To my birth father
You are a
Freaking dirt bag
For not getting a
Job and leaving me to be
Tortured for two
Flipping years
Thanks a bunch
Deadbeat

Have
You
Every
Been
Called
A
Demeaning
Name
By
Some
One
For
Who
A­nd
What
You
Are????!!!!


I have.

Poor little Suzy
Going around calling people
Derogatory medical terms
For fun
Don't you know that
Makes more enemies
Than making more friends.
Beautify yourself with
Silence.

Is this bat man
Is this joker
Who the hell knows
To me its just a happy
Go lucky person
Ready to tackle something
Of importance.

This is no
Poker face
This is no
Cocky smirk
I am actually smiling

Feeling zen
I am in a calmer mood
And more chill additude
But maybe that is because
I might
Go out
For an outing
Strange

Beginning of the day
Harolding the beginning of a
New week
New possibilities
New emotions
New experiences
I am happy for this monday
And the blessings from the universe
That's why I smile.

As the sun sets
The pillars of salt
Really do come to life
With a vengeance
As the women come back
From seeing the destruction of
***** and gamoro

As the sun raises
Over the cherunbol
Remains
A lone smoke stack
Stands to greet the sun
On this autumn day.

As the fire burns mercilessly
I am saddend that
My favorite forest is dying
Along with
The tarantulas
I can hear the screaming for help
This reminds me of a day I lost another beloved
Forest behind my house.

When I sit on
the front deck of my
Housr
One September evening
I see
Seven moths
Fly up and form
What looked like
The Big dipper
Amazing.

I take a cup of coffee
With sugar and cream
When I look
At my cup I realize there is night scenery
In it instead of coffee
Should I drink this art.

I take a cup of coffee
With sugar and cream
When I look
At my cup I realize there is night scenery
In it instead of coffee
Should I drink this art.

In the smoke stack
Of a nuclear power plant
God put a lovely
Pink rose
In full bloom
As i way of comforting manking
During the appoaclipse

As I sit in my seat
On the 373 I see the clouds turn pink and purple then out of nowhere
I see this forest with the
Big Dipper poking through
The forest roof
"***"

As the sparks
Blend in to
The stars of
The i am surprise at the shear
Astronomical beautiful of the sparklers
And the stars.

As the fire flies
Approached closer to me
I cup my hand
Welcoming them
They happily land
As i watch the camp fire.

I wonder my father said
If I wronged him

Well with the world
With terrorism
And the news
I wonder

Well with the world
And the holocuast
And news
I wonder

Well with the world
And its violence
And news
I wonder

About us.

That necklace I wear
I wear the blood
Of racists
In a pendant

That necklace
I wear the blood
of terrorists
In a pendant

That necklace I wear
I wear the blood
Of my enemies
In a pendant

That pendant is an omen
Of things too come
Who wrong people

This is my poker face
If you have seen it
In reallife
And you know that you have
Vexed me
Namely you
Doctors.

This is my poker face
If you have seen it
In real life
And you know you
Have vexed
For I am the devil.

Though i am
My living room
I dream of looking
At the stars
And visiting the cosmos
Like my mind
I wonder how it works
So complex.

Dear doctors
How can you
Call yourselves human
Yet cause suffering to Hindus,
Muslims,
Jews and Buddhists
You are not human
You are **** ****.

In the desert
Of khazhstan
A shamaness
Calls up the great Dipper
To raise the dead ancestors
To bring down the monguls
But only ended up with a fire flower

The flowers
Of fire blossom
In full bloom
As the great Dipper
Nurishes them
As the burn
White hot
What a summer's night.

As me and my friend
Drive slowly in
An orchard I am overwhelmed by
The snow like blossoms and the
Pleasant smile
How I wish I was a butterfly
Or a bee.

They say your
Not supposed to look at a
Solar eclipse
But I did
And as I catch every
Phase of the total eclipse
My eyes act like camer
My brain the film
My pain the developer

As the young woman
Let's say early thirties
Turns on the torch
To the milky-way
Every thing goes blue
When she asks
Where are you
To her lost love
Only to find him
Next to her.

As I went to blueberry mountain
On a cloudy foggy
Day
I am reminded of my dark past
And the 100 shades of grey
Between now and then
It's almost white where I am
A color of hope.

In the twilight zone
And
Twilight time
Just as the sun sets
It a perfect purple and pink
Like cotton candy ice cream
As i let my cat out.

This poem consists of a conversation I had with a hater on imvu
And on tellonym.me.


"***, your self witch"

"why do you have to bug me"

"you left a rude comment on my Pic"

"talk to my fists"

"write proper English"

"get off the app old lady"

"where's the love" - thought

Why
Be
A
Hater
When
You
Can
Be
Quiet
And
Save
me
An
F bomb.

I am ugly as f??!!
Why because I date a doctor
Because Tri-racial
I am beautiful as f!!!!!
Why because I date a doctor
Because tri-racial
Hater if you are hater
Be quiet.

Dear hater
I am not who you
Think I am
I am just trying to
Live my life
You can keep quiet

"answers the tells *****"

"you are not pretty"

"you are not an artist"

"die"

"remove yourself from vu"

"What the %:'? "

As the Trojans remain
In troy
As it burns
To the ground
The Greeks win the battle taking Helena of Troy with them.

As Alexander
Approached the caucuses
He notices the
God permithus
Chainted to the rock
In suffering
What shall Alexander do.

The
Great
Dipper
Guiding
Me
To
my
goal
Shines
The
brightest
In
Th­e
Night

The
Tropics
Make
Me feel
:(s
:(a
:(d

As I look up
At the Cresent moon
Above the mountains
I cry because
I feel
:(s
:(a
:(d

"u ugly AF!"
One bigot
Had said

And I say "I am beautiful
In my own way
Both inside and out"

This clown is
Not a crying clown
But one that smiles
In the sun

As the frog sits on a Lilly pad
Resting
And waiting
I sit on the boat
Resting
And waiting for the
Right time to
Capture
My thoughts.

On the water
I find peace
In the air
I find zen
Driving and walking ruins
My moom

As i set on this boat
I meditate
Under the sun

What was I thinking about.

This smile
Tired
Though not forced
Is a sign that the
Day is good
That or she is thinking
Of her lover.

As I walk down the street
Everying
And everyone is n
Pixels
That I head to my car
And see that it is covered in cherry blossoms
With the hell
I say with a smile
Get in and drive.

As a dream
I dream in pixels
And I dreamed of
Trying to tame
A tiger that is too lazy
To care
So I snap my fingers
As a way of saying
Snap out of it.

While flying to cuba
I notice that
Everything is in grid
And the land in topographical
Drawings then
That's when it happened
I saw a green goldfish
Swimming by my window.
This was no flight to Cuba
But to a different universe

As I was walking
Through
The ruins of greece
I am confronted with
With a statue with
Gaame over written on the eyes
And Elizabethen hands
Soon I am in a different dimension

One night I was
On the computer
It was late
And I can feel my mind
Playing tricks on me
The note pad popped up with buddha
Init and a funky sun
The ripples came into the oddness
Was I dreaming

Poker face or brave face
We will never know but
Sufferers like
Yours truly
Force to smile and laugh
At a drop of a hat
Like a dancing bear in
Russia.