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If only I was a crayon drawing Where each smiling face looks the same Where stick figures and three fingered hands illicit the smiles of adults and adoration of how beautiful the picture is of how artistic the drawer is Despite the fact that the people are purple and everyone has a beautiful smile. If only I was a crayon drawing. With the sun always shining, though I hover off of the blob of green grass Though I am taller than the house beside me At least I am happy At least people tell me I look beautiful though I am a blue colored person and have no feet or hands. At least the sun is always shining at least I am happy. If only I was a crayon drawing. With no need to worry about how I look. With my family in a line beside me, clumsy names written above us, barely readable. But then I would be tacked to a bulletin board. Then i would be fawned over, Oh how sweet. See, look at the smiles on their faces! Look how happy they are! How cute, how adorable. See how artistic, how true to life. See the smiles? If only I was a crayon drawing, I could never grow up.
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Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 11:42 AM UTC
Crayon Drawing
Thugs with Pens & Aerosol Cans Thugs with Pens Hell-bent; not on cultism Just airing the other sentiments That don’t make it to primetime Thugs with pens Not poking out eyes Just venting spleen Sick of the lies Thugs with pens Deserve to be heard They don’t poison your brain With stacks of ***** Thugs with pens And aerosol cans Can change your mind In ******* time Thugs with pens Can make a dent They don’t need to insert Un-readable, un-interesting Covert small print.... Thugs with pens Don’t need no script writers Or advisors nor signatories Witnesses, nor dodgy men With gold plated fountain pen nibs To make amends Or throw in no hidden clauses That secretly **** your life blood Thugs with pens Don’t aim to pierce your skin But make their mark Deeper within Thugs with pens And aerosol cans Completely uncensored champions of free speech The establishment want suppressed, silenced, deleted; terminated. Thugs with pens And aerosol cans don’t Schedule meetings To fix the minutes And schedule another meeting And keep ‘minutes’ As square angled And unproductive As formal conversation Thugs with pens Aim venomous ink At headless politicians That squawks like chickens Bending over For the ************* Bank-beefing corporations, Controlling the masses With ***** little catchphrases And mounds of munitions And illegally enforced restrictions On your movement and free expression Honest men Have nothing to fear From Thugs with Pens & Aerosol Cans These “thugs” seek asylum From countries Where the law’s Not bought and bent Thugs with pens & aerosol cans Are made to wear monikers and masks Thugs with pens Don’t turn on its own Neighbours and citizens To perpetuate myths: A ****** ************* lie… A thing that never happened! (That’s for all of you dumb wits out there Who believe most of the **** That’s drip fed Your sensation addicted minds Most of the time,) Time you started reading between the lines In fact get a pen Or an aerosol can Write your own lines Start broadcasting Reclaim your space Before you’re completely neoned Into the shade And corralled under the spell Of a TV screen Or an anger raising headline That conducts the flow Of the status quo Load up your magazines With ball point pens And sharp edged writing nibs, Strap on a belt of aerosol cans Reclaim your right to free expression In public spaces Join the rag-tag army Of intuitive Self-knowing men The End: is well begun, George Orwell Should never have written That blueprint, ‘1984’
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Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 8:59 AM UTC
Thugs with Pens
Thugs with Pens & Aerosol Cans Thugs with Pens Hell-bent; not on cultism Just airing the other sentiments That don’t make it to primetime Thugs with pens Not poking out eyes Just venting spleen Sick of the lies Thugs with pens Deserve to be heard They don’t poison your brain With stacks of ***** Thugs with pens And aerosol cans Can change your mind In ******* time Thugs with pens Can make a dent They don’t need to insert Un-readable, un-interesting Covert small print.... Thugs with pens Don’t need no script writers Or advisors nor signatories Witnesses, nor dodgy men With gold plated fountain pen nibs To make amends Or throw in no hidden clauses That secretly **** your life blood Thugs with pens Don’t aim to pierce your skin But make their mark Deeper within Thugs with pens And aerosol cans Completely uncensored champions of free speech The establishment want suppressed, silenced, deleted; terminated. Thugs with pens And aerosol cans don’t Schedule meetings To fix the minutes And schedule another meeting And keep ‘minutes’ As square angled And unproductive As formal conversation Thugs with pens Aim venomous ink At headless politicians That squawks like chickens Bending over For the ************* Bank-beefing corporations, Controlling the masses With ***** little catchphrases And mounds of munitions And illegally enforced restrictions On your movement and free expression Honest men Have nothing to fear From Thugs with Pens & Aerosol Cans These “thugs” seek asylum From countries Where the law’s Not bought and bent Thugs with pens & aerosol cans Are made to wear monikers and masks Thugs with pens Don’t turn on its own Neighbours and citizens To perpetuate myths: A ****** ************* lie… A thing that never happened! (That’s for all of you dumb wits out there Who believe most of the **** That’s drip fed Your sensation addicted minds Most of the time,) Time you started reading between the lines In fact get a pen Or an aerosol can Write your own lines Start broadcasting Reclaim your space Before you’re completely neoned Into the shade And corralled under the spell Of a TV screen Or an anger raising headline That conducts the flow Of the status quo Load up your magazines With ball point pens And sharp edged writing nibs, Strap on a belt of aerosol cans Reclaim your right to free expression In public spaces Join the rag-tag army Of intuitive Self-knowing men The End: is well begun, George Orwell Should never have written That blueprint, ‘1984’
