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"sandbox" poems
Oh, how I always wanted to live in an 8-bit world Side-scrolling action Duck hunts galore As much currency as a first-world country It’s hard not to love it From Pokémon to Kid Icarus The nostalgia nearly takes my breath away I won’t let problems stack up like Tetris I’m not being chased by ghosts crying, “Wacka, wacka, wacka, wacka, wacka” This isn’t a video game, it’s real life When you die you don’t respawn like nothing ever happened No, this is it. One life. I’m placing blocks in Minecraft Pwning n00bz in Call of Duty Gaining headshots on Grunts like Master Chief Gathering rings in Sonic the Hedgehog Sneaking around like Ezio Auditore da Firenze And delivering newspapers like Paperboy While escaping the mysterious Slenderman I’m living in this virtual world without danger I don’t want to make it on these streets like Frogger I don’t have big shoes to fill like the plumber or the blue blur This ain’t no sandbox or first-person shooter, it’s reality So, live it to the fullest, don’t rage quit
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Nov 30, 2012
Nov 30, 2012 at 8:05 PM UTC
8-bit Feeling
Pushed in the sandbox, head in the clouds. They call you names, so you scream out loud. You are brave, and proud, cheetah child. Holding you down, pinned to the ground, but still so alive with that clingy smile. You are sweet, and strong, cheetah child. Warming the frozen, hearing the silent, Never getting caught, You are so cunning, and wild, cheetah child. Running so fast, too fast to catch, a smile to all passed. You are unstoppable, lighting up, and so so fast. wild, wild, cheetah child.
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Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 12:23 AM UTC
Cheetah Child
Even as a child I despised succumbing to the stereotype That all girls like the color pink. The first of my favorite colors was red Bright red, Like the first drop of blood dribbling from a small wound. Then I remember fancying the color yellow, But not a bright yellow More of a laid-back, sandbox yellow. Soon after I grew fond of the color blue. Not a dark blue though, Light blue, sky color. The color of his eyes.
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Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 9:35 AM UTC
Childhood
April 5th 1994- Kurt Cobain dies April 6th 1994- The President of Rwanda Dies April 7th 1994- Kurt Cobain's body is found April 7th 1994- A genocide begins. Neighbors take arms against neighbors People he once shared a sandbox with now hold a machete to his neck Heads roll- literally Babies cry out to their mothers who lie there choking on their own blood Girls who 2 days ago were playing house with their dolls, now take care of their whole family Screams of pain from girls who's innocence is taken from the man who used            to bounce them on his knee. Gathered in the place where God is supposed to be Hundreds are murdered ruthlessly. Guns not pointed at their heads But clubs that smash them in. Achilles' heels slashed These men drink and feast and sleep Over the screams of their victims Babies born 9 months after these men took something that was not theirs to            take A physical representation of all that is evil and hatred and pain She tries to love them anyway But she sees him in them He has daddy's eye She has her fathers nose She sees them in the way he looks at her when he's hungry As if she is just there to quench that thirst with her body. The whole word is split in 2 Nobody is Rwandan anymore You are Hutu or Tutsi Short or tall Human or vermin. The dead among the living Sometimes I can't tell which is which Until I see it That sparkle of hope in that one man's eye Because the human spirit will never die. The father of his best friend tortured and murdered his mother on their            front lawn. Orphaned and afraid, He cannot stop He cannot slow down He cannot give up Because ***** Kurt Cobain he has to tell the story of what really happened that day Rwanda April 7th 1994
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Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 2:45 PM UTC
April 7, 1994
April 5th 1994- Kurt Cobain dies April 6th 1994- The President of Rwanda Dies April 7th 1994- Kurt Cobain's body is found April 7th 1994- A genocide begins. Neighbors take arms against neighbors People he once shared a sandbox with now hold a machete to his neck Heads roll- literally Babies cry out to their mothers who lie there choking on their own blood Girls who 2 days ago were playing house with their dolls, now take care of their whole family Screams of pain from girls who's innocence is taken from the man who used            to bounce them on his knee. Gathered in the place where God is supposed to be Hundreds are murdered ruthlessly. Guns not pointed at their heads But clubs that smash them in. Achilles' heels slashed These men drink and feast and sleep Over the screams of their victims Babies born 9 months after these men took something that was not theirs to            take A physical representation of all that is evil and hatred and pain She tries to love them anyway But she sees him in them He has daddy's eye She has her fathers nose She sees them in the way he looks at her when he's hungry As if she is just there to quench that thirst with her body. The whole word is split in 2 Nobody is Rwandan anymore You are Hutu or Tutsi Short or tall Human or vermin. The dead among the living Sometimes I can't tell which is which Until I see it That sparkle of hope in that one man's eye Because the human spirit will never die. The father of his best friend tortured and murdered his mother on their            front lawn. Orphaned and afraid, He cannot stop He cannot slow down He cannot give up Because ***** Kurt Cobain he has to tell the story of what really happened that day Rwanda April 7th 1994
