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"versailles" poems
A haze of smoke Blurs the picture Lipstick stains the Cigarette that flickers Red painted nails Tap the frozen rails Champagne bottle, Dating back to Versailles Blacked out eyes, matching skin Bruise alike **** it with a shot of gin Little white flowers Shot with a polaroid Symbolize my paranoia Pastel colors litter my eyes Watching the rain fall As time flies by Twinkling Lights of the city skyline Closed eyes, sip of wine Hot coffee, big sweaters Take a sip, enjoy the weather Old book Faded maps And worn out ball caps Gold jewelry flashed about Parties thrown in nthe underground Now I begin, haven't you heard? Aesthetic is in, what a beautiful word.
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Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC
Aesthetic
What do you see When the flower meets your eye, What beauty must hide In visceral Versailles, In cherry tree reality... Does it mystify? The variegated countryside Does the chorus nullify The diversified into harmony What melodic elegance underlies That subjective divide Wistful of waves you fly What do you see in the cherry tree sky
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Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 9:57 AM UTC
Bumblebee
Just a wicked peacenik’n quick draw from the Paw Game of Thrones’n the Shah, cRussian bones of the law And still spewing the news like the red dragon’s maw When the baby-skull splitters want nuclear winter Ideal New Cold steel and send Chernobyl shivers Down Roman Republicans’ severed headlines Till there’s no more dead kids on for prophet front lines I’m in exile sharpenin’ [sic]kles in style Pyongyang’n Kuomintang climate denials Erasing their nation-hate racial profiles Outpacing their skinhead disgraces by miles Shell casin’ this place like the Nuremberg trials For Fords sellin’ swastikas stockpile bibles Defiled by Normandy tide genocidals Fresh meat off the boat spreadin’ Plague mercantiles I smile and **** ‘em with kindness Then grind Battle tax in my acid bath Salt Marchin’ prime Because WAR IS THE CRIME I’m the Clown Prince of Rhyme, Level 9 state of mind Like the state of Rakhine The Black Hand before time Runnin’ Africa’s Luciest Sky Diamond mine I’m the ronin alone in The monkey god shrine And my guile’s reprisal’s Versailles treaty signed Strippin’ pride from the Rhine ‘Till your Motherland’s mine Swine
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Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 2:37 AM UTC
Emissary of the Evil Empire
Pluto says Keep your hug Pluto says Dwarf Planet my *** Pluto says Sticks and Stones ************* Pluto says I know what I am I don’t care For your “opinion” Captured by the Kuiper Belt! Please. Or one my favorites, A cold rock! You called me a trans-Neptunian object? I have five moons! An 11 year old girl tried to name me. She won £5 but I’ve had many names. I am fond of Hiro. But I’ve also liked Minerva. I am hardly a minor planet. In 2006 they tried to make a verb out of me To "pluto" is to "demote or devalue someone or something.” **** You! So passive aggressive and insulting. I am not carrying that around with me My orbit is 248 years. At a 17 degree angle thank you very much To pay my respects to that egomaniac Sun. Why would I care what you think? Perhaps I am envied because I am so far away. I don’t think that I am far away at all. It’s relative, no? Yes, I am removed from that Versailles situation over there and all that ******** That horrible planet You know the one that I mean. The one that’s crawling with “things” They’re not even you. Disgusting. I am awash with molten ices and I even sport a plasma tail. I spin in nitrogen gases On my own path Alone With my FIVE moons! Just us! They claim that there are other Dwarf Planets here and there And even go so far as to suggest That I am the puniest amongst them But with my five and five more still That’s 10 to 8 And you already know what I can do.
