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"agendas" poems
Lets stop n slam on somethin' shameful like war and anguish... 'Cause im pretty sure that tremendous termoil and suffering and starvation is the same in all languages... But something that most of us will never know... 'Cause in this country you tend to grow a fat *** as you grow old. Give this countries cold dark history a warm embrace, look it in the face! All this killing, death, distruction, and disease...more war than peace! Something most of us will never see, much less feel...Because ignoring it is so much easier. We'd rather be pleasing ourselves than siezing the keys to this country! Jump in. Take a sunday drive for freedom. Sunday football keeps you occupied... Kicked back in the recliner, while others freeze in the name of the flag. And your constitution. And the human condition. Patriotism is not pretty to the petty. To...those getting rich, hand over fist... On your...vacant homes, vacant jobs, and vacant votes. While they vacate our education with more lousy legislation. We get lazier and sleezier and sloppier. We pass judgement on our fellow man... While we let politicians pass bills that destroy this great land. Hand over fist, hand over hand...one hand washes the other politicians **** These dinosaurs with their special interest agendas make me sick. Stand up strait. Look at me when I talk to you. Dont turn a blind eye to all the bodies that once hung from loops... Remember where we came from. Re-write history like the bible. Re-write war and peace. We call soldiers "property of uncle sam". Brainwashed to believe in 'the man' and his plans. Slavery doesn't segregate anymore. We're all in on this together. This time. We stand in unison. All in on this together. Revolution is freedom.
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Jan 5, 2010
Jan 5, 2010 at 7:27 AM UTC
Shameful History
Lets stop n slam on somethin' shameful like war and anguish... 'Cause im pretty sure that tremendous termoil and suffering and starvation is the same in all languages... But something that most of us will never know... 'Cause in this country you tend to grow a fat *** as you grow old. Give this countries cold dark history a warm embrace, look it in the face! All this killing, death, distruction, and disease...more war than peace! Something most of us will never see, much less feel...Because ignoring it is so much easier. We'd rather be pleasing ourselves than siezing the keys to this country! Jump in. Take a sunday drive for freedom. Sunday football keeps you occupied... Kicked back in the recliner, while others freeze in the name of the flag. And your constitution. And the human condition. Patriotism is not pretty to the petty. To...those getting rich, hand over fist... On your...vacant homes, vacant jobs, and vacant votes. While they vacate our education with more lousy legislation. We get lazier and sleezier and sloppier. We pass judgement on our fellow man... While we let politicians pass bills that destroy this great land. Hand over fist, hand over hand...one hand washes the other politicians **** These dinosaurs with their special interest agendas make me sick. Stand up strait. Look at me when I talk to you. Dont turn a blind eye to all the bodies that once hung from loops... Remember where we came from. Re-write history like the bible. Re-write war and peace. We call soldiers "property of uncle sam". Brainwashed to believe in 'the man' and his plans. Slavery doesn't segregate anymore. We're all in on this together. This time. We stand in unison. All in on this together. Revolution is freedom.
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I am not required to love you. Let's get that straight. Neither man nor woman Is obligated to profess And show their undying love for you, Just as the sun doesn't revolve around the world, The world doesn't revolve around you. A series of acts showing your "kindness" Is not a contract for a relationship. The very fact that you have to shout How you are a "nice guy" Shows how you aren't; Kindness doesn't need reassurance. To be frank, This whole delusion Is getting a bit out of hand (see: the ****** Killer", a guy so sexually frustated He killed people for not giving him the right to get laid). Maybe, hear me out here guys, it's not because girls only look for "bad guys". Maybe we look for soulmates, Not Good Samaritans with hidden agendas. This may come off as a shock for some of you, But all-around goodness isn't equal to treating girls nicely Only because you might have a chance. So if your mating dance Consists of acting like you're an angel And simultaneously complaining About the blindness And insolence of women, It's high time you should stop. Put down the fedora while you're at it. It's become a symbol for gentlemen for you, But now it's a warning sign for us: "Beware the self-entitling guy!" Honestly, we cringe every single time. And darling, Nice guys always finish last because they whine Instead of running.