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island summer heat big backyards shared by three families with rambunctious kids sundresses, sandals, swim trunks a big mango tree and a merry-go-round with red chipped paint geckos and mud baths "boy's got cooties!"    mid-west plains' dry, summer heat Mr. Sun is our lamp well past 9:00pm Dow St., a giant hill covered in uniform houses, filled with the uniformed sacrificial spinning wheels, acre-wide hide and seek nintendo and donkey kong, fireflies in jars front yard mulberry trees pippy longstocking "lets' go into this 'cave' of vines" poison-ivy    southern peninsula, humid, summer heat above ground pools and trampolines a red brick house; the first home the first CD collection, Filipino food THE PARK, the sandbox lid drowning in the bayou sleeping in guest rooms, sleepovers a sign of status pelicans, ducks, fishing, sleeping in the boat; camping on the beach
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Jul 2, 2012
Jul 2, 2012 at 4:18 PM UTC
Summer Homes
Sandbox giggles and seesaw chuckles echo around the park. Little ones pitter patter on tarmac and grass, oblivious to their age. All they know is the sun is shining and they're going to feel like this forever. Rubber throwing and hushed whispers echo around the classroom. Schoolkids adding and subtracting, oblivious to their age. All they know is that they hate math and they're going to be an astronaut when they grow. Cheesy pop songs and girly giggles echo around a bedroom. She's curling her friend's hair and smiling, oblivious to her age. All she knows is that Jake is a cutie and she's going to marry him when she's 21. Birthday wishes and _lots of love!_ echo around the dinner table. He's having his first beer as an 18-year-old and loving it, oblivious to his age. All he knows is that he's going out tonight and staying up till dawn. Baby rattles and first words echo around the house. The baby is mumbling its first word, oblivious to the meaning behind it. All it knows is that its mummy is warm and it's daddy smells nice. Memories of sandboxes and summer nights echo around their heads. They're laying in a bed in a sanitary place, oblivious to the current situation. All they know is that their time is up, but they had such fun whilst it lasted.
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Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 8:46 PM UTC
hospital bed blues about a life they lived.
Justin Bieber is no big deal I’m not even sure he is real. He started out as pretty decent Have you seen anything recent? He looks like a kid who is trying To join the gang but is only crying; Sitting on the sidelines sniffling. Dressed up in gang stuff and everything. Poor baby Justin, as rich as a king Isn’t quite satisfied owning everything Has to cover up his body with tattoos Like all the real-life gang members do. Wears a hat too big for him all sideways Plays in the sandbox where big kids play. Wants to look all gangster and rough But looking like a lesbian makes it tough. Poor Baby Biebs with his millions of fans Three pairs of underwear and baggy pants Grinning like he’s bashful, we know he’s not. Far too often he has proved himself a snot. Some of us were worried when he was a kid. We worried nobody was careful of what he did. So Baby Justin Bieber is a bit of a wreck Sort of like the words crawling up his neck. Justin Bieber makes the young girls scream. They don’t care he’s not the angel he seems. If only he would misbehave with them, they think. They’d let him act the fool, smoke and stink. Because, after all, when you’re a teen-aged star It doesn’t really matter just how fake you are. The thing is be to be fashionable the youthful way And let them get a glimpse of you every day.
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Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 5:36 AM UTC
JUSTIN BIEBER
I don’t want to be the fat kid on the seesaw anymore The let down the crash into the dirt I want to build castles in the sandbox Maybe   hang precariously inverted Or perhaps slide perpetually Or swing so high I might go upside down then just let go into a freefall jump
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Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 10:57 AM UTC
Playground
Look what the cat done drug in Slow on down... darlin’! Hol’ yo horses! Don’t go get’n a conniption fit Or get’n your knickers in a knot! Hush up Or’n I’m a goin **** a knot in yo tail! I’m busy as a one legged cat in a sandbox,   but I’m fixin tell what we got here at JuJu’s Now lookie here... we got crawfish mild spicy crawfish medium spicy crawfish spicy spicy we got crawfish with corn crawfish with sausage crawfish with potatoes we got crawfish with red sauce crawfish with pink sauce crawfish with melted butter If y’all a bit dry... we got crawfish with canned soda crawfish with bottled water crawfish with beer crawfish with BYOB Or we gots jus’ crawfish Go on an pick how yo’ want yo’ crawfish spiced, then go on an decide what yo’ wanna add!  I reckon we gots dang near 362,888 ways to eat these here mudbugs You might could get spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage spicy spicy crawfish with corn spicy spicy crawfish with potatoes spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage and corn spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage and potatoes spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage, corn and potatoes spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage and beer spicy spicy crawfish with corn and beer spicy spicy crawfish with potatoes and beer spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage, corn, potatoes and beer I could go on... till I’m plum tuckered out... but... Got it?  