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"kevlar" poems
I am alive by luck at this point. I wonder if the gun that will eventually take me has been made. Whose trigger will bury me. How many bullets, like a flock of sparrows, will come carry my life to its final bed. Today, I am alive but there is no law to thank. If not me, then someone else. Born into a game of chance we never asked for. Traded diplomas for obituaries. Traded graduation speeches for eulogies. Traded futures for an early grave. Forced to cash in their chips. We don’t want to play anymore. And this too is eulogy. And this too is prayer. And this too can resurrect the coffin wood back to a tree. Can sing back alive whatever parts of you died with them. Whatever leapt in your throat at yet another headline. Mourning until you, too, are a thing to mourn. But we will no longer be martyrs. We are the rude awakening to politicians who pawned out our safety, who bartered our lives for bribes. You say “gun reform is not the answer” but all I can see is a bullet rattling like a pinball in an innocent student’s jaw. You smell like gun smoke and I can see the AR15 you're holding behind your back and I guess it's easy to crack jokes about dodging bullets when you're the one firing them. Give teachers books not bullets: Kafka isn’t kevlar. Bronte isn’t bulletproof. And how sick is it that we must add school shootings to your list of proud american traditions. Throwing opinions like punches. How many more have to die before you decide your ego isn’t as important as you think it is? And I, too, am buried alive My soggy grave parting its greedy lips. To you, my bones, when ground into gunpowder and mixed into water, taste like champagne. My pulse, as thin as an obituary panting beneath sweaty palms, and sure We are “just kids,” But you are forgetting we are the next generation And you autopsy your fists. Call it reclamatory. Lately, when asked “how are you?” I respond with a name no longer living. And who knows if mine will be next
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 10:32 PM UTC
Ammunition: a eulogy for parkland
I am alive by luck at this point. I wonder if the gun that will eventually take me has been made. Whose trigger will bury me. How many bullets, like a flock of sparrows, will come carry my life to its final bed. Today, I am alive but there is no law to thank. If not me, then someone else. Born into a game of chance we never asked for. Traded diplomas for obituaries. Traded graduation speeches for eulogies. Traded futures for an early grave. Forced to cash in their chips. We don’t want to play anymore. And this too is eulogy. And this too is prayer. And this too can resurrect the coffin wood back to a tree. Can sing back alive whatever parts of you died with them. Whatever leapt in your throat at yet another headline. Mourning until you, too, are a thing to mourn. But we will no longer be martyrs. We are the rude awakening to politicians who pawned out our safety, who bartered our lives for bribes. You say “gun reform is not the answer” but all I can see is a bullet rattling like a pinball in an innocent student’s jaw. You smell like gun smoke and I can see the AR15 you're holding behind your back and I guess it's easy to crack jokes about dodging bullets when you're the one firing them. Give teachers books not bullets: Kafka isn’t kevlar. Bronte isn’t bulletproof. And how sick is it that we must add school shootings to your list of proud american traditions. Throwing opinions like punches. How many more have to die before you decide your ego isn’t as important as you think it is? And I, too, am buried alive My soggy grave parting its greedy lips. To you, my bones, when ground into gunpowder and mixed into water, taste like champagne. My pulse, as thin as an obituary panting beneath sweaty palms, and sure We are “just kids,” But you are forgetting we are the next generation And you autopsy your fists. Call it reclamatory. Lately, when asked “how are you?” I respond with a name no longer living. And who knows if mine will be next
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I've been a construction worker My entire adult Life. Still, I cannot Seem to rebuild Her confidence. I've been a poet for As long as I can Remember, But my encouraging Hollow-point-words shatter Against her insecure kevlar. Suppose all I can be is Sunlight, water and Soil. I'll try that; I've been a Farmer's boy since Birth.
