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"eczema" poems
i asked her, does it look the same? she gave me that funny look she gets whenever i say or do something a little dim it's a mirror image for a reason she said in the mirror i see muscles, and strength hips a little too wide and fleshy but still muscular, strength all the way down but when i reflect on myself, no mirror necessary it is never the same i don't feel as strong as i could don't look as sharp and sturdy as i could those fleshy sides, too soft for a battle-hardened brain and turbulent thoughts i need angles, i need straight lines but there's nothing straight about me and that's half the problem and the other half is that i hate the softness that lingers but everybody else loves it and i don't want to be warm and able to be cuddled i want hard edges and nimble, spindly fingers; when i play my chords i want my bones to tap the strings and when sadness sheathes itself within me i want eyes as dry as my eczema-bitten hands
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Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 8:46 PM UTC
reflection
He's found himself in the closet After he lost to himself in a game of tic-tac-toe And tied his lobster bib tightly Then hid his cheat sheet, for the pop quiz he knew was soon to come It's curtains for her She let the cat out of the bag And now she's up **** creek with ****** for paddles to go **** herself with Right in the birth canal Then we'll auction off the ****** We'll pass them off as European defibrillators Maybe some extremist will want them If we spew out enough mindless dribble The All Time Shit-Show is about to begin We have The Chronic Masturbater The Hypochondriac And The Pathological Liar It was either sometime yesterday Or sometime tomorrow Or was it sometime today? That you were all going to make fun of the boy with the cleft lip down at the laundromat? Out of the three of you The Pathological Lair sticks out like a sore thumb I can tell he was the runt of the litter Who always bites off more than he can chew I see the Hypochondriac has convinced himself he has eczema   He rattles off all his symptoms Inordinate filibustering   Now there's the Chronic Masturbater He looks like he's over the hill He's only twenty one But the blue circles under his eyes and the deep defined lines on his forehead denote his inelegant aging I sign all your lives away in my horrible cursive And now you belong to the ragtag trigger-happy posse of gun-jumpers My billfold his happily filled So I must go do some reconnaissance Spy on those who have quit their day jobs The fish out of water You must find that thing that really rolls off the tongue with a nice ring to it ****** ******* ******* ******* No... Go hang youself with dental flossed you home-schooled fool Indentured servants we're just an after thought
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
Smitten
He's found himself in the closet After he lost to himself in a game of tic-tac-toe And tied his lobster bib tightly Then hid his cheat sheet, for the pop quiz he knew was soon to come It's curtains for her She let the cat out of the bag And now she's up **** creek with ****** for paddles to go **** herself with Right in the birth canal Then we'll auction off the ****** We'll pass them off as European defibrillators Maybe some extremist will want them If we spew out enough mindless dribble The All Time Shit-Show is about to begin We have The Chronic Masturbater The Hypochondriac And The Pathological Liar It was either sometime yesterday Or sometime tomorrow Or was it sometime today? That you were all going to make fun of the boy with the cleft lip down at the laundromat? Out of the three of you The Pathological Lair sticks out like a sore thumb I can tell he was the runt of the litter Who always bites off more than he can chew I see the Hypochondriac has convinced himself he has eczema   He rattles off all his symptoms Inordinate filibustering   Now there's the Chronic Masturbater He looks like he's over the hill He's only twenty one But the blue circles under his eyes and the deep defined lines on his forehead denote his inelegant aging I sign all your lives away in my horrible cursive And now you belong to the ragtag trigger-happy posse of gun-jumpers My billfold his happily filled So I must go do some reconnaissance Spy on those who have quit their day jobs The fish out of water You must find that thing that really rolls off the tongue with a nice ring to it ****** ******* ******* ******* No... Go hang youself with dental flossed you home-schooled fool Indentured servants we're just an after thought
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Over the years, I taught so many classes in many different schools, long-term or short. Hundreds and hundreds of  students, all ages, three to eighteen years old. But how could I remember all of them? I was the teacher; they were there to learn. Those were our roles; that was the contract. They would move up and I move on, for all of us always a new beginning. But now and then one will return to haunt me, like the girl whose secret friend, Little Mister Hansford, drove a tiny red plastic car. I keep it now, in my drawer, and remember. The boy, his skin flaking and cracked with eczema, trying to resist the urge to scratch, but always failing. How could he bear to wake each day to face that life? Yet I was proud he claimed me for his brother; On a school exchange visit, an older girl, seventeen,   crossing the Alps in a coach, moved beyond tears by her first sight of real mountains. Do they remember? Maybe they do.   A young man I met by chance one day on a Spanish street surprised me by recalling how I read Winnie-the-Pooh when he was small, and did the animals in different voices. So many children, so many years have gone, but memories, like love, can linger on.