You good?? You want mushrooms Well, I’ll be Don’t go axin... what we ain’t got No siree bob, no mushrooms We also ain’t got tea, sweet or unsweet But sweet’s the only way to have tea sweetie If you want soda, you can get Coke, Diet Coke, Sprite, Dr Pepper Diet Dr Pepper, Hawaiian Punch, Brisk Tea Or Root Beer We also got shrimp... just boiled We also got gloves... half a dollar Well, I’m worn slap out! Watcha have a hankerin for?    Take your own sweet time!   Sit a spell You’ll soon be full as a tick on a big dog! Happy as a dead pig in sunshine! You’ll wanna slap yer mama! Can’t decide hon? I do declare! Aren’t you precious? (now... he startin get on my last nerve) Still...can’t make up your mind? Well... I can’t do it fer ya! (bout aggravatin as a rock) You picky?   (Lawd have mercy!) Bless your heart!   ©  2019 Jim Davis
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Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 11:41 PM UTC
JuJu’s Crawfish Shak
Look what the cat done drug in Slow on down... darlin’! Hol’ yo horses! Don’t go get’n a conniption fit Or get’n your knickers in a knot! Hush up Or’n I’m a goin **** a knot in yo tail! I’m busy as a one legged cat in a sandbox,   but I’m fixin tell what we got here at JuJu’s Now lookie here... we got crawfish mild spicy crawfish medium spicy crawfish spicy spicy we got crawfish with corn crawfish with sausage crawfish with potatoes we got crawfish with red sauce crawfish with pink sauce crawfish with melted butter If y’all a bit dry... we got crawfish with canned soda crawfish with bottled water crawfish with beer crawfish with BYOB Or we gots jus’ crawfish Go on an pick how yo’ want yo’ crawfish spiced, then go on an decide what yo’ wanna add!  I reckon we gots dang near 362,888 ways to eat these here mudbugs You might could get spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage spicy spicy crawfish with corn spicy spicy crawfish with potatoes spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage and corn spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage and potatoes spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage, corn and potatoes spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage and beer spicy spicy crawfish with corn and beer spicy spicy crawfish with potatoes and beer spicy spicy crawfish with Zummo’s sausage, corn, potatoes and beer I could go on... till I’m plum tuckered out... but... Got it?  You good?? You want mushrooms Well, I’ll be Don’t go axin... what we ain’t got No siree bob, no mushrooms We also ain’t got tea, sweet or unsweet But sweet’s the only way to have tea sweetie If you want soda, you can get Coke, Diet Coke, Sprite, Dr Pepper Diet Dr Pepper, Hawaiian Punch, Brisk Tea Or Root Beer We also got shrimp... just boiled We also got gloves... half a dollar Well, I’m worn slap out! Watcha have a hankerin for?    Take your own sweet time!   Sit a spell You’ll soon be full as a tick on a big dog! Happy as a dead pig in sunshine! You’ll wanna slap yer mama! Can’t decide hon? I do declare! Aren’t you precious? (now... he startin get on my last nerve) Still...can’t make up your mind? Well... I can’t do it fer ya! (bout aggravatin as a rock) You picky?   (Lawd have mercy!) Bless your heart!   ©  2019 Jim Davis
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I’m thinking of the faded checkered pattern that has been smoothed away by time on the dark cloth seats of a Nissan Pathfinder                                           driving down Ryan Road on a hot day in June. My mother, in the front seat, singing along to a Spice Girls cassette.   I’m thinking: red, plastic, crab-shaped sandbox and                                       McDonald’s Happy Meal toys.   I’m thinking: light princess pink, seafoam green, and robin’s egg blue.   I’m thinking of a framed cheetah cross stitch, hanging on the wall of what                                       used to be our bedroom at my grandparent’s house. I’m thinking: Barbie doll houses and Hot Wheels and a cul-de-sac at                                                                                      the end of the street.   The sweet smell of cigar smoke.  The ice cold splash of the garden hose.  The pop of a bubble.  The sting of soap in the eye.  Dreams by The Cranberries.  As Long as You Love Me by The Backstreet Boys.  A HelloKitty boombox slowly spitting out vapor when the deck builders hit a power line while digging.  The deer in the backyard looking for corn.  The faded wood of a playset that was never really played on. My father: sitting alone on a splintered bench by the firepit at the edge of the woods, empty beer cans at his feet, chain smoking cigarettes, and humming along to a song that is stuck—forever stuck—on the tip of my tongue. I do not know if this happened.  I cannot ask him.   (I’m not sure if I would want to ask him.)   But I can make an educated inference that that line of fiction is really nonfiction.   A memory that feels like a phantom limb.                               Sounds like the sharp crinkle of static.                                                        Covered in a gossamer, dreamlike haze.   There is a distinct otherness to this memory, to who                                      I think I was before the trauma.   We are two different people.  A yin and a yang.  A day and a night.   The hermit crab is soft beneath its hard shell. The asbestos is not apparent within the insulation.   You cannot see the lead in the paint. The mold inside the fruit.
