"Are you happy?", I asked him.
"Yes I am. And you?", he said
"Yes I am happy.", I replied
because finally, I stopped writing
poems about you, I whispered.

Our memories fade
Just like the footprints
Whenever waves reach the sand

I let the sun melt me
the moment you inverted
that bewitching eyes of yours

That jiffy makes my heart
pounding and longing
to get out of my rib cage

To have a glimpse
of a specimen
I used to love
and continue to keep up
the *adulation

"I expected for the worst
and you never fail to disappoint me."
She said to herself as
he walked away again
and this time he never looked back.

I'll write things you'll never read
I'll express feelings you'll never notice
I'll speak words you'll never listen
I'll portray souls you'll never sense.

How does it feel to be like home?
When  your home feels like a house?

I want a breather
Because somehow,
I am at the point
where I'm tired of myself

"Hey. Stay still", she said to her tears
as the priest gives his last blessing
to the body laid in front of them
with the rest of her family.

My heart beating frantically
As I lay down in my bed
Never thought that I would still feel this way again
And I wanted to feel those toxics
flowing freely and burning me insides
And to hamper the pain
I am feeling right now
Rather than to feel those growing gap
between us over and over again.

Hating at first
Not getting into any attachment
No intention to love
Never been imagined to
But now, I am looking for your shadow
Your shadow your face mask
You used to wear day by day
A statement started
And I can't help it not getting any close to you
No matter how I tried my best
To let it burst for others
I just can't
Time, effort, my ingredients
To catch your attention
And give me some
As time slowly walked by
Your shadow leaves you
A current flows in you
Creating your own and conquering my own
And I find myself longing to be with
No second, no minute, no hour, no day passed that I don't dream
Now and then, everything has changed
Like me, you show no interest
Aback was the impact
It soothes within me
And functioned in my brain
That connects everything
You leave me broken just like the others did
From being strangers to totally strangers at all
And crying is all I can do

A taste of forever from the wrong one
A taste of forever at the wrong time
Just a taste of temporary lifetime.

I'm high from my train of thoughts
The thoughts, that's slowly killing me
And became the monster under my bed
For the past couple of years.

Set an alarm clock
so that I'll know
when to wake up
from my dream
of being with you.

And your lips
tells the greatest lie,
"I am okay."
but your eyes
says otherwise.

I'm beginning to believe
those toxic words
that plague in my mind
with the constant battle
of what I know
and what I believe