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"abd" poems
Dr. F. Wilhem discovered it by accident you see?    The first man downloaded was no longer man. He suffered dearly until the plug was pulled,     and we started over again; with biologists. Geneticists, Embryonticians, TransEugenecists,     all celebrated the new fast-growing body. No more deaths at old age expiry, on battlefields.     for a price all would live eternally; eternity here. It did not work. The bodies worked, the software recorded     but the people were insanely bi-polar. Insane in fact. Until we switched the torso and genetics in tandem.    then somehow the surviving person retained all memories! They were in fact; themselves! Just in a different gendered body?    Unfortunately for everyone this was a major psychological shock. Unexplainable, sure, evolution took four billion years so...     ...more time, more time, more experimentation is all we need. Wilhelm changed it all. When he added the shock, added the <human> response, turning the machines into Humans. They are truly A.I. ...verily human in fact. Animal-ish, peaceful then angry, terrible or violent. Artificially Intelligent; Humans. *"What good is it to change a person,               ...merely into someone else?"* -Al Abd Azaz *To see beneath the surface, and know the ocean tydes. To see beneath the surface, and know the ocean tydes. To see beneath the surface, and know the ocean tydes.* *
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Jan 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 at 12:14 AM UTC
Wilhelm's Widget
God said, -through the Shaikh... ..be He blessed, The news has come to me about the kind of calamity that will befall Baghdad. Offering a supplication on behalf of the inhabitants of the city, praying they be spared. Saying, as God, dejected; *Be my life for indeed someone in this city deserves to be killed and crucified! For one individual whom YOU honor, like thousands of others whom YOU shall have destroy them; You make us suffer for THEIR sins?* WHAT HAVE THEY DONE? YOU *have melted the pieces into ingots of the Godless and men? You try to compete with the Prophets? You claim to miracles? You believe you speak the Word? That you represent, in doing, by action? Nay, -you serve the Jinn!* This is the end of an Age, Hypocrite! Vanity is your loss. * *...be not a deceiver... (85:20)* *
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Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 2:29 AM UTC
Saddam Hussein Abd al-Majid al-Tikriti
I As I ride, as I ride, With a full heart for my guide, So its tide rocks my side, As I ride, as I ride, That, as I were double-eyed, He, in whom our Tribes confide, Is descried, ways untried As I ride, as I ride. II As I ride, as I ride To our Chief and his Allied, Who dares chide my heart’s pride As I ride, as I ride? Or are witnesses denied— Through the desert waste and wide Do I glide unespied As I ride, as I ride? III As I ride, as I ride, When an inner voice has cried, The sands slide, nor abide (As I ride, as I ride) O’er each visioned Homicide That came vaunting (has he lied?) To reside—where he died, As I ride, as I ride. IV As I ride, as I ride, Ne’er has spur my swift horse plied, Yet his hide, streaked and pied, As I ride, as I ride, Shows where sweat has sprung and dried, —Zebra-footed, ostrich-thighed— How has vied stride with stride As I ride, as I ride! V As I ride, as I ride, Could I loose what Fate has tied, Ere I pried, she should hide As I ride, as I ride, All that’s meant me: satisfied When the Prophet and the Bride Stop veins I’d have subside As I ride, as I ride!
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Through The Metodja To Abd-El-Kadr
upstairs and downstairs, like a frazzled owl character in my third-grade reader in the doorway of my 200-level on sub-Sahara where we talk only of Nigeria holding the elevator for my superior in the lobby of a too-tall edifice to man a college student. an ABD. intern. backstage at your high school graduation ceremony, your mortarboard won't stay on your head in a food court where your mother doesn't get it when you say you can't wear pants anymore, or get your bimonthly haircut when you're skirting the poverty line after your family business was sued but your FAFSA says parent #1 earns six figures initiate. neophyte. not-quite-other. the female body as a threshold between worlds, channel betwixt boundaries Schrodinger's cat simultaneously in separation and marginal phases according to van Gennep divorce papers signed but not sent, enclosed in manila at the bottom of a cherrywood desk continuum. spectrum. a line without points.