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Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC
Re: The Friendzone and Nice Guys
"Don't bother going to school, your not smart enough." "No one will ever love you, your not thin." "You will not get respect, your not worthy." "Your to young to know anything." "All you need to do is live your life the way we tell you to." Every word out of their mouths Is meant to crush My mind My soul To enslave Me They hide Behind their religion Judging everyone Especially their own kin Using prayer as a threat   God as a weapon For their own ****** up agendas   Why can't I tell them I think they are full of **** Tell them where they can shove All the ******** coming from their lips They don't care about me They use their supposed love As a method for Control Finally I have found my own weapon Against their brand of evil I went to school, Worked hard, Worked even harder for good grades, Graduated High School College graduate Found a great man I am going to live the rest of my life with I have NOT given up God but   I will not fear him For he is My best friend My protector As for my greatest weapon It is my Brain
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Feb 4, 2013
Feb 4, 2013 at 3:10 AM UTC
My Weapon
she reads books and she plays music the cute, innocent clumsy girl with freckles on her cheeks you like to read and listen to music the cool, handsome sweet-talking man who likes freckles on her cheeks [ or at least you said you did ] she rolls her eyes at your compliments the cautious, bright guarded girl with curiosity in her eyes you lay them on thick the certain, sharp imprudent man with hidden agendas on your lips she lingers a little longer in hopes of crossing your path throughout the day she laughs at your jokes and you know they're not funny she sings for you in the car because you like her voice [ or at least you said you did ] she's become good at excuses the hopeful, naive kind-hearted girl with sureness in her words you soak them up the stark, ill-intentioned vacant boy with uncertainty in your voice she gave all she had to care for you, the smooth, clever self-serving boy you convinced her that you loved her [ or at least you said you did ]
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Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 1:02 AM UTC
at least you said you did
Power is indeed a corruptive force, Through all of mankind’s history This has always been true. Emperors, Kings, Potentates, Popes, Presidents and Despots too. Gathering near the Throne are the Eager Courtier leeches reaching to touch the anointed one’s robe. Declaring their undying loyalty, In the process selling their souls. Their rewards, a speck of personal power, Castles and new riches of gold. Like their Master, the entitled ones will lie and cheat, while ignoring The principals of right and good. Believing “Decency” is but a poor man’s word, Never uttered within the hearing of the Ruler. Never a considered artifact of absolute power. The slaves, serfs, the common people Matter not, but to serve the Ruler. The power elite will start needless wars, or offer up sacrificial lambs, all to distract the unrest of the common man. They will suppress human rights, free speech and defame, banish or imprison their detractors. All merely smoke and mirrors to conceal, Controlling agendas of personal greed. From ancient times down to today This cycle repeats. Now we are living our own Textbooks history of tomorrow. Kingdoms and Nations have perished From this kind of poisonous corruption, Needless to say, it will happen again. Perhaps it already is.
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 9:15 PM UTC
History Repeats
My neck is a nest The warmth in it an ever present creature that Oscillates and breeds and collects And attracts creatures that do not My neck is a nest That doesn't just need to nurture but To be nurtured and Touched and kissed and electrified In order to keep that warmth My neck is a nest That rests on an unsteady beating branch And hangs under a filament-ridden sky Neither of which can ever agree But to disagree on whether Niceness or smoothness or alcohol or hidden agendas Should have anything to do with How the warmth is kept My neck is a nest Full of hatchlings that have already Dropped and soared Dropped and stopped Dropped and swooped at the last second Where they are now I have only an inkling. My neck is a nest That wishes to blend with the Twigs and leaves and eggshells That become it and Be humbly content with who It wants to attract and collect and warm.
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Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 9:06 PM UTC
My Neck is a Nest
Socialist agendas destroying pride labeling me based upon appearance a racist with a bald head just another ******* just guilty of being white political correctness negating free speech when all i do is speak the truth free of racist intent yet i am just another redneck just guilty of being white white pride tattooed upon my chest iron crosses upon my arms but you look for a hidden meaning when all it means it white pride and respect for my German heritage its funny, the double standard that exists when minorities do the same and its nothing more than pride but i am guilty without reason beyond a doubt in your mind yet you call me a racist what does that say about you?