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Political correctness has reached a brand new low It has now reached good and evil And has changed things down below The devil is still the devil, That much has not changed But, the food is all organic And the meat is all free range I didn't know the changes 'till I made a plea last week To sell my soul for increased wealth And other things I seek I expected a commotion When the devil came from hell But, there was nothing quite so flashy When someone...rang my bell I answered thinking nothing much I looked outside to check I am wary of the Mormons and Jehovahs on my deck I looked outside and there I saw A man dressed all in grey A poll taker, election geek Let's see what he may say "Good day, kind sir, I come to you" "You wanted to be rich" I thought he isn't from no bank of mine He said "Sir, just call me Mitch" "Mitch", I said, "I don't know how" "you'd know I want to sell my soul" He told me that was why he's here To get a deal done was his goal I said, "why use the door bell" "Why not the cloud of smoke" He said "with budget cuts' "Pyrotechnics made us   broke" "The PC folks got wind of us" "of our tricks and double speak" "Now, you sign away your soul to us" "but, you can get out within the week" "We can't go by the same old name" "Hell is not allowed" "We're H...E...double hockey sticks" "Try saying that aloud" "It doesn't have the forcefulness" "That the other word once had" "we can call it heck, if we're in a pinch" "You can see, it's got quite sad" "The contracts are all readable" "You don't have to sign in blood" "With *** and STD's" "It may as well be mud" "A soul still has some meaning" "But, as you yourself can see" "The devil stays at home now" "And sends his minions out...like me" "I have a small brochure for you" "You have choices, please pick six" "It's more a club, a health resort" "In H...E...double sticks" "I can't get out, I'm stuck for good" "I signed my deal before" "The PC people got us good" "And now...we use the door" "Please look over the contract" "Take your time, and read it close" "You'll find it is a real good read" "With language, non verbose" "If you should have some questions" "change your mind,  or want to tour" "Just call me on my cell phone "I'm at star66 extension 4" "I'm sure you'll still come down to us" "It's not so bad, you'll see" "Just call me when you're ready" "You've got time, now we're PC"
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 11:51 PM UTC
Politically Correct Soul Selling
Political correctness has reached a brand new low It has now reached good and evil And has changed things down below The devil is still the devil, That much has not changed But, the food is all organic And the meat is all free range I didn't know the changes 'till I made a plea last week To sell my soul for increased wealth And other things I seek I expected a commotion When the devil came from hell But, there was nothing quite so flashy When someone...rang my bell I answered thinking nothing much I looked outside to check I am wary of the Mormons and Jehovahs on my deck I looked outside and there I saw A man dressed all in grey A poll taker, election geek Let's see what he may say "Good day, kind sir, I come to you" "You wanted to be rich" I thought he isn't from no bank of mine He said "Sir, just call me Mitch" "Mitch", I said, "I don't know how" "you'd know I want to sell my soul" He told me that was why he's here To get a deal done was his goal I said, "why use the door bell" "Why not the cloud of smoke" He said "with budget cuts' "Pyrotechnics made us   broke" "The PC folks got wind of us" "of our tricks and double speak" "Now, you sign away your soul to us" "but, you can get out within the week" "We can't go by the same old name" "Hell is not allowed" "We're H...E...double hockey sticks" "Try saying that aloud" "It doesn't have the forcefulness" "That the other word once had" "we can call it heck, if we're in a pinch" "You can see, it's got quite sad" "The contracts are all readable" "You don't have to sign in blood" "With *** and STD's" "It may as well be mud" "A soul still has some meaning" "But, as you yourself can see" "The devil stays at home now" "And sends his minions out...like me" "I have a small brochure for you" "You have choices, please pick six" "It's more a club, a health resort" "In H...E...double sticks" "I can't get out, I'm stuck for good" "I signed my deal before" "The PC people got us good" "And now...we use the door" "Please look over the contract" "Take your time, and read it close" "You'll find it is a real good read" "With language, non verbose" "If you should have some questions" "change your mind,  or want to tour" "Just call me on my cell phone "I'm at star66 extension 4" "I'm sure you'll still come down to us" "It's not so bad, you'll see" "Just call me when you're ready" "You've got time, now we're PC"
