I was hoping we'd get along
After I made you a playlist of songs
So I sink back on the sofa and shut my eyes
But you seize & enkindle my lids
And I fell, regret, and yelled last year
And I know you've been through & received  
Far worse than the displeasing playlist

I'm sorry we've had to sleep on the ground for the past three weeks
Would you rather live in a place with such an unstoppable grief?
That's a harsh realm of parasites across the street
Piled right up your shoulder blade is concrete
They sadly noticed my silent birthday wish was wings
To leave from the entrance, of the air I breathe

There's a war through the kitchen and out by the lake
Close the door, let my footwear flick off the roof
Determined to get rid of the dust from my eye
I'll go for a swim, think, and ****** a gaze
Of gusts of wind that would impair my stride
If that spider happens to bite on the thigh
I'd use my left hand as cannonballs
And a pill to reality as my right

Call down the vultures to dine on something gray and homespun
Problems steadily sink in when you leave the blinds open
Unconscious plans recline in the garden of your home
Two vultures braced solid, arched in a bowl
The reeling air of melancholy is carved out alone

The cabin nearby
It had a fire going
I wanted so badly to warm up from the cold weather
But I had to keep walking so Lincoln will survive
Those criminals I swear
They're gonna get whats coming to them...
"Hey get down!!" yelled the cabin man
I looked back and saw nothing
I went over to calm him down but it was nice use
He was shaking badly
I asked him "whats going on"
He only pointed his finger at the woods
It was dark in there
Probably just an animal
His shoe he took off started to thump the wooden wall
He took his gun, paranoia
"Sir are you OK?"
"Jesus Christ what is it now"
"Oh my lord. Its him, its him!?"
I don't know what it was but it sure wasn't human
This isn't my first interaction either
The thing kept walking south
Didn't bother us
It's too large
Hair
Me and John decided to let it be, we both have jobs to do
Wasn't sure what his job was but he seemed as a kind of magic show host or I don't know
My mind got off of that beast quickly
I didn't want to give it too much thought or I'd
Be in a asylum
He turned on the TV, and I headed out to tell Lincoln about this beast before it gets out

We were but a heart on thin wires
But my body was the heart and wires
Your flat sunlight bent me in a drowse
Your moon's ******* meant to arouse
You disavowed, you broke our vow
Enkindling all limerence within now
Your forged emotions
Are what sodomized & conned my mind
Your forged emotions
Are what bend our created light

All i am is a teen
All i am is a purple shirt
called a thief for stealing hearts
then throwing them away
not being seen for a while
because i lost my mind
my skin is blue
like how i feel inside
wondering where my brain holds
my body froze
but i'll be fine
anonymous is how i stay
not much to say
while you're in my face
she knows what i think about
she knows
but that's alright
You know
I'm not your hero
to save you when you're down
I know
I'm not your lining
to hold you up
You know
I'm not afraid
to feel young
I know
I'm not complaining
to what you've done
You know
I'm not your hero
to be there when you're afraid
I know
I'm saying goodbye
to run away from your light voice
I'm not leaving yet
I'm not your hero
I'm not playing these games
I'm not real
you know
I'm saying goodbye
you never really knew me
opened me up like a box
only seeing
my purple shirt
I know
that made you love me
I'm saying goodbye
I'm not your hero
I'm not going up and down
to keep myself in-line
I'm holding your words
you know
I'm only a teen
but that's alright
because she knows
that i'm anonymous
to those that oppose
what i do
they think i lost my mind
I am tired
I am stressed out
I know it should hurt
but i'm just a purple shirt

Shivered like a vein, slashed bright and new
You said, you felt a brisk shift
In the breeze

