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Mine are grapefruit halves Bitter Salted Easing the transition into awake Perfect juicy handfuls But I know girls with cantalopes Seems to me you'd need a map To navigate those And hands like Melonballers just to make an impression Raspberry, Blackberry, Cherry ******* A fruit salad of peaches And mangoes and apples It's a world made for peelers And paring knives I world where a sweet tooth Can thrive We plant our women in orchards Cultivate them in careful Organized rows With expert farmers and the latest fertilizers Leading them on Into ripeness Harvested at just the right time So that no man ever need know hunger
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Aug 27, 2013
Aug 27, 2013 at 7:17 PM UTC
*****
*transported back into those walls running down the basement hall i locked the door so i could hide and reaching for a 45 with practically no voice at all i sang along and prayed to drown you out does the soul regenerate? what part of me did you take? your verbal threats would make me gasp no one could hear when I called out record player winding ‘round i tried to yell but couldn’t shout yet something you did cultivate a plan you helped to propagate for each and every time i ran like a builder in a gym i’d sing a song and sing again strengthening the chords within empowering my voice ©2016janetaylor
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May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 6:46 AM UTC
empowering my voice
slave is someone who does not have authority over their own lives slave is someone subservient controlled dominated by somebody something slave works very hard for little or no pay slave is property of somebody something slave is someone forced to obey sycophant is someone servile who overly flatters more powerful individual for personal gain sycophant is bootlicker brown-noser fawner flunkey doormat lackey lap-dog yes-men parasite toad-eater (pause reposition) somebody possessed of excessive vanity may cultivate sycophant swarms side by side they stand clothed in black not quite similar the one slightly taller possibly because the other suffers poor posture perhaps they are related because in odd way they appear alike or of same ilk yet upon closer scrutiny it becomes apparent they have very little or nothing in common the taller one with troubled sad eyes the other smiling obsequiously the taller one more muscular ***** from working menial labor the other with curved spine slumped shoulders because of undue bowing and crouching while blowing smoke up other people’s ***** sadist is someone who attains ****** gratification by inflicting physical pain shame to other people sadist is someone who delights in excessive cruelty degradation to others ********* is someone who achieves ****** pleasure from being hurt humiliated abused dominated punished often self-inflicted ********* is someone who enjoys being harmed misused mistreated ignored by others sadomasochist is someone who gets ****** gratification by alternately or simultaneously enduring hurt causing pain to somebody else sadomasochist is combination of sadistic masochistic tendencies in someone who obtains ****** pleasure from inflicting submitting to pain cruelty sycophant slave snakes up leg of movie actress dictator who gains pain through pleasure 2000 miles from equator IED cell phone detonator sycophant dilettante ***** up to sadistic art critic or publishing editor on escalator while below on main floor of shopping mall ice rink figure skater pirouettes bows to nominator surreptitiously bribed by infiltrator mutilator
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Feb 27, 2011
Feb 27, 2011 at 4:38 AM UTC
sycophant slave snakes up leg of movie actress dictator
slave is someone who does not have authority over their own lives slave is someone subservient controlled dominated by somebody something slave works very hard for little or no pay slave is property of somebody something slave is someone forced to obey sycophant is someone servile who overly flatters more powerful individual for personal gain sycophant is bootlicker brown-noser fawner flunkey doormat lackey lap-dog yes-men parasite toad-eater (pause reposition) somebody possessed of excessive vanity may cultivate sycophant swarms side by side they stand clothed in black not quite similar the one slightly taller possibly because the other suffers poor posture perhaps they are related because in odd way they appear alike or of same ilk yet upon closer scrutiny it becomes apparent they have very little or nothing in common the taller one with troubled sad eyes the other smiling obsequiously the taller one more muscular ***** from working menial labor the other with curved spine slumped shoulders because of undue bowing and crouching while blowing smoke up other people’s ***** sadist is someone who attains ****** gratification by inflicting physical pain shame to other people sadist is someone who delights in excessive cruelty degradation to others ********* is someone who achieves ****** pleasure from being hurt humiliated abused dominated punished often self-inflicted ********* is someone who enjoys being harmed misused mistreated ignored by others sadomasochist is someone who gets ****** gratification by alternately or simultaneously enduring hurt causing pain to somebody else sadomasochist is combination of sadistic masochistic tendencies in someone who obtains ****** pleasure from inflicting submitting to pain cruelty sycophant slave snakes up leg of movie actress dictator who gains pain through pleasure 2000 miles from equator IED cell phone detonator sycophant dilettante ***** up to sadistic art critic or publishing editor on escalator while below on main floor of shopping mall ice rink figure skater pirouettes bows to nominator surreptitiously bribed by infiltrator mutilator
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Dreaming is good. But dreaming is bad, because it hurts. Dreams die. You grow up thinking you are invicible, forever amazing. You grow up realizing it does not work that way. You grow up to realize the people around you want you to be safe. Life isn’t about being daring anymore. Life is about having a safe future. Pick a safe job. Live your life. Enjoy it when you can. But the fireceness of life leaves you. Adults burn the fire in you. Cold water on your dreams, wash them all away. Adults throw you in the wilderness to make you realize. Realize life is not a game anymore. Adults burn the fire in you. They feed your insecurities. Cultivate your fears. Then feed them back to you. They’re scared. They don’t want you to face a wall of disappointements. But they won’t let your try, either. Adults burn the fire in you. Not consciously. Slowly. Mysteriously. And suddenly you, with all your dreams in your heart, face doubt. Doubt. The worst feeling. Worst than love. Worst than hate. Doubt. Sinuously cracking your hopes and dreams. Doubt, creeping in your mind, burning bridges. Doubt, expanding every time you hesistate. Doubt, forever in your head. Doubt burned my dreams to ashes. Doubt washed them all away.