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Nov 15, 2011
Nov 15, 2011 at 4:13 AM UTC
guilty of being white
The ****** of the east and west, At Your recovery we all rest, Lord is merciful but the people are not. Clocks tick and the days goes by, I'm afraid that you will never be forgotten. The west will dangle you Before the eyes of thousands. For all the thousand things they want Your agendas are quite right I'm afraid, Perhaps they thought metal was the answer. They were afraid as well. Showed, praised and written about, Cherished and awarded. Our dear malala. I can't help think, Perhaps you're a puppet And west the clever puppeteers. Brave as you are, I know for sure now that You don't stand a chance. Life might be short but it seems like an eternity. For change is what you want, You don't reside with the enemy, You don't accept their awards. When a government can't assure us change, What chance do you stand with your words, For you are just a girl with a bullet hole. And half this country is drowned in illiteracy. Brace yourself sweetheart, Cause you are just another girl, Where millions others are fighting a real fight, All you do is befriend the woeful west.
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Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
Malala
In an age where society allows one to meet another without the physical presence, To be social through media has made this generation only attracted to physical appearance It’s hard to pin point authenticity through photograph when men with hidden agendas try to see what ur physical presents And to be honest a hook up is never turned down it only truly shows how empty it is And I ain’t even goin front, I’ve fallen victim to this impurity as I type this into my phone rather than writing it on paper As I look at ur profile and swipe right hoping for the best because I’m interested in your pictures but..... I yearn for something deeper, something more my counterpart, that spark that I’ve been searching for I wanna play wit you, lay wit you, pray with you if you ain’t into wishin Want to get lost with you, share laughter and learn about ur intuition
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Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 3:58 PM UTC
Social
Guys with long hair have agendas. And if they don't, they're stoners and 'agenda' a really long word, man. Guys with long hair are the poetic types with acoustic guitars and incense in their dorm room and they hold their hair back with a pen behind their ear and they use it to write in a leather-bound journal about girls who smoke too much and have soft ***** so they can pick up more girls who smoke too much and have soft ***** Guys with long hair are the metalheads who sit in the back of class and use their hair to distract from the fact that they're wearing poor-quality ironic headphones that project Alice in Chains to everyone within a four-desk radius but no one's going to say anything because hey, that guy's a creep. Guys with long hair are the classical types that play expensive instruments and have beautiful eyes that you can't see very often and have to keep ponytail elastics on their wrists, their wrists that never stop moving, conducting, tapping, curling, because Chopin slows for no man, no matter how long his locks. And if you poured all these guys with long hair in a test tube and melted them until the agendas broke and forged and changed colors, you'd have him. I found him in a smoky sweet basement in a house where everyone belongs but no one should actually live. I braided his shoulder-brushing hair without asking and saw his smile like a chunk of snow the size of your high school falling off a mountain, fast and white, huge and more important than anything else around. I found him again in a different basement where only musicians belong. He invited me into the closet with the piano and it's like he asked me to crawl inside his head and hang out for a while. He casually mentioned his favorite angry bands while his fingers brushed keys in an order they seemed to know on their own, tendons and strings. He says things that deserve to be handwritten in leather-bound journals. He holds your wrist with one hand when you shake the other because people have become desensitized to handshakes and don't feel the human contact of it anymore. He hugs to the right because you're supposed to hug heart-to-heart. "People are going to judge based on what they see anyway. Might as well make sure they're right, sort of."
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Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 6:15 PM UTC
guys with long hair
Guys with long hair have agendas. And if they don't, they're stoners and 'agenda' a really long word, man. Guys with long hair are the poetic types with acoustic guitars and incense in their dorm room and they hold their hair back with a pen behind their ear and they use it to write in a leather-bound journal about girls who smoke too much and have soft ***** so they can pick up more girls who smoke too much and have soft ***** Guys with long hair are the metalheads who sit in the back of class and use their hair to distract from the fact that they're wearing poor-quality ironic headphones that project Alice in Chains to everyone within a four-desk radius but no one's going to say anything because hey, that guy's a creep. Guys with long hair are the classical types that play expensive instruments and have beautiful eyes that you can't see very often and have to keep ponytail elastics on their wrists, their wrists that never stop moving, conducting, tapping, curling, because Chopin slows for no man, no matter how long his locks. And if you poured all these guys with long hair in a test tube and melted them until the agendas broke and forged and changed colors, you'd have him. I found him in a smoky sweet basement in a house where everyone belongs but no one should actually live. I braided his shoulder-brushing hair without asking and saw his smile like a chunk of snow the size of your high school falling off a mountain, fast and white, huge and more important than anything else around. I found him again in a different basement where only musicians belong. He invited me into the closet with the piano and it's like he asked me to crawl inside his head and hang out for a while. He casually mentioned his favorite angry bands while his fingers brushed keys in an order they seemed to know on their own, tendons and strings. He says things that deserve to be handwritten in leather-bound journals. He holds your wrist with one hand when you shake the other because people have become desensitized to handshakes and don't feel the human contact of it anymore. He hugs to the right because you're supposed to hug heart-to-heart. "People are going to judge based on what they see anyway. Might as well make sure they're right, sort of."