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See I wanted to write about you and everything that I silently picked up on up if you're wondering what I picked up on Body language and cues The way you tensed up when you were about to hear bad news your anxiety how it at times it came crashing down and you didn't know what to do I reassured you the best way I could   when you're concentrating or deep in thought about something ( I knew not to disturb you ) opening up to anyone was a task in itself you hated doing that / I understood The way you like to sing off key you think you sounded horrible singing wise I disagreed Personally, to me, I thought you sounded good you told me a lot of info about yourself gradually over the months we got to know each other I told you a lot of things as well but one thing is for sure I picked up on several things you weren't aware of and I'd never tell you this but you're easy to read just like a book if you're annoyed, angry or upset you might think oh no one cared or  noticed I noticed as it was written all over your face meaning you had the most readable ****** expressions if you're wondering how I knew about your moods it's simple really I could tell in the tone of your voice if you were about to cry you had a certain tone of voice that suggested quivering in I'm about break down and cry tone of voice or how you were upset you had a certain way of behaving that let me know either to give you space or to comfort you if you were mad ( depending on what the issue was / who the individual was and how long ago it was in addition to the details determined everything ) how you'd need space or you felt upset / still brought up the issue no matter how long ago said everything and how could I forget your favorite songs the way you hummed them favorite food and snacks I still remember the details that you told me the way we both know I'm fine or I'm okay is a complete lie when either one of us is upset mostly you though when you're upset or down it's like I can sense that your energy is off / vibes are off some way or another but one thing about our friendship is how we told each other several things and because of that I still remember how you react favorite snacks your dreams and what your plans for the future were how you handled relationships
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Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 12:56 AM UTC
I Picked Up On A Lot Of Things About You Darling
See I wanted to write about you and everything that I silently picked up on up if you're wondering what I picked up on Body language and cues The way you tensed up when you were about to hear bad news your anxiety how it at times it came crashing down and you didn't know what to do I reassured you the best way I could   when you're concentrating or deep in thought about something ( I knew not to disturb you ) opening up to anyone was a task in itself you hated doing that / I understood The way you like to sing off key you think you sounded horrible singing wise I disagreed Personally, to me, I thought you sounded good you told me a lot of info about yourself gradually over the months we got to know each other I told you a lot of things as well but one thing is for sure I picked up on several things you weren't aware of and I'd never tell you this but you're easy to read just like a book if you're annoyed, angry or upset you might think oh no one cared or  noticed I noticed as it was written all over your face meaning you had the most readable ****** expressions if you're wondering how I knew about your moods it's simple really I could tell in the tone of your voice if you were about to cry you had a certain tone of voice that suggested quivering in I'm about break down and cry tone of voice or how you were upset you had a certain way of behaving that let me know either to give you space or to comfort you if you were mad ( depending on what the issue was / who the individual was and how long ago it was in addition to the details determined everything ) how you'd need space or you felt upset / still brought up the issue no matter how long ago said everything and how could I forget your favorite songs the way you hummed them favorite food and snacks I still remember the details that you told me the way we both know I'm fine or I'm okay is a complete lie when either one of us is upset mostly you though when you're upset or down it's like I can sense that your energy is off / vibes are off some way or another but one thing about our friendship is how we told each other several things and because of that I still remember how you react favorite snacks your dreams and what your plans for the future were how you handled relationships
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I only ever seem to have flirtationships. Never relationships. I feel that's what tires me most. The thought of something being wrong with me runs its course- over and over. It's no question that you can tell when I like someone. Body language is readable and I can't seem to change it. A smile is usually constant. My laugh is often. My face usually reddens and I feel warm. I am obviously aware of their presence. A casually awkward conversation turns flirty and ****** references begin to enter everyday conversation. Everything's going great. Then fate takes it toll. They decide to drop me, or we slowly die out and grow apart. My heart breaks due to the attachment that grew because I saw distance in our flirting- while they must've seen a sentence affair. *it's me it's always me.* Yet, I can never figure out what is quite wrong with me and no cares to tell me. Someone new comes along and the cycle begins over again and there's nothing I can do to help it. I always have flirtationships, Never relationships.