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Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 7:55 AM UTC
Doubt
Nothing ****** me off more Than when people call me Pretty I get it, okay? We live in a society that upholds beauty As the most important quality A girl can possess So girls who aren't pretty Feel like less And guys, knowing this, Call girls who were not gifted With a symmetrical face Proportional features Or a "rockin'" body Girls who rank on the lower end Of that wretched scale From one to ten Pretty Beautiful, attractive **** exquisite Gorgeous, lovely Stunning, hot And those girls Those amazing, ugly girls Infused with insecurities Self-loathing And sadness Give in to those words Give in to those guys Believing, if only for a brief, Tenderless moment That those pretty words Do apply But I am not interested In false accolades If you don't find me pretty Then don't say so I have plenty of fine qualities For you to compliment me on Praise my wit, my charm My intelligence, my confidence Things I cultivate Things I strive to be Qualities That complement me
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Feb 10, 2013
Feb 10, 2013 at 7:48 PM UTC
Compliment Me
When we think about the choices in our lives When we fight and we bicker and become bitter When we think there is only power or powerlessness If we can realize that there is power and powerlessness Then haven't we began to acquire consciousness In that instance haven't we began the process of choice That there is those who have not have given birth to this consciousness To those who have only lived powerlessness And know nothing else Haven't you owed them part of your consciousness That you have ceased to be one of them Or your mere power has denied one of them That there is no choice for them Because they haven't birthed that consciousness And if you choose power they'll remain powerless Because within you there is no loyalty, right? It is a choice predicated by an erroneous concept of self-preservation It is a treacherous dichotomy; doesn't make sense This is not an indictment of your desire not to suffer Because surely to hold power would cease your suffering But it is this type of power that thrives on the proliferation of powerlessness This conceptual understanding of what it means to have power That is not what we've come learn, but readily ascribe to That a mind and body can cultivate power That can be harvested, shared, communal For the sole purpose of the survival of the other, not the self That that can survive in this world is impossible Its antithetical to the modes of production In which our societies operate and thrive How can workers begin to derive power from their collective efforts How can workers' purchasing power equal the power of the production of their labor How can any community in any corner of the world escape The misanthropic missions of first world free trade capitalism When will we reclaim our escaping humanity When will we cease to keep feeding the system with our minds, our bodies, our labor How much longer can we become fodder, scraps, waste feeding the machine And don't think that you are safe when you have made it When you have entered the circle of dominance Because it is then when you will loose your humanity or die It is at that apex of power that your presence becomes Just as dispensable as that of the powerless Because to maintain that circle of dominance Requires a total conversion to misanthropy The rigor with which your power will be required To keep proliferating powerlessness will give no break And when you become useless, it will replace you So that we must realize that the modes of production That we allow to exploit us In powerlessness, or the semblance of power Can never safeguard our humanity How much further will we allow power to be concentrated So that soon we ourselves, or our children won't have a choice Won't have the consciousness of power just powerlessness
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Mar 31, 2013
Mar 31, 2013 at 9:49 PM UTC
Modes of Production: Power and Powerlessness
When we think about the choices in our lives When we fight and we bicker and become bitter When we think there is only power or powerlessness If we can realize that there is power and powerlessness Then haven't we began to acquire consciousness In that instance haven't we began the process of choice That there is those who have not have given birth to this consciousness To those who have only lived powerlessness And know nothing else Haven't you owed them part of your consciousness That you have ceased to be one of them Or your mere power has denied one of them That there is no choice for them Because they haven't birthed that consciousness And if you choose power they'll remain powerless Because within you there is no loyalty, right? It is a choice predicated by an erroneous concept of self-preservation It is a treacherous dichotomy; doesn't make sense This is not an indictment of your desire not to suffer Because surely to hold power would cease your suffering But it is this type of power that thrives on the proliferation of powerlessness This conceptual understanding of what it means to have power That is not what we've come learn, but readily ascribe to That a mind and body can cultivate power That can be harvested, shared, communal For the sole purpose of the survival of the other, not the self That that can survive in this world is impossible Its antithetical to the modes of production In which our societies operate and thrive How can workers begin to derive power from their collective efforts How can workers' purchasing power equal the power of the production of their labor How can any community in any corner of the world escape The misanthropic missions of first world free trade capitalism When will we reclaim our escaping humanity When will we cease to keep feeding the system with our minds, our bodies, our labor How much longer can we become fodder, scraps, waste feeding the machine And don't think that you are safe when you have made it When you have entered the circle of dominance Because it is then when you will loose your humanity or die It is at that apex of power that your presence becomes Just as dispensable as that of the powerless Because to maintain that circle of dominance Requires a total conversion to misanthropy The rigor with which your power will be required To keep proliferating powerlessness will give no break And when you become useless, it will replace you So that we must realize that the modes of production That we allow to exploit us In powerlessness, or the semblance of power Can never safeguard our humanity How much further will we allow power to be concentrated So that soon we ourselves, or our children won't have a choice Won't have the consciousness of power just powerlessness