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I am worth being valued for existing Not only in the moments That I become relevant, necessary, or useful For lustful, celebratory or inspirational insanity I am not a lollipop or an exotic destination Stop exploring me ************* Because you salivate over this Hispaniola Beautiful island desecrated and decimated How many beautiful spirits will you make savages How many pure rivers will you **** blood on How many conquests will you claim a stake in How much balance will you disturb and subjugate to the trauma of your transitory exploration There's no impunity for conquerors Who taste, plunder, disguise disapproval in their apologies and move on There's no impunity for conquerors Who pick and choose who's worth Of validation, when, & how There's no impunity for conquerors Who play with men and women Hierarchize their prey But fail to acknowledge Their man-child whitewashed Hidden agendas & rigged market values Conquerors haunted by the trauma they've caused Will not be absolved by the revolution Neither will the revolution be the breast That heals conquers who are traumatized By the realization of their own fuckery
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Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 5:29 AM UTC
Conquerors Shall Not Be Absolved by the Revolution
I can never be free as a bird, The need for living would lead my flight. I can never be free as a cloud, The wind would lead me in the direction it flows. I can never be free as a human, Bound by the ethics, responsibilities, rules, laws. I can never be free in my mind, My experiences and opinions and agendas running my life I can never be free in my imagination, Desires of how things should be, The things I want, would weigh me down. In these words I am never free, For the limit of my freedom lies in my free will, It is whatever I want it to be. Now I am Free.
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 12:06 PM UTC
Free
we are strong people - full and sure our purposes are not in conflict - just out of phase we share the need to achieve and to find new solutions we are intense people - busy and needed our hours are overfull - our agendas undone we share the delight of discovery and endure our learnings we are expectant people - determined and convinced, respectful and cantankerous we share an expectation of excellence - of success though unprepared and unbelieving we share the need for trust and commitment we share the dream of excellence
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Jul 21, 2012
Jul 21, 2012 at 11:15 PM UTC
not quite excellence
All these stanzas look alike they talk about the same things with the same words, the same poem written over and over again like voices, whispers, copying each other unable to feel and trust experience differently, socialized for homogeneity unified but dull, strong but obedient their writing seemed the narratives of machines unable to innovate plagiarizing voices they believed were their own, authentic, pure their literary journals were a politics of masters of arts and agendas of contests like car commercials without a proper enjoyment of speed, or our favorite writers whose names we only knew because they were the ones who died at the right time while somebody was looking, reading them but the bookstores didn’t know their metaphors were weak, or their life’s work was merely symbolic, that’s the thing isn’t it poets are only symbols, as poems are only fluff, paper, the labor of writers-in-residence while the rest of the world are more interested in serial killers and which stocks might be worth getting into, and when to sell out investing in words seemed silly to them and, in my selected works there was nothing of how to be a Poet Laureate or how to win prizes exceptional or not, publication was left to amazon state grants, fellowships, visiting writers academics who never felt truly how to write poetry at its heart was a colonization of artists few could share what that meant, we were the first illiterate generation, spending more time with the internet than with books.