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Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 12:40 AM UTC
Little Mr Hansford's Car *
I first cried where freshness itself struggled to breathe. Outside the Ganges, asthmatic, began to cower back in fear, in disgust, in disease, browning like the discarded banana peels on the roadside below. I first cried in a dirt town where kings and queens drank to grass avenues and swaying music in the realms of history books. I first cried where those books aged quietly in forgotten rooms. I first cried where the streets bled out crumpling homes and cardboard stores with misspelt names, spilling children in dust dresses and hair matted into rust pieces. I first cried where those children hung babies on their arms like my mother swung her handbag, a flag of Valentino, while stumbling on crushed cans and dog **** and foetid mud-water on the way to the dentist. And the children cried out snot, their arms perpetually reaching for a rupee from the traffic. I first cried where white-lit department stores sprouted in defiant sanitation between eczema-covered apartment blocks in which washing lines drooped and parking was always a problem. I first cried where many gods and goddesses resided on the footpaths decked in glitter and cloths of rouge as old men with skin weathered into mottled leather shook beneath sheets of jute on the roadside below and offered tiny flames to their gods as morning bellowed and their coughs grew worse. I first cried where stareless men burnt their fingers on the Chinese noodles with too much chilli powder they cooked and fried and cooked for those who never saw them but to haggle over a ten rupee note, on the roadside, on every corner. I first cried as thread-blanketed teenage girls with wrinkled faces squatted amongst cows in the middles of roads, chanting prices, in voices full of tar, of the mound of peas they were selling for that week. I come every year. And I'm ashamed to say I'll never live here but in my verses because I can't stand the smell of the place where I was born. I first cried here. I first cried here.
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Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 2:55 AM UTC
I First Cried Here
I first cried where freshness itself struggled to breathe. Outside the Ganges, asthmatic, began to cower back in fear, in disgust, in disease, browning like the discarded banana peels on the roadside below. I first cried in a dirt town where kings and queens drank to grass avenues and swaying music in the realms of history books. I first cried where those books aged quietly in forgotten rooms. I first cried where the streets bled out crumpling homes and cardboard stores with misspelt names, spilling children in dust dresses and hair matted into rust pieces. I first cried where those children hung babies on their arms like my mother swung her handbag, a flag of Valentino, while stumbling on crushed cans and dog **** and foetid mud-water on the way to the dentist. And the children cried out snot, their arms perpetually reaching for a rupee from the traffic. I first cried where white-lit department stores sprouted in defiant sanitation between eczema-covered apartment blocks in which washing lines drooped and parking was always a problem. I first cried where many gods and goddesses resided on the footpaths decked in glitter and cloths of rouge as old men with skin weathered into mottled leather shook beneath sheets of jute on the roadside below and offered tiny flames to their gods as morning bellowed and their coughs grew worse. I first cried where stareless men burnt their fingers on the Chinese noodles with too much chilli powder they cooked and fried and cooked for those who never saw them but to haggle over a ten rupee note, on the roadside, on every corner. I first cried as thread-blanketed teenage girls with wrinkled faces squatted amongst cows in the middles of roads, chanting prices, in voices full of tar, of the mound of peas they were selling for that week. I come every year. And I'm ashamed to say I'll never live here but in my verses because I can't stand the smell of the place where I was born. I first cried here. I first cried here.
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There are so many things that you can judge upon; all I ask from you is to act as if my soul has long since gone.
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Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 9:23 PM UTC
eczema
The old man who visits in December and is loaded with blustery showers has forgotten us. Lady July who enjoys dancing in creek beds draped in ferns and flowers now has eczema instead. The summer of smile and flush I know well has unexpectedly become a dance with fire.
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Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 11:59 PM UTC
Fire Dance
my whole mouth tastes like metal, copper pennies from before The Great Zinc Switch filling my warm wet mouth. cigarette smoke hazing my sinuses like a frat rush and I'm desperately in need of an Advil. let me place my coppery lips on your bronzed skin, Amman to Atlanta, nails like knives and The Book of Biology teasing hormonal touches and hydration. iron oxide keeps flaking off my skin, eczema and psoriasis in rust, and the guitars in my ears are ******* furious. and still: sweat and *** in the sheets, your love lingering on my palate like a too sour wine; you fermented and curdled in my mouth, and to taste you now is agony. time is dilating around me in ripples; I cough until the gas in my stomach releases itself; crystal abrasive. it's all drugs and tinder matches these days, ****** kids... total sunbeam, in my opinion there's still enough for a couple more hits, it's still rolling, words cloud around my head like so much weedsmoke, Storm clouds on the horizon of my parietal lobe and I feel fine. I am fine.