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May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 2:46 AM UTC
Imagine This Poem as a 4x6 Walgreens Photo Print From a 2002 FujiFilm Disposable Camera
I’m thinking of the faded checkered pattern that has been smoothed away by time on the dark cloth seats of a Nissan Pathfinder                                           driving down Ryan Road on a hot day in June. My mother, in the front seat, singing along to a Spice Girls cassette.   I’m thinking: red, plastic, crab-shaped sandbox and                                       McDonald’s Happy Meal toys.   I’m thinking: light princess pink, seafoam green, and robin’s egg blue.   I’m thinking of a framed cheetah cross stitch, hanging on the wall of what                                       used to be our bedroom at my grandparent’s house. I’m thinking: Barbie doll houses and Hot Wheels and a cul-de-sac at                                                                                      the end of the street.   The sweet smell of cigar smoke.  The ice cold splash of the garden hose.  The pop of a bubble.  The sting of soap in the eye.  Dreams by The Cranberries.  As Long as You Love Me by The Backstreet Boys.  A HelloKitty boombox slowly spitting out vapor when the deck builders hit a power line while digging.  The deer in the backyard looking for corn.  The faded wood of a playset that was never really played on. My father: sitting alone on a splintered bench by the firepit at the edge of the woods, empty beer cans at his feet, chain smoking cigarettes, and humming along to a song that is stuck—forever stuck—on the tip of my tongue. I do not know if this happened.  I cannot ask him.   (I’m not sure if I would want to ask him.)   But I can make an educated inference that that line of fiction is really nonfiction.   A memory that feels like a phantom limb.                               Sounds like the sharp crinkle of static.                                                        Covered in a gossamer, dreamlike haze.   There is a distinct otherness to this memory, to who                                      I think I was before the trauma.   We are two different people.  A yin and a yang.  A day and a night.   The hermit crab is soft beneath its hard shell. The asbestos is not apparent within the insulation.   You cannot see the lead in the paint. The mold inside the fruit.
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I paint a picture non obscure, antique A snapshot heart sees Both love and clay Up there’s a castle And maiden fair Who plays about a sandbox And gold streaming through the air Hearts hug And hands care Soft voice as light Caresses within the obscure Of darkness and pain Destroying all but which is love pure Laid upon my feet is too once clay and... Waves are crashing Upon the infinite sandcastles By the little sea And fair maiden Who lets it be
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Jun 10, 2012
Jun 10, 2012 at 9:31 PM UTC
Sandcastles
as my sister inspects her ******* in the white piece of paper we both refer to as the one and only ghost mirror I fry god’s egg in the plastic shovel I took from a sandbox shaped like a coffin and shiver like the psychic who with the controllable sobbing of her hands gave our seizures to animals
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 9:24 PM UTC
southern treehouse
I was once told to edit the world. I grabbed my colored pencils, my childish ideals thinking I could simply, go over the imperfections left by my predecessors. Soon I would come to realize, life is no etchy-sketch. I could shake the world, twist, mold into anything I wanted. It’s still ****** up. I’m still trying to color the problems. I shade the unwanted, masking it over so I can pretend it’s gone. My day dreams continue further as I sketched over past memories, just want to edit the world. But, colored pencils become daggers when in the right hands. I’ve leaped into this idea with no plan, Standard american wisdom. Act first, question later. my first action should have been to ask, is the world a canvas? Maybe it’s a kindergarden sandbox, 5 year old fists and 6 year olds toes smash and pound through. Maybe it’s a thunderstorm because, I was told life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows. All I’ve seen is dark clouds and lighting. Maybe the world is me. Poetic angst without fail, too much energy to use, to many words spoken at a rapid pace. Maybe the world is you, you, or you. It’s not just its own story, it’s a combination of auto-biographies still being written. Maybe... Just maybe, we are all editors. The world is constantly being edited, no single person should aim to do it themselves. Our world is force, a group, a team, a family taking the pens from our mothers and fathers, writing our chapters into the guide on how to edit. Sooner rather than later, we’ll pass our pens down to those who will write the chapters we never get to see. Hopefully, 5 year old fists and 6 year old toes become 20 year old champions and 30 year old heroes. We can share our stories, filled with the people we’ll never forget, and the nights, we can’t seem to remember. In the end, editing the world will never finished, it can be forgotten. We hope shedding sun rays on a rainy day, might convince our successors to never forget. Sadly, We can only hope they wish to edit.