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
On the decline of literacy
All these stanzas look alike they talk about the same things with the same words, the same poem written over and over again like voices, whispers, copying each other unable to feel and trust experience differently, socialized for homogeneity unified but dull, strong but obedient their writing seemed the narratives of machines unable to innovate plagiarizing voices they believed were their own, authentic, pure their literary journals were a politics of masters of arts and agendas of contests like car commercials without a proper enjoyment of speed, or our favorite writers whose names we only knew because they were the ones who died at the right time while somebody was looking, reading them but the bookstores didn’t know their metaphors were weak, or their life’s work was merely symbolic, that’s the thing isn’t it poets are only symbols, as poems are only fluff, paper, the labor of writers-in-residence while the rest of the world are more interested in serial killers and which stocks might be worth getting into, and when to sell out investing in words seemed silly to them and, in my selected works there was nothing of how to be a Poet Laureate or how to win prizes exceptional or not, publication was left to amazon state grants, fellowships, visiting writers academics who never felt truly how to write poetry at its heart was a colonization of artists few could share what that meant, we were the first illiterate generation, spending more time with the internet than with books.
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moment to moment we are the sum total of our chemicals we think of ourselves we think of others as an average of our time and spacial synergy an anatomical amalgam a biological brine frankensteins with personalities, commonalities and unique agendas sprinkled with neuroses that range from microscopic to catastrophic, whether chemical reaction or hyperbolic extraction you can choose to canonize or demonize as long as you can recognize the flesh and the blood versus the fantasized
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 1:46 AM UTC
quantal fixation
I cancelled my bank overdraft Cut my cards up in a small pile Actually, it was quite large you know And this act made me smile Just deal with cash from here on out Never buy more than I need It released a weight off of my shoulders And deep down I felt freed fiscally conservative financially responsible My nation cannot do it Without me as an example No more fees for paying late If I need it I pay cash Budgets I will follow And spending...that I'll slash Can you imagine if a nation Took this simple thought to mind Just pay with what we make from tax And leave what we can't afford behind No missiles, and no foreign debt We're just beholding to ourselves It's politically reprehensible But, we owe it to ourselves fiscally conservative financially responsible My nation cannot do it Without me as an example No more fees for paying late If I need it I pay cash Budgets I will follow And spending...that I'll slash No government agendas To trade for that we can't afford It would ***** the nations bankers And make the economists quite bored To be responsible for our actions We are taught right from the start don't spend the money you don't have Well, to me...that's really smart fiscally conservative financially responsible My nation cannot do it Without me as an example No more fees for paying late Spending I will slash My budget I will follow And from now on pay just cash
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Sep 1, 2012
Sep 1, 2012 at 7:57 PM UTC
Fiscal Conservatism (In answer to a challenge from Dark Artisan)
Hey you can you be pure can you be true ? can you stay the way you are Cause you're cute when you let go of all pretenses And all the hidden agendas Just be real with all your senses To what your feeling right here right now with me surrender Cause you're cute you're cute I wanna tell you how cute you are
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Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 4:19 PM UTC
you're cute
While I sit down to write My pen begins to talk What are you ding my friend You resemble a hawk You have a long agenda to fix something up Never trying to find only eccentrically burp? The Suns, Moons you see Can never be your friend You are quite alone over the battle ground Time have come to make your skin thick Strengthen your body to give hard kick All these talks made me to smile pen seems very smart walks a more mile Agendas are to undo battles are history for my beloved pen it is a mystery World has moved faster than my pen Sun.Moon are in my net, and listed as my fan I pity my poor pen Preparing to face a ban we are in motion Just no battles Only a final Annihilation
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Oct 13, 2010
Oct 13, 2010 at 12:29 PM UTC
Pen's Intonation
Expectations swagger And clutter. Small talk Loiters dangerously near big talk As gazes dance between Lazy freckles. Questions are asked That require too complicated Of answers. Answers too uncertain And even once certain, Limbs putrify and freeze In the daunting path That has been figured, Fathomed, barely And never traveled. Habits, self inhibitions, Self-destructive agendas, Pull at the walker As his own mind swivels, Exhausted, Tipping into madness. He’s found the path But finds self-provoked Difficulty in walking it.
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Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 12:38 AM UTC
Path “Blockades”
I’ve reflected a lot about desperation. We as undocumented students who have such high expectations of ourselves have this desperate desire that quite frankly strips our ambitions of malice and of hidden agendas. We will be lucky if we are able to take the next step in our precarious/ uncertain paths. Therefore, our intentions have to remain as genuine (and thus more pure; more powerful) since we are at the mercy of those who help us continue to crawl along to our dreams. That hunger, that desperation, that desire and how it has pushed us, has propelled us to the point where we have shed tears, and perhaps blood; and as a result we have showcased a sincere and humble brilliance and authority in our ability to thrive and succeed where it is virtually impossible.