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Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 1:09 PM UTC
Soil
the darkest of my fantasies whisper Your body is a scuba suit insist i breath with your ******* through your mouth dive deep into claustrophobic waters, sink heavy to the rock bottom where we petrify by gorgans gaze i know we'll turn to stone because, of course, the gorgans can't resist gazing at You nobody can resist gazing at You, land or sea. Our permanent legacy, lost under layers of life barnacles clinging, moss burying Our chimera god/snake skin i am without Your oxygen when breathing would terrorize the wind where words belong still, my forked tongue writes i'm a theif to say i only want You to be happy when i had You, it was still selfish the revolving doors of pain and perseverance more time invested in us then money invested in the Pills that kept me from killing You out of habit You begged me to beat You it's been seven hands dealt rubbing my 5 o'clock sandpaper chin on the tarot card of death my tolerance for vacancy a brownish red stain i've only the thin line of medication between necrophilia and sociopathy i want to lay with You at the bottom of the sea **the Pills... where are... please no, God. The Voice,            run!          get out!** *I would gladly go to prison to **** your lifeless body. I would gladly **** Myself in the afterglow of your affection. there is only one true Sin, Objectification. I indulge relapse in every memory, find your shed snake skin pull it on, like your ******* how disturbed I've become with you gone* how selfish of you of course "I" blames You when the Pills dull i indulge by studying Your location i know where You escape too i want to go there does that scare You? i want to bump into You apoligise for what i want "want" as a word is like plexi-glass, or kevlar standing between Us keeping the bullet safe. i want a hard impact in a school hallway where we drop all our Books and look up and You see my ghost, that would be enough for Me i want the impact to hurt. i want the tumbling of all our Book's i want the messy hair and ripped knees, then Our eyes to meet and linger I want to watch the fear fill you. i want to sit there, watching. petrify from parcel tongues as i gaze at Your gorgon body shedding skin if i shed my snakeskin, maybe i'll see You i can't leave this Poem i can't leave this Poem yet i won't leave this Poem please kick me out Poem Poem end Me .. end . I ..
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Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 8:17 AM UTC
the darkest of my fantasies whisper your body is a scuba suit a.k.a. this is why You have therapy / obsession is why i have therapy / let's acknowledge the stalker thoughts to **** the stalker thoughts
the darkest of my fantasies whisper Your body is a scuba suit insist i breath with your ******* through your mouth dive deep into claustrophobic waters, sink heavy to the rock bottom where we petrify by gorgans gaze i know we'll turn to stone because, of course, the gorgans can't resist gazing at You nobody can resist gazing at You, land or sea. Our permanent legacy, lost under layers of life barnacles clinging, moss burying Our chimera god/snake skin i am without Your oxygen when breathing would terrorize the wind where words belong still, my forked tongue writes i'm a theif to say i only want You to be happy when i had You, it was still selfish the revolving doors of pain and perseverance more time invested in us then money invested in the Pills that kept me from killing You out of habit You begged me to beat You it's been seven hands dealt rubbing my 5 o'clock sandpaper chin on the tarot card of death my tolerance for vacancy a brownish red stain i've only the thin line of medication between necrophilia and sociopathy i want to lay with You at the bottom of the sea **the Pills... where are... please no, God. The Voice,            run!          get out!** *I would gladly go to prison to **** your lifeless body. I would gladly **** Myself in the afterglow of your affection. there is only one true Sin, Objectification. I indulge relapse in every memory, find your shed snake skin pull it on, like your ******* how disturbed I've become with you gone* how selfish of you of course "I" blames You when the Pills dull i indulge by studying Your location i know where You escape too i want to go there does that scare You? i want to bump into You apoligise for what i want "want" as a word is like plexi-glass, or kevlar standing between Us keeping the bullet safe. i want a hard impact in a school hallway where we drop all our Books and look up and You see my ghost, that would be enough for Me i want the impact to hurt. i want the tumbling of all our Book's i want the messy hair and ripped knees, then Our eyes to meet and linger I want to watch the fear fill you. i want to sit there, watching. petrify from parcel tongues as i gaze at Your gorgon body shedding skin if i shed my snakeskin, maybe i'll see You i can't leave this Poem i can't leave this Poem yet i won't leave this Poem please kick me out Poem Poem end Me .. end . I ..
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Round and baby smooth Before the heavy lessons Now more gold than globe Earned geography Topography in bruises Ridged in blue and black Fault lines and canyons Shining yellow Kevlar-filled Stronger in the cracks But this recent dent is a gut-aching crater that wobbled my world So, I wait for healing gold And grow stronger from repair
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Sep 8, 2025
Sep 8, 2025 at 3:01 AM UTC
Self-concept kintsugi
I stand behind you. No matter where you turn, I've got your back. Don't care if you can't see me; I won't make a sound as the Bullets hit. It's a cheap shot world at times.   You form the frontline, I'll be here with a back full of Lead with your name on it. I'm a ***** Boxing Champion. Taking all their sucker punches,   I stand behind you. Let you fight   Your own battles, Shield you only from what Isn't fair. Even the odds with every step You take. I'm kevlar. You unalone.