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Oct 29, 2012
Oct 29, 2012 at 7:42 PM UTC
Editing The World
I was once told to edit the world. I grabbed my colored pencils, my childish ideals thinking I could simply, go over the imperfections left by my predecessors. Soon I would come to realize, life is no etchy-sketch. I could shake the world, twist, mold into anything I wanted. It’s still ****** up. I’m still trying to color the problems. I shade the unwanted, masking it over so I can pretend it’s gone. My day dreams continue further as I sketched over past memories, just want to edit the world. But, colored pencils become daggers when in the right hands. I’ve leaped into this idea with no plan, Standard american wisdom. Act first, question later. my first action should have been to ask, is the world a canvas? Maybe it’s a kindergarden sandbox, 5 year old fists and 6 year olds toes smash and pound through. Maybe it’s a thunderstorm because, I was told life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows. All I’ve seen is dark clouds and lighting. Maybe the world is me. Poetic angst without fail, too much energy to use, to many words spoken at a rapid pace. Maybe the world is you, you, or you. It’s not just its own story, it’s a combination of auto-biographies still being written. Maybe... Just maybe, we are all editors. The world is constantly being edited, no single person should aim to do it themselves. Our world is force, a group, a team, a family taking the pens from our mothers and fathers, writing our chapters into the guide on how to edit. Sooner rather than later, we’ll pass our pens down to those who will write the chapters we never get to see. Hopefully, 5 year old fists and 6 year old toes become 20 year old champions and 30 year old heroes. We can share our stories, filled with the people we’ll never forget, and the nights, we can’t seem to remember. In the end, editing the world will never finished, it can be forgotten. We hope shedding sun rays on a rainy day, might convince our successors to never forget. Sadly, We can only hope they wish to edit.
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Once upon a time there was a girl. In the summer she'd hold her breath underwater in the three foot pool. 47 seconds. In the fall she'd look at the trees from the car window and wonder why she didn't change color with them. In the winter her boots would get stuck in the snow just like the cat and she'd laugh. In the spring she'd make potions with leaves, seeds, and sandbox rain water. Once upon a time the girl was a little bit older. In the summer the pool would be too small, she'd be too tall. In the fall she'd become enthralled with girls and wouldn't think of the leaves again. In the winter she'd realize not all children were hit and hated at home. In the spring she'd fill herself with alcoholic potions the leaves and rain water couldn't touch. Once upon a time the girl aged even more. In the summer she'd throw her last scrap of childhood to the big bad wolf. He gave her a token. In the fall she'd change like the leaves, but then the magic would leave. She'd lose the token. In the winter she'd fall in the gravel infested snow. She wouldn't laugh. In the spring she'd try to end it all with a potion of sleep and cool metal. It wouldn't work. Once upon a time it was right about now. I'm changing like the leaves, stuck in the snow, taking too many "potions". The whole time I've been holding my breath. 571,501,629 seconds.
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Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 10:04 PM UTC
Fairytales
my old stomping ground a violent playground where kids emulate birds the pecking order last one to the sandbox goes to prison blood, sweat and knuckle sprains truimph, loss and growing pains but i am not the sum of it nor it the sum of me i have lived other lives so why do i identify with it so strongly
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Mar 17, 2010
Mar 17, 2010 at 11:32 PM UTC
old neighborhood
Add a little pressure To the edges of my vision And watch how I keep onto the sharp images even if they become awry I've got a story in my heart and today I'm leaving for the weekend Going on a roadtrip except it's in my head and I can't drive even though I could if I wanted to And tomorrow I’ll be so socially and emotionally intelligent you’ll be so impressed My mother will smile again So slightly will her lips part and their edges face toward the sun Face toward her son A little boy with no place to choose I’ll show you all I’m not alone and I’m not afraid to lose I’m a dog and a bandit I miss you in the sandbox I miss the bucket you would bring because I never had my own But also I miss you
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Apr 14, 2017
Apr 14, 2017 at 11:16 AM UTC
a dog
I once sold a hair straightener to a woman going through keemo I once sold a a weight loss supplement to a girl struggling with anoerexia. I once sold female libido enhancers to a forty year old man. Sold a car to a Parapalegic Sold a telephone to a deff woman. I once sold a child an imaginary friend. And a Vaccuum for their sandbox. I once sold a soul to a telemarketing company. They paid me in biweekly installments. And they got a hell of a deal.
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Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 1:05 AM UTC
Regretable Sales.
