because im happy i dropped my insecurities because im happy i love everybody because im happy im full of energy because im happy i lost my fear because im happy im free because im happy i dont care because im happy im aware
Freedom comes Not through choice! Freedom comes From having a voice. Not to say, Now I can choose! But to say, With choice I loose. It's all the same - You have not chosen. It's all same - You have awoken!
he drank wine all night of the 28th, and he kept thinking of her: the way she walked and talked and loved the way she told him things that seemed true but were not, and he knew the color of each of her dresses and her shoes-he knew the stock and curve of each heel as well as the leg shaped by it.
and she was out again and whe he came home,and she'd come back with that special stink again, and she did she came in at 3 a.m in the morning filthy like a dung eating swine and he took out a butchers knife and she screamed backing into the roominghouse wall still pretty somehow in spite of love's reek and he finished the glass of wine.
that yellow dress his favorite and she screamed again.
and he took up the knife and unhooked his belt and tore away the cloth before her and cut off his balls.
and carried them in his hands like apricots and flushed them down the toilet bowl and she kept screaming as the room became red
GOD O GOD! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
and he sat there holding 3 towels between his legs no caring now wether she lft or stayed wore yellow or green or anything at all.
and one hand holding and one hand lifting he poured another wine
Tired, Suspended in mind, Take the leap of freedom, Break through illusion, To a world without, Fear, Hesitation, Hypocrisy, Freedom from these chains, Nothing will hold, My life now, For my soul, Is free.
Exploring the outlines of submission I find dominance. Will holding instinct underwater just to prove it can. Topping from the bottom: use me the way I want to be used or I will prick holes in your engorged ego by being bored.
My one control: showing up to submit. Your one duty: Taking what I offer. Keep taking it possess me wrap me around yourself tight like the skin of a drum beating me banging me trapped in that rhythm I am finally free. Don’t you dare stop fucking me or if you must at least have the decency to tell me what to do next.