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 2:41 AM UTC
Unalone
i met her at the crow bar - a mescalero from amarillo - her name was lily and she was in from the field wearing tiger stripe camos cut short like i like 'em and she liked to hike them - all commando she had a tattered boony hat - a kevlar vest and a tat that said - the wild, wild west - her shoulder holsters were packed with two .40s - lordy, lordy - she said they bolstered her fire power we were commando stylin' ...on the blue mesa. 12/5/14   :)
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
commando on the blue mesa
Where is death today? Busily hiding the bodies, Or hunched beside a car loosening wheel bolts, Placing a dark hand over a traffic light, Squeezing the shotgun trigger, Or strapped in a wheelchair Disguised as a patient and wheeling rapidly around the hospital wards, Removing the soap. Or maybe cycling down the motorway The large black cloak neatly bundled into the waistband Right trouser leg tucked into a black sock A bone poking out the toe The Reaper strapped to the bicycle crossbar Blade hanging to the rear   But not obscuring the red reflector Wearing Kevlar gloves when handling the scythe And Vis a Vest neatly tied with a bow At the very least a reflective armband. Or possibly fixing a puncture on his way to my home...Bad form then On arrival should I greet with “Come in, you look perished! ” Discuss the weather as a distraction I could offer new socks Like every interview this might not go well.
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Jun 4, 2017
Jun 4, 2017 at 7:50 PM UTC
Locating Death
Darling, in the event of a zombie apocalypse, I’m gonna marry you. I know, that romantic testimonial isn’t quite the matrimonial proposition you were expecting, but I’m projecting a lovely future for us! You see, when the dead break free, I’ll come save you. I’ll be your knight in shining Kevlar, your cranium-crushing crusader, and safe in our barricaded bungalow, we’ll match moans for groans with the shambling horde outside. We’ll make love ’til death do we part, or at least til we start to run out of supplies, and if we get in a pinch, I’ve got a surprise: see, I’ll paralyze them with poetry, ’cause if there’s anything a zombie understands, it’s desire. Meanwhile, you lay down suppressive fire and we’ll take out as many as we can. If in the end we are overrun, I’ll let them take me so you can get away. They can have my brain– it’s my heart that beats for you.
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Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
A Love To Die For
In the calm still moonlit night       she silently wove a silken tapestry -           spinnerets spewing slender strands       light as air but strong as Kevlar. A silvery armature spanned the trail     clinging to trunks and branches.           Rappelling down from its pinnacle,       she fixed radii to her deadly wheel. Spiraling in from the outer ring       she knitted her way to the center           to await the tell-tale shudder     of a fly or moth flown into her snare. She took no note of the hiker       paused alone on the trail -           transfixed by the dew laden spiral     shimmering in the rose-glow sun. It mattered not to the spider       that a man would find her work pleasing           and it mattered not to the man     that the web was not woven for art.
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Aug 2, 2013
Aug 2, 2013 at 12:47 AM UTC
The Master Weaver
You look at us and see girls, Different heights and weights and hair colors and skin colors Different religions, different abilities, different passions But girls. Just girls. And that’s where you’re wrong. Because the girl on my left Holds a forest fire inside her chest And she can burn down this entire city with it. She can end the world and just keep burning And if you aren’t afraid, you should be. The girl on my right Is a hurricane that never ends Carrying you and your world away To make room for the future. You better Learn how to swim. In front of me stands a girl Of Kevlar, more bulletproof than any military invention And she is a defender, a fighter, taking bullets Meant for us and spitting them out with a smile. No assault rifle is going to get Through her. Behind me is a girl who is also A ticking bomb, waiting for just the perfect moment to go BOOM. She’s unpredictable and uncontrollable and undeniable And when she decides it’s over, It’s over. I see a girl who is a Whole star, casting light across our solar system And warming our hearts. She Holds enough power to end life as we know it But she holds us in a tight embrace of love and pride. Go ahead and try to **** a star; I bet you don’t know how to fight a nebula. There is another girl, a Wolf with her teeth bared. She snarls and growls and holds the line back And, fair warning, she’s tasted blood and she is Never going back. And me? I’m something old and ancient That can’t be seen, only felt, sometimes heard. A whisper in the dark of the woods, An unexpectedly cool breeze on a warm day. “Just girls,” they call us. But when they come for us, They realize just how wrong they were.
