All my poetry it's all about you
From me,
To
You
I enjoy writing every poem about you in this place
Because you may never found it
This is totally my securer place
About an expression of my feeling
Expression that I can't write in my social media
You may never read it
And my message may never delivered to you
But I'm sure this will be delivered to the world
That there is a man who still never lost his hope about you

You said you've lost a lot of things (and people)
Well I might be one of them did I?

Look at this great wall  that we have build between us right now
It's seperating two human beings
That were suppose to be together

All this time
I'm still here
At the same place when you drown away our hopes and dreams
Sinking in the deep sea trough of loyality

We both know how to reach each other
I guest we chose not to
In the end we just want to respect our destiny
Waiting until the time has come
And let them lead us to meet each other once more

Happy ending for us

Someday we will meet again
In the middle of a crowd
With each other's life
Even that time you're pushing a stroller
I will still warmly greet you
And, I said in my heart:
"I'm always happy for you"

This story will forever be carved in the inscription of eternity
Our love story
In the frame of togetherness that we have carved for almost 7 years
Now we will display it
In the wall of time of our life journey
And let it be eternal
Although the carving is never truly finished
At least it will be
A solace for us when crossing the corridor of memories when we are upset and thirsty through the harshness of life
"This is my love story of October 2, 2017 till September 16, 2024"

Some times
I think about it
It suppouse to be me
But I don't do that
It could be any of us, could be me too
Everyone has a chance to marry you
But I never take it
Why?
........
You're my wish that never come true

She who came in my dream
Only in dreams are we still together
Everytime I woke up
And realized,
Reality is a trully nightmare
Maybe in another time,
Day,
world, or
a parallel world
We are still together
She is the reason why I have to protect my history
.....
Nadya

White roses
On a lonely night
As a sign of sincerity
To end the journey of two human beings
Let it be a memorable memories
Although it just gonna be a fragment of a memories
But it will be enough to always remembering you
"My One Month Friend"
Ends with an white roses
At least I want to end one beauty
With another beauty

The desert's longing for the rain
Is longing for drops of life
Longing that will continue to be awaited
Dreams that I have never achieved
Time that never come back
And all the opportunities I've missed

Forgive me
Because I'm late
And for my negligence, I missed you
Forever, this love is always awake
But the desire to have you has vanished
A red thread of my fate has been severed

Rainy day such as a sign,

Last time I saw your hollow point smile

Smile that used to be your special abillity

Gosh... you aren't a cheerful girl, but really I miss your awkward smile at your pale face

Blue flower that you gave me still bloom at my mind

And still I regret my failur to convincing you

Anyway not everyone is a fan of a happy sunny day right?

Each story has a different ending
Either
Sweet ending
Or
Bitter ending
For me there's one most bitter ending story
The story wich is have sad ending
In the moment
The main character feels so much happy
In that moment the main character believe
He was the luckiest man on earth
Have power to do anything
The main character feels so much happy
Till he wasn't happy anymore
Happiness change at one time
Disappear so instantly
Changing into a sadness
Everything he construct with vengeance
Will only destroyed at one time

Especially for this kind of situation i called it "Attractions Moment"

A wound
It sore
Not when scratched or injured
Sore if the wound leaves a scar
Maybe the Feeling of hurts
and
sore has been gone
But you still remember how it's feel

We Looked at each other
Tongue are frozen
And
Chained
After she past trough me
Dissapered in the corridor
She never leave me alone
Stuck in my head
"I don't know her name"
This is
The Worst part in love at the first sight

Time has passed so fast
Just like the seagull doing their migration
Moving from beach to beach
Across the sea
Trough the wind

Even people can change by the time
But look at those wilted flower
Why does we still called it flower?
Altough the flower has wilted
We still picturing as the flower still bloom
Feeling that ever exist still remains
What we feel inside was so real

We both have rights to be happy
If you're feel happy,
I'll be the first one who happy for you
Allow me to continue to admire you
Until you won't let me anymore
And let me say
"Thank you for finding me"

Maybe the person who I like it's you,
But I’m affraid it’s you who only exist in my imagination