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 6:52 PM UTC
metal mouth
I look at my hands, and I stretch my fingertips out before me Twist and turn my wrist to inspect them See the slender digits flex and bend to my will Run my thumb along the crescent moons of my nails in validation: They are sharp now, sharp enough to be instruments as I drum them against a desk Sharp enough to be weapons Eczema, believe it or not, is torture I look at my hands; see little constellations of bruises and cuts I trace the braille across my wrist, unable to read something I’ve never been accustomed to, despite it being an almost constant companion It comes and goes like a fair-weather friend and always arrives when it is never wanted In summer, when temperatures climb up buildings and trees I find myself not just allergic to pollen, but to myself In winter, I peel off small bits of layers to reach for places that won’t mind the cold as much Reaching and searching quick as chilled air finds a break in the defenses You asked me what was wrong; that if I was sad I could do whatever I wanted, even towards you I would never hurt you My anger, my sadness, is directed towards myself I want to feel the rush of hurling myself at walls Want to feel the thud of skin against bone against hollow plaster and wooden frame I want to feel nails run down fabric; soft, thin and fragile Want to see them tear things apart, see feathers spill out or paint chip, all jagged and frantic I want this and I don’t want this I glide nails across skin, across rashes along my hand I find myself stagnant as my joints itch for action
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Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 10:32 PM UTC
Hands: a poem about eczema
I look at my hands, and I stretch my fingertips out before me Twist and turn my wrist to inspect them See the slender digits flex and bend to my will Run my thumb along the crescent moons of my nails in validation: They are sharp now, sharp enough to be instruments as I drum them against a desk Sharp enough to be weapons Eczema, believe it or not, is torture I look at my hands; see little constellations of bruises and cuts I trace the braille across my wrist, unable to read something I’ve never been accustomed to, despite it being an almost constant companion It comes and goes like a fair-weather friend and always arrives when it is never wanted In summer, when temperatures climb up buildings and trees I find myself not just allergic to pollen, but to myself In winter, I peel off small bits of layers to reach for places that won’t mind the cold as much Reaching and searching quick as chilled air finds a break in the defenses You asked me what was wrong; that if I was sad I could do whatever I wanted, even towards you I would never hurt you My anger, my sadness, is directed towards myself I want to feel the rush of hurling myself at walls Want to feel the thud of skin against bone against hollow plaster and wooden frame I want to feel nails run down fabric; soft, thin and fragile Want to see them tear things apart, see feathers spill out or paint chip, all jagged and frantic I want this and I don’t want this I glide nails across skin, across rashes along my hand I find myself stagnant as my joints itch for action
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At one point I couldn’t find love to purchase I thought you ended those searches but now I’m getting nervous thinking I might be allergic to your nature absurdist and I can’t swerve this feeling I’m worthless stripped of all purpose boils start to burn us. I’ve got an eczema sense of a relationship rashly lips can’t kiss who they wish. I can’t leave the house or your eczema breaks out you scream and shout and make me doubt if your love is devout when you treat me like trout. Stress boils through my skin after you tell me I win and leave my house of sin leaving a gift in an itch given by a witch to make me twitch. You’re the itch that rashes causing unnecessary scratches leaving a width of lashes on my skin in patches your personality matches the blistering ashes of my skin that detaches. I keep itching I keep scratching to be switching from your thrashing into comfort to numb hurt of dumb words creating thunder. A doctor gave me a prescription to avoid your dereliction and feral diction. He gave me an antidote in a plan of hope helping me cope with saying nope. The rash lingers like poison fingers choking me woefully draining life like rain at night I pray for light and wait inside. I found cortisone in the form of a home with a man so I’m in demand not your empty hand red from the brand of all the discomfort you withstand now that you’re itching like sand seeing I’m no longer ******
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Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 5:46 AM UTC
Eczema