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 12:06 AM UTC
Ode to the Immigrant Child
don’t let all those flowers deceive you clouding judgment with flower dust and the charm of colorful aroma they have agendas of their own and you are but a step in their ladder
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Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 6:18 PM UTC
Rise Above
14th Feb 2014 They are all around us,  within, without, above, behind and before us; Fanning the flames of the famous, the wealthy and fortunate with secret agendas and infamous fame of their own. I throw a stone send it crashing through houses of glass; I see their comings and goings in the Grove of Bohemia; drinkers and liars; role-playing fraternity fools. There are rules. It takes more than just peeing at trees to be properly manly; secrecy more than life is at stake when the fodder is human, throw off your cares to the punitive furnace of hate. Such ill-fate that begets our world leaders, hatched out of a tangible darkness; parasitic, calamitous, venomous world-gobbling evil Mammon, devourer of souls, will preside at the feast. And the Beast, Fourth Beast of Daniel, squats at the head of the table, fabled for pitiless torture of souls in transgression, slavers and gloats over innocence lost and despoiled.
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Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 11:07 AM UTC
Illuminati Diabolus
Lady adjacent waiter, ruler of the medulla, give me a certain angle that'll make her want to maneuver, make her want to consider in the absence of his figure, that maybe not the whole gender is full of secret agendas, with her left over right leg, glass in her right hand, a tribute to her innocence ever since she walked in, assembled it's, white wine Krispy Kreme eyes, glazed look, lips glossed like her oil thighs, it's finally off time her sorority cross line, it's happy hour, she wasn't, his whole crime has been a cover up since she wants him, this whole scene has been taped off by her girlfriends, it's often I see it, alcoholic rehab, a culprit — a demon making contracts with my open tab, broken bad in the bathroom, clad woman, For all the attention such good first impressions, but not you, I feel a different aura, I feel I'll get exposed so I call a different offense, Semper Fi within my eyes this energy — I quiet the restaurant, Can you hear me? Proceed to throwing signals Tom Brady couldn't throw, the ball's in my court so I'm finally on the move, crushing on you while the sky undresses, you catch a glimpse as the clouds bare witness, Excuse me Miss Unfortunate, I know I'm at a disadvantage but I had to call it head or tails I'm still offering, a chance to be your man? No a chance to be your author? a chance to be your narrator now or later call me, a chance to say “there she is” her piercing eyes, fixes her finger on my lips be quiet, “I saw this in a movie once” she told me as I spy and I grab onto her truths, excuse me thats selfish, pardon me apart of me just wants to see that movie, a father daughter dance, a chance to be your groupie, a chance to see that smile that you flashed like a lunar star, meteor crash and its back to reality, eye connection broken and it’s back to the irony, a word barely spoken and I’m back to asking: Check Please.
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Sep 6, 2023
Sep 6, 2023 at 3:12 PM UTC
Tragedy: Happy Hour on the Nile (Grand niece of Egyptian Goddess Isis)
Lady adjacent waiter, ruler of the medulla, give me a certain angle that'll make her want to maneuver, make her want to consider in the absence of his figure, that maybe not the whole gender is full of secret agendas, with her left over right leg, glass in her right hand, a tribute to her innocence ever since she walked in, assembled it's, white wine Krispy Kreme eyes, glazed look, lips glossed like her oil thighs, it's finally off time her sorority cross line, it's happy hour, she wasn't, his whole crime has been a cover up since she wants him, this whole scene has been taped off by her girlfriends, it's often I see it, alcoholic rehab, a culprit — a demon making contracts with my open tab, broken bad in the bathroom, clad woman, For all the attention such good first impressions, but not you, I feel a different aura, I feel I'll get exposed so I call a different offense, Semper Fi within my eyes this energy — I quiet the restaurant, Can you hear me? Proceed to throwing signals Tom Brady couldn't throw, the ball's in my court so I'm finally on the move, crushing on you while the sky undresses, you catch a glimpse as the clouds bare witness, Excuse me Miss Unfortunate, I know I'm at a disadvantage but I had to call it head or tails I'm still offering, a chance to be your man? No a chance to be your author? a chance to be your narrator now or later call me, a chance to say “there she is” her piercing eyes, fixes her finger on my lips be quiet, “I saw this in a movie once” she told me as I spy and I grab onto her truths, excuse me thats selfish, pardon me apart of me just wants to see that movie, a father daughter dance, a chance to be your groupie, a chance to see that smile that you flashed like a lunar star, meteor crash and its back to reality, eye connection broken and it’s back to the irony, a word barely spoken and I’m back to asking: Check Please.