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Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 1:47 AM UTC
just girls
You look at us and see girls, Different heights and weights and hair colors and skin colors Different religions, different abilities, different passions But girls. Just girls. And that’s where you’re wrong. Because the girl on my left Holds a forest fire inside her chest And she can burn down this entire city with it. She can end the world and just keep burning And if you aren’t afraid, you should be. The girl on my right Is a hurricane that never ends Carrying you and your world away To make room for the future. You better Learn how to swim. In front of me stands a girl Of Kevlar, more bulletproof than any military invention And she is a defender, a fighter, taking bullets Meant for us and spitting them out with a smile. No assault rifle is going to get Through her. Behind me is a girl who is also A ticking bomb, waiting for just the perfect moment to go BOOM. She’s unpredictable and uncontrollable and undeniable And when she decides it’s over, It’s over. I see a girl who is a Whole star, casting light across our solar system And warming our hearts. She Holds enough power to end life as we know it But she holds us in a tight embrace of love and pride. Go ahead and try to **** a star; I bet you don’t know how to fight a nebula. There is another girl, a Wolf with her teeth bared. She snarls and growls and holds the line back And, fair warning, she’s tasted blood and she is Never going back. And me? I’m something old and ancient That can’t be seen, only felt, sometimes heard. A whisper in the dark of the woods, An unexpectedly cool breeze on a warm day. “Just girls,” they call us. But when they come for us, They realize just how wrong they were.
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plead your case. the silence that follows will deafen your prayers... it will eat your rain. tread where smoke has layed eggs in a nest of flames. use your thoughts nimbly, and thereby, climb the ladder madly humbly gone by love, my love. humbly gone by love. these are not the words in my mouth. they are god's frogs. a soft plague of cecil b. demille with ampibians and barbedwire. these are not the fickle neptunes in dischord. you are not the last unicorn. only the basilisk in my zodiac. my marvelous queen. these are not the feathers of a proud crane. but a wrecking ball reassembling a dandelion with a leather whip and a chair. they tumble from my limbic intimacy with your private lies. i bring genuine venom to cure blindness; but i leave an antidote under my tongue should your kisses beg to be a fool. i won't say what this is. i have bruises where your name left a dent in my kevlar.
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Oct 9, 2012
Oct 9, 2012 at 8:47 AM UTC
GOD'S FROGS
I'm just a young man trying to discern why they say you gain more and more with each and every day the reality is I'm nothing and i don't see the light its why i stay up till 5 am every single night Those who work hard will always get their way I say that's ******** I still try everysingle day. I don't have an office a desk or a chair I wear a **** gun and get spit on in my hair My head is on a swivel my my hand is on my gun I wear a vest of Kevlar and i search for the one the one who will take my life I fear its almost done. Some people tell you if you wai Then the good will come have patience man in the meantime Dude just have some fun well that ain't too easy smokin' butts from a tray having no gas and no food its not the easy way. I'm 30 years old I don't have a future my cars a pt crusier well I'm just a loser my job isn't great Im a cop that is for hire I only deal with liars While my *** is in the fire. I want so much more than the hand that life has dealt me chin up, look straight , hard work you cannot tell me I push seventy hours in a week for nearly nothing at least if i was someone my life would be worth something So I'll just go to work in the cold and in the rain Ill chase down those who cause havoc those who cause us pain Ill deal with the insults the snickers and the laughter you're admiration and affection that's not what I am after. My badge reflects who I am just like a mirror a man with little skills except tactics and terror a guy who does the hard **** without even a letter of appreciation from anyone around me, they see me daily and they just poke fun at me I do what I do because I have a calling to prevent the good folk from crying, falling and just dying. I run towards what everyone runs away from. crackheads bangers and loaded guns.
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Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 4:29 AM UTC
Life of a armed security guard.
