In the past 6 years, I have been a experiencer of multiple ****** assaults. Where did the ****** assaults occur? In my former apartment in Deer Park of Long Island, at Mather Hospital of Port Jefferson, & my current Shoreham community residence (CR) at Concern Housing for Independent Living.

My Mather Hospital ****** assault occurred on the first (1st) day of my being taken to Mather Hospital in early January to February of 2023. Furthermore, this ****** assault was at the hands of a man who forced himself upon me during my wait to be brought up to the psychiatric ward. He had an approximately 18-inch ***** & his ****** advances were not reciprocated. My trust in the hospital system & of Mather Hospital of Port Jefferson has thus been ravaged & marred. —They allowed this to happen to me while I was in their care & turned a blind eye to my suffering by allowing him to escape (despite my reports to staff).

I’ve become the experiencer of multiple hate crimes throughout my life. Additionally, I’ve become the target of instances of harassment, ****** harassment, discrimination, & defamation of character throughout this time as well. Recently, these crimes & offenses have been committed by the hands of individuals [staff, clients, & visitors] during my stay(s) at Mather Hospital in Port Jefferson. My most recent 44-day stay at the Mather Hospital Psychiatric Ward began on July 7th, 2025. During this time, hospital staff & continued to beleaguer me with hate speech, false accusations, pejoratives on the basis of being LGBTQIA+, my race (African-American, Native-American, Sicilian-American), & my religiosity (Christian & former Jehovah’s Witness) dovetailed with my LGBTQIA+ status, false notions of white supremacy, Christian persecution, & quid pro quo (my saying no to certain ****** advances).

Additionally, similar events have been occurring as of late at my Shoreham community residence at Concern Housing for Independent Living. These offenses have been perpetrated by John Blundell [stalker, ****** harasser, discriminator, white supremacist] George Diamond [accomplice], & James Barret [stalker, ****** harasser, discriminator, white supremacist], & Allison Lewis [accomplice + John Blundell’s girlfriend]. These crimes & offenses have re-modulated & created a paradigm shift in the ways in which I now view the world around me, humanity, life, myself, as well as my belief-system. —Even so, my faith is not shaken.

Sometimes, the staff at my current group home turn a blind eye to my suffering. When I report these offenses, they attempt to gaslight me & claim these events are not happening. Additionally, they sometimes have participated in these offenses themselves. I’m in between a rock & a hard place. —This is Sandy Foulke’s cry for help.

As I mull upon them & contemplate the life I’ve lived, I now realize that this world will never accept me with unanimity. It saddens me to think that people can be so cruel & unusual. Hatred of others is truly an aberration.

Moreover, despite being the experiencer of it on multiple occasions, I say no to SA (****** assault). No means no. To perpetrators of SA (****** Assault): —Status quo quid pro quo.

Despite this, I thank you to all the people who have stuck by me through thick & thin. You shall know the truth & the truth shall set you free. (John 8: 32) —I am a devout Christian, LGBTQIA+, African-American, Native-American, & Sicilian-American man. For this reason, people have marginalized me for all my life.

By the Grace of God, I have faith that I will transcend my woes. “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” —Hebrews 11: 1 (KJV) Please keep me in your thoughts & your prayers. (1st Thessalonians 5: 17, Philippians 4: 6, 7). —I love you all.

As an activist, artist, author, musician, visionary, supermodel, gamer, dancer, & chef, I’m asking you all to remain vigilant. Ne’ er turn a blind eye to suffering. Lastly, I’m asking & praying to Jehovah through Jesus for justice.

18 “Then he went on to tell them an illustration about the need for them always to pray and not to give up, 2 saying: “In a certain city there was a judge who had no fear of God and no respect for man. 3 There was also a widow in that city who kept going to him and saying, ‘See that I get justice from my legal opponent.’ 4 Well, for a while he was unwilling, but afterward he said to himself, ‘Although I do not fear God or respect any man, 5 because this widow keeps making me trouble, I will see that she gets justice so that she will not keep coming and wearing me out with her demand.’” 6 Then the Lord said: “Hear what the judge, although unrighteous, said! 7 Certainly, then, will not God cause justice to be done for his chosen ones who cry out to him day and night, while he is patient toward them? 8 I tell you, he will cause justice to be done to them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of man arrives, will he really find this faith on the earth?”

—Luke 18: 1-8 (NWTSE)

Rise above hate. Rise above entropy. Rise above suffering. We say no to SA.

Never give up. Life is a transcendent boon & worth living. To all the victims, survivors, & thrivers out there: —We see you. We hear you. We celebrate you.

For anybody feeling saddened, looking for comfort, or looking for words to match the ones your thinking, I'd suggest reading 'Pillow Thoughts' by Courtney Peppernell. It's a beautiful collection of mostly untitled poetry. Reading it has really helped me out, I feel strongly it may have the same affect on you. It's organized by feelings rather than chapters so you can skip around to read the pieces that match what you're feeling.

The moon shine for all....

‘Some people talk nonstop, but say nothing. Ducks speak only one word, quack, and communicate everything.’
- Jarod Kintz, Ducks are the Stars of the Karaoke Bird World

Probably people are connected spiritually, Just a though!