Back in 2003 I found a piece of me buried, like a shard of pottery, in the sandbox. A Hot Wheel’s car, little rusted with one tire missing that I used to shove in the little zippered flap of my Powerpuff Girls backpack. Older, fifteen, I carved another piece of me out and pasted it to a vanilla letter, sliding the envelope through the slits in his locker door, and I lost it. I’m not even sure he read it. Nineteen, faded and little stolen, I threw another piece of me into my mother’s grave. Plush petals, rosary beads, crystal liquid drops infused with microscopic memories. I cut myself in slivers and jammed uneven edges together just to gusto the void, compact the space, walk solid. And now, twenty-three, I press my face against a mirror and slide my arms into a flannel, grandpa, hammy-down. You took the last piece. You crawled into my guard, tore the lining and spit your black blood on the blank memoirs I had hanging next to the split. Take me, now, if that’s how it’s gunna be. You wanna live with the dust bunnies in my baggage? Feed off my insecurities, my staggered breath, or my mercury dreams? I don’t want to be saved. I’ve made my own maze with only one way out, so you’re trapped in the Miss Havisham model I’ve made, rotten cake. Build yourself a new girl from my discards, suckle the marrow from my bones, and blow, like a glass ornament, a pretty replica of who I am. Isn’t that what you wanted? Wasn’t that part of the chase? The sweet idea that you could pull some perfect women out of the rubble? I bet that’d be nice to show off, you ******* But here’s the catch, I know I’m broken. You don’t need to remind me. So take the smiles I’ve learned to draw on my lips for two cents, and give up the **** fight I know you won’t win.
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Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC
Settle
Back in 2003 I found a piece of me buried, like a shard of pottery, in the sandbox. A Hot Wheel’s car, little rusted with one tire missing that I used to shove in the little zippered flap of my Powerpuff Girls backpack. Older, fifteen, I carved another piece of me out and pasted it to a vanilla letter, sliding the envelope through the slits in his locker door, and I lost it. I’m not even sure he read it. Nineteen, faded and little stolen, I threw another piece of me into my mother’s grave. Plush petals, rosary beads, crystal liquid drops infused with microscopic memories. I cut myself in slivers and jammed uneven edges together just to gusto the void, compact the space, walk solid. And now, twenty-three, I press my face against a mirror and slide my arms into a flannel, grandpa, hammy-down. You took the last piece. You crawled into my guard, tore the lining and spit your black blood on the blank memoirs I had hanging next to the split. Take me, now, if that’s how it’s gunna be. You wanna live with the dust bunnies in my baggage? Feed off my insecurities, my staggered breath, or my mercury dreams? I don’t want to be saved. I’ve made my own maze with only one way out, so you’re trapped in the Miss Havisham model I’ve made, rotten cake. Build yourself a new girl from my discards, suckle the marrow from my bones, and blow, like a glass ornament, a pretty replica of who I am. Isn’t that what you wanted? Wasn’t that part of the chase? The sweet idea that you could pull some perfect women out of the rubble? I bet that’d be nice to show off, you ******* But here’s the catch, I know I’m broken. You don’t need to remind me. So take the smiles I’ve learned to draw on my lips for two cents, and give up the **** fight I know you won’t win.
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The moment you graced my presence, my mind switched to 16-bit mode. You was a classic type of adventure, one evolution rarely shows. All these side quest chicks you made me put on pause soon to be ended. Cause playing sandbox style wasn't the type of image you've given. Hips more curved than a sonic loop makin me want to do a quick run thru. But your eyes told no lies they made me more than see. That your quest was bigger than any final fantasy So I'm taking my time to learn this pattern To figure out how to beat your robot masters Stage 1 your name Stage 2 your number skip to stage 6 make sure I'm the thoughts in your slumber My mind's so focused my inputs gotta be right One wrong move and I lose my last life tonight No save points just passwords you say I gotta learn your codes Wouldn't dream of cheating ya besides I don't know what buttons to hold. Well **** baby you say that I made it to the end? What's that? To see the true ending I gotta... Beat it.... Again? But there's somethin about you that just seems worth the hassle. Cause you got me jumping like mario racing to bowser's castle. You're as cunning as zelda, as sweet as peach As scary as you want when you feel your inner sheik. You got a smile more connected than the perfect tetris An old school star that's leavin me feelin rather hectic. Cause you see it's so easy playing for the highscore But when ya add a lil passion you don't get as easily bored So I see this challenge as straight 2D No circular levels just a series of puzzles between you and me Let's make this purely one on one a street fighter thing. No crossover tag action hyper fighting fling See you got it all twisted just check my guide book A good portion of character data is written on your look Quick call doctor mario I think I got the flu I need help tryin to convey these abstract thoughts to you See you're like 16-bit beginnings hand drawn and expertly crafted drawn so precisely each movement in action So I'm focused on this quest like them double dragon twins Ready for whatever final boss you got at the end It makes everything worthwhile when I see your beauty on the go And I drop my ps3 world to switch to my 16-bit mode
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 2:13 AM UTC
16 Bit Mode