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Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 11:44 PM UTC
Planet X is the Devil
lips become cherry red when I cry and chasing cars hurts from my ears                                                  down to my toes because it was never wasting time    I almost killed my jeep battery (forgot to turn the lights off)              drinking coffee to Iowa cornfields and a resurrected yearning maybe I'll leave (I want to)             --LA, Paris, Austria, Versailles, Rio, Carmel, Amsterdam, Mumbai-- I'm audacious and arrogant--much too proud of                                my flaws leaving would be easy: intoxicating like caffeine        stars        fear        laughing kisses but staying means home and English and standing out like a sore thumb (a beautiful one) in public             and the people I deeply love                                       (and need) I can admit that now so I'll watch the Capri Sun orange sunset once again tonight and try to intoxicate myself with                cornfields, sassy 8th graders, my beautiful examples of true love, ADD, bashful boy,                        and pieces of the world                                                                          on my body
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 1:36 PM UTC
intoxicating
/          the aesthete...                              and the athlete, i.e.                the "sophist",                      and the "philosopher"? ah... phonetics, rather linguistics: former: as-feet... but the latter? ancient greek in french: a(h)'f'lé'té. people should, really introduce a chemistry-style subscript for surds, most notably H, hay'chch, when dealing with such deviations from classicaly philosophy metaphysical concerns, and modern, orthography: this, the, now, types of "philosophical" inquiries: and i mean that as "philosophical": because i actualy mean... the favours of pedantry akin to being entertained by the intricacies of Versailles; you'd get more good-luck wishes in the form of horse-shoes hanging over your door in a small village in the ***** of gascony.
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 11:00 AM UTC
a simple posit question
Friday- the most promising day of all. The beginning of the weekend, but the one day that will spark appall. Down on Mainstreet all the girls In their fringed dresses, pouting their foxy lips and their hair waving in short messes. The hags frown as the winged ladies pass by- displaying their carriages a little sly. Oh, but Jane's favourite speakeasy was 'The Back Room' down on Norfolk Street: the place where the lost creatures meet. Tin ceilings, velvet wallpaper, plush thrones and back in that dark corner, there is the sound of low moans. 'A whiskey, neat, please' as a shadow in a tuxedo walked towards her and he whispered 'Hi,' in a sensual purr. 'Who are you?' he stirred, 'Oh, I'm Miss Doe' and he lept into the stool with a swift flow. And the jazz trumpets married the spontaneous harmonies and the saxophone created sublime melodies. So they sat as idle as ghouls in the dim spotlights, until Jane asked Mr Buck: 'D'you fight in the war?' And he whined 'Cambrai, Amiens and Lys' - his lips seemed a little sore. 'I'm sorry - do I know you?' His face looked as familiar as Jay to Nick. A brief pause in time at that smile. That was the final chord to the "lick". He drove her down to Roslyn- to his replica of Versailles and Jane looked intensely shy. 'Oh, do come in,' the desperado soughed. And she walked into the gilded palace which Cupid's presence bowed. 'I have a favour to ask of you, Miss Doe. Would you be as kind to wash away my woe?' And as they congressed under diamond chandeliers, his comrades gathered around the bed in amorphous silhouettes; watching disgustedly. As for Mr Buck he was an alien, skin-to-skin with a haunted beauty and Miss Doe- a labourer on duty.
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Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 6:32 AM UTC
Flapper Jane (Doe)
Friday- the most promising day of all. The beginning of the weekend, but the one day that will spark appall. Down on Mainstreet all the girls In their fringed dresses, pouting their foxy lips and their hair waving in short messes. The hags frown as the winged ladies pass by- displaying their carriages a little sly. Oh, but Jane's favourite speakeasy was 'The Back Room' down on Norfolk Street: the place where the lost creatures meet. Tin ceilings, velvet wallpaper, plush thrones and back in that dark corner, there is the sound of low moans. 'A whiskey, neat, please' as a shadow in a tuxedo walked towards her and he whispered 'Hi,' in a sensual purr. 'Who are you?' he stirred, 'Oh, I'm Miss Doe' and he lept into the stool with a swift flow. And the jazz trumpets married the spontaneous harmonies and the saxophone created sublime melodies. So they sat as idle as ghouls in the dim spotlights, until Jane asked Mr Buck: 'D'you fight in the war?' And he whined 'Cambrai, Amiens and Lys' - his lips seemed a little sore. 'I'm sorry - do I know you?' His face looked as familiar as Jay to Nick. A brief pause in time at that smile. That was the final chord to the "lick". He drove her down to Roslyn- to his replica of Versailles and Jane looked intensely shy. 'Oh, do come in,' the desperado soughed. And she walked into the gilded palace which Cupid's presence bowed. 'I have a favour to ask of you, Miss Doe. Would you be as kind to wash away my woe?' And as they congressed under diamond chandeliers, his comrades gathered around the bed in amorphous silhouettes; watching disgustedly. As for Mr Buck he was an alien, skin-to-skin with a haunted beauty and Miss Doe- a labourer on duty.