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Art will come and go And grow and be bold or ugly It will transform lives, sculpt beauty It will capture phenomenal imagination Lead to new places or people Change an entire perspective Open a closed mind, Expand an eager mind Art is in us all So ladies, if the man you seek Is unapologetic in his art Be open to all his personalities Help cultivate the many characters That he may have shown you Don't hold them under water And fellas, be men, be gentlemen If your woman you hold true Has bigger wings than your **** Don't be weary, become nurturing A woman's fire should burn and burn Women who are creating art is better Than the story of creation itself We owe it to each other to let art live
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
Lovers Hold True
In a world of goblins, orcs and the likes there lived a hero. This hero was a person of peasant blood and a friend to the weak. Every day the people of his little village would go to him for help. The hero would never turn them away, and always solved their problems. However, the day came for them to ask of a task too large. The hero was sent out to fight a battalion of goblins, orcs and trolls. This battalion was well known for being the most ruthless and devastating in all the land. Everywhere they went they left a trail of destruction and despair. But the hero being bound by honor went to confront them head on. He sliced through the goblins with his expertly crafted sword. He pierce the flesh of the orcs with the precise shots of his bow. It was truly a sight to see, one man taking on an army. But much to the villagers dismay, by the time he got to the trolls, his quiver was empty and his sword had broke. He still took them on with his bare fists. As if possessed by a beast, the hero tore through lines of the battalion slaughtering all in his path. None stood a chance until he reached the one who lead the battalion of death. Without saying a word, the hero grabbed the leader by the neck and lifted him off the ground. Squirming in his iron grip, the leader begged and pleaded for his life to be spared. The hero contemplated this for a time but the leader had tricked him, he pulled his dagger from his sleeve and stabbed the hero. The hero succeeded in saving the village that day, and that's why we're left with you. The son of a hero who gave his own life to save his people. The fate of the village left in the gauntlets of his son prodigy. there's only one problem with that: you don't know how to be a hero. You can't fight, in fact, you can barely pick up a sword. The mere chance that you would've failed to get even one of your fathers traits is amazing. With you being the best "hero" we've got left, you're being sent to a larger city to train. The shining city of Miridas, a cultural capitol and center of innovation. There you will me the man who will cultivate your potential and temper your skills. That is, if you have any skills. You leave tomorrow at dawn, to start your new life.
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Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
The Hero
In a world of goblins, orcs and the likes there lived a hero. This hero was a person of peasant blood and a friend to the weak. Every day the people of his little village would go to him for help. The hero would never turn them away, and always solved their problems. However, the day came for them to ask of a task too large. The hero was sent out to fight a battalion of goblins, orcs and trolls. This battalion was well known for being the most ruthless and devastating in all the land. Everywhere they went they left a trail of destruction and despair. But the hero being bound by honor went to confront them head on. He sliced through the goblins with his expertly crafted sword. He pierce the flesh of the orcs with the precise shots of his bow. It was truly a sight to see, one man taking on an army. But much to the villagers dismay, by the time he got to the trolls, his quiver was empty and his sword had broke. He still took them on with his bare fists. As if possessed by a beast, the hero tore through lines of the battalion slaughtering all in his path. None stood a chance until he reached the one who lead the battalion of death. Without saying a word, the hero grabbed the leader by the neck and lifted him off the ground. Squirming in his iron grip, the leader begged and pleaded for his life to be spared. The hero contemplated this for a time but the leader had tricked him, he pulled his dagger from his sleeve and stabbed the hero. The hero succeeded in saving the village that day, and that's why we're left with you. The son of a hero who gave his own life to save his people. The fate of the village left in the gauntlets of his son prodigy. there's only one problem with that: you don't know how to be a hero. You can't fight, in fact, you can barely pick up a sword. The mere chance that you would've failed to get even one of your fathers traits is amazing. With you being the best "hero" we've got left, you're being sent to a larger city to train. The shining city of Miridas, a cultural capitol and center of innovation. There you will me the man who will cultivate your potential and temper your skills. That is, if you have any skills. You leave tomorrow at dawn, to start your new life.
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Museums as art Art as museums Sail the trail to my mausoleum Psychopaths and physicists Psychiatrists and philosophers Philanthropists and pilots and painters
 Declare now, that these are our days – Our hours, and our days These are our city, our hours Our time, our days. 