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I've never felt more than half an hour: Insomnia trickles down until the black-tar-ridden-sap oozes onto My partially open eyes. And, to say I've never been in love. Emotions rise up and retreat- A constant heaving of the battered Chest- saving us from finding out How frightening life is. Murmuring our sordid laments to Lady Death, Beneath the murky glow of hotel room bed sheets And fluorescent dollar store night lights, Too vacant to summon anything more than a whimper From our submissive minds. Nothing ends, here. One upon another, words flow effortlessly Out of our cavernous mouths, Clogging our chests with empty syllables until We forget why we ever tried to do something more Than care. Depression can be felt anywhere- The air slowly seeps from the hissing Caracas of a worn out tire, Or the lungs of anyone Still enough to remember. Mindlessly chanting Hail Mary's, We taunt time with our penchant for immortality And hospital lobby greeting cards, Until Aphrodite descends to sell her soul To the highest bidder. Mother, I have killed the world With a time bomb that will never detonate: Ceaselessly ticking on and on- A reliant backdrop for something Too harsh to exist in silence. Our hearts have fallen from our sleeves And into films, romance novels, And 3am cooking infomercials. Land of the living: The walking dead, The too-afraid-to-tell-you-how-I-really-feel, The product of a broken people Who traded silence For a language full of mixed intention. Children of the night, Blindly parade around before noon, Trying to buy redemption At a corner store market For half the price Of the pulpit. Afraid of hearing the latent echo of Our own pulsing hearts, We fill our lives with white noise And intimacy, too stagnant To exist without our 3am spirituals. Anxiously arranging our feeble lives Around minutes and hours- Slaves to false agendas, We battle the dark, secretly, until soon We lose sight of the purpose And get caught up in the motion Of a world too drugged out on Redemption That we forget our own names.
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Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 9:07 AM UTC
3am spiritual of an insomniac:
I've never felt more than half an hour: Insomnia trickles down until the black-tar-ridden-sap oozes onto My partially open eyes. And, to say I've never been in love. Emotions rise up and retreat- A constant heaving of the battered Chest- saving us from finding out How frightening life is. Murmuring our sordid laments to Lady Death, Beneath the murky glow of hotel room bed sheets And fluorescent dollar store night lights, Too vacant to summon anything more than a whimper From our submissive minds. Nothing ends, here. One upon another, words flow effortlessly Out of our cavernous mouths, Clogging our chests with empty syllables until We forget why we ever tried to do something more Than care. Depression can be felt anywhere- The air slowly seeps from the hissing Caracas of a worn out tire, Or the lungs of anyone Still enough to remember. Mindlessly chanting Hail Mary's, We taunt time with our penchant for immortality And hospital lobby greeting cards, Until Aphrodite descends to sell her soul To the highest bidder. Mother, I have killed the world With a time bomb that will never detonate: Ceaselessly ticking on and on- A reliant backdrop for something Too harsh to exist in silence. Our hearts have fallen from our sleeves And into films, romance novels, And 3am cooking infomercials. Land of the living: The walking dead, The too-afraid-to-tell-you-how-I-really-feel, The product of a broken people Who traded silence For a language full of mixed intention. Children of the night, Blindly parade around before noon, Trying to buy redemption At a corner store market For half the price Of the pulpit. Afraid of hearing the latent echo of Our own pulsing hearts, We fill our lives with white noise And intimacy, too stagnant To exist without our 3am spirituals. Anxiously arranging our feeble lives Around minutes and hours- Slaves to false agendas, We battle the dark, secretly, until soon We lose sight of the purpose And get caught up in the motion Of a world too drugged out on Redemption That we forget our own names.
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