With the color red surrounding your throat

The vultures equipped mercy above you
The angels limp over and lift
You kaley*

With the color red surrounding, your throat

Awakening
And the creator said you can **** my mum
I control this realm in hell you ***
He fell over shouting out I'm sorry
Crying and begging for mercy
Get up or I'll send you to the nursery with your stupid dumb sorcery
Wait is this unnecessary?
Its too late you stepped on my side
The dark figure burned from the light I turned on, I opened the curtain and blinds
Shining through the the whole room
I opened the door
The killers staring at me, they lunged towards me but I slammed them to the wooden floor
Shouldn't have been woken
I tied them up on my pedestal
Put the knives to there throats
They said they were digging through some corpses earlier today
I said i would be digging through yours by nine, I told them they'd be fine if they just stayed put, but he made me chop off his foot
The pigs swarm around the house
They kept yelling everything will be alright
I left so they could be dealt with imprisonment

I've learned every moment holds no perfection
Bottomless pit seemingly becomes frondescent
Rinsing out the dark without a resembling sire
I hope my never-resting time will lead to an ephemeral desire
Clutching at the straws whilst clutching a hidden phase
Until denial will untangle on a pale misselling display
Apparently you must pity the world or it'll belittle you
Mask me please, it'll be easier to talk to you
I'm quick to deny that opulence can help with coping
I'll run through barricades of questioning and the whispers roaming
In a gaudy spring, pondering on what door to knock on
Only to figure out that what I find attractive isn't fond
*All my burdens and all my fears will not be gone
I don't want to be a drag but
*For the first time in my life, I don't know where I belong

Possessed
Warring within the wind
Aped by a flush, you unveil a plash
Flaunting us a stygian, hazy gore
Left weaving a susurrus blether
With shards prodding your throat

Happy?
I'd rather be
It's dinner time.
I'm all ready full of anxiety
Creepy?
How I'm going on alone
Sometimes.
You try to make me happy
You try to get to know me
Somewhere.
You're out there fighting solo
So long.
To the old house we buried with stones
Can't wait.
Another day going by again
Show me.
Another lane to the next path
Somewhere.
Shedding all the sounds
You'll never ever be found
You'll be far from the stars
You'll be closer to the clouds
Come back.
You tried to make me happy
You tried to get to know me
You didn't want to harm me
We will go down the lane slowly
To make us happy
To help us finally be happy

I know I'm weird trying to get your phone number but hey at least I try
Have you seen me lie, I start to wag my hand around and around
I know, that you know, that I know
I see that you need power
So I am an excellent experienced source, for flowers at your door by evening
I know but this is the light version
I feel like a surgeon pulling out our hearts and combining them
Together we will forget about the past
We will chase it away
Always wanted to do that
Retreat from the last minute
Goodnight
But remember what I said
After all this is the light version

i remember the secrets
that i told
biting my tongue
from the sussurus sounds
leaning on the wall
for the sense of hiding
buying my time
i saw the city
i understand now
but the clouds cover
oh pity
and must believe to help me
sing about these deny's
of safety
i know you know
more than i
gaze at me keenly
because you look like me
i shout and scream
from my balcony
just to prove im alive
i see my lies cover the city
oh pity
oh pity
showing off the city
but helping in need
when i shook the world
it went crumbling
my soul seems lost
the people talk and talk
but i wanna know how much it costs
for a new life
in the little city
feeling love
feeling above
feeling desire
but not above the little city
dont call me a liar
because seasons stay
its no way to be
but we cant see another route
to keep climbing
the clouds cover my scars
feeling love
feeling above
floating to the ceiling
looking at the stars
given by the little city
i realize
that we were left behind
dont wanna lose what we made
feeling what me need
healing what i please
dreaming of what i compromise
i see that im undersized
for our height
you want to fight
lets fight mate
for my sake
let me show you
where we belong
let me go
the city
is everything
the city
is what i need
let me go
the city
of which i pity