He told me i was prettier in person the night after we kissed in my best-friend's foyer awkwardly missing the mouth because he was afraid he would make a mistake with a mistake who had acne on her lip and crooked teeth he'd luckily missed when he kissed mouth closed the second time He told me Jesus Christ I was lovely the moment I returned home to cover my legs unfairly scratched by grass and flowers with CVS brand diaper rash ointment, all over my fingers, in my eczema cracks, because I couldn't take the pain on my knees any longer He told me to please not move when I laid my head on his shoulder, my unshaven arm round his waist and unshaven leg touching his own and I could feel the bridge of my long nose pushing in to the carotid artery where his heart pulsed faster and faster as he ran one soft and gentle hand through my hair and held my eczema cracks in his other, my grandmother hands, that the other boy had called contagious, and the other girl had called Alligator Skin He told me he loved to walk behind me though i had forgotten to suffer through bra stuffing and wore baggy pants to prevent my knees against the trees and my figure resembed a giraffe, knobly and unkept mane and all He told me nothing when He leaned in to kiss me a second time and He put his hands in my mane and His leg under my CVS knees and His face in my Alligator hands and my unstuffed bra near his chest And His open mouth on my acne covered, crooked toothed mouth because I am prettier in person
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Jul 26, 2016
Jul 26, 2016 at 6:06 PM UTC
prettier in person
He told me i was prettier in person the night after we kissed in my best-friend's foyer awkwardly missing the mouth because he was afraid he would make a mistake with a mistake who had acne on her lip and crooked teeth he'd luckily missed when he kissed mouth closed the second time He told me Jesus Christ I was lovely the moment I returned home to cover my legs unfairly scratched by grass and flowers with CVS brand diaper rash ointment, all over my fingers, in my eczema cracks, because I couldn't take the pain on my knees any longer He told me to please not move when I laid my head on his shoulder, my unshaven arm round his waist and unshaven leg touching his own and I could feel the bridge of my long nose pushing in to the carotid artery where his heart pulsed faster and faster as he ran one soft and gentle hand through my hair and held my eczema cracks in his other, my grandmother hands, that the other boy had called contagious, and the other girl had called Alligator Skin He told me he loved to walk behind me though i had forgotten to suffer through bra stuffing and wore baggy pants to prevent my knees against the trees and my figure resembed a giraffe, knobly and unkept mane and all He told me nothing when He leaned in to kiss me a second time and He put his hands in my mane and His leg under my CVS knees and His face in my Alligator hands and my unstuffed bra near his chest And His open mouth on my acne covered, crooked toothed mouth because I am prettier in person
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On the night of women,                  Yoruyoru Yoruyoru Yoruyoru, a business war in the United States in the war, but the war in the United States, is so well known that she had written in blue and white jewelry                on the approach of the Soviet Union. European glass of power to the woman,        as the eyes of the East and 3 from the heart of the dead from the heart in the world in the mirror in the house is completely lost to me:                The latest party Adult RomeDoor.png Christian warrior FLINT Hillside Minnesota is a give and take as rise Intolerantia as a little kid; Wind of the fame of the rich wildlife Yokuza pieces,           a company in the United States of eczema, eczema,                     7 days, in Greece, and brought him to be, as regards the name of the cocktail to the way of the true honor of John the Baptist       | is the stone which was beautiful, he was sitting up against Babylon,        to fly about; Window in the window is the feeling of the women littering the family tree, every half-Australian stripper, public nudist camp scientist who lives in the Philosophy of Science, said,                            "It's more a crime to support a criminal rather than a world                     which is plagued by the face of a Panegyric, |                                            who is supposed to campaign  | in world history.                    "in fact, I was in a military camp in the Tanaka Establishing a conceptual Ivana as a Localizer dancing Localizer, what charming Chinese dollars to play a full-time unknown dancing silver and long-term debt financing institution as the optics go false on the original charge of ****                          and Ethel 500 Sisun thinks it should be a hot girl playing with Einstein's first entry into the jack jack jacket USMC Mild Toes and muscle fat o' credit mock abduction can bring Ten ten ten ten flute playing Aka Tuberculosis with the Arab world,     you walk down to play the game, and the game continues,        A drug