The moment you graced my presence, my mind switched to 16-bit mode. You was a classic type of adventure, one evolution rarely shows. All these side quest chicks you made me put on pause soon to be ended. Cause playing sandbox style wasn't the type of image you've given. Hips more curved than a sonic loop makin me want to do a quick run thru. But your eyes told no lies they made me more than see. That your quest was bigger than any final fantasy So I'm taking my time to learn this pattern To figure out how to beat your robot masters Stage 1 your name Stage 2 your number skip to stage 6 make sure I'm the thoughts in your slumber My mind's so focused my inputs gotta be right One wrong move and I lose my last life tonight No save points just passwords you say I gotta learn your codes Wouldn't dream of cheating ya besides I don't know what buttons to hold. Well **** baby you say that I made it to the end? What's that? To see the true ending I gotta... Beat it.... Again? But there's somethin about you that just seems worth the hassle. Cause you got me jumping like mario racing to bowser's castle. You're as cunning as zelda, as sweet as peach As scary as you want when you feel your inner sheik. You got a smile more connected than the perfect tetris An old school star that's leavin me feelin rather hectic. Cause you see it's so easy playing for the highscore But when ya add a lil passion you don't get as easily bored So I see this challenge as straight 2D No circular levels just a series of puzzles between you and me Let's make this purely one on one a street fighter thing. No crossover tag action hyper fighting fling See you got it all twisted just check my guide book A good portion of character data is written on your look Quick call doctor mario I think I got the flu I need help tryin to convey these abstract thoughts to you See you're like 16-bit beginnings hand drawn and expertly crafted drawn so precisely each movement in action So I'm focused on this quest like them double dragon twins Ready for whatever final boss you got at the end It makes everything worthwhile when I see your beauty on the go And I drop my ps3 world to switch to my 16-bit mode
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eyes bloodshot and burning red like two swollen bags full of acid tears staining my cheeks with hot red blotches of fiery guilt clouding my head like dense fog settling into the room between us is a thousand miles. my eyes feel like bee-stings, my heart a stone. with my dead-tree body, withering and wilting, i lay my heavy head and plead for sleep to carry me away. you already dozed off hours ago like a sleeping child worn out from throwing his toys 'round the sandbox. your side of the bed is warm, soft and dry, while the cold rain still pours over mine. i guess tonight i'm sleeping in a storm.
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Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 5:30 AM UTC
going to bed angry
An Angel and a Demon, above the world, filled with chaos and destruction. Debating over saving humanity or letting it fall into devastation..... *This world is worth saving, You see the good ones down there, Praying and helping? Good beats evil, every time. Letting things fall apart would be a crime.* **My angelic friend, you're too high in the sky, Grace us; come down from that ivory perch. It won't take much to see through the lies, Not much at all, to see what they're worth.** *Dear demonic soul, don't you know? Their worth is not in question. Their value is more than our weight in gold, Have some more appreciation!* **Right--between war, the crucifixion and **** These humans are just such lovely things. They aren't filled with a single ounce of hate, Oh, come now! See the atrocities they bring!** *The things you say may be true, But there's so much good down there. Remember Noah and the Renaissance? The missionaries and volunteers, they still care!* **Oh, goodness! Yes, how could I forget? ********* Priests with their souls to sell? Rich lead the depraved farther into debt? Your precious world is going straight to Hell!** *No, you monster! How dare you talk like that! These are human beings, not toy things. They'll prove you wrong, peace is coming. Go tell your puppet master to cut his strings!* **Don't PREACH to me of puppetry, fairy! Whatever happened to your God's free will? Compared to Earth, Hell isn't that scary! **** rat race! *** money, egos, and thrills!** *I'll preach what I have to, to save these humans souls, Spineless creature.. You're wrong on so many levels! I can't wait to dance with glee, while you unravel, Dragging your worthless shell back home to the Devil!* **I guess the horrors before you aren't enough, You must want your sandbox to turn to doom. These aren't falsehoods--this isn't a bluff, Say what you will; Hell's running out of room!** .... And there Angel and Demon bickered, for what seemed an eternity. Purity prospered in parts, where death and deprivation brought others into declension. At odds and ends, they both returned home, leaving Earth to fend for its own.
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
Humanity: Heaven or Hell? ~~~ Collaboration with Frank Ruland!
An Angel and a Demon, above the world, filled with chaos and destruction. Debating over saving humanity or letting it fall into devastation..... *This world is worth saving, You see the good ones down there, Praying and helping? Good beats evil, every time. Letting things fall apart would be a crime.* **My angelic friend, you're too high in the sky, Grace us; come down from that ivory perch. It won't take much to see through the lies, Not much at all, to see what they're worth.** *Dear demonic soul, don't you know? Their worth is not in question. Their value is more than our weight in gold, Have some more appreciation!* **Right--between war, the crucifixion and **** These humans are just such lovely things. They aren't filled with a single ounce of hate, Oh, come now! See the atrocities they bring!** *The things you say may be true, But there's so much good down there. Remember Noah and the Renaissance? The missionaries and volunteers, they still care!* **Oh, goodness! Yes, how could I forget? ********* Priests with their souls to sell? Rich lead the depraved farther into debt? Your precious world is going straight to Hell!** *No, you monster! How dare you talk like that! These are human beings, not toy things. They'll prove you wrong, peace is coming. Go tell your puppet master to cut his strings!* **Don't PREACH to me of puppetry, fairy! Whatever happened to your God's free will? Compared to Earth, Hell isn't that scary! **** rat race! *** money, egos, and thrills!** *I'll preach what I have to, to save these humans souls, Spineless creature.. You're wrong on so many levels! I can't wait to dance with glee, while you unravel, Dragging your worthless shell back home to the Devil!* **I guess the horrors before you aren't enough, You must want your sandbox to turn to doom. These aren't falsehoods--this isn't a bluff, Say what you will; Hell's running out of room!** .... And there Angel and Demon bickered, for what seemed an eternity. Purity prospered in parts, where death and deprivation brought others into declension. At odds and ends, they both returned home, leaving Earth to fend for its own.