I'm just a young man trying to discern why they say you gain more and more with each and every day the reality is I'm nothing and i don't see the light its why i stay up till 5 am every single night Those who work hard will always get their way I say that's ******** I still try everysingle day. I don't have an office a desk or a chair I wear a **** gun and get spit on in my hair My head is on a swivel my my hand is on my gun I wear a vest of Kevlar and i search for the one the one who will take my life I fear its almost done. Some people tell you if you wai Then the good will come have patience man in the meantime Dude just have some fun well that ain't too easy smokin' butts from a tray having no gas and no food its not the easy way. I'm 30 years old I don't have a future my cars a pt crusier well I'm just a loser my job isn't great Im a cop that is for hire I only deal with liars While my *** is in the fire. I want so much more than the hand that life has dealt me chin up, look straight , hard work you cannot tell me I push seventy hours in a week for nearly nothing at least if i was someone my life would be worth something So I'll just go to work in the cold and in the rain Ill chase down those who cause havoc those who cause us pain Ill deal with the insults the snickers and the laughter you're admiration and affection that's not what I am after. My badge reflects who I am just like a mirror a man with little skills except tactics and terror a guy who does the hard **** without even a letter of appreciation from anyone around me, they see me daily and they just poke fun at me I do what I do because I have a calling to prevent the good folk from crying, falling and just dying. I run towards what everyone runs away from. crackheads bangers and loaded guns.
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I try to convince myself that there’s no struggle; That these are just war games.  I wear long sleeves and the word Fine Like kevlar. I search for second player, when, Real ly, I need a commander. I gather treasures, battle strategies in Journals; I tell myself that they're just easter eggs, Useless Use less. I philosophize That reality is, really, a hollow Hologram, A video game, not real, not wrong, not True, useless; A projection, Protection. There's no war, no battle, It's my d mons that speak dark things, when really, there's a a e One lett r difference. I tell myself that the game's over, try Again, try again. Failure stabs, I say That it was my own doing, It's just war games. I need to take a walk, Run, run away I tell myself, It'll do me good. I come back for another Try, try again. I was retreating, my armour could Not protect me from the claws, the scratches from Within. It's nothing, I say, It's all in your head; It's all in my head. I try to tell myself that there's no battle to be won, to Be a man. Men don't play video games; Men be me n. They defend, they protect, They forgive. But I don't feel forgiven, I say I'm forgiven. I'm fine, and These are just war games.
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Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
W A R G A M E S
This needle goes Right through My kevlar skin Shooting Essence of You Into my veins I fall This is My escape
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Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 2:36 PM UTC
Needle
you say it's not about the *** but the declaration does nothing to ***** the boiling terror to shoo away that yawning hole digging deeper and deeper into the root system of my ribs tilling the lush soil that is my traitorous stomach and ever shrinking lungs it uproots me grinds the stump where I once stood a towering oak or was I only ever a sapling that was snapped in half severed the exact moment that the floodgates opened and the raging storms remnants poured forth unshackled by the walls I carefully constructed around my trembling heart how I screamed when they fell the resounding crash of my fingers digging into your back pulling you closer and closer I can't stop wanting you closer to inhabit that feeling the safety of a harbor in a storm you somehow can protect me from the radioactive wasteland that I am still traversing dodging gamma rays of manic frenzy and alpha particles heavy with the black hole that swears it will consume all of me its final sacrifice demanded my life how can I trust this? when the reality of the matter is you are no lead apron absorbing the radiation for me some kevlar vest that can ever protect me from the bullets of vitriolic bile I hurl inward not to mention grenades thrown my way by wayward neural firings which find me craving my blood a box of razors is a box of friends and reality diverges into an orthogonal plane. you could be snatched from me you are a small worm on the biggest hook to make the juiciest most succulent amuse bouche for a big world of sharks how ******* stupid am I to be a fisherwoman who has fallen in love with her bait?