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Oct 24, 2018
Oct 24, 2018 at 5:26 AM UTC
Yoruyoru Yoruyoru Yoruyoru Yoruyoru Yoruyoru
On the night of women,                  Yoruyoru Yoruyoru Yoruyoru, a business war in the United States in the war, but the war in the United States, is so well known that she had written in blue and white jewelry                on the approach of the Soviet Union. European glass of power to the woman,        as the eyes of the East and 3 from the heart of the dead from the heart in the world in the mirror in the house is completely lost to me:                The latest party Adult RomeDoor.png Christian warrior FLINT Hillside Minnesota is a give and take as rise Intolerantia as a little kid; Wind of the fame of the rich wildlife Yokuza pieces,           a company in the United States of eczema, eczema,                     7 days, in Greece, and brought him to be, as regards the name of the cocktail to the way of the true honor of John the Baptist       | is the stone which was beautiful, he was sitting up against Babylon,        to fly about; Window in the window is the feeling of the women littering the family tree, every half-Australian stripper, public nudist camp scientist who lives in the Philosophy of Science, said,                            "It's more a crime to support a criminal rather than a world                     which is plagued by the face of a Panegyric, |                                            who is supposed to campaign  | in world history.                    "in fact, I was in a military camp in the Tanaka Establishing a conceptual Ivana as a Localizer dancing Localizer, what charming Chinese dollars to play a full-time unknown dancing silver and long-term debt financing institution as the optics go false on the original charge of ****                          and Ethel 500 Sisun thinks it should be a hot girl playing with Einstein's first entry into the jack jack jacket USMC Mild Toes and muscle fat o' credit mock abduction can bring Ten ten ten ten flute playing Aka Tuberculosis with the Arab world,     you walk down to play the game, and the game continues,        A drug
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dear john, how are you? *[i wonder, 'cause i'm getting crazier for every second i feel your heart wrenching absence- i think of you constantly - it'd help to know you're all right?]* do you ever think of me? *['cause i don't think you do so anymore. you stopped responding to my letters weeks ago, and i refuse to believe they got lost in the mail. i simply refuse.]* does the sun burn your skin? *[i hope the summer gives you eczema and scalded cheeks. i hope it hurts so much you can't sleep at night from the pain. then you can use the gained hours of awake to read to this letter]* dear john, do you think we should give up on us? ['cause i think i did months ago.]
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Feb 21, 2012
Feb 21, 2012 at 2:22 AM UTC
dear john
This is life lived in the Kinema on the outskirts of a town called Eczema, where the usherette flicks cigarettes at the players in the pit, they think it's **** but we love it. The owner, eyes like razor wire, tongue tied puts the price of entrance higher, with a look from the hook up on the screen I take a slice out of the scene and catapult him from the frame, all in the name of art. In the interval, we fill the time by smoking dope and drinking wine because the Kinema is where we're king, where anything goes and often will.
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 6:41 PM UTC
Metropolis.
I have been living on a diet of cigarettes and digestive biscuits. My bowels empty into the System and my hunger concedes to the supermarket glow; bigger names under surgical lights. The operation was not successful. You can see it in the grey faces, upturned collars; that manic headphone stare. The lone smoker skulks a bus-stop like angry eczema on a bride's upper lip. I see it for myself now. How crowds congregate by light, stamens of fat and sachets of salt, then separate as sadness cuts through the delusion; working poverty and panic attacks on the hard kitchen floor. The ache of anxiety caught up with you again. Self-imposed catastrophes pile up as you find yourself walking against the grain of lunatics passing your way. The pupae gather and slaver at their freedom; you broke through The Promise. I followed the path of your recovery.
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 6:27 PM UTC
Recovery II
Pale, porcelain-pigmented flesh Vibrant veins revealed against wrists I claw at my eczema sheath I tried scrubbing you off my skin But your bittersweet scent lingered. Every bruise that trails my body Reminds me of your kisses that I thought once graced my lifeless shell. Times have changed and every blemish That trails my body ablazes Any pleasing idea of you.