This is our world – At 14:92 I landed here and claimed it And searched it and found it wanting Of civilization that I could so easily supply By means of wounds and iron And brawn and truth (and just a tiny touch of influenza darling) By means of our Lord, Who grants us all that we desire If only we **** enough of those he did not choose. This is our world – And we shall make it what we will Make it in our own image Teach it that innocence is not knowing the difference between right and wrong Raise it to hate no one But to love itself so deeply That all other love seems hateful in comparison. This is our child, love Yours and mine.
 Here the first shall be last And the last shall be first But once the first are last they shall be Last Last       Last And once the last are first They shall make it so they can never be last again This is our primitive accumulation Of necessary materialism Let’s cultivate matter To make objects that we can place on shelves And in cases – These are our cases And we love them as we love ourselves
 Museums as mass graves Mass graves as museums Kiss me in my mausoleum Priests and prisoners Prostitutes and prophets Pioneers and pilgrims and pagans
 This is our time – And we are dispensing it in spendthrift increments Buying threadbare bandages for our cavernous canyons Buying ample earplugs To seal in the silence So we can somewhat say “look there is peace – Look we have done it In our time it is accomplished” – 
 This is our peace – And we know it by the signs The lions and lambs lay quietly together In our brass-barred zoos For as long as shelves and cases Are intact and the first are first And the last are last And the civilized are organized and holy There is peace – Oh, look We made peace! And as for Solomon and Socrates – We take their words to weave through our new wisdom And when we re-chart the constellations We shall give them each a star And salute them once a year When they come around the universe Oh, look How wise we are! Mass graves as art Art as mass graves There have been no better days There has been no greater time Politicians and pornographers Professors and pirates Psychologists and pastors and pianists
 This is our time – And we are doing with it the very best we know how The last are toiling and trying And the first are trying to think to try – But there is a shortness in our hours And a violence in our peace There is inherent foolishness in our wisdom And disease in our cities And there is death upon our shelves and in our cases. This is our world – We crafted it and declared our truth to be true We sculpted this, our colosseum Please inscribe my mausoleum With “we know not what we do”
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May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 5:43 PM UTC
of dissolution and mausoleum blueprints
Museums as art Art as museums Sail the trail to my mausoleum Psychopaths and physicists Psychiatrists and philosophers Philanthropists and pilots and painters
 Declare now, that these are our days – Our hours, and our days These are our city, our hours Our time, our days. 
This is our world – At 14:92 I landed here and claimed it And searched it and found it wanting Of civilization that I could so easily supply By means of wounds and iron And brawn and truth (and just a tiny touch of influenza darling) By means of our Lord, Who grants us all that we desire If only we **** enough of those he did not choose. This is our world – And we shall make it what we will Make it in our own image Teach it that innocence is not knowing the difference between right and wrong Raise it to hate no one But to love itself so deeply That all other love seems hateful in comparison. This is our child, love Yours and mine.
 Here the first shall be last And the last shall be first But once the first are last they shall be Last Last       Last And once the last are first They shall make it so they can never be last again This is our primitive accumulation Of necessary materialism Let’s cultivate matter To make objects that we can place on shelves And in cases – These are our cases And we love them as we love ourselves
 Museums as mass graves Mass graves as museums Kiss me in my mausoleum Priests and prisoners Prostitutes and prophets Pioneers and pilgrims and pagans
 This is our time – And we are dispensing it in spendthrift increments Buying threadbare bandages for our cavernous canyons Buying ample earplugs To seal in the silence So we can somewhat say “look there is peace – Look we have done it In our time it is accomplished” – 
 This is our peace – And we know it by the signs The lions and lambs lay quietly together In our brass-barred zoos For as long as shelves and cases Are intact and the first are first And the last are last And the civilized are organized and holy There is peace – Oh, look We made peace! And as for Solomon and Socrates – We take their words to weave through our new wisdom And when we re-chart the constellations We shall give them each a star And salute them once a year When they come around the universe Oh, look How wise we are! Mass graves as art Art as mass graves There have been no better days There has been no greater time Politicians and pornographers Professors and pirates Psychologists and pastors and pianists
 This is our time – And we are doing with it the very best we know how The last are toiling and trying And the first are trying to think to try – But there is a shortness in our hours And a violence in our peace There is inherent foolishness in our wisdom And disease in our cities And there is death upon our shelves and in our cases. This is our world – We crafted it and declared our truth to be true We sculpted this, our colosseum Please inscribe my mausoleum With “we know not what we do”
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Celebrating an identity in a gender Oh! The lipstick, Oh! The spanx To God I give thanks! Being female, What a blessing, Even though, I've got to tell you, These gender roles can be depressing Nothing like dressing up for a date, Don't forget, you must be royally late! Pile on the mascara, concealer and lipstick Hey mama, don't forget to pull down your dress a bit You almost forgot to reveal your cleavage! Please, by all means, empty that pretty little head of yours Of any intelligence or reason Girl, your only purpose is for a man's pleasing! Now, get to that appeasing You shouldn't be wasting all your time teasing. Oh, mama, cry it out Weep and pout Gossip with your girls Reject that pretty girl... Who does she think she is, being naturally beautiful? She doesn't deserve friends If she needs support, she has an abundance of men who can pretend. Go ahead now, pull up that mini skirt more What do you think he's looking for? Do you think he cares about your brain? You're insane! Do you think he treasures your heart? Oh please, don't fall apart. Do you think he'll still love you when you're old? What, do you think men fall in love with your soul? In celebration of being female Let me spare you some advice Love yourself with all you've got And please, stop begging for it (love) Stop showing your legs for it If you cultivate dignity for yourself and Love yourself True love is guaranteed forever.