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# From an ornate podium the orator spoke words-- ..extraordinarily elaborate ones.. as if, as if But those who know.. we who have  laid low, down in to the trenches as grunts, both  outside and inside       of the wire.. Those who have  quietly done their legwork.. who have accepted their difficult fate  as that   borne  of and in to,  a training..  an equipping; lay low, lay low .   .   .   .   The throngs at the foot of the podium-- mesmerized by their own  need to be mesmerized,  never even    noticed the children who  in their innocence,  peered out from under the crowd's legs to better see the 'magnificent' podium.. The oldest of which, ran back to trenches trying to describe what they saw. Two of the quiet, unassuming-ones made their way back to the podium,   and in blocking out the orator's voice, (which  to the  knowing, was  as that of a clanging bell..) Now observed up close, the inner-workings of the elaborate podium and sat in  wonder of its expenditures-- wrapped around such  slipshod,   weak and hastily assembled framework.. And in having become interested in the structure's groundedness to what one would hope would be  a solid-built foundation, placed onto solid, earthen ground They instead gasped as they saw its legs floating upon nothing.. *"What the **** is holding this thing up..?"* War-trained and battle-hardened, they remembered their superiors speaking in hushed tones that even ****** with all of his blowhard oratorical ********   at least had a semblance of the podium's fastenings.. Albeit, partially assembled by our own country's stupidity within certain provisions brought forth in the Treaty of Versailles,    but this    but this; This oratorical misleading of the broken-ones this empty illusion of a presentation,  borne not  from a suffering  leading to true regeneration but instead, a distractive short-cut into the Realms;    This counterfeit substance.. as if borne in power,    as if..  as if.     .. But the realms.. they know It is only those down here on earth,  spirit cloaked within the deceptive misgivings of the flesh-- so aching to establish itself apart  from the necessary legwork needed to humbly become a part of Stream's flow: (borne,  solely from the inner Wellspring--  deep within the bowels of Love's True Ache).. It is here.. on earth..  that you will find the reward you seek..  oh wondrous orator, oh magnificent 'smither' of fine words..    **Your podium, a whitewashed soapbox    floating upon nothing..** --And therefore meaning   nothing within the Substance-Based parameters       of the Realms. #
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Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 3:48 PM UTC
on love, legwork.. and the humility that leads to getting well..
# From an ornate podium the orator spoke words-- ..extraordinarily elaborate ones.. as if, as if But those who know.. we who have  laid low, down in to the trenches as grunts, both  outside and inside       of the wire.. Those who have  quietly done their legwork.. who have accepted their difficult fate  as that   borne  of and in to,  a training..  an equipping; lay low, lay low .   .   .   .   The throngs at the foot of the podium-- mesmerized by their own  need to be mesmerized,  never even    noticed the children who  in their innocence,  peered out from under the crowd's legs to better see the 'magnificent' podium.. The oldest of which, ran back to trenches trying to describe what they saw. Two of the quiet, unassuming-ones made their way back to the podium,   and in blocking out the orator's voice, (which  to the  knowing, was  as that of a clanging bell..) Now observed up close, the inner-workings of the elaborate podium and sat in  wonder of its expenditures-- wrapped around such  slipshod,   weak and hastily assembled framework.. And in having become interested in the structure's groundedness to what one would hope would be  a solid-built foundation, placed onto solid, earthen ground They instead gasped as they saw its legs floating upon nothing.. *"What the **** is holding this thing up..?"* War-trained and battle-hardened, they remembered their superiors speaking in hushed tones that even ****** with all of his blowhard oratorical ********   at least had a semblance of the podium's fastenings.. Albeit, partially assembled by our own country's stupidity within certain provisions brought forth in the Treaty of Versailles,    but this    but this; This oratorical misleading of the broken-ones this empty illusion of a presentation,  borne not  from a suffering  leading to true regeneration but instead, a distractive short-cut into the Realms;    This counterfeit substance.. as if borne in power,    as if..  as if.     .. But the realms.. they know It is only those down here on earth,  spirit cloaked within the deceptive misgivings of the flesh-- so aching to establish itself apart  from the necessary legwork needed to humbly become a part of Stream's flow: (borne,  solely from the inner Wellspring--  deep within the bowels of Love's True Ache).. It is here.. on earth..  that you will find the reward you seek..  oh wondrous orator, oh magnificent 'smither' of fine words..    **Your podium, a whitewashed soapbox    floating upon nothing..** --And therefore meaning   nothing within the Substance-Based parameters       of the Realms. #
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Sleep soft and tight In your warm and harmless bed. Sleep soft and tight Even if you deny the law Sleep soft and tight Have you ever heard of Versailles Sleep soft and tight Leave your nation in agony Sleep soft and tight But be aware in your dreams Sleep soft and tight You will meet your enemies
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Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 4:02 PM UTC
Sleep tight
4 10:30 "Knock knock" Still in my pyjamas. We drank coffee and smoked cigarettes. He went to a rap gig the night before. Fifteen dollars wasted. 3 13:00 An old school friend. More coffee. We spoke of art, travel and vegetable gardens. In Japan they don't eat or show affection in public she told me. Aokigahara finally makes sense. 2 22:00 Lucky Coq. Girls would ****** for his hair. He told me of his grandfathers poetry recitals every Christmas. Idiosyncrasies are the ventriloquists of my heart. 1 23:00 We smoked under vine-entwined lanterns. He fell in love with a French girl once and lived with her in Versailles. He was young and went back home. Regret at the fork in the road. 0 23:30 Left to find a 24/7 bottle shop and go home. Crossed paths with old friends. "Come have a drink with us" -1 -2 -3
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Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 11:04 PM UTC
Threshold Of An Introvert
Czar no ***** that's lie. Rumour's fake like the treaty of Versailles. Yeah, I know a lil history. But her face beat, lookin like Rocky. Brows ****** like drawn on ***** I guess Carl just makes bad champ picks.
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Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
Czar
That brief moment Walking into the shaded apartment to find you reading in flannel And everything in me jumps The camera obscura of my iris snaps, Suspending you in amber light. The tapered elegance of your fingers across a page A glint of Versailles blue-gold eyes And fortified ramparts of your shoulders. I will carry this vestige with me In a petticoat pocket Until we are old And your arms do not lift me as you just did The last strand of your hair is silver And your cheeks sink with age like your father’s. These small gems of youth Of promise To keep in a sleeve until they are needed And the mirrors show reflections we cannot change
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Aug 23, 2021
Aug 23, 2021 at 9:11 PM UTC
Camera Obscura
I feel we're living the last days of Versailles As beauty fades before my eyes Convinced as I am The gods owe us time, I'd destroy this world To keep what's mine. My universe is necrotising As I stumble through ruins And colour drains away. I bargain for time... Throughout the many lives we've lived before knowing only each time we return, To experience full transfiguration You have to be willing to burn.
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 4:52 AM UTC
The Last Days of Versailles
Antonia, it’s time to rise today Your breakfast is ready, your tutor waits “Time is running", mama says There’s much to learn as a princess Antonia, follow whatever we please Stand tall and straight, hide your scarred knees You’re no longer a little girl You’re bound to be a queen of the world Antonia, quickly, put on your shoes Lace your corset so it’s anything but loose If you’re short of breath, you’ll have to wait A true royal must never be late Antonia, there’s no more time to play With your chin up, follow what we say You must learn to be a trophy of France To walk with grace, to speak, to dance Antonia, stop laughing like a witch Don’t be a disgrace, you’re not a ***** You’ll change your name and all in between Marie Antoinette is who you are as queen Marie Antoinette, with beauty from the gods, You’ll marry a man you’ve never loved You’re off to France, now say goodbye, You are to leave everything behind Marie Antoinette, you lover of life, With your luxury and power, your kingdom’s in strife As you live your own Versailles delusion Your kingdom is brewing a violent revolution Marie Antoinette, do you remember the sweet days of sixteen? Here it all ends, with a cruel guillotine. Antonia, free spirit, never meant to be A girl chained by royalty, a reigning queen.