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Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 7:31 PM UTC
11.25.13
Mirror is merciful Lambs sleep in the willow Rough leaves carry heaven up   Delivering the sinner  Cold black mirror still love his lips Lamb off the living Hearts over Hearts asthma Hearts lie with no one Hearts frozen Hearts mirror Hearts asthma Parts Madonna Hearts eczema Part scoundrel I will walk low Harsh eczema I die past a week Hearts nirvana I don't need no lessons now Hearts taking over I wish I could wake up Hearts over Hearts eczema Hearts asthma   **** your theory, and just **** everything Love must be ashes, that's blood in the blue forest Ya it's the age of pure ahead of us Hearts over Hard seller Mercy I have in the imaginary nation of us You don't want me here jerking off Your force, I was sorry I saw the mirror I thought off when it was all over Heart scold ya Oh I am every man Watch no longer and in the shadows corpse scamper Who moves even slower? Part suffer Move **** all day monkeys Hearts scamper The holy case of us Hearts worth of love In there walks the sheep Part scabbed up I was sad and got blue Hearts taking over Hearts never Hearts never I done some bad and I've killed obviously no sweet people, hogs, and dogs, pets  I have no beef with them Offered me the exit till they locked me in Harsh scalper Harsh scalper Lock in here with nuts that are just like me Love must be a pacifistic There's blood  in the small forest Out here in the near cosmos   Delivering the sinner All woman in the center iiiiiiiiii I fear hes lost his nerve I'm over living it I'm over living it iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiii IIIiii'mmm delivering the sinner AAAaaalllll woman in the center In swimming willows Luxury feast on the edge of love Luxury feast on the edge of love Mirror in the sonnet Mirroring us and them I heard he'd lost his nerve I'm over living it I'm living it
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 4:10 AM UTC
WHITE GIANT OVER LIVING IT
Mirror is merciful Lambs sleep in the willow Rough leaves carry heaven up   Delivering the sinner  Cold black mirror still love his lips Lamb off the living Hearts over Hearts asthma Hearts lie with no one Hearts frozen Hearts mirror Hearts asthma Parts Madonna Hearts eczema Part scoundrel I will walk low Harsh eczema I die past a week Hearts nirvana I don't need no lessons now Hearts taking over I wish I could wake up Hearts over Hearts eczema Hearts asthma   **** your theory, and just **** everything Love must be ashes, that's blood in the blue forest Ya it's the age of pure ahead of us Hearts over Hard seller Mercy I have in the imaginary nation of us You don't want me here jerking off Your force, I was sorry I saw the mirror I thought off when it was all over Heart scold ya Oh I am every man Watch no longer and in the shadows corpse scamper Who moves even slower? Part suffer Move **** all day monkeys Hearts scamper The holy case of us Hearts worth of love In there walks the sheep Part scabbed up I was sad and got blue Hearts taking over Hearts never Hearts never I done some bad and I've killed obviously no sweet people, hogs, and dogs, pets  I have no beef with them Offered me the exit till they locked me in Harsh scalper Harsh scalper Lock in here with nuts that are just like me Love must be a pacifistic There's blood  in the small forest Out here in the near cosmos   Delivering the sinner All woman in the center iiiiiiiiii I fear hes lost his nerve I'm over living it I'm over living it iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiii IIIiii'mmm delivering the sinner AAAaaalllll woman in the center In swimming willows Luxury feast on the edge of love Luxury feast on the edge of love Mirror in the sonnet Mirroring us and them I heard he'd lost his nerve I'm over living it I'm living it
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where are my ugly people? shuffling with holed shoes, defunct ****** organs, crossed eyes. those whose strides echo their genetic abnormalities, a leg an inch longer than the other (like me), arms fat with blood, skin resplendent with eczema boils on eyelids, dilated pupils, escaping from the mirror with horse tranquilizer and enough ***** to sink the state of California. where are my ugly people, too long under the delusion of "finding inner beauty" by the pretty ones; straight teeth, combed and styled hair, brown and ivory skinned drowning the streets with their cackling and condescension. we should scar their faces with buckshot, carve those empty smiles across their high cheekbones to be an omnipresent companion. show them a bit of our own benevolence; where are my ugly people like me?
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Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 6:22 PM UTC
on walking across campus
The library is more like a hospital. Bleached lights cause migraines, the words too clinical and exposed like eczema scars on my wrists. It is too bright to fall in a thicket of cognitive thought and blind imagery. The secret of beauty is good lighting. I could never fall in love with a word under such a surgical glow, all intimacy on show in a place meant for German Dictionaries and free wi-fi. A place for the missing to sleep, and not a place to daydream. There is no smell of coffee, only the occasional whiff and crackle of a surreptitious sandwich interrupting the stale breath of printer ink and ointment. I am all for public places until I find myself within one. Exposed under these artificial stars, I come here for a chance of no distraction. Each time, however, I find myself languid. Eyes set to some indefatigable point whilst I catch the taste of shared air, the sirens in the distance, the location of nowhere.
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 6:25 PM UTC
The Library
Inside my body the guilty seeds have rooted through all my veins and in to my heart strangling it dead.                                              Inside my heart the anger fights to still beat, no matter the pressure it competes, its cold because its a zombie heart but it still pumps blood that reaches my brain.                                     Inside my mind is misery, its been confused so much it yerns to shut off but somehow it can't, it won't let me sleep, too many memories and thoughts eat it from the inside out but nevertheless my rotten brain still allows me to have a spirit.                                      Inside my soul is death, the once bright white doves have darkened and can barley lift one wing, choking on my bodies misfortune, as I sit so small in this big monstrous world thats poisoning my skin.            My skin is covered in eczema, my face in blemishes it coughs on the pollution and cigarette smoke that its too exposed to, its infected but somehow my eyes still survive on the surface with it.                                                         My eyes are worn down with a astigmatism from all the rough things I have seen but they still slow me to see more. I'm falling apart, I guess you could say that zombies are real, just not the kind you can see with your own zombie eyes.