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
Untitled
you say it's not about the *** but the declaration does nothing to ***** the boiling terror to shoo away that yawning hole digging deeper and deeper into the root system of my ribs tilling the lush soil that is my traitorous stomach and ever shrinking lungs it uproots me grinds the stump where I once stood a towering oak or was I only ever a sapling that was snapped in half severed the exact moment that the floodgates opened and the raging storms remnants poured forth unshackled by the walls I carefully constructed around my trembling heart how I screamed when they fell the resounding crash of my fingers digging into your back pulling you closer and closer I can't stop wanting you closer to inhabit that feeling the safety of a harbor in a storm you somehow can protect me from the radioactive wasteland that I am still traversing dodging gamma rays of manic frenzy and alpha particles heavy with the black hole that swears it will consume all of me its final sacrifice demanded my life how can I trust this? when the reality of the matter is you are no lead apron absorbing the radiation for me some kevlar vest that can ever protect me from the bullets of vitriolic bile I hurl inward not to mention grenades thrown my way by wayward neural firings which find me craving my blood a box of razors is a box of friends and reality diverges into an orthogonal plane. you could be snatched from me you are a small worm on the biggest hook to make the juiciest most succulent amuse bouche for a big world of sharks how ******* stupid am I to be a fisherwoman who has fallen in love with her bait?
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Allow me to introduce you to the scene: Empty rooms with padlocked portals Absconding the identities of the small town Metropolis. Crawling through it's empty corridors; The syrupy melodies, of muddy songs, Humming themselves. I see the earth raining into the clouds. The bone marrow Injustice bleeds through the Kevlar canvas Calling out to severed limbs (of porcelain trees) On secluded islands, crowded by ten-thousand concrete angels. Ten- Thousand. "COME ONE COME ALL" "PREPARE TO BE AMAZED!" Cries the vulture on the Master Of ceremonies shoulder, as he circles The empty bleachers in Padlocked rooms. Erogenous melodies now; Creak through the cracks of the hardwood Floors, whitewashed seven times over. Is the television too loud, masking the tune that's Cascading through the room? The nocturnal sun goes to sleep at night Tonight. Tick-Tock-Tick-Tock-Tick-Tock. The grandfather clock awaits Its final Stroke. The overwhelming smell of bathtub Moonshine, awakens the vanity, And drowns royal dignity. Tell the truth, You have heard this story one million times now. The ending is ALWAYS THE SAME. And yet the tape is rewound And fastened to our eyeballs.
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Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 4:30 PM UTC
Be Cruel; Rewind.
Ever given an apology when embarrassment was your true feeling? Is there space between them? Or is one the wrapping paper? Silverskin on coffeebean. Parchment. Ornate half mask on a dancer in all black Between Pointed nose and chandileier Same infastructure as churches Decorated to make others look to god. Up, with gargoyales and bells If embarrassment is the root of an apology. Does it ring? What time of day? Embassy of embarrassment is your apology. It is no secret, it is kevlar. Harder to break. If you are never embarrassed. You cannot be sorry. pride and abandon As honest as they are to a man Who loves to love Strike offensive on ears set To red at your past. Own the honesty like a magic shield. You will not have the kevlar of apology If you do not have the embarrassment. You'll need to fake it. This takes delicate work. Convincing the world you are not selfish When born in america Is not easy. Loving your own failure seems proof enough To learn from mistakes But intellect. Is not the opposite of selfishness. In abundance you carry both as a burden. People see you as a man, honest. People see you as a man, who was not honest. People see you as a man, selfish. People see you as a man, who would rather be wrong and manic than human. And people see through sometimes the armor Of your ******** And magic armor of your smile Because you talk too much When all you want is too be heard, Your biggest weakness is when someone listens. You are so powerfull when no one hears you. And you are so seen when you never open your mouth. But the second you do. You are ugly. Underneath the ornate white mask and pointed nose Without the smooth pleasentries of a nirror for a face. You are seen a bulbous boiled blemmish. A red infected wound for an ear. It hurts to hear their testimony Wittnessing you when you are without protection. This is not embarrassment? You are not embarrassed to be seen an ugly thing? And no. It just hurts. And the pain callouses, making it more ugly. Until we got to where we are. Indestructible in all this broken. Untouchable from all this infection. Unlovable from all this attention. A greiving suit of armor
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Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 2:27 PM UTC
Apology ballroom