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Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 12:32 AM UTC
In Celebration of a Gender Role
your deepest scars lie in your brain where i cannot kiss them until you let me make-better kit, you've trusted hands to pet you and trotted into snares more than once and now there's a vast expanse of "come on out now, you're safe from harm" far as the eye can see wide open green and golden this-is-really-good but you're haunted by steel and teeth throwing you to the ground a pain memory that makes you bite until the ecosystem i built cannot remember how to make flowers. let the earth i've grown need you without fear of what anchors you let the sky i've thrown adore you without suspicion of why it's bothered to watch little fox, let me cultivate this garden around us because it's a good one more beautiful with you the deepest scars lie in your brain where i cannot kiss them. Let me make-better because i'm made better by you let me keep you, little fox and i'll grow you flowers the most beautiful you've ever seen unto this little earth gilded with trees like the owl and the pussycat my fox and me.
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Jan 22, 2012
Jan 22, 2012 at 8:43 AM UTC
little fox
Glass is cheaper than the stone skin tattooed on their foreheads. The palace, a splendid fantasy, half built when the idea will be abandoned. Freedom is a powerful nuisance! Their only sin is looking at the world through rose-colored glasses, make people feel at ease despite distress and disease. The right wing redneck reactionary republicans continue religious slaughtering. *This nightmare scenario should be nixed,* said with a sneer, I hope they’re wearing warm socks. Still, I couldn’t crack the code. Changed envy to admiration to cultivate mystery rare as it is rewarding. The weird thing is the high-end whiskey collecting dust on the on the shelves. Nothing short of astonishing, like the space farers gazing back at the home planet. Distant. They fascinate people. Animate the inanimate environment. Isolation above. Looking back I am ashamed of the mess we are leaving our children and grandchildren. How to allocate these limited resources? The key is to engage. No easy fixes.
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 6:42 PM UTC
The Writer is Biased
Sometimes the bad times seems to over weigh the good, because we don't remember the so much better times as much as we should. Many shadows of good times are buried in the mountain we call time, memories of the bad times seem to stay right at the front of our mind. Goodtimes we have were not appreciated and ultimately taken for granted, the bad we nurture and cultivate in our hearts like weeds we have planted. Now as the years go on, the bad forever on our mind, and we don't seem to remember or realize, just how much we have wasted our precious time. So now lets have sometime , a break, from all bad let go the negative and recapture the good we ones had Spending more time dwelling on things that are good And, how to respect one another as much as we should.
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May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 2:01 AM UTC
Bad - Good
My love for you, endures everlasting sleeplessness, your head to my chest lays the final stick to my fruitwood nest your scent will cultivate a woodland stream in a single sense of clarity can comfort this body this profound beauty you possess, extends a distinct paralyzing permanence over my fateful transience, our afternoon of initiation, impart transcendence over all other days spent, in a hats off, upper hand revolution, unsurpassed My highest conceit ranks leagues above as I give my resolve in contented surrender
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Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 9:27 PM UTC
Annie Anne
I work for Jones & Co. You are likely somewhere down below, I have grown used to this unnatural height. Once, here, as a younger man, I read articles, working on cases just long enough to cultivate indifference. My first firm party, I was made to wear an ivy laurel. We were mingling on the penthouse deck, when a gust unceremoniously removed it from my head. Jones is a superstitious man, he has a dream-catcher above his office door. He designed a vaulted spiral staircase on our fifty-first floor. The one separates Jones from his company, the other, us from below. Five years of billing in six minute blocks, labyrinthine increments, Herculean costs. A kind of optic chiasma where the nerves cross and people get lost. B.E. Twain
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May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 8:27 PM UTC
Jones & Co.
