Our flames dances in the dark
by morning they’ll be one
melted together
dancing for eternity
Our love is on fire
Lighting up passion
for the closeness we desire
by the morning let’s stay in
and wait for the sun to set
so our flames can reconnect
swaying under the stars

I can’t compete with someone like her
I’ll just be a misfit then
because I ain’t
changing for you

I dip my pain and misery in glitter
to blind you with the joy and colors
but you’ve called my bluff
You looked close enough to see
washed out colors
‘Why didn’t you tell me?’
Ashamed I look down
because I too was
blinded by all the glitter
So desperately I wanted to be who I’ve always been
so I held on to it
I kept it there for people to see
that I wasn’t completely,
broken
..
(And maybe I could even convince myself
that I was okay)

When I think of you
I sink to the floor
the only place where my mind
forgets your lie

imagining your voice
looking up
and out the window
I feel your warm embrace

then the clouds come through
and I'm again reminded
of the love
we never had

You used to sit right there
by the dinner table
scents of coffee
light coming through the window
we looked outside
small breeze
made the trees dance
orange sky
yellow fields

the grass is not greener
on the other side
spring is knocking
on my window
where are you?
I've made us some coffee
poured you a cup
opened the window
I'll wait here for you

I wanted to stick with the others
but it was when I fell off
I learned how to fly

Miserable when you were here
now that you are gone
still feels like you're next to me

I look at my hand
once this was yours
and in yours at all times
you liked it that way
I didn't complain

I look at my finger
where your ring used to be
you placed it there with a promise
I never believed it was real
and I was right
it wasn't

Lost my spark
where did she go?
I don’t know where to find her
they say she won’t come back 

I never got to say goodbye
Would I even be able to say anything to her?
is it growth, when you lost someone so pure hearted?
someone so joyful and loving

She probably got scared and decided to leave
she is a coward
it was all love though
never wanted to hurt
rather get hurt

Maybe she thought she could skip this chapter
Chapter of eternal pain
and return some day
who knows?

She should have been here
fought for herself
Now darkness took her place
she won’t be welcome if she returns
her kindness is not for this wicked world
I can’t be weak ever again
closure can’t be found
so I carry on
..
whatever that means

Just another pit stop
not your destination
you weren't here for long
but you made it seem that way

Just another pit stop
not your destination
you took what you needed
then left without looking back

I was just a pit stop
not your destination
took advantage
leaving your mark

I'm a tease
I don't really mean to
I just can't help it
when I'm with you
even with bad timing
when we can't touch

I'm a tease
but only for you

I want you
only you
so I turn my mind off
to feel you better
In a time and place
where only you and I exists
letting love be felt
through the way we move
so let’s turn our minds off
and just feel

Like when my
red silk dress slips off
you melted my
sadness away
now I’m naked
before your eyes

that morning coffee
on the balcony
tastes so much better
when you sit next to me

that afternoon tea
in the living room
taste so much sweeter
when I'm in your arms

that evening cocktail
in the kitchen
tastes so much stronger
when it's followed by your kisses

woke up
in your embrace
with the sun yet to show

spend the day
on lips filled with lust
our hearts filled with love

feel asleep
with your scent around me
home has never felt this good

home is where the heart is
I’m finally home
and that’s wherever you are

I dream about you
knocking on my door
pulling me outside
into the rain
in the middle of
the night
raindrops look like
shooting stars
but you're like the sun
keeping us warm
let's go side by side
I'm sure we'll find
someplace
for you and I

Tell me how much you love me
but say it with your lips on my skin

Tell me how much you care
but say it with your tender touch

Tell me how much you want me
but say it with your passionate grip

I like to whisper
whisper in your ear
because I know you’ll listen
more carefully
pay full attention
to my words
when I whisper
how much you mean
to me.

The leaves are falling
just like I’m falling for you

slowly and beautifully
as the leaves lands safely on the ground

i’m falling slowly for you
landing safely on my feet

dancing elegant in the wind
before touching the ground

we took our time
letting our hearts intertwine

and our leaves landed
on the same field of flowers

I hear what they say behind my back
I see it in their eyes
they think i'm asking to get worse
day by day

They don't see the struggle
the inner demons I fight
the hopeless nights filled with tears
so many times I almost gave up

but I'm keeping my secret
I'm going to blow them away
when I show up
better than ever

I used to daydream
every time I had a break
I was back in wonderland
where I would find my happy ending
finally be happy
feel home, like I belonged
but lately I’ve been empty
waiting for you to knock on my door
and wondered where
my wonderland went
but when you come home
I’m back
and this time
it’s real

We're waiting
times ticking
counting down
to the exact time
when we will be
in each others arms
finally

We're waiting
for the time
when we don't
need to count seconds
but for the time
when we will feel nonstop
bliss

Your breathing on my skin
your lips on my hips
if tomorrow never comes
don’t stop
your hands in my hair
I’m gasping for air
****** me if you dare
in this bed that we share
even though we are lying
it feels like we’re flying

I realised
that I never really experienced
real love
until I met you and
gave you my heart
everything before you
was merely an illusion
I know now that love
is more than words
it’s vibrations and electricity
it has a scent of home
tickles me with hope
and is colorful as a dream
my heart has been screaming
for yours
and is now finally at peace
because we are now
home

Listening to your breathing
makes me calm
even if you go faster
I feel safe in your embrace
as the stars light up
our bodies tonight
all I see and feel
is you
an eternal bliss

Suddenly I had so much to say
I don’t know if it was the
Breakfast at Tiffany’s
or the sound of you sleeping
the feeling of you here
made me want to say a lot
yet no words can explain
how much or precisely
I love you

All the memories
moments I’ve had
are all fading to black
exchanged for sadness
and slowly forgotten

In the darkest of the day
under the night sky
that’s where I find my peace
where I feel safest
not in the daylight
with an abundance of color
just give me a quiet space
when the sun has set
under the stars
and if you are there as well
I don’t see why the sun should ever
wake up again

You are like a rainbow
Bringing color into this life
making me smile again

it has been dark for so long
the rain has been pouring
it didn't look like it was ever going to stop

then you showed
never thought I would see
such a beautiful rainbow, like you