Ever given an apology when embarrassment was your true feeling? Is there space between them? Or is one the wrapping paper? Silverskin on coffeebean. Parchment. Ornate half mask on a dancer in all black Between Pointed nose and chandileier Same infastructure as churches Decorated to make others look to god. Up, with gargoyales and bells If embarrassment is the root of an apology. Does it ring? What time of day? Embassy of embarrassment is your apology. It is no secret, it is kevlar. Harder to break. If you are never embarrassed. You cannot be sorry. pride and abandon As honest as they are to a man Who loves to love Strike offensive on ears set To red at your past. Own the honesty like a magic shield. You will not have the kevlar of apology If you do not have the embarrassment. You'll need to fake it. This takes delicate work. Convincing the world you are not selfish When born in america Is not easy. Loving your own failure seems proof enough To learn from mistakes But intellect. Is not the opposite of selfishness. In abundance you carry both as a burden. People see you as a man, honest. People see you as a man, who was not honest. People see you as a man, selfish. People see you as a man, who would rather be wrong and manic than human. And people see through sometimes the armor Of your ******** And magic armor of your smile Because you talk too much When all you want is too be heard, Your biggest weakness is when someone listens. You are so powerfull when no one hears you. And you are so seen when you never open your mouth. But the second you do. You are ugly. Underneath the ornate white mask and pointed nose Without the smooth pleasentries of a nirror for a face. You are seen a bulbous boiled blemmish. A red infected wound for an ear. It hurts to hear their testimony Wittnessing you when you are without protection. This is not embarrassment? You are not embarrassed to be seen an ugly thing? And no. It just hurts. And the pain callouses, making it more ugly. Until we got to where we are. Indestructible in all this broken. Untouchable from all this infection. Unlovable from all this attention. A greiving suit of armor
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Au temps Au temps où l'on va toujours plus vite, pour en gagner Autant de temps à perdre devant la télé Quand les pieds d'argile ont des chaussures en croco Au temps de la guerre des égos À celui passé à l'usine, qui roule sa bosse Quand c'est tout ce qu'on apprends à nos gosses Fais de l'argent, entres dans le moule À l'heure où notre joli navire coule Quand les recherches les plus subventionnées sont militaires Quand l'homme avance un pas en avant, deux pas en arrière Quand on a plus que jamais tous du sang sur nos doigts Là où on trouve moins d'eau que de soda À l'heure des strings et des braguettes Quand la pucelle à honte de l'être Quand on fait l'amour à des images, à du kevlar À l'heure où l'art fait sa pute, et au street art Aux endettés que le temps presse Aux laodicéens qui pensent boire de l'eau fraiche Au temps passé en emmenant nos valeurs Au temps modernes, au temps perdu, au temps qui fait peur Au temps qui veut m'arracher ce que j'ai de plus précieux Ma sauvagerie, ma liberté, comme la prunelle de mes yeux Au temps, à ses aiguilles qu'on ne peut casser, Qui passent sur nous comme on laboure un champ Plient et tâchent une peau tant de fois griffée, Puis laissent à nos yeux que le blanc Au temps qui nous abimes, qui passe et nous emporte l'un après l'autre Au temps des idoles et des rois, au temps des apôtres Au temps qui passe et estompe nos mirages Qui file tout le temps, qui jauni nos images Qui nous vieilli, nous flétris, nous habitue Qui nous ternis, nous aigris, puis qui nous tue. Au temps qui ne s'est pas passé comme prévu Aux tremblotants, au temps qui nous fait perdre la vue Aux palpitants qui s'arrêtent Aux pétillants qui naissent À ceux qui ont tant passé à contre courant, au monuments Qui résistent contre le vent, qui malgré tout et pour autant Au temps.
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Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 2:13 PM UTC
Au temps
Au temps Au temps où l'on va toujours plus vite, pour en gagner Autant de temps à perdre devant la télé Quand les pieds d'argile ont des chaussures en croco Au temps de la guerre des égos À celui passé à l'usine, qui roule sa bosse Quand c'est tout ce qu'on apprends à nos gosses Fais de l'argent, entres dans le moule À l'heure où notre joli navire coule Quand les recherches les plus subventionnées sont militaires Quand l'homme avance un pas en avant, deux pas en arrière Quand on a plus que jamais tous du sang sur nos doigts Là où on trouve moins d'eau que de soda À l'heure des strings et des braguettes Quand la pucelle à honte de l'être Quand on fait l'amour à des images, à du kevlar À l'heure où l'art fait sa pute, et au street art Aux endettés que le temps presse Aux laodicéens qui pensent boire de l'eau fraiche Au temps passé en emmenant nos valeurs Au temps modernes, au temps perdu, au temps qui fait peur Au temps qui veut m'arracher ce que j'ai de plus précieux Ma sauvagerie, ma liberté, comme la prunelle de mes yeux Au temps, à ses aiguilles qu'on ne peut casser, Qui passent sur nous comme on laboure un champ Plient et tâchent une peau tant de fois griffée, Puis laissent à nos yeux que le blanc Au temps qui nous abimes, qui passe et nous emporte l'un après l'autre Au temps des idoles et des rois, au temps des apôtres Au temps qui passe et estompe nos mirages Qui file tout le temps, qui jauni nos images Qui nous vieilli, nous flétris, nous habitue Qui nous ternis, nous aigris, puis qui nous tue. Au temps qui ne s'est pas passé comme prévu Aux tremblotants, au temps qui nous fait perdre la vue Aux palpitants qui s'arrêtent Aux pétillants qui naissent À ceux qui ont tant passé à contre courant, au monuments Qui résistent contre le vent, qui malgré tout et pour autant Au temps.