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Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 4:55 PM UTC
threatholds
When you get to that point When you know that you've hit the bottom And you can't get back up by yourself You turn to the one you trust the most The one you love the most The only one who could help you And you tell her And she pushed you away And she didnt believe you And she said she was tired of putting up with all of your **** Abd she said she knows she will be the ******* enemy in the end And she was sick of it. No more, she said So she left you Left you alone More alone than ever And then you think Then you realize you really have hit the lowest possible point The lowest point in your whole life Then you realize your graph doesnt change Your line never got above the worst It was always at the bottom It was only now you realize that you were there the whole time So you do the only thing to fix it Why be alive anyway if death was just the same, but the pain will go away. Forever.
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 12:17 PM UTC
Rock Bottom
Four years and plus I have studied, Wanting to hear "Well done, Lad!" Papers and books and Internet leads, (Some I have even read). My goal is to finish the final degree, To stand with the women and men Who doctor their classes for fee, Philosophical women and medicine men... Yesterday's morning came early and light As I sped to the citadel towers, Stood in a hallway at the end of the night For minutes that ticked off like hours... Then to the panel of erudite four, Explained and defended my cause... Stood in the hallway once more Reading posters and climbing the walls. The door latch announced the time was at end, I turned my mentor to see. "You did very well!" and out went her hands To throw a big hug around me. So in we two went and I faced the Chair, "We're pleased to announce you have passed!" I grinned in relief to find there was air, And lungs to breathe it at last. Numb and relieved, I shook hands all round, Readjusting my sights and my plan, Dissertation and frameworks, new targets found, I left them with papers in hand.
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Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 12:24 PM UTC
ABD
I'm doing this to you. Not because the vows states too. But because I want too. My pledge to you at this moment. Is to love you. Go out of my way in terms of pleasing you. Whther it through work. Whether it through many things. My pledge is to love you. Ill be your soldier of defense. When trouble comes your way. Cause my pledge is to protect you. From any harm coming your way. It could be your friends. Or family trying to harm you. I just know. My pledge is to protect you. We will put up a united front. Who barriers are hard to tear down? They will come to respect the way we stand firm. Just believe. These words I'm saying. My true vows to you. Of course if you're sick. I'll be your doctor. I go out of my way to heal you. Abd care for you. It's just the thing true love makes you do. I won't run like others. Cause I pledged to love you. Any second. Any moment.
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Oct 20, 2012
Oct 20, 2012 at 11:10 AM UTC
To Love You(My Pledge)
CAN THIS MARRIAGE SURVIVE. I MUST BE A FOOL HOW COULD YOU LOVE ME AND CHOCK ME TOO. HOW AM I THE ***** BUT I AM SO KIND I NEVER CALL YOU NAMES LOOK AT YOUR SPINE. LOOK AT YOUR LIFE NOW LOOK AT MINE. I'M NO BETTER THAN YOU. LOOK AT OUR LIFE. WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH I DIDN'T SHOT YOU SOMEONE ELSE DID. I DIDN'T RAISE YOU TO HIT AND HATE WOMEN SOMEONE ELSE DID . I NEVER CALLED YOU NAMES WHY CAN'T YOU STOP TREATING ME THAT WAY... I HAVE YOU YOUR WEDDING RING BACK ABD SAID WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE I'M A GOOD WIFE GIVE IT BACK. YOU FOUND YOUR PLIERS ABD DECIDED YOU TAKE THAT. BROKEN GONE MY WEDDING THE ONE OBJECT BETWEEN ME YOU AND GOD. NIT A SECOND TO THINK ABOUT IT. BROKEN ABD GONE.... HOURS LATER YOU TEXT ME WE CAN FIX THIS CALL ME BACK. CAN THIS MARRIAGE SURVIVE SOMEONE WRITE BACK