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Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 10:16 AM UTC
Dear Antonia
*concerning the last lines... all we can do with the Cartesian Libra is add adjectives to it, which is contrary to what the existentialists did by simply modifying a furthered abstraction of the compounds 'i think' and 'i am', via the inverted comma(s), otherwise known as dittoing, sic, prior said, or re-, true to the oddity; a king will continue to question his position / being a king by not thinking about it, hence his uninhibited delusions, hereditary, very much genetic; and hence someone who precursors his being with much concern for thinking, the inhibited delusion, self-serving - both are adjective expansions of the Cartesian Libra, just added qualities, given both are facts requiring a slab of marble to look like Rodin's kiss - or approximate, with therefore being the chisel, and so dependent the end product, indeed a slab of marble at first, but not necessarily Rodin's kiss at the end - perhaps a Notre Dame gargoyle...* i am what i think, that's what i came up with after reading some of the bio sketches - even though the truth is that i am what i own - thinking is the part that comes last, if i own a bed and a roof over my head, i end up i thinking about being homeless - but sometimes you do find the ones that are inclined to be what they think, the extremes we call them - supreme anti-materialists, it's not satisfying to own a house or a phone, more is required, something tinged with transcendental counters - they "own" a home but rather not live in it, already the looming fairy of heaven tells them of an unnatural life expectancy - some might say thinking a form of uninhibited delusion sketches, like i'd be a venture capitalists taking a weekend away in Hawaii while some ridiculousness of poverty in India was to blame for my jet streams and carbon footprints - they keep the inhibited delusional in cages without a chance to sketch - because the uninhibited delusional have all the freedoms that Versailles could allow - or... uninhibited delusions of non-thought, inherited, hereditary, versus inhibited delusions of thought, mutated, self-invented... this could very well be a "magic" square with two further variations, i.e. uninhibited delusions of thought (psychopathy) inhibited delusions of non-thought (coma?
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Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 10:11 AM UTC
the Cartesian Libra
*concerning the last lines... all we can do with the Cartesian Libra is add adjectives to it, which is contrary to what the existentialists did by simply modifying a furthered abstraction of the compounds 'i think' and 'i am', via the inverted comma(s), otherwise known as dittoing, sic, prior said, or re-, true to the oddity; a king will continue to question his position / being a king by not thinking about it, hence his uninhibited delusions, hereditary, very much genetic; and hence someone who precursors his being with much concern for thinking, the inhibited delusion, self-serving - both are adjective expansions of the Cartesian Libra, just added qualities, given both are facts requiring a slab of marble to look like Rodin's kiss - or approximate, with therefore being the chisel, and so dependent the end product, indeed a slab of marble at first, but not necessarily Rodin's kiss at the end - perhaps a Notre Dame gargoyle...* i am what i think, that's what i came up with after reading some of the bio sketches - even though the truth is that i am what i own - thinking is the part that comes last, if i own a bed and a roof over my head, i end up i thinking about being homeless - but sometimes you do find the ones that are inclined to be what they think, the extremes we call them - supreme anti-materialists, it's not satisfying to own a house or a phone, more is required, something tinged with transcendental counters - they "own" a home but rather not live in it, already the looming fairy of heaven tells them of an unnatural life expectancy - some might say thinking a form of uninhibited delusion sketches, like i'd be a venture capitalists taking a weekend away in Hawaii while some ridiculousness of poverty in India was to blame for my jet streams and carbon footprints - they keep the inhibited delusional in cages without a chance to sketch - because the uninhibited delusional have all the freedoms that Versailles could allow - or... uninhibited delusions of non-thought, inherited, hereditary, versus inhibited delusions of thought, mutated, self-invented... this could very well be a "magic" square with two further variations, i.e. uninhibited delusions of thought (psychopathy) inhibited delusions of non-thought (coma?
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yes, theology reduced to the anti-speculative reasoning to choose he v. she, as if what pronoun mattered to be hardly exact - national effigies exist for ex-patriots - immigrants is a ***** word used by assimilating cultures, the small intestines and the the tape worms - she ******* Europe - he labouring Europe - winged Hussars in Ukrainian mud - while Versailles was built - Poles, the French of the East - Moscow was trivialised twice - once by Mongol, once by Pole - Nietzsche maddened called for the Slavic-Frenchmen - i can already see the proximity of French with Polonaise - the duchy of Warsaw - Napoleon - Justepatron - just partition - or thus the two bombardments equal - thus two kept a holy alliance - that the Pole be Frenchman when a croissant was questioned.