What is courage? Is it a sharp breath before jumping off the edge? Is it the tightness in your chest That pulls you up when everyone else is sitting down? Is it the burning heat in your eyes That smolders and boils As you gaze upon those who oppose you? Is that courage? Or is courage the defiant silence – The silence that watches your nose bleed In the foggy cracked mirror? Is it the child who says, “I love you” Between the sniffling and trembling? Is courage allowing the tears to come When there are people around to witness your suffering? Is courage looking up? Is courage focusing on the next step forward Rather than the hundreds already taken? Is courage doing what you believe is right No matter how much your palms sweat Or how much your knees shake Or how much your stomach twists Or how much your lips tremble Or how much doubt you feel That anything you do will change anything? Is courage a lie? Does Courage exist? A dictionary says Courage is “The quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc. without fear” If that is truly what courage means, Then there is no such thing. Fear is not something that you can decide not to have. Fear is deep. Fear is psycological. Fear is biological. Fear is natural. Fear is not a pebble in one’s brain that can be removed on a whim. Fear can, however, be ignored. Fear can be climbed over. Fear can be conquered. Facing a difficulty fully aware of the fear Is what makes an action courageous. Courage is speaking up Acting out Crying Smiling Holding back Being silent Knowing the punch is going to come Knowing the insult is going to come Knowing the tears are going to come And the conflict And the questions And the darkness And the thunder And the criticism And the judgement And the violence And the doubt, Disbelief, and denial And knowing that 3:30 AM comes around every single night Regardless of whether or not you can sleep. Courage is opening your eyes Even when you don’t like what you see Because you have to. And you don’t have to just because somebody told you to Or because you read it somewhere Or heard it somewhere Or saw it somewhere. You have to because there’s substance in you. There’s a third dimension to you. You have to because that tightness in your chest Isn’t something you control. There is no Courage Switch. You can’t cultivate courage. Everyone has it but not everyone has seen it. Not everyone has used it But everyone can.
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Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
Courage
What is courage? Is it a sharp breath before jumping off the edge? Is it the tightness in your chest That pulls you up when everyone else is sitting down? Is it the burning heat in your eyes That smolders and boils As you gaze upon those who oppose you? Is that courage? Or is courage the defiant silence – The silence that watches your nose bleed In the foggy cracked mirror? Is it the child who says, “I love you” Between the sniffling and trembling? Is courage allowing the tears to come When there are people around to witness your suffering? Is courage looking up? Is courage focusing on the next step forward Rather than the hundreds already taken? Is courage doing what you believe is right No matter how much your palms sweat Or how much your knees shake Or how much your stomach twists Or how much your lips tremble Or how much doubt you feel That anything you do will change anything? Is courage a lie? Does Courage exist? A dictionary says Courage is “The quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc. without fear” If that is truly what courage means, Then there is no such thing. Fear is not something that you can decide not to have. Fear is deep. Fear is psycological. Fear is biological. Fear is natural. Fear is not a pebble in one’s brain that can be removed on a whim. Fear can, however, be ignored. Fear can be climbed over. Fear can be conquered. Facing a difficulty fully aware of the fear Is what makes an action courageous. Courage is speaking up Acting out Crying Smiling Holding back Being silent Knowing the punch is going to come Knowing the insult is going to come Knowing the tears are going to come And the conflict And the questions And the darkness And the thunder And the criticism And the judgement And the violence And the doubt, Disbelief, and denial And knowing that 3:30 AM comes around every single night Regardless of whether or not you can sleep. Courage is opening your eyes Even when you don’t like what you see Because you have to. And you don’t have to just because somebody told you to Or because you read it somewhere Or heard it somewhere Or saw it somewhere. You have to because there’s substance in you. There’s a third dimension to you. You have to because that tightness in your chest Isn’t something you control. There is no Courage Switch. You can’t cultivate courage. Everyone has it but not everyone has seen it. Not everyone has used it But everyone can.
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the hills were beginning to grow the grass greening on the approach to Blue Earth, and how in summer Minnesota shed her old coat to shy guilty into brief silty lakes like the joy of a little kid, sneaking a forbidden dip. remarking, casually, about white warm flowers hung low from planned oaks, and the impossible way the town pulled local hills close, to coat in dandelions. and cultivate all under an ambitious midwestern sun.           rolling through the stop sign, hand on mine           you told me if you’re moving at all           you should keep it in second gear. and we had so far to go, but in the light that broke through westbound clouds, we became less so. contented to spread toes out in earth we dug into Minnesota, the middle coast: a land we could like to get to know. and you: looking down at the salt, the sand, the scars of the grand american plantation: the last coast. knowing that by the next coast, we you and me. we'd be through.           saying, ‘how could anybody die?’           saying,           ‘how could anybody tell you anything true?’ undercut by the honest waves of the little lake, the hum that drummed in my gas tank. trying, for once, at a little piece of truth:           when I leave this place I leave           a part of me behind.           and that part of me           will be you. saying there’s only so much sweetness in the soil, only so long after the thaw, and grief is rich and dark and made for sowing: must be, for maintaining verdant local hills, must be for to keep corn sweet. must be for to put grief on the table. must be for to keep with us.           for to keep a little bit to eat. saying, we bleed but together we make a hole to bury both our bodies in. saying there’s a west out west but too late it’s already hemmed us in.           saying now I am only a fragile assimilation of this weak           and fractured purpose that drives me, and you are           beautiful enough I would lie to let you love me. even I would scorch this soil if only things wouldn’t grow I would saying Blue Earth is still in the trucker's atlas is only an excuse for sunshine. a point, where freeways go. saying, “with earth, so green, that here they call it 'Blue'.”           saying           “I could learn to love a leopard.”           saying           “how dare you.”