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 12:47 PM UTC
Flirtationship
it was in glasbury-on-wye (wales), school trip, two teams, driven out of the house we were staying, i was in team no. 2, we were given the assignment to read maps... team no. 1 got dropped off at a shorter distance to the house we accommodated... my team was dropped further afield... getting out of the mini-bus i got the map... and just asked 'where are we, on the map?' 'here,' said the driver's index finger. i figured out a shortcut, via the fields, the forest, via cow grazing patches... we beat team no. 1... but the moral of the story? i still think you need to be greek, i.e. you still have to "believe" the earth is flat... a flat earth makes sense with directions like east, west, south, north... i cruised the team to an early victory rotating the map in my hands... i wasn't being ignorant... i wasn't being competitive... but to be honest i had one thing in mind... copernican east? copernican west? huh?! how can you work that one out? i know copernicus was right to stress the earliest signs of an anti-heliocentric way of seeing, but if there's no lucifer looking at a 2 dimensional map of the earth... geocentric improvements don't really help to just argue rather than get from a. to b.; what good is geocentric copernican east to my flat plateau need to co-ordinate a group of people? heliocentric copernican east is geocentric east, west, north south put together, given the earth's orbit and the expanding universe... geocentric my *** i had to turn into a inverse heliocentricity... i had to navigate on a readable flat plateau, moving the map one way up one way the other... and we got there... beat the other team... didn't push any cows onto the pasture... so that's how lucifer read the map.
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Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 10:29 PM UTC
glasbury-on-wye (wales)
it was in glasbury-on-wye (wales), school trip, two teams, driven out of the house we were staying, i was in team no. 2, we were given the assignment to read maps... team no. 1 got dropped off at a shorter distance to the house we accommodated... my team was dropped further afield... getting out of the mini-bus i got the map... and just asked 'where are we, on the map?' 'here,' said the driver's index finger. i figured out a shortcut, via the fields, the forest, via cow grazing patches... we beat team no. 1... but the moral of the story? i still think you need to be greek, i.e. you still have to "believe" the earth is flat... a flat earth makes sense with directions like east, west, south, north... i cruised the team to an early victory rotating the map in my hands... i wasn't being ignorant... i wasn't being competitive... but to be honest i had one thing in mind... copernican east? copernican west? huh?! how can you work that one out? i know copernicus was right to stress the earliest signs of an anti-heliocentric way of seeing, but if there's no lucifer looking at a 2 dimensional map of the earth... geocentric improvements don't really help to just argue rather than get from a. to b.; what good is geocentric copernican east to my flat plateau need to co-ordinate a group of people? heliocentric copernican east is geocentric east, west, north south put together, given the earth's orbit and the expanding universe... geocentric my *** i had to turn into a inverse heliocentricity... i had to navigate on a readable flat plateau, moving the map one way up one way the other... and we got there... beat the other team... didn't push any cows onto the pasture... so that's how lucifer read the map.