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 11:32 PM UTC
Winged-Hussar and the Irish Blacksmith
I want to have lunch of all meats and veggies – can someone cook and put them all on the table for me? I want to eat fine at a table of ebony with silverware in King Louis XIV style – can somebody procure them for me? I want to dine in a Hall of Fame Queen Cleo style with singers and slaves and manacled leopards at my feet – Hey, who’s there! get them all ready for me I want them all in a Grand Palace like Versailles not in some petty lowbrow Château de Malmaison - so can someone get it ready by today eve, precisely 5? I want to eat in peace with no noise and braying donkeys so - Hey! can someone shoot that rabble outside unkempt, untidy and always wanting free meals off me!
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Aug 26, 2011
Aug 26, 2011 at 3:07 AM UTC
free meals
My mother always said to get along with people. I made allies, I worked with people, and I stayed away from Fights that were not mine. My allies and I have had fights, but we worked it out. (WWI and the treaty of Versailles) It all changed though, when nearly everyone around me Began to hate each other. One of the kids I knew, but never played with, Began to bully the others. He said he hated Jews. (Germany/ ****** He was a part of a promise my friends and I made, Because he was a part of our fight, before. He broke the promise And he began to... Collect.... My friends And take over their lives. They were controlled and Manipulated and suppressed by him. (Taking over Rhineland, Poland, etc.) We decided to leave it alone. We didn't want to Get involved again. (France/ Britain appeasement) He promised that he would leave a few kids Alone, but he lied. He controlled them, too. (Italy and Japan) He had his friends that helped him, But I think they were just scared of him And acted like they were his friends. When my other friends got involved, I wanted out, But if they needed my help with some things, I would help them if they gave me a cookie (cash). After a while, I started to help my friends more, But I wasn't really fighting... I did, though, when one Of the bullies friends (Japan) threw a crayon at me. It hurt really bad and I got angry.
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 9:32 PM UTC
The World as a Child
versailles has been waiting for your return this time you will be reborn out of bitter tears and infant screams you have been baptised and now the light of apollo will be in your eyes the squinting girl will return but now you are a lion-heart boy and the twelve years that have passed for them is twelve hundred for you! versailles has been waiting and you will go back
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Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 10:26 PM UTC
versailles has been waiting
Essentia of magenta in Each twinkling eye. A goddess of Valencia, A princess of Versailles. Each dance, flit, jive, bob, Conga, cut a rug. Yet, only one do I intend to woo to Love. The smokey air! overdue heat! Can NOT  contain. Ahh!!! and without a care, I waft Away  the steam.
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Jun 27, 2015
Jun 27, 2015 at 7:10 PM UTC
Two Girls With Green Eyes?
Charred remains, of jungle burned: Fire steeped, laotian leaves. Who we lost, in what we earned; For the love of ****** Of sweet release. Korean craters, Mexican invaders, & The Boxer rebellion. The sinking of Maine, the panamanian strait; Meuse–Argonne, inherent freedom Is there a place, for the peaceable to congregate? Versailles, Geneva, Nuremberg, Tokyo. What point to rules are made, When no one follows them. Bagram, Mai Lai, Tiananmen, the Chechen genocide Is it merely in our nature; To fight, and argue, divide? We can conquer, but can we conquer The lust that is The love of tribe
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Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 6:43 PM UTC
On My Side
Too many of us prize the place over the person. When I dream, I dream of hobos--6 to 8 of them--huddled around a make-shift fire next to the railroad tracks eating warmed cans of pork and beans. We chat, tell stories and jokes, and sometimes break into laughter.  Maybe Woody Guthrie is among us. Other times, I dream of the **** death camps, not an easy, not an enjoyable, thing to do. But that did happen, and not by economic circumstance. And even if fleetingly, they were together. I think that's what draws me to them. Sometimes I dream of the Lakota Ogala Sioux before Wounded Knee put an end to them and their way of life. I see Crazy Horse, one of my few heroes, always self-effacing, and as true as the arrow he just shot as he was to his word. And when Martin Lither King, Jr was murdered on a balcony of the Lorraine Motel in Memphis, Tennessee by a single rifle bullet to his head, 4 April 1968, I dream of standing over him with others, crying. The ugliest place I've ever seen is Versailles. Opulence on top of opulence on top of even more opulemce. Made me want to throw up. Often, maybe too often, we prize the place over the person. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 4:35 PM UTC