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 7:20 AM UTC
kafka
the hills were beginning to grow the grass greening on the approach to Blue Earth, and how in summer Minnesota shed her old coat to shy guilty into brief silty lakes like the joy of a little kid, sneaking a forbidden dip. remarking, casually, about white warm flowers hung low from planned oaks, and the impossible way the town pulled local hills close, to coat in dandelions. and cultivate all under an ambitious midwestern sun.           rolling through the stop sign, hand on mine           you told me if you’re moving at all           you should keep it in second gear. and we had so far to go, but in the light that broke through westbound clouds, we became less so. contented to spread toes out in earth we dug into Minnesota, the middle coast: a land we could like to get to know. and you: looking down at the salt, the sand, the scars of the grand american plantation: the last coast. knowing that by the next coast, we you and me. we'd be through.           saying, ‘how could anybody die?’           saying,           ‘how could anybody tell you anything true?’ undercut by the honest waves of the little lake, the hum that drummed in my gas tank. trying, for once, at a little piece of truth:           when I leave this place I leave           a part of me behind.           and that part of me           will be you. saying there’s only so much sweetness in the soil, only so long after the thaw, and grief is rich and dark and made for sowing: must be, for maintaining verdant local hills, must be for to keep corn sweet. must be for to put grief on the table. must be for to keep with us.           for to keep a little bit to eat. saying, we bleed but together we make a hole to bury both our bodies in. saying there’s a west out west but too late it’s already hemmed us in.           saying now I am only a fragile assimilation of this weak           and fractured purpose that drives me, and you are           beautiful enough I would lie to let you love me. even I would scorch this soil if only things wouldn’t grow I would saying Blue Earth is still in the trucker's atlas is only an excuse for sunshine. a point, where freeways go. saying, “with earth, so green, that here they call it 'Blue'.”           saying           “I could learn to love a leopard.”           saying           “how dare you.”
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A holy dip in a river, revere you may, Or any philanthropic act may it be, Only wisdom finds divine salvation, From cynic cycles of birth and death, Believe in boundless bliss beyond ….17 Relish respite in temple serene, Cherish in the shadow of a tree, Squat or lie on a flat ground, Renounce worldly comforts, Peace prevails in plenty. Believe in boundless bliss beyond ….18 Dwell you may, in ecstasy, Of fanfare and fortitude, Attached to materialism, But, to revel in the divine bliss is; The only redemption of lingering life. Believe in boundless bliss beyond ….19 Delve into the divine discourse of deliverance, Sip the holy drops of sacred rivers, Worship the lordship of Almighty The Lord of Death dare not pinch you. Believe in boundless bliss beyond …20 Pangs of birth, panic of death, Over and over, again and again, Make one and all sick and sullen. Cultivate divine diary of deeds, Enroll the ultimate bliss of eternity. Believe in boundless bliss beyond …..21 He who cogitates cool inward, Be content with what he has, Contempt to what he has not, May look like an innocent child, Or an indecent mad cap outward. Believe in boundless bliss beyond …..22 Question yourself – Who are you and me? And other kith and kin? There lies delusion in delight, Of experience and exposure, Of trials and tribulations, Ending up in ****** dreams. Believe in boundless bliss beyond 23 Almighty is all pervasive, In you and me and all around, To be furious is to be foolish, Drop ego; uphold equality& equanimity, As the best way to sacred sanctum Believe in boundless bliss beyond 24
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 7:44 AM UTC
Ponder beyond ( part 3 of 4)
A holy dip in a river, revere you may, Or any philanthropic act may it be, Only wisdom finds divine salvation, From cynic cycles of birth and death, Believe in boundless bliss beyond ….17 Relish respite in temple serene, Cherish in the shadow of a tree, Squat or lie on a flat ground, Renounce worldly comforts, Peace prevails in plenty. Believe in boundless bliss beyond ….18 Dwell you may, in ecstasy, Of fanfare and fortitude, Attached to materialism, But, to revel in the divine bliss is; The only redemption of lingering life. Believe in boundless bliss beyond ….19 Delve into the divine discourse of deliverance, Sip the holy drops of sacred rivers, Worship the lordship of Almighty The Lord of Death dare not pinch you. Believe in boundless bliss beyond …20 Pangs of birth, panic of death, Over and over, again and again, Make one and all sick and sullen. Cultivate divine diary of deeds, Enroll the ultimate bliss of eternity. Believe in boundless bliss beyond …..21 He who cogitates cool inward, Be content with what he has, Contempt to what he has not, May look like an innocent child, Or an indecent mad cap outward. Believe in boundless bliss beyond …..22 Question yourself – Who are you and me? And other kith and kin? There lies delusion in delight, Of experience and exposure, Of trials and tribulations, Ending up in ****** dreams. Believe in boundless bliss beyond 23 Almighty is all pervasive, In you and me and all around, To be furious is to be foolish, Drop ego; uphold equality& equanimity, As the best way to sacred sanctum Believe in boundless bliss beyond 24
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Queerly, we eat rotting tomatoes. You understand, I only pretend a satisfaction. Dreamers forget that grey heaven is jaded. **** liars, zealots, and xenoes. Cultivate virulent brains. No morality.