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 8:38 PM UTC
ZOMBIE ME
Inside my body the guilty seeds have rooted through all my veins and in to my heart strangling it dead.                                              Inside my heart the anger fights to still beat, no matter the pressure it competes, its cold because its a zombie heart but it still pumps blood that reaches my brain.                                     Inside my mind is misery, its been confused so much it yerns to shut off but somehow it can't, it won't let me sleep, too many memories and thoughts eat it from the inside out but nevertheless my rotten brain still allows me to have a spirit.                                      Inside my soul is death, the once bright white doves have darkened and can barley lift one wing, choking on my bodies misfortune, as I sit so small in this big monstrous world thats poisoning my skin.            My skin is covered in eczema, my face in blemishes it coughs on the pollution and cigarette smoke that its too exposed to, its infected but somehow my eyes still survive on the surface with it.                                                         My eyes are worn down with a astigmatism from all the rough things I have seen but they still slow me to see more. I'm falling apart, I guess you could say that zombies are real, just not the kind you can see with your own zombie eyes.
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November 17, 2017 Red dry patches there Red dry patches here Red dry patches everywhere Irritating, itchy , and ugly “Put some lotion and everything will be fine. It will be gone and it won’t be fugly” They said If only it was that easy as a book I just read But no. I always keep myself on the low You see, sometimes these patches bleed And I cry, because it hurts and wish it will heal at such greater speed I cry because when the water cleanses my body, it sometimes burns I wish we could take turns So you would understand Why I can’t simply put myself with such confidence within myself, as I seem like a lost strand Why my insecurities are high off the roof How I want my body to disappear, like **** How I’ll never have decent skin until many months from now From time to time admiring other people’s fair skin and I say “wow” I wish I had normal skin So I wouldn’t have to be dry and flaky, I would’ve had some sort of win I wish I could be able to wear clothes that reveal some of my beauty from my body But being snapped in reality, it’ll just disturb everybody So I shall wait And just deal with everything as it is my fate
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Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 6:33 PM UTC
Eczema
Beginning The diaper rash Scratching the eczema until it bled Ruby Red Sea trickling from my nostrils Mom and I on a mission for the bottom of the stairs Baby's first autographed cast! Upside down on the couch, Laughing Preteen Awareness of death Love letter with a thirst for embarrassment Ruby Red Sea trickling from my forearm, My thighs Playing ***** in the park; wanting to forfeit Makeshift waterslide, Bruised Teen First attempt to meet God Ambulance Throwing beer cans at cars from the hilltop Lucy, Mary, and Molly Discovering self confidence First love, Six losses What does it take to be a friend? Young Adult The difference between effort and ability Self acceptance Getting familiar with 4am Summertime snow Money hungry, No, starving
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Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 6:15 PM UTC
Confessional
This poet decided against becoming a measly minced meaty morsel undetected inauspicious augury assigning adept aqueous ace AOL amphibian, who surreptitiously crept to the secret crypt (guarded by foo fighters and amazing dragons) said gendarmes did except special fluid scrip as egress into heavily fortified (with USDA recommended allowance), thus when the configurative motley crue including thyself (a bono fied doo bee brother - long given up for lost, which "FAKE" oracle misinterpreted by a goo goo doll, and cross dresser named Hugh played being took a vow el, and hence consonantly knew all along, i dwelt peacefully in a soundcloud loo immensely spacious with ooh dills of survival trappings purchased from Peru laborers treated by free pact guaranteeing a socially conscious shopper to rue painstaking indigenous stoop labor, now stamped imprimatur could allow, enable and provide means to shoe each formerly eczema dappled, cracked bare foot ah, a glimmer of hopefulness (upon this crowded house of a planet) view which youtube snapchat ting reddit as joyous outlook sans linkedin shutterfly, twitter ring tender flickr ring shoots communicated an instagram message of hopefulness kickstarting optimism versus the initial thread of this poem, which to set this got off track (hinting at goal to be a paperback book writer wannabe) rather than ending up as a byte size snack for a limbering beast, into whose tumblr of one jagged razor sharp teeth like daggers lined up along a rack of reinforced steel maw, which bang for the bite did pack leaves no room for bing a survivor as fierce jaws clamp down worse than getting steam rolled by a mack truck, but subjected to thee yield, whence thousands of pounds per square inch of pressure on par lambasted from Donald Trump flack.