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Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 6:10 PM UTC
Can this Marriage Survive
The men behind the mask, that Is my face have required that I give everyone here a small update see not everything I write Is a result of my own imagination sometimes I just use the people residing up here For some measure of inspiration, NA is me normally and naturally, it's no longer a character or a concept but just me on reality. now I've got to let him out of His Cage. ALRIGHT JIM YOU CAN COME OUT TO PLAY Hello I'm Jim I'm sure we haven't met I often use hip-hop to tell of our struggles and Regrets I expect that you'll guess that I was behind the freestyles that were posted here once upon a time but then that's how I rhyme internal and external my microphone skills are ****** like the infernal souls of the restless and the wicked I'll spit ballistics abd the evidence will support that you risked it by battling with me Next up? I believe that's me.. OrionThaReject light up the Mic for the symphony OrionThaReject is my name being seriously depressed is my game, I'm usually the sad writings that pop up on this page along with loneliness, depression, and occupational rage I'm engaged to my tears as they were more faithful than most so if you like darkness, I hope to me you'll Play host Well there you have it dear reader you've met my constructs that are about impossible to destroy without holy water and Ether anyway, reading my work you should be able to tell who's who Because the inside of my brain is more messed up than the San Diego zoo
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 1:06 AM UTC
Multiples (featuring my imaginary Constructs, OrionThaReject and Jim)
And thats a good thing Right now and so..... You never were the one yes...I knew it years ago I beat upon my own ****** drum Make my own movie in my head And never dwell on useless things Like everything you said No I will swallow what I choose And spit out all the rest And know each thing inside and out Before deeming which is best I can swing these hips of mine In ways you've never seen And this heart you claim as yours You've no clue where it has been Or of one who touched me deeper So much deeper than you could Nor of the nightmares that I mimic Much more often than I should   Abd
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Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 4:44 PM UTC
I cant feel my toes
A companion poem to: When Love Grows Old [1] a differing perspective, liking the eye opening view this occluded, cloudy closed Saturday, a morning gray, early days, it comes with opportunities aplenty & new word combinations in a new world awaiting a Magellan I spy discoverer, and we two have more than 150 years existence tween us and that makes me grin, because I anointed her to a new position yesterday: Chief Technology Officer the very expensive machine that supplies us with energizing fresh plasma, clean blood invigorating, without which we could nary drag our antiquated bodies to the next day, got on the phone, dialed an 800 number, stuck het hand deep into it's gizzard innards, and released the machina from it looping flashing display of displaying its non-cooperation and its message that It was unwell, abd she operated, and made out coffee machine well again snd gave us this Sabbath, a reason to be thankful having righted this left footed poet to a younger poet boy~man again, a gain!