Will we ever leave?
Didn't see why
No one was hurt
You've lost
Youre stuck on my long side
You leap to reach
The car pulls away
Dust flys
Leaving you behind
Gravity pulls you down
Will we ever leave?
Is all you ever
Say
Dont be afraid
Oh my dark side
You made me
So evil
Just saying you stay on my long side  Will we ever leave?
Breathing air from you
I will take from you
Until you pass away
Decaying our love above
You look at me and i couldn't believe
When you lifted our love
When you were yourself
How do i walk
When you stabbed my beating heart
Will can agree
You've messed up
Will we ever leave?
I'll come to you
Take what you came for
I'll come for you

Forever, you will haul
Against the murus
Against the wall

Go on ahead
Kick white shadows
Until they play dead
Kick us to the truth
The tenderfoot's news
Wait until my lungs cave in
My lust for it is blatant
Tell all the worst lies
Can tuck it all inside
Run to a counterlife
Take your last supply
Leave home behind

Forever, you will haul
Against the murus
Against the wall

The steaming beam from the shower floods cheaply
Pen ink always drips of limerence and scuds deeply
Painting the getaway in a never ending mess
Lead a life of vast nothingness in a shrunken head
Learn, regret piece by piece is de bene esse
A can with my brain in it is capped and set aside
Black-hole thoughts flit when rapt attention died
Nothing in this universe is real, along with my morsel pride
All I know is that this planet's soul is our goal to find
Penning about something abysmally meaningless, with only a speck of heart
Passing all the signs of the slow decline, whilst lonely with my flecks of art
If I stood in front of a speeding car, in circles I'd potrude or be flexed apart

Born from a carrion crow, a secondary soul
A stumbling first step can get both high and low
Our fall are others inner joy, and inner meaning grotto
Life is a jungle filled with snow, life is a story over-told
It'd be lies without our mouth's constant need for ammo
Let's slide senseless into a fictive reality rather than candid
Where a billion stars all around that seem to think we're attractive
Without assuming they're antic
Lets waste our time on cheap talk and wine
For shallow compliments we need a shirt and tie
A long slow drive, drugs to whirl and jive
Without quivering the sky
Lets pretend that we're beautiful to get something in return
Only to be garnished with coffee stains and cigarette burns
Bewailing about how we enjoyed our youth
We wither irrelevantly, slowly we discern
Slowly we're concerned
Lets drain our energies for over eight hours straight
Burning the faded floral wallpaper to laminate
Lusting feverishly in the tumbled bed to truncate
This isn't for fulfilment, at least it doesn't start that way

There’s some knowledge you need to hear of how I feel
I remember the images of my dreams and they’re all of you
I’m dealing with some demons and you’re helping me heal
I live in my own world, your eyes are my sun and field
I always look to women with respect when carrying the shield
Loss is the leash on my depression as we’re increasingly real
Seeing you crumble is a weight but your stories are heard
Please feel assured, because I care for you the most
And I need you in every sense of the word
You are the vision in every poem I’ve ever wrote
Anger can’t defeat the distance or keep us afloat
Keep relieving my pressure to maintain the goal
My conscious is only in-line when you speak your soul
We’re taken somewhere we have never been before
Everything has an end, but at least peak through the door
Only time will tell whether my choices were wrong
Either way, where I’m going, I’m taking you along

It was short
I went over to the table
It was my only shot
My friends made me
I wanted to back out
It was important
Though I wanted to shout
I whimpered for a few
You tried to make me feel alright
But inside I felt chewed
I knew I was *******
And you spit me out
And you lunged me out of the socket
You threw me off your pocket
I felt locked up
Attached myself
And you detached me
I drought that knot in my heart
I feel wrong in the head
That was my one shot
And I missed you
That was the knot
And you untied me vastly

As the clock hit twelve, they came in
The poets whistle and hum a seducing tune
We'd sloom to the guns choking the highway
Or the flooding of limerence burying us
As the clock hit twelve, they passed on
The shifting lights from the odd passing car
Gives a prim reflection of us pulling our weight
Peaking over the farthest stretch of earth
For our last slim moments thoughts thicken
Great homesickness that cannot be shaken off
Begins to sink in with the stolidness
As we hover over the horizon
With our backs arched against angst