Mahal mo ko, Hindi kita mahal
Sinaktan kita, Hinayaan mo ko

Sabi mo wala akong pake sayo, Meron
Hindi kita pinaasa, Minahal kita

Ngunit bilang kaibigan lamang.

How many times you told me you love me?
I never believed.
How many times you always text me first?
I haven't replied.
How many times you show you cared?
I never noticed.
How many times did I tell you I'm not ready to love?
You never listen.
How many times I told you, that you should find another one.
You never give up.
*Why you're always like that?

If I can't handle the pain
I will surely quit
It's not that I don't love you

If you really know me
You should know I worry
If you really know me
You should know I care
If you really know me
You should know I'm ******
If you really know me
You should know I'm not in the mood
If you really know me
You should know I'm mad at you
Only if you know me you should know by now.

He looks at her like no one in this world but her
He admires her every move
He wants to know all about her
He's in love with her

But there came his first love and everything ruined

He lost her.

Alam mo yung akala mo wala lang yun sakin? Hindi mo lang alam.
Akala mo balewala ka sakin? Hindi mo lang alam.
Akala mo hindi ako nasasaktan? Hindi mo lang alam.
Wala kang alam dahil ayokong ipaalam.

She's bored to death
Death may be the solution
Solution to escape pain.
She badly want to escape.
Escape the pain.
Escape the hurt.
Escape everyone whom she think she might hurt.
She's not that particular selfish girl.
She's selfless in her own little world.

She was understanding
She was a strong girl.

She is now impatient
She is now a weak girl.

She is trapped by her thoughts
She is crying her soul out.

How can she posibly still lives in her own cruel world?

If only life is that easy.
If only life is not that hard.
If only life is full of happiness.
If only people weren't judging.
If only there's no harm.
If only there's no crime.
If only people are considerate.
If only people is understanding.
If only people are good.
If only people are sensitive.
If only my life is no sadness.
If only if's were true.
If only people don't lie.
If only they understand me.
If only they care for me.
If only they love me.
If only my life is happy.
If only they understand life.
If only life is not irritating.
If only I am happy.
If only we are happy.
If only my family are happy.
If only ******* and ******* don't exist.
If only liars don't exist.
If only people understand each other.
If only my life is easy.
If only i didn't exist.
Their life will be easy, full of happiness, understanding and care.
If only I die.
If only you know how hard my life is.
I'm not trying to be selfish.
I'm just saying my side.
I love my creator but I hate my life,
I hate problems,
I hate pretending to be fine,
I hate forcing laughter,
I hate faking smiles.
I hate everything.
I must have continue my pretending after this.