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Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 8:34 AM UTC
When love grows young
Innocence, the idea Of a pure white cloth Radiating in all its purity But mine is stained With the most gruesome tie dye Black edged holes That burn against stark white Like emptiness in my soul Red and pink stains From the lust and desire That burns like a sinful fire Green smudges Of greed so vast Abd envy so deep it consumes me Brown spots Not to be glorified by poetry Just to be called the **** in life Purple and blue Not for the sadness But for the cuts and bruises The ones unto others and to myself My flag does not wave In glorious white Its purity is stained With the dye of life
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Jun 24, 2016
Jun 24, 2016 at 12:54 AM UTC
Tie-dye
The problem with being strong is no aids you when your weak the problem with being small is people always attack the meek the flaw in being ambitious is you won't have many friends the flaw in having no hustle is your monetary troubles won't end The trade off in being quiet is no one will care what you say the trade off in being a perfectionist only occurs in one bad day What you give up when you love too much is the curse of the good hearted, because when you love so much abd they leave you, your mind sinks into places uncharted It seems sometimes you can't win for losing, in this crazy thing we call life, however I didn't mention being a poet, you'll always win putting feelings into rhyme ;)
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 2:46 AM UTC
Can't Win For Losing
hey [delete] i was wondering, how are you? [delete] you keep asking me what i want to do about our current situation but every time i go to tell you the truth you tell me you love her [delete] i love you [delete] i love you [delete] i love you [delete] its currebtly 2:38 abd i am sooooo drunk and its fuxking crazy bexause every thing is so blurry righht now but my love for you [delete] i hope she makes you happy [delete] hey, we havent spoken in a while and i just wanted you to know that im doing a lot better. less alcohol and all that. i just wanted to say thank you for all that youve done to help me [delete] i dont love you anymore but i dont think we should be friends because i know i would again [delete] **** i still love you [delete] please just talk to me. or you know what, dont. i need to not need you anymore. i need to be happy for once in my ******* life. so tell me you hate me and that you love her and always will. because i need to move on but i cant while youre still in my life [delete] goodbye sean [delete]
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Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 8:33 PM UTC
texts im never going to send
Twas the night before Christmas and all thru the house, not a creature was stirring not even a mouse The Stockings were, up and the Chimney was swept, The kids are in bed, snoozing, with presents abd candy swimming in their heads Mom and dad are in the master bedroom Mom wakes up, she gets some water, quick to sleep soon. but suddenly a bump rang out on the roof which sounded like a certain 175 pound hoof Mom remained silent, she didn't know what to do Suddenly a bag slammed with a thud, at the entrance to the flue She was frozen in excitement, SANTA VISTING MY HOUSE?!* she really was shaken, like a broke Mickey mouse. Santa came into the room, his good nature almost visible "Don't be afraid, dear lady I've come bringing joy and even though you have kids you still get a toy!" "But I'm 36 what could I possibly miss? I had dolls, a wagon, unless there's something else I forget!" Santa looked at her and gave a grin, "Ma'am, my elves out in the field learn all things kept within" At this she looked intrigued, what could Santa mean? That's when she blushed red, but on the inside she felt green, she felt her clothes ripping off at the seams Santa gave a grin, almost looking insane, now here's your gift ma'am, your own personal candy cane!
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 4:01 AM UTC
Fun With A Christmas Story (Warning! Explicit!)
Malignant predators. You cut me up, hunt me down, maligned my medical records! I can't even go to a dentist, nor check up with medical MD. But still I am my kid's mother. Can't separate genetic geneology. **** you ignorant superstitious hainas you the villains in my interesting fairy tale life, Gone wrong when I missed my mark not in pride nor disobedience but in grief truth known to higher authorities. ~~~~ You all are well known to me, the many you trash me to, are your murderers for hire.   Covert greedy cowards! hunting me down still in USA! You are not above the law. Everyone must ovey the law! Life liberty, we the People! I have rights I am a human being. Take me to the court of law! ******** habitual drug user demons. ~~~~~~ Yes BBA.- AA its just a name ignorant malingned unforgiven criminal satanic worshiper fools! Back off my V for Vendetta! "Beneath this mask of mine, there's more than flesh, there's an IDEA! Beneath my mask BBA- Karijinbba my ideas are bullet proof." Nothing and noone can k'l them. Assassination of character is your only banner of pride! Mine is truth grace I obey and respect all USA laws. judged by my contents of my character where I shine best. where all you bafoons shamefully failed and in all my fertility blessings,  all you failed miserably in yours! your worst is my best in motherhood i shine brightest. The universe is wiser about kids. My new name is Victoria Verdad Truth! Eat your heart out jealous nagas. flip now banished be to another darkest realm where you shall render restitution and penalties due fir all your crimes known to me abd tonyour accomplices and God against me and ny children unprovoqued Back off Elizabeth Arthur Susan RHenrys ***** nurse, and Judy Gim A ignorant mendicants hill Billy fools. . ~~~~~~~~~ By: Karijinbba In reference to criminals of 1984- at (Harmony Pictures.) Burbank CA.
