Love is
someone who cares about
your wounds,
not someone that
adds salt to them.

I dip my pain and misery in glitter
to blind you by the joy and colors
but you’ve called my bluff
You looked close enough to see
washed out colors
‘Why didn’t you tell me?’
Ashamed I look down
because I too was
blinded by all the glitter 
So desperately I wanted to be who I’ve always been
so I held on to it
I kept it there for people to see
that I wasn’t completely, 
broken
..
(And maybe I could even convince myself
that I was okay)

I love to wake up
to the sound of your
racing heartbeat
feeling your soft lips
leaving tender kisses
all over my body
slowly waking me up

Like I am standing
in the pouring rain
I am soaked
in your love

Let’s play a game
truth & dare
and let me tell you that
truth hurts
but I dare to say
...
I love you

Falling in love with you
was like nature welcoming spring

slowly the weather got warmer
just as our feelings for one another

slowly days looked brighter
just as our smiles

slowly flowers started blooming  
turning the world into paradise
just like our hearts intertwined

You're the breeze that made me
let go
let go of my home
my comfort zone
and oh how i'm dancing
in your embrace
I'll follow you
wherever you go
I'll keep following you
until this season is over

Raindrops knocking
on my window
as I’m feeling your breath
on my bare skin

Fireplace crackling
sending out fireflies
as you are leaving
your tender kisses
all over my body

Love can be supermarket flowers.
That you bought,
just because you thought of her.
While you were looking for milk.

Staying for you,
praying it will work.
But are you in doubt?

Working hard,
taking time, putting in effort.
But are you in doubt?

Opening up,
showing scars, learning.
But are you in doubt?

I don’t know whether my eyes are
open or closed
whether I’m sitting
or laying down
everything is upside down
I can’t feel my fingertips
but my mind feels everything
running in circles
I can’t stand
my bones are breaking
this sorrow
overwhelming sadness
it’s killing me
slowly

When you hug me from behind
never let me go
I’ll grab your wrist
like I'm holding onto
my armour

Say goodbye my love
to this day
nothing is eternal
and this
will soon be over
the wound will heal
this feeling will disappear
say your goodbyes
to this loved one
that will be missed
no season lasts forever
everything will be
okay again my love
and you won't forget
I promise

She’s smiling
she has escaped
reality for a moment
she’s daydreaming
the way she sees you laying next to her
the way you would smile
when she leans in to kiss you goodnight
soft and gentle
the way she would blush
feeling your arms wrapped around her
the way you would hold her tight
not letting her fall asleep
without caressing her
she’s the only one that sees this
she's smiling
but you don’t know why

I saw you last night,
I wonder if you saw me.
You confessed to me,
without me being there.
Your mask was off,
your bruised face showed
with scars from your failures,
you didn't hide them this time.

You came clean,
declared your love,
told me your deepest secrets,
your worst fears.

You took me to your studio,
and showed me,
all the things you loved about me,
you had painted them
so detailed ; beautiful
I wonder if you saw me there,
as you were talking to yourself

I love you more,
than I feel like I should.
than I feel is allowed,
for someone like me.

Strolling aimlessly in my cage everyday
Wake up in the same corner, sadness
were hopelessness is sitting, wrapping its arms around me
I always end up going back to that corner
Can you blame me? I'm captured like this
It's the only place where I find comfort in these dark days
I get up, not much space, each corner
has it's own sick ways of treating me
trying to pull me in, whisper lies
It ends up being the same everyday
When I get too tired of crying with sadness
I go to loneliness, but that's not a friend either
So I turn to the sons of worthlessness
telling myself today is different
but they beat me up, uppercut me every time
And then there's the fourth corner. I never go there myself
It's dark there, darker than any other corner of my prison
Darker and more scarier if you close your eyes
I wont say it's name, it's a monster without mercy
But sometimes the sons throws me over to it
And I don't know when it gets tired of having it's claws around me
suffocating me
laughing at my pain
making my body numb
everything gets so heavy
it's a combination of all the corners
I've heard about how it can destroy you
I can only sit and wait for it to get tired of playing around
with my head

I found someone.
I’ve always wondered
how people could look into
each others eyes,
for hours and hours,
but now I know
cause I found someone
I can’t take my eyes of,
with a soul so beautiful.

Somehow it’s more painful
hearing from you
..
than not

My soul is dancing
in your garden
where raindrops
looks like
shooting stars
and snow tastes like
cotton candy

I wonder,
when you look at her
do you still wish it was me?

I wonder,
when you talk about your dreams
do you still hear me cheering?

I wonder,
whenever you hear a giggle
is mine still an echo in your head?

I wonder,
whenever you have a bad day
Do you still want to hear my voice?

I wonder,
if this season
reminds you of me

Let’s get lost tonight,
and taste how forever feels like.

Let’s get lost in eyes,
and never look for a way out.

Let’s dip in the pool of desire,
and wearing only lips.

Let’s hold each other,
so our hearts can meet.

When the music stops
and the lights go out
everything turns quiet
then It’s you I want to be with
safe in your embrace
close to your calm heartbeat
touch my lips with yours
and let our hearts intertwine
so there will be light
in this darkness

Baby, listen closely
your deep sounds
moans with movement
calls my name
my attention
to get to you
getting closer
laying in these sheets
our world
don’t say anything
don’t let a word escape
from your lips
only your whine
from in between our kisses
when we need air
-
Baby, just listen
just this ones
no words are
large enough
to describe
how we feel
how we react
being so close
to each other

The heart wants
what the heart wants
but why is it
that my heart wants
to be broken
over and over again?

The moon taught me
to get up  
even when all
I was surrounded by
seemed dark

Let’s play hide and seek
I’ll hide in your arms

Let’s play Simon says
I’ll go first ‘kiss me’

Let's do a treasure hunt
I'll be in the bedroom

Let's play grown-ups
I'll play your wife

You wanna be the one?
I have an empty spot