You tell me I'm not good enough
I say a snarky comment,
walk away.

Never saying how I truly feel,
breaking down,
another day.

Knowing I will never be okay,
Hurts a bit,
I gotta say.

But I can't do anything to change,
because when my lips open,
it seems that nothing escapes.

they said,
and my heart did listen.

my mouth opened,
and everything flooded out.

but just as fast as the words escaped,
the regret crept in.

People say that changing yourself for another person
Is losing yourself

But I believe there are times
Where changing yourself for another person
Is how you find who you're meant to be

You are reborn,
out of love for another.

above ground.
keeping my head above the top of the sea
is difficult
especially when bombarded from above.
A hand keeping your head
below the surface,
and just when you think you have gotten a breath in,
it shoves you further down
than ever before,
because that's what life does, that's what it does
"don't know what we're chasing but we all do it."
"guess we're all foolish."

It pulls me.
I need to go.
I know you won't understand,
But the world needs me now.

Don't be afraid.
And know, anything that happens,
I will always lo-

And that was the day my world ended.

when our mouths no longer speak
and our ears no longer hear
I know I'll still love you by
the way you smile
or shed a tear
the way you move
the way you'll tremble
through every step and every blink
each breath
in,
and out
your soul,
forever intertwined with mine <3

the only release that i find
i pretend that i am fine
when im really falling out of line

find me now
find me then
doesnt matter
its too late

you just cant relate
always in my headspace

higher and higher
don't look down
because falling now
is not an option

Once upon a time
I found a boy
who made me laugh
and then he said
he didn't love me back

No happy ending for those who loved too much.

"if the sun starts setting,
the sky goes cold"

Tears,
Roll.
Eyes,
Roll.
Egg,
Roll?

I fall.

Meaning they can tell you
That you can't do it
And you can take the class
Despite their voices
Despite their downgrading
Despite everyone who limits you
And everyone who doubts you
You can take the class
And you can prove them wrong.

You are strong.

I can feel him pulling me in
saying he likes me
falling for him
he knows what he's doing
I just hope he doesn't
break
my
heart

smart women know
which people for not to go

If there was a distance to cross
I wouldn't take the step
I wouldn't start the journey
I couldn't even take a breathe
Couldn't say the words
and now you're gone.

If everyone dies,
why should I try to get an A?
And if humans are evil,
why do I try to be good?
do we not understand that the stress we put on ourselves is unneeded, u can live your life, or you can die, it's that simple.
Live hard or live easy depends on how people around you treat life.
Sadly, society is mainly made up of people who want complacent slaves who get good grades and end up working a 9 to 5 in an office.
In fact, people will judge you until you make it big, and even then people will keep judging you.
You can't be loved by everyone, and you can't expect that.
But, that should be the norm.
Why do we hate, when we can love?
Why do people make things harder for themselves?
It's like we want people to suffer but then complain when it affects us too.

I hate the way she says my name,
it sounds like an apology,
or a chore,
and every time I hear it,
I die a little more.

Don't want to listen anymore
take my headphones off
saying
"my camera broke"

I just lay and stare at the ceiling,
I'm losing feeling.

Sleepless yawns
Headless calls
Waiting up
For someone who never comes

I can hear my heart
Though the room isn't silent
I can feel my brain
Running circles in a fray
I'm scared
Fear coursing through my veins
I take a breathe
And start the test.

thinking to myself,
"how can I be like this?"
it's finals week
and I'm up till 3 again

I'm staining my own soul.

each day i hope for something better
as though the darkness fades away in the night
and the daytime washes the remains clean

if only reality was like this
and i didn't wake up still teary-eyed,
waiting for dead of night to come again
allowing me to lay my head
and let my pillow catch the waterfall again.

eyes burning
tears pushed down
fake large smile

"I'm ready to go mom!"

A wave
In an ocean
is nothing.

A beat
In a heart
is often.

So is one life lost
that bad
to humanity?