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Aug 3, 2021
Aug 3, 2021 at 6:52 PM UTC
Victoria Verdad
Malignant predators. You cut me up, hunt me down, maligned my medical records! I can't even go to a dentist, nor check up with medical MD. But still I am my kid's mother. Can't separate genetic geneology. **** you ignorant superstitious hainas you the villains in my interesting fairy tale life, Gone wrong when I missed my mark not in pride nor disobedience but in grief truth known to higher authorities. ~~~~ You all are well known to me, the many you trash me to, are your murderers for hire.   Covert greedy cowards! hunting me down still in USA! You are not above the law. Everyone must ovey the law! Life liberty, we the People! I have rights I am a human being. Take me to the court of law! ******** habitual drug user demons. ~~~~~~ Yes BBA.- AA its just a name ignorant malingned unforgiven criminal satanic worshiper fools! Back off my V for Vendetta! "Beneath this mask of mine, there's more than flesh, there's an IDEA! Beneath my mask BBA- Karijinbba my ideas are bullet proof." Nothing and noone can k'l them. Assassination of character is your only banner of pride! Mine is truth grace I obey and respect all USA laws. judged by my contents of my character where I shine best. where all you bafoons shamefully failed and in all my fertility blessings,  all you failed miserably in yours! your worst is my best in motherhood i shine brightest. The universe is wiser about kids. My new name is Victoria Verdad Truth! Eat your heart out jealous nagas. flip now banished be to another darkest realm where you shall render restitution and penalties due fir all your crimes known to me abd tonyour accomplices and God against me and ny children unprovoqued Back off Elizabeth Arthur Susan RHenrys ***** nurse, and Judy Gim A ignorant mendicants hill Billy fools. . ~~~~~~~~~ By: Karijinbba In reference to criminals of 1984- at (Harmony Pictures.) Burbank CA.
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Fragile soul Fragile Soft crystal sobs Soft crystal love Pure romance Soft sweet lips Yet, the savior of the lips Was bitter She gave him roses And as a return she got the thorns She gave him meat and as a return she got the bones Standing in a field cover up in white flowers Gently holding the only red rose What else can be red? If she is surrounded by white roses Looking at all the thorns She holds them tight Till the thorns cut her open The blood is dripping While she runs around the white field Abd covers the white roses in red blood Till she gets pale For the last time she smiles And whispers "Finally the roses are red..." Then collapses and for the last time she takes a look at the red rose that he gave her
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Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 7:17 PM UTC
White Roses Cover in Blood
The clouds danced, Conjuring winds of destruction. That blew across the wastelands. Dark skies, Ebony abd silver hues of light. Rolling thunder, Within the eye. Of the storm. They were powerful back in the day, That day of the destructing man. Magnitudes of power, Rapidly increasing. This a dark day, For thee. Beware thee eye, Sense your demise and dance, Until heavens cry.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 8:28 AM UTC