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He was a blank book. With my ink of sonnets, I gave him a story, syllables full of stars. I made him readable, interesting, intriguing. But, the last thing that ever crossed my mind, was that sitting there, on that shelf, I also made him reachable. Sandoval
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Aug 20, 2017
Aug 20, 2017 at 4:37 AM UTC
Blank Book
I. You know I resent you for a thousand things, like how she and I don’t talk anymore. But most of all because you didn’t love me. Like how you made everything seem so simple when it wasn’t. But most of all because you fooled me completely. I resent you for a thousand things, but I still don’t know what I’ll say when you decide to come back. You’ll come back. II. Twisting my thoughts around you has become so simple to do, become a habit. Twisting them around you, through you, drilling into your skin. But it gets harder and harder to hollow you out like I would before, making you into an empty shell that I was much less afraid of. I love this ball and chain; Stockholm syndrome has never been this fun before. III. And you’re an entity that doesn’t have a name. A mix of so many spirits that excites me in a way I didn’t know something could. You’re a list of intoxications that renders me so readable it’s dangerous. I slur my words and you take my hand like I’d never been so articulate and charming.
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Apr 16, 2010
Apr 16, 2010 at 3:37 PM UTC
triptych #3
i don't like people questioning me looking at me quizzically trying to figure me out don't there's no rhyme to my reason no "aha" moments to be had for... there's no book more open nothing more readable than me so... if you want to get to know me just be eventually we'll find each other.
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Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:18 PM UTC
be
I believe my muse may be a tease. It will visit me with an idea, but not the words to express it. I am FRUSTRATED. My vocabulary and eloquence and articulation have dim- in- ished. A poem will start itself; The end product will be WRONG. Un-natural, un-flowing, un-readable, un-me. **** that ******* teasing muse. (Although this is a poem - and in being a poem, has created a paradox. Nobody think about it! If you do it will all disappear: Poem, muse, and me.)
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Jul 10, 2010
Jul 10, 2010 at 10:42 AM UTC
my muse, the tease
An empty mind Is like an empty book Perception is our ink That may fill that book Pages written in scribbles Of what our mind registers None is readable All is chaos.
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Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 1:19 PM UTC
Minds and ink
Clever is not poetry. It's readable. It's admirable. Sometimes, memorable. It's clever. A word game. Poetry is not a game. No winners. No losers. Not even A draw.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC
Clever is Not Poetry
So many differing ideas So many different interpretations Of what is/ what isn't poetry The oft industrial offerings Of my nephew Sverre The vivid but real contributions Of Silversilkentoungue So good but so misunderstood Beryldov with his multitude of two liners Sometimes brilliant sometimes crap Yakov, word perfect Classical, readable Then the good old boys Francie, Jack, SPT Stephen E Yokum Harlon Rivers So many names, so many great contributers Not forgetting Quinfin So much romance in his soul All of you From the youngest, newest You are Hello poetry of today And the future of OUR tomorrow
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Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 6:42 PM UTC
Poetry of HP
I spied a woman wearing a pink flowered dress and my intuition deduces the woman likes pink flowers not a great leap of the imagination, but the woman is wearing the readable sign, and I am just the reader, with a Bee intelligence.
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Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 7:01 AM UTC
Bee Intelligence
I was just a girl, Full of dignity. Slightly reserved, With a sense of humor. He was a guy, With a mask. Humor carried his smile, With a sarcastic tone. His vibes unreadable at a distance. Every inch of movement, Caught my blue eyes. A sense of amusement from the boldness. The way he carries himself, Like someone with a purpose. For crossing paths with me. Me being slightly reserved, Knew no bounds of his honesty. Testing the waters. Wanting the mask to be removed. I never knew his life story, Never knew he almost sacrificed himself. Never knew he was abused by a past relationship. I didn't care for that, I wanted to know him. This blond haired, Brown-eyed guy. Knew I was watching him. I wanted to break the ice, To plan a surprise attempt. He beat me to it. Ever since day one, His vibes became readable. When the ice was broken. The memories of darkness, Pain and stress covered his soul. His eyes were deep with understanding, His wits high like a fox. I wanted to help, To hold his hand. To hold him when the memories attacked. I was too scared to say Hello, He said it for me. His boldness giving me courage to respond in kind. After our official meeting, I became anxious to see him. To see him laugh at lunch, To see him focus in English class. I wanted his mask to be removed, For him to show his true self to me. I gained his trust and respect, He fell for me. Now my past has been dark, Mates of that past cruel.. He healed me of this wounds, Just by being nice. Now.. I've fallen for him too. It was like love at first sight.