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You screamed at me As the tears slowly Streamed from your eyes And you never told me why All you told me is Don't be like me baby boy Grow up and be smart So your kids won't steal toys A walking habit A flying contradiction You left me dying When you were in prison A child of the night Soul flooding with pain Overflowing into fights Eyes red from the strain Child born from the sandbox Spirit living parallel to muck Down the slide he was caught He was mentally thunderstruck Then the facade began to rust I attempted to resist the talk A broken necklace like our trust You left me in the pine box Buried alive Barely alive Dirt in my nails As I climb Buried alive Barely alive Dirt in my nails As I climb What did a child mean to you You told me don't be afraid But I was too used to you Then you were taken away Old playgrounds left in your wake Stressed out generational swings Much like the mood we would play Then see what the enemy brings Kites down with bullet holes Too hungry with no cereal Serial killers fill the room Face to face with true doom Sleeping every night Dreaming about you Played football all the time Played and lived for you You shook your head at me Wondering how I turned out this way All you remember is feeding me Happy Meals, lies, and games Disappointment you said you feel You gave me wounds that wont heal Sword at my throat, once a shield Then I was thrown into the fields My eyes are older and colder 6 year old left to the slaughter The old you, well I adore her You sold her off then I bought her As a child soldier, on my knees Begging at the steps of the city Grabbed my gun then squeezed If anyone dared show any pity The priest touched me and never loved me Used the book as an excuse to continue the abuse Left bruises all over me, left me weak and ****** Then I went back to my cousins room and found my tools Tools to find a new way Foster homes not the way Never found a way to pray Today was lived yesterday Broke the latch on my casket Master would never have it My old rose, oh I grabbed it Threw it down then laughed at it I turned out just like you No I turned out much worse I don't see a thing in you Take it for what it's worth The playground is closed It went with you long ago My heart broke with my soul Then was rebuilt by the crows Followed you wherever you would go If only you would have come to know The ways in which I'd come to grow Before the playground closed
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Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 12:57 AM UTC
Playgrounds
You screamed at me As the tears slowly Streamed from your eyes And you never told me why All you told me is Don't be like me baby boy Grow up and be smart So your kids won't steal toys A walking habit A flying contradiction You left me dying When you were in prison A child of the night Soul flooding with pain Overflowing into fights Eyes red from the strain Child born from the sandbox Spirit living parallel to muck Down the slide he was caught He was mentally thunderstruck Then the facade began to rust I attempted to resist the talk A broken necklace like our trust You left me in the pine box Buried alive Barely alive Dirt in my nails As I climb Buried alive Barely alive Dirt in my nails As I climb What did a child mean to you You told me don't be afraid But I was too used to you Then you were taken away Old playgrounds left in your wake Stressed out generational swings Much like the mood we would play Then see what the enemy brings Kites down with bullet holes Too hungry with no cereal Serial killers fill the room Face to face with true doom Sleeping every night Dreaming about you Played football all the time Played and lived for you You shook your head at me Wondering how I turned out this way All you remember is feeding me Happy Meals, lies, and games Disappointment you said you feel You gave me wounds that wont heal Sword at my throat, once a shield Then I was thrown into the fields My eyes are older and colder 6 year old left to the slaughter The old you, well I adore her You sold her off then I bought her As a child soldier, on my knees Begging at the steps of the city Grabbed my gun then squeezed If anyone dared show any pity The priest touched me and never loved me Used the book as an excuse to continue the abuse Left bruises all over me, left me weak and ****** Then I went back to my cousins room and found my tools Tools to find a new way Foster homes not the way Never found a way to pray Today was lived yesterday Broke the latch on my casket Master would never have it My old rose, oh I grabbed it Threw it down then laughed at it I turned out just like you No I turned out much worse I don't see a thing in you Take it for what it's worth The playground is closed It went with you long ago My heart broke with my soul Then was rebuilt by the crows Followed you wherever you would go If only you would have come to know The ways in which I'd come to grow Before the playground closed
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