, USA We have our turkey dinner too Stuffing, taters, pumpkin pie We all sit here telling stories And it's hard just not to cry so, we do, because we're not back home Having Christmas like you all But, we're over here in Khandahar Because we all answered the call Merry Christmas to all friends and family of Liuetenant James Mc Caskill of Great Grimsby, Lincolnshire, England We have a snowman by our tent He's made of plywood, painted white Thank god, we made no snowballs up We'd get splinters  in a fight We go to church and pray for peace And wish we could go home But, over here at Christmas time There's just no where to roam Merry Christmas to friends and family of Captiain John Watson, PPCLI, in Greenwood, Nova Scotia, Canada We made our videos last week To send you our best wishes We'd all love to be back with you Washing up those Christmas dishes For now, we are one family Joined in heart, and soul and mind Having a Christmas meal in Khandahar The best meal of it's kind Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to friends and family, of Marine Master Sgt. Tim Wilcox, Plano, Texas, USA Next year we will be home with you Having Christmas as we should Praying for peace, hope and prosperity And all things that are good for now though, we are over here missing you this Christmas Day We just hope you're thinking of us As we keep the foe at bay Merry Christmas to all the friends, family, co-workers and supporters of all the soldiers in War Zones everywhere, who can't be at home this Christmas May they all get home safe. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
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Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 7:34 PM UTC
Christmas in Khandahar
On Christmas Day we wake up We've no stocking on our bed We've got a plastic kit box taking up space there instead You see, we aren't at home with you Even though you wish we are We're celebrating Christmas Over here in Khandahar A big Merry Christmas to friends and family of Cpl. Mike Cannandale of St. Louis, Missouri, USA We have our turkey dinner too Stuffing, taters, pumpkin pie We all sit here telling stories And it's hard just not to cry so, we do, because we're not back home Having Christmas like you all But, we're over here in Khandahar Because we all answered the call Merry Christmas to all friends and family of Liuetenant James Mc Caskill of Great Grimsby, Lincolnshire, England We have a snowman by our tent He's made of plywood, painted white Thank god, we made no snowballs up We'd get splinters  in a fight We go to church and pray for peace And wish we could go home But, over here at Christmas time There's just no where to roam Merry Christmas to friends and family of Captiain John Watson, PPCLI, in Greenwood, Nova Scotia, Canada We made our videos last week To send you our best wishes We'd all love to be back with you Washing up those Christmas dishes For now, we are one family Joined in heart, and soul and mind Having a Christmas meal in Khandahar The best meal of it's kind Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to friends and family, of Marine Master Sgt. Tim Wilcox, Plano, Texas, USA Next year we will be home with you Having Christmas as we should Praying for peace, hope and prosperity And all things that are good for now though, we are over here missing you this Christmas Day We just hope you're thinking of us As we keep the foe at bay Merry Christmas to all the friends, family, co-workers and supporters of all the soldiers in War Zones everywhere, who can't be at home this Christmas May they all get home safe. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
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Snow has always had a unique quality to it, in that its arrival expresses a combination of pleasant, yet bleak sensations due to the lightness of its pure appearance and the cold weather which is inevitably a part of the experience; this quality made for an especially interesting happening one winter morning. Having awoken to a fresh coating of the white, fluffy powder at a friend’s house, the first thought to enter our collective minds was donning our coats and gloves, and dashing out to explore the exquisite beauty of the scene. Snowballs zipped over our heads, hills threw us along with vociferous fervor, and a snowman came into being before our eyes. In the midst of all this excitement, we were too preoccupied to notice the snow’s icy fingers as they crept into our down-encased souls. However, only a few short hours after the excitement began, the cold began to achieve its frigid goal and we were forced back indoors, the wonder of a midwinter’s day quickly robbed from our once unsuspecting minds.
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Nov 23, 2011
Nov 23, 2011 at 10:21 PM UTC
Mourning Midwinter
If I am blessed with magical wings,  I'll hold you tight and fly so high So you could dance with the moon and sing to the stars While I watch and admire your talent with a proud sweet sigh And let them take you on a journey from Earth to Mars If I am blessed with the power to disappear, I'll bring you with me To a beautiful place with mountains of snow, your utmost enjoyment So you could make snowballs, whilst your face lights up with impish glee I'll let you throw them right at me and see your eyes sparkle with merriment If I am blessed with immortality, I would love you forever I'll unceasingly protect you from all the masked faces and cruel intentions in this temporary world I'll stand by you to face every challenge life has to offer And through the whole path of your life, not yet unfurled...
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Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 9:02 AM UTC
Dear son...
With thoughts to still christmas mornings with crisp of air and heart of tongue a battle with ice, snowballs sound fun the cheery fellow robin nurturing the misty sun unknown tracks lay path ahead through a magical woodland or mereside instead with every card sent a piece of ones heart and with every toast and every sip a thought of cherish , companionship a love lost or friend but just remember with a mind of peace for this christmas should be nothing more than a relaxed, content treat for you and any other you should happen to meet.
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Dec 16, 2011
Dec 16, 2011 at 7:24 PM UTC
sonnet for christmas
Don't let the Human Race down theres too much loitering on the breeze. Best un- invite their crypto smiles. and Everything is Corporate,   bumbling politicians with no screen presence, gauche PR  and easy pretensions. Foreign intervention snowballs as an afterthought by men of limited intellect balancing their variegated inconsistencies.
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Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 1:57 PM UTC
Politicians exposed
it was christmas in the forest the animals were there a racoon and a rabbit and great big bear they gathered all together to have some christmas fun in the snow so deep beneath the winter sun they built a great big snowman  very big and white with a pipe and hat and a scarf so very bright then they made some snowballs to have a snowball fight playing in the snow gave them such delight they were very happy that christmas time was here it gave them so much fun and lots of christmas cheer
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Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 10:54 AM UTC
forest christmas
Right in the dead of a very cold winter When the tired slave's soul is ash gray And the cotton plantation becomes whiter , Begins a poor slave's hard working day . In Winter when the master makes a call This was every slave's worse nightmare It was time for his hard whips to fall insurmountable pains he couldn't bare . Snowballs are piled outside like cotton His Wounds hurts but as usual he's told Stay strong brother Kunta, just hold on Just Stay calm till the barn is closed . This is the mid of a cold bitter winter And the crow of a **** heralds a sad day A slave's prayer to God was a sad whisper He needed strength to get pass this day. follow me on twitter@ivanclappers
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Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 7:47 PM UTC
A Slave's Soul In Winter
Constant cough Shakes my lower wards But somehow Bone-chilling cold Soothes alignment Reminds me The free will Have we to create In isolation Have we our own Congregation Less with bells More with shapes Have we the will To create Bleeding internal Is my own Infernal path Keeps me warm Gives me all the Warmth I long for Makes me laugh When kids Throw snowballs At my fortress So unaware of the Wild depths that wait
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Oct 19, 2011
Oct 19, 2011 at 8:22 PM UTC
Snowballs