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Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 1:13 PM UTC
A story of Love
I was just a girl, Full of dignity. Slightly reserved, With a sense of humor. He was a guy, With a mask. Humor carried his smile, With a sarcastic tone. His vibes unreadable at a distance. Every inch of movement, Caught my blue eyes. A sense of amusement from the boldness. The way he carries himself, Like someone with a purpose. For crossing paths with me. Me being slightly reserved, Knew no bounds of his honesty. Testing the waters. Wanting the mask to be removed. I never knew his life story, Never knew he almost sacrificed himself. Never knew he was abused by a past relationship. I didn't care for that, I wanted to know him. This blond haired, Brown-eyed guy. Knew I was watching him. I wanted to break the ice, To plan a surprise attempt. He beat me to it. Ever since day one, His vibes became readable. When the ice was broken. The memories of darkness, Pain and stress covered his soul. His eyes were deep with understanding, His wits high like a fox. I wanted to help, To hold his hand. To hold him when the memories attacked. I was too scared to say Hello, He said it for me. His boldness giving me courage to respond in kind. After our official meeting, I became anxious to see him. To see him laugh at lunch, To see him focus in English class. I wanted his mask to be removed, For him to show his true self to me. I gained his trust and respect, He fell for me. Now my past has been dark, Mates of that past cruel.. He healed me of this wounds, Just by being nice. Now.. I've fallen for him too. It was like love at first sight.
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So she is called Angel of silence Always watching What others do Not saying anything Walking among humans Always shrouded in darkness Her eyes barely readable To those who knew of her exsistance People feared What they would find So they never spoke to her When the time came However People did not dare Approach her For she had seen their life Weither she deemed them worthy Of continuing to draw breath She did not care Angel of silence She was dubbed But more effective name The Angel of Death For your life may be next To end on this final day Good luck in life I hope you see You will end up facing Evangelium de Silenti
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Aug 7, 2012
Aug 7, 2012 at 1:00 AM UTC
Evangelium de Silenti
Moments. I'm built up by moments. They surround me, shape me, create and recreate who I've become. A rainy day. The trip. One class. Many hours badly spent. But these don't make it into the frame. Your blame. The rage. My guilt. These are the intances that outline my life. Micro moments. You see, tiny ones that flee. They flash before I can fully understand or become aware of their existence. On their own they stand as harmless, ineffective, deficient. Their accumulation is what creates the pain. They made me. I allowed them to be fleeting to deflect the hurt they flashed because I didn't want to bother. It was easier to let them pile up. But now they are clear, readable, traceable and they've lead me here to this moment, to that comma and this period. Moments that raised my walls and alarmed my defences. So many little moments that build up the rage.
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May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 9:30 AM UTC
So many little moments that build up the rage
In fog or flood, it has to look like news and not wear down too soon, not be abandoned at the shipyard; hunt-and-peck it to death, it remains invisible, so readable that it does nothing to draw attention to itself, leaving only the content in its lapidary wake.
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Mar 4, 2025
Mar 4, 2025 at 10:04 AM UTC
Times New Roman
down arrow down arrow letters to words to sentences making thoughts readable accessible shareable to my eyes from strangers minds from my mind to clicking keys to lines to paragraphs to "posted" to your eyes Hello Poetry from hearts to screens
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Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 1:19 AM UTC
Hello Poetry
I've written a thousand words that have trailed behind me for decades. If I attempted to turn around and pick them all up as if I'm collecting shells from a beachside, it would be wheelbarrows full. Write. Just write Natasha. Quit attempting to perfect this gift and just let it unravel. Don't criticize, judge or feel Guilt over your need to shut away and bleed the thoughts that you're unable to speak onto paper. Release the fear that captivates you. It's that uneasiness in knowing the pain that spills once I form these words into being readable and they sink into my heart and become truth. Truth equals pain for me. It's the fear that this truth might just **** me. Is it possible to die of a broken heart, I often ask myself. Battling this fear to write this novel is the one thing holding me back from healing. Allowing my entire being to sink into it, and rage against the words as if I'm the flat of the ocean being ravished by the never ending waves. Tossed and turned by the emotions that come with the process that forces you to heal. It's the still, that resides between each word written, that quiet space that leaves me restless. Calm the infuriation, unclench your teeth and let the words be written into reality. My need to burst into a blood pumping release that lightens my heart from this heaviness is enough to shake the floor of the ocean.