The Storm
sabi,slept on her dainty bedding lay clad in nothing. beth, then wearing but her creamy skin found her sabi stretched,on silky bed, in her usual eagle-spread. she soon started fondling, creamy ***** of sabi in a husky hollering. sabi with her half-done eyelids chanted sultry hymns to her brewed up buds, throbbing in her salty cranny, unfurled into fleshy petals to be slurped from her dripping chocolate. soon she climbed on nimble sabi and veiled her ***** lips that tremor in throes, ans devoured her silky petals like a baby ******* teats. as she wrote poems with her tongue, churning sabi's pussy,shivering, beth now milked and milked her scented ***** sabi gulped abd drank her musky honey while she bucked and heaved under her own sappy beth. pushing supple fingers into beth's trusted tulip, sabi squirted load of jelly white to wet and slake her randy throat beth then cascaded her cunny-honey into the gullible gullet that sabi opened. and with a long longing sigh both of them now fell in embrace smearing ***** gush on ***** and *****
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Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 11:03 AM UTC
holy angels
What is it that you do to me that makes me gone for three Could it be your touch the smoothes my pain or could it be your smile that steals my heart What beauty is before my eyes that is unlimited by pains or cries with a little that benefits a queen Sweet baby your so fine So sweet than sweet wine Can I touch you and make you mine For I want to love you till the end of time But if the love I feel is a sin may I be commited to eternity of pain for I cannot live if thy doesn't bring the love I nedd to breath again abd again What is it that I feel so strong. That feels to good to be wrong that makes me certain that you and I were meant to be to together for all eternity
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC
the things that make me love you
Oh what I'd give if closer to you I could live What's going on? Is the fate forever opposed to my happiness? I knew you would be something different Loyalty and genuine love is so hard to find nowadays when I stumbled onto you I discovered why it didn't work, and I was still running through loves strange Rat race. It's amazing what you find I wasn't searching for love in fact at the time I was going to be alone not leave my home and punish all those people I thought had lied telling me that I deserved the best but weren't giving me a chance like I knew I could step but I wasn't invited to the dance. Now I'm happier than I think I've ever been in my life when I'm talking to you all the stress falls out of my life it's like I was a storm that you calmed that mutt on the side of the road that you brought in and nursed back to warmth. I guess if I can make it simple I love you, everything about you, your hair your eyes abd those cute little dimples.
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Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC
Face To Face