THE PLACES
I am tired, and I am tired of making it beautiful. Petals flung over the edge do not soften the fall. Adjectives do not halt decay. Spinning corpses in sugar is a sticky, pointless ordeal. If I let the moonlight paint me in all her violet shades they begin to look more like bruises. A single star, a gunshot wound. I think about how small I must look from all the way up there. I think about how I won’t live past twenty. It’s such a dramatic scene, a fanciful notion ripped from the history books by a girl who doesn't know how she’ll fit into them. There was one like her before, who dug her palms into the rails and stared out at her burning Versailles, and she wondered how it could be so cold when there was so much light. Another kisses her daughter and son’s shining cheeks goodnight, sits on the tiled floor of the kitchen with her head in the oven. There was the one who painted and broke, loved and broke, painted and loved and shattered and broke. The other flies all her life and goes down at Howland, sinks for its remainder. All of them, statues with shards of rose colored glass transfixed in their eyeball sockets. Maybe we were made to be romantic and lovely and tragic. Maybe we have no choice but to carry these diamonds and bleed from the backs of our ankles, streak the pavement rose red. Maybe we were destined to scar everything we touch, for what is beauty without pain? I’ll paint my nails and bite them to the beds, I’ll **** boys who are cruel by design. I’ll spin endless corpses, spin relentless circles in this frigid corner of mine.
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Jan 10, 2022
Jan 10, 2022 at 2:22 PM UTC
You're Beautiful When You Cry
I am tired, and I am tired of making it beautiful. Petals flung over the edge do not soften the fall. Adjectives do not halt decay. Spinning corpses in sugar is a sticky, pointless ordeal. If I let the moonlight paint me in all her violet shades they begin to look more like bruises. A single star, a gunshot wound. I think about how small I must look from all the way up there. I think about how I won’t live past twenty. It’s such a dramatic scene, a fanciful notion ripped from the history books by a girl who doesn't know how she’ll fit into them. There was one like her before, who dug her palms into the rails and stared out at her burning Versailles, and she wondered how it could be so cold when there was so much light. Another kisses her daughter and son’s shining cheeks goodnight, sits on the tiled floor of the kitchen with her head in the oven. There was the one who painted and broke, loved and broke, painted and loved and shattered and broke. The other flies all her life and goes down at Howland, sinks for its remainder. All of them, statues with shards of rose colored glass transfixed in their eyeball sockets. Maybe we were made to be romantic and lovely and tragic. Maybe we have no choice but to carry these diamonds and bleed from the backs of our ankles, streak the pavement rose red. Maybe we were destined to scar everything we touch, for what is beauty without pain? I’ll paint my nails and bite them to the beds, I’ll **** boys who are cruel by design. I’ll spin endless corpses, spin relentless circles in this frigid corner of mine.
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being Polish was never **** it was never a clue for the sentencing of volleyball team effort... it was never **** whatever it was... it was never going to be an Irish bargain of gambling... it was just bad luck... something akin to Lithuanian, something worth forgetting... like Indians and the Bangladeshis... like Versailles and Belvederes palaces... it was worth forgetting... which exemplified the love of music in western Europe... and where music is lacking there the poetic expression... well thank you Pink Floyd, but let us forget Auden... we can all do enough with a sing-along... but when it comes to canvases of involvement to track the shoe-lace ties or the cravat tangle readied for a ballet... well, aren't you the one to tell us that it was just a calorie intake of veganism: mark that as a turnip postage... and a fried potato licked, while she gags on ageing for the added repertoire of scandal in sandals flicked to represent lapping tongues and butterfly flicking of what became flapped toe-curls of synchronisation; and the dipping, soda baking of a tartar sauerkraut.
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Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
Poles Cheap (soda baking of a tartar sauerkraut)
WE AREN'T FRIENDS STOP ACTING LIKE IT I HATE YOUR STUPID HEAD ITS TOO BIG FOR YOUR SHOULDERS AND YOUR EGO COULDN'T EVEN FIT INSIDE THE PALACE OF VERSAILLES YOU'RE STUPID AND KIND OF DUMB AND YOU'RE NOT EVEN FUNNY SO STOP TRYING WE AREN'T FRIENDS SO STOP ACTING LIKE IT
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 10:05 AM UTC
An Ode to *****