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Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 3:08 PM UTC
The Fury of a writer
I find myself in this position yet again Writing a letter I'll never send It'll sit on my desk then in my drawer And eventually end up in the trash I scrawl it out in informal pencil Because my tears would bleed the pen And would make barely readable chicken scratch Become smeared, smudged and completely illegible I pour out my heart and soul to you And then I lose my nerve I want you to know all these things But I wish you could without being told So I find myself in this position again Sealing an envelope and writing an address Wanting you to know and losing my nerve And writing a letter that I will never send
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Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 8:01 PM UTC
Unsent Letters
I am the age at which you died no comely pictures immortalize me, though I am not washed white with time like you a lone silver streak stripes my chin many would say you were too sensitive for this world thus rushing your years and guiding the barrel to your mouth I would pit my pain against your Nobel torments any day if such things be a contest, what is not, though a rabid race to the grave? but who would really win? for your mother’s madness did not leave you skittering around like a cat on a hot tin roof and your father’s anvil hands did not leave scarlet letters on your skinny legs excuse me then, if I don’t grant you a capital letter in your name excuse me if I don’t applaud your time in the ring or say bravo to the iconoclast for your sparse use of words (though, “for sale, baby shoes, never worn” was…perfect) excuse me if I don’t think your readable feasts should be on everyman’s menu you were but a man who drank and ate and fought and ****** until you could no more and decided there was nothing left I respect your triggered choice and do not call it craven but janitors aren’t made legends they just clean your brains from the floor
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Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 6:10 PM UTC
the age at which hemingway died (a work in progress)
I would very much like to tell you How my last night went through. It was raining, that time. Distant ramblings of thunder And constant slice of lighting One could almost capture And preserve in a bottle. I would have, if it’s possible. And would have handed down to you wrapped in a cloth and guitar strings. To remind you that whatever might happen in the morning We have lived everything we could. This night, tonight. From the coffee shop’s window, I watched all these unfold As the raindrops dripped and draped And my hands scribbled your name Barely readable on the tissue. But it was still your name, nonetheless. So that’s what I did, While waiting for the rain to cease: Stared past the window And thought entirely of you.
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Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 4:40 AM UTC
Another poem for no one in particular
I'm sorry every distorted metaphor I possess whispers your name pathetic I'm sorry I ever told you I loved you I'm sorry I let you manipulate me for so long I'm sorry I told you all my deepest secrets I'm sorry I cared for so long when you stopped I'm sorry I pretended to believe you still loved me; I'm sorry I lied to you I'm sorry I wanted to hurt you as bad as you hurt me, and I did I'm sorry I was such a mess I'm sorry I let my emotions get the better of me So many times. I'm not sorry I loved you as much as I did, and still do I'm not sorry for all the wonderful moments we shared I'm not sorry I tried my hardest at the time to make you happy, because I really wanted to I'm especially not sorry for swallowing my pride and admitting to you how I feel, even if you didn't care. I find myself saying 'fuck this' at the end of every try to write the feelings i have for you into readable literature.
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 2:05 AM UTC
I'm sorry.
"Stay away from mirrors" A piece of advice not about evaluating my looks But about getting out of my own head. To stop naval gazing and look outwards. Look outside of myself for what to write about Things to say, starting lines. So I'll steal a line "Stay away from mirrors" More than just good advice. "Write like you're talking to someone" What would that look like? Who do I talk to freely and naturally? My Mum, my daughter, and my 'Secret Lesbian Lover' Ok so you want wild, weird, crazy ramblings Without the input of their side of the conversation? If you say so... Duck! This **** is going to get crazy! Then edit... haven't I covered this before? (Or did I just think about it) My poems fall out of me then they're gone. I can't seem to revisit them to complete or edit. That is true to the idea of write like you're talking to someone. I don't really edit when talking much. I know I should, then I could say the right things. I am too open, I doubt that will change at my age. So should I manage to follow this advice We can expect; Wild, crazy ramblings which could be about anything. Possibly made readable if I learn to edit. I do hope I don't lose followers, this could get messy.
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Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 6:51 PM UTC
Good Advice