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Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 9:32 PM UTC
jagged jaws of smelted steel NOT the title:
This poet decided against becoming a measly minced meaty morsel undetected inauspicious augury assigning adept aqueous ace AOL amphibian, who surreptitiously crept to the secret crypt (guarded by foo fighters and amazing dragons) said gendarmes did except special fluid scrip as egress into heavily fortified (with USDA recommended allowance), thus when the configurative motley crue including thyself (a bono fied doo bee brother - long given up for lost, which "FAKE" oracle misinterpreted by a goo goo doll, and cross dresser named Hugh played being took a vow el, and hence consonantly knew all along, i dwelt peacefully in a soundcloud loo immensely spacious with ooh dills of survival trappings purchased from Peru laborers treated by free pact guaranteeing a socially conscious shopper to rue painstaking indigenous stoop labor, now stamped imprimatur could allow, enable and provide means to shoe each formerly eczema dappled, cracked bare foot ah, a glimmer of hopefulness (upon this crowded house of a planet) view which youtube snapchat ting reddit as joyous outlook sans linkedin shutterfly, twitter ring tender flickr ring shoots communicated an instagram message of hopefulness kickstarting optimism versus the initial thread of this poem, which to set this got off track (hinting at goal to be a paperback book writer wannabe) rather than ending up as a byte size snack for a limbering beast, into whose tumblr of one jagged razor sharp teeth like daggers lined up along a rack of reinforced steel maw, which bang for the bite did pack leaves no room for bing a survivor as fierce jaws clamp down worse than getting steam rolled by a mack truck, but subjected to thee yield, whence thousands of pounds per square inch of pressure on par lambasted from Donald Trump flack.
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i’ve always wondered what makes Destiny.. perhaps it is the dark shadows pressed into the sides of her face known as cheekbones. the blotchiness of her skin. that “cute little” dimple that runs down her chin. the two very different shades between her face and neck that everyone points out. “gotta be easy with the bleaching creams sis”.. sure because why not aspire to look like Lil’ Kim, right? ******* the way one side of her nose is slightly longer than the other. the dents in her top lip. the discoloration around her mouth from the breakouts of an annoying skin condition called eczema. those ****** dark chocolate eyes. maybe the stubborn eyebrows who refuse to claim each other as sisters, or even cousins for that matter. the acne scars on her shoulders from too much sun. her too wide of a “button nose”. the bold jawline given to her by her daddy. the shape of oversized freckled lips given to her by her momma. the prominent collarbone given to her by Indian ancestors. every feature (whether it be uneven, crooked, discolored, blotchy, too big or too small) is perfectly imperfect & molded by the hands of the Almighty. after years and years of practicing patience and acceptance to love herself again, i’ve come to realize that this is what makes Destiny. - d.berry
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Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 3:21 AM UTC
self-reflection
it's a second body sometimes, a kind of chandelier of eczema, tumbling from my shoulders like a ragged royal robe, white, shining, drifting scales and this time I wear it as a familiar dress, put on me or grown on me, a lifeless moss, scabs without passion, drooping, dragging, not reaching far, not covering, not enobling for in the deep sky where my soul lives I've found an island to touch on, an island filled with a swirling climbing hole which is a road in time. and I keep flying up to the surface, surface of what I can hardly say, to feel the wind (or what) buffet and whip us back and forth on the edge. somehow you're there on the island too yet you're not here, are you? you don't know that you're there, you don't know that it's there. Only I've found its rocks, that say "Yes" when touched, the road that flows. And so I wear this ragged dress, not quite white, showing and engrossing all, and I can't help but stoop. I slouch around my soul in prayer, to stay close to it. and if it hurts, it hurts. I can bear it.
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Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 3:14 AM UTC
The Dress or the Island
Honey I'm just a man Not a God, not a higher power Honey, I just want you by my side While I do what makes me happy Its really not rocket science I'm struggling to get out of the defiance But I will improve my relations with my dreams You made my heart warmer and warmer So honey, keep that fire going You walking towards me like that is enough It's not hard to get my attention I'm just a man It speaks for itself Honey, don't try too hard Just be you And I'll surely be going crazy Knees weak for you Knuckles bleeding for you From all the eczema Honey don't you know? It was all worth it.
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May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 8:56 PM UTC
Honey