THE ALLAN FAMILY STORY, THE BOOZING PARTY YOU SEE, LIKE MOST YOUNG DUDES, I LIKE PARTYING ANDS I HAD TO CELEBRATE THE END OF SCHOOL SOMEHOW, SO I ASKED DAD AND MUM, IF I CAN INVITE ALL MY MATES, FROM SCHOOL, LIKE STEVE AND ALL THE OTHER GANG FROM RAID BASKETBALL, YA SEE PARTIES START AS A GOOD THING, BUT MY PARENTS ENDED UP BEING A FREE TAXI SERVICE FOR ALL THOSE DRUNKEN PARTY GOERS, AND YES, I WANTED THE PARTY BECAUSE I LIKED THE ATMOSPHERE OF ALIX’S PARTY AND ALL MY OTHER FAMILY’S PARTIES YA SEE, MY DAD AND MUM, ARE VERY HELPFUL AS THEY DROVE EVERYONE HOME THAT NIGHT YOU SEE, THEY HAD ROPE, AND I VISIONED THEY WERE GOING TO TIE ME UP WITH IT SAYING, I AM NOT A COOL KID, BUT I KNEW THE MATES I WAS NEAR, WERE THE BEST MATES FOR ME YOU SEE, I CAN’T STAND, HOME PARTIES, SINCE THAT DAY, CAUSE EDDIE WAS GOING I AM SURE THERE WAS A FEW GATECRASHERS, AND I REMEMBER, THAT THE YOUNGER DUDES WERE MY BEST MATES I EVER HAD, CAUSE, THEY PARTIED WITH ME BETTER, AND WE MADE A FEW MISTAKES, AND I AM SURE I HEARD STEVE SING LIVING NEXT DOOR TO ALAN BY RODNEY RUDE AND OTHER GREAT RODNEY RUDE SONGS YOU SEE, I WAS DRUNK ON ***** BACK THEN, YA KNOW IWAS SINGING, EVERY HEAVY METAL SONG AND PATRICK WAS PLAYING COMPUTER GAMES, WITH HIS BROTHERS, YOU SEE, I LIKED THE IDEA, OF A PARTY LIKE THIS, BUT AS MUCH AS I DISAGEE WITH MY PARENTS PARTY MODE I DO BELIEVE IN THEY DID THAT FOR LOVE, BUT, I WANTED ALL MY MATES TO TREAT ME LIKE A REGULAR TEENAGERS, HAVING A PARTY, I JUST WANTED ALL THESE DUDES TO LIKE ME NOT TIE ME UP, NOT PRETEND TO BE GAY, NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS I STILL WANT HOME PARTIES, IT’S FUN, BUT I MUST GROW UP AND BE A ARTIST A WRITER ABD A YOUTUBE ENTERTAINER DAD WAS WORRIED THAT NOBODY WANTED TO MUCK WITH ME, IN COOL DUDE GROUPS I DON’T WANT TO BE A LITTLE PARENTS BOY, ANYMORE I WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS OVER TO MY HOUSE FOR PARTIES THAT IS WHY I GAVE UP MY JOB, TO BECOME AN ARTIST WRITER AND PLAY ACTOR I PERFORM ON YOUTUBE, TO MAKE MEV FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF I HATED THAT PARTY, EVERYONE WAS EVERYWHERE, I HATE BEING TREATED LIKE AN ADULT THAT NOBODY LIKES I WAS SHOWING MY BROTHER, WHO USED TO SAY, PARTYING ISN’T THE RIGHT THING FOR YOU BRIAN HA HA HA HA HA HA, I SAID, YEAH IT’S THE RIGHT THING FOR ME, BUT NOT FOR ME WHETHER I WAS SHY BACK THEN OR NOT, THIS IS WHAT I AM FEELING I STILL LIKE PARTYING THOUGH, AND THAT IS HOW MY PARENTS BECAME SPECIAL TAXI SERVICES FOR THE DRUNK I PARTY ON YOUTUBE, NOW, AND I AM PROUD OF IT AND I PARTY IN CLUBS AND ON THE ROADS I AM CAREFUL THOUGH THAT I DON’T GET BULLIED I AM AN ALLAN, ALIEN FROM THE PLANET FUN WHICH MEANS I AM THE ONLY FUN DUDE AROUND
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 5:49 AM UTC
THE ALLAN FAMILY STORY THE ***** CAR
THE ALLAN FAMILY STORY, THE BOOZING PARTY YOU SEE, LIKE MOST YOUNG DUDES, I LIKE PARTYING ANDS I HAD TO CELEBRATE THE END OF SCHOOL SOMEHOW, SO I ASKED DAD AND MUM, IF I CAN INVITE ALL MY MATES, FROM SCHOOL, LIKE STEVE AND ALL THE OTHER GANG FROM RAID BASKETBALL, YA SEE PARTIES START AS A GOOD THING, BUT MY PARENTS ENDED UP BEING A FREE TAXI SERVICE FOR ALL THOSE DRUNKEN PARTY GOERS, AND YES, I WANTED THE PARTY BECAUSE I LIKED THE ATMOSPHERE OF ALIX’S PARTY AND ALL MY OTHER FAMILY’S PARTIES YA SEE, MY DAD AND MUM, ARE VERY HELPFUL AS THEY DROVE EVERYONE HOME THAT NIGHT YOU SEE, THEY HAD ROPE, AND I VISIONED THEY WERE GOING TO TIE ME UP WITH IT SAYING, I AM NOT A COOL KID, BUT I KNEW THE MATES I WAS NEAR, WERE THE BEST MATES FOR ME YOU SEE, I CAN’T STAND, HOME PARTIES, SINCE THAT DAY, CAUSE EDDIE WAS GOING