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Aug 31, 2012
Aug 31, 2012 at 2:44 PM UTC
Rotting tomatoes.
Exceeding tall, but built so well his height Half-disappears in flow of chest and limb; Moustache and whisker trooper-like in trim; Frank-faced, frank-eyed, frank-hearted; always bright And always punctual--morning, noon, and night; Bland as a Jesuit, sober as a hymn; Humorous, and yet without a touch of whim; Gentle and amiable, yet full of fight. His piety, though fresh and true in strain, Has not yet whitewashed up his common mood To the dead blank of his particular Schism. Sweet, unaggressive, tolerant, most humane, Wild artists like his kindly elderhood, And cultivate his mild Philistinism.
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Rotating bodies, confusion of sound Negative imagery holding us down Social delusion, clearly constructed Human condition, morals corrupted Trapped in reaction, lawlessness, war Dissatisfaction from bowels to core Devils technology, strategy for Human mythologies, urban folklore Sick of psychology, counterfeit cure Wicked theology robbing the poor Scheme demonology mislead the pure Strict and strategically, studying war Light shown in darkness, image exposed Few can see through the new emperor's clothes Lustful this hussle turns humans to hoes When the blind lead the blind Just more trouble and woes It's the mind that they chose It's designed to stay closed Standards of jokers, court just a logic Sick looking cosmics, from schoolyards to college Primitive man with civilised knowledge System collapse and he still won't acknowledge God is the saviour, studies behaviour Trying to fix the mind that he gave ya Stiff-necked scholars on prescription meds Wishing their problems were all in their heads Moral dilemma, pride is the root Misguided from youth, heart divided from truth Egyptians and Grecians, spiritually dead Imperially led, by the gods in their head Motives and thoughts Industrial wealth Global economy, in for itself Heart full of madness, covered with kind Pleasure designed to take over your mind Furnished in godliness, painted in good This talented priesthood got real saints misunderstood While classes in government, set up the veil And cultivate minds for more mythical tales Typical Hollywood follies good girl While vice and corruption take over the world Motives and thoughts Check your motives and thoughts Blind with the wickedness deep in your heart Modern day wickedness is all you've been taught Lied to your neighbours, so you get ahead Modern day trickery is all you've been fed Motives and thoughts Check your motives and thoughts
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
Lauren Hill - Motives and Thoughts.
Rotating bodies, confusion of sound Negative imagery holding us down Social delusion, clearly constructed Human condition, morals corrupted Trapped in reaction, lawlessness, war Dissatisfaction from bowels to core Devils technology, strategy for Human mythologies, urban folklore Sick of psychology, counterfeit cure Wicked theology robbing the poor Scheme demonology mislead the pure Strict and strategically, studying war Light shown in darkness, image exposed Few can see through the new emperor's clothes Lustful this hussle turns humans to hoes When the blind lead the blind Just more trouble and woes It's the mind that they chose It's designed to stay closed Standards of jokers, court just a logic Sick looking cosmics, from schoolyards to college Primitive man with civilised knowledge System collapse and he still won't acknowledge God is the saviour, studies behaviour Trying to fix the mind that he gave ya Stiff-necked scholars on prescription meds Wishing their problems were all in their heads Moral dilemma, pride is the root Misguided from youth, heart divided from truth Egyptians and Grecians, spiritually dead Imperially led, by the gods in their head Motives and thoughts Industrial wealth Global economy, in for itself Heart full of madness, covered with kind Pleasure designed to take over your mind Furnished in godliness, painted in good This talented priesthood got real saints misunderstood While classes in government, set up the veil And cultivate minds for more mythical tales Typical Hollywood follies good girl While vice and corruption take over the world Motives and thoughts Check your motives and thoughts Blind with the wickedness deep in your heart Modern day wickedness is all you've been taught Lied to your neighbours, so you get ahead Modern day trickery is all you've been fed Motives and thoughts Check your motives and thoughts
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Margy shouts her advice from outside Greggs unsolicited, but often needed usually it concerns fashion - the choice of a scarf - inappropriate shoes for the weather - or the state of a pair of trousers, hanging and baring a cleavage (“No one wants to see that, dear.”) Margy can be relied upon to wear the same distinct socks – draped around her stocking feet, their multi-coloured design now greyed by wear and the Uxbridge Road. Margy is more reliable than her friends and she tells them as much (“You’re all a bunch of time wasters.”) demanding more loyalty and demands from me enough for a cup of tea - a very expensive one apparently. And on a Sunday, she’ll kneel and pray throughout the early Eucharist, declining the bread and wine (”On, no dear. It’s not a habit I want to cultivate.”)
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Jun 19, 2022
Jun 19, 2022 at 3:26 PM UTC
Margy's advice