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On Ohio nights, you've got fireflies.      Out West, we like our rifles. Never pull your days out from the roots      'til the nights have all been ripened. City lights are purpling blackened streets and we can see our way to habits through           these neighborhoods... Our sentences are carbines. Order up a few more rounds. I guess it's almost automatic when the late reports all sound           like we've got           rain all week.         It's rain all week. And you're so sick of parades. You say you want a Summer. One that never ends. One that takes you back to Ashland,           brings you sense of time and feelings for old friends. I think the party's over. No streamers on the wall. Pack your bags, punch a ticket,           bring a jacket and I'll see you in the Fall.           I'll see you in the Fall. On Ohio nights, you've got fireflies.      Out here, we've got some mountains? Never load your words into your clip      'til the shells have all been counted. City lights rain gold on midnight streets and we can feel our way familiar through           these neighborhoods. Our paragraphs are Kevlar. Knocking down another round. When the night sky tries to swallow you, the late reports all sound           like we've got           rain all week.        It's rain all week. I was so tired of parades. I'm looking towards the Winter. Know how that one ends. It'll take me back to Sheridan,           bring sense of time and memories of old friends. I think the party's over. No streamers on the wall. Pack your bags, punch a ticket           bring a jacket and I'll see you in the Fall.        I'll see you in the Fall.
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Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 5:34 PM UTC
Departure Times
On Ohio nights, you've got fireflies.      Out West, we like our rifles. Never pull your days out from the roots      'til the nights have all been ripened. City lights are purpling blackened streets and we can see our way to habits through           these neighborhoods... Our sentences are carbines. Order up a few more rounds. I guess it's almost automatic when the late reports all sound           like we've got           rain all week.         It's rain all week. And you're so sick of parades. You say you want a Summer. One that never ends. One that takes you back to Ashland,           brings you sense of time and feelings for old friends. I think the party's over. No streamers on the wall. Pack your bags, punch a ticket,           bring a jacket and I'll see you in the Fall.           I'll see you in the Fall. On Ohio nights, you've got fireflies.      Out here, we've got some mountains? Never load your words into your clip      'til the shells have all been counted. City lights rain gold on midnight streets and we can feel our way familiar through           these neighborhoods. Our paragraphs are Kevlar. Knocking down another round. When the night sky tries to swallow you, the late reports all sound           like we've got           rain all week.        It's rain all week. I was so tired of parades. I'm looking towards the Winter. Know how that one ends. It'll take me back to Sheridan,           bring sense of time and memories of old friends. I think the party's over. No streamers on the wall. Pack your bags, punch a ticket           bring a jacket and I'll see you in the Fall.        I'll see you in the Fall.
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Its not so far away Man made nature Water colors Artificial suns Apartments The loving arms of hell I had forgotten the way the waves crash on the shore Of the outer banks I live in cities All the life around me Is only death I took a rorshak test And saw fire Armies marching Tinted windows Kevlar vest And bullet proof glass I want to go somewhere again Where the nature isn't addicted to chemicals Its not so far away Where I can watch the crane fly Over the most tranquil waters Of my mind
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Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 9:30 AM UTC
The Outer Banks
Merry dear Dad his Inner Kevlar endure And allow my Years to promote his Prove For Right-Side's Heal let his Honour be Pure And mirror the Big Hand in Sky's Glory For if it be this Son, sullen by Age Of Desert Years twice