I AM SURE THERE WAS A FEW GATECRASHERS, AND I REMEMBER, THAT THE YOUNGER DUDES WERE MY BEST MATES I EVER HAD, CAUSE, THEY PARTIED WITH ME BETTER, AND WE MADE A FEW MISTAKES, AND I AM SURE I HEARD STEVE SING LIVING NEXT DOOR TO ALAN BY RODNEY RUDE AND OTHER GREAT RODNEY RUDE SONGS YOU SEE, I WAS DRUNK ON ***** BACK THEN, YA KNOW IWAS SINGING, EVERY HEAVY METAL SONG AND PATRICK WAS PLAYING COMPUTER GAMES, WITH HIS BROTHERS, YOU SEE, I LIKED THE IDEA, OF A PARTY LIKE THIS, BUT AS MUCH AS I DISAGEE WITH MY PARENTS PARTY MODE I DO BELIEVE IN THEY DID THAT FOR LOVE, BUT, I WANTED ALL MY MATES TO TREAT ME LIKE A REGULAR TEENAGERS, HAVING A PARTY, I JUST WANTED ALL THESE DUDES TO LIKE ME NOT TIE ME UP, NOT PRETEND TO BE GAY, NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS I STILL WANT HOME PARTIES, IT’S FUN, BUT I MUST GROW UP AND BE A ARTIST A WRITER ABD A YOUTUBE ENTERTAINER DAD WAS WORRIED THAT NOBODY WANTED TO MUCK WITH ME, IN COOL DUDE GROUPS I DON’T WANT TO BE A LITTLE PARENTS BOY, ANYMORE I WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS OVER TO MY HOUSE FOR PARTIES THAT IS WHY I GAVE UP MY JOB, TO BECOME AN ARTIST WRITER AND PLAY ACTOR I PERFORM ON YOUTUBE, TO MAKE MEV FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF I HATED THAT PARTY, EVERYONE WAS EVERYWHERE, I HATE BEING TREATED LIKE AN ADULT THAT NOBODY LIKES I WAS SHOWING MY BROTHER, WHO USED TO SAY, PARTYING ISN’T THE RIGHT THING FOR YOU BRIAN HA HA HA HA HA HA, I SAID, YEAH IT’S THE RIGHT THING FOR ME, BUT NOT FOR ME WHETHER I WAS SHY BACK THEN OR NOT, THIS IS WHAT I AM FEELING I STILL LIKE PARTYING THOUGH, AND THAT IS HOW MY PARENTS BECAME SPECIAL TAXI SERVICES FOR THE DRUNK I PARTY ON YOUTUBE, NOW, AND I AM PROUD OF IT AND I PARTY IN CLUBS AND ON THE ROADS I AM CAREFUL THOUGH THAT I DON’T GET BULLIED I AM AN ALLAN, ALIEN FROM THE PLANET FUN WHICH MEANS I AM THE ONLY FUN DUDE AROUND
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And no i am not okay I never will be okay depression is here to stay and i can't control my hands as i am typing this i have just lost all control and it is like a volcano erupting inside of i have lost it i don't know what to do i cant do anything AND I AM SCREAMING CAN YOU HEAR ME OVER YOU LAUGHTER AND YOU TAUBTS DO YOU NOT CARE I LAUGH AND PRETEND THAT WHAT YOU SAY IS OKAY BUT IT REALLY IS NOT ABD I JUST NEED YOU TO stop. Just stop and leave me alone.
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 5:14 AM UTC
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Rubayiat Al Thurab (Verses of the Dust) – 13 BismillahIr RahmanIr Raheem. Wala ‘ana saeadatan Wala ‘ana hazin, Wala ‘ana Al’hayat, Wala ‘ana Al’mawt, Eindama tatahidu, ‘ant taerif ma ‘ana, Eindama tatahidu, sataerif min ‘ana, **** hunak ‘qbul **** Al’sabab Al’wahid, ‘Ana mawjud tawal hdha alwaqt, Ruwhiun, aindamajat fi habik lil’abd, Ah Yah Hubun! Yah Habibi! Nor’ I am happiness, nor’ I am sad, Nor’ I am life, nor’ I am death, When you unite, You will know who I am! I was been there’ before you were, Only reason, I existed this long, My soul, merged in your Love forever! Oh my loved One! Oh my Beloved! Allah Khair….. Khairul Rabul Alameen Yah Arrahmanur Yah Raheem. Ummah Thurab – Badshah Khan. ©UT-BK2019
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Rubayiat Al Thurab (Verses of the Dust) – 13