I am descending down a hole, That I have been down before. This time when I dive in, I may not be coming back up again.
I stared too far into the abyss, Dived too deep into it's depths. Lost myself to what I found within, And it made it's home beneath my skin.
I feel this irritation beneath the surface, and I just got to gnaw at it. Self-cannibalistic I've become, Slowly eating myself away, Carnivorous consumption of the substance that nets around my bone. Hoping to rid myself of this irritation.
Who knew dying would taste so **** good today. Every bite I take I am slowly eating myself away. The only way I feel alive is taking the thing that will **** me one day.
Soon my bones will be exposed, but even then I will not be satisfied. I will break them open and devour the marrow inside, Leaving myself hollowed out and broken.
I am eating myself away. Soon nothing will remain, but the fragments of bones of a lost soul. And yet I still won't be satisfied.
Be careful not to enter, or all your flesh will disappear.
where do you escape, when you're trapped, when you're held captive, by your own thoughts, where do you hide, when you're exposed, and all your feelings, are on the floor, where do you run, when you're chased, by your worst nightmares.
But she's exposed herself. Flesh and bone protruding out the protective bubble. She's only just gone and dragged herself to the margins of society. Removed from the warmth of the gooey **** she supresses a lingering shiver. Now she resides in a ***** dimension. Present, not quite faded yet. Now the perfectly grown princess has self-inflicted chips on her shoulders. Addicted to self-flagulation she tries to regress back home to her former alter. Beyond. Reach. A stone bleeding with pleasure weighs down the remains of her birth right.
aANotes on my sheltered upbringing and how I purposly sabotaged my background and privilidged future because of the choices I made.
Two pages Of feelings never felt Of cards never dealt I wrote them both in less than an hour But they both have words never spoken before I dont know what I’m doing Don’t know how to act All i know is that in the end you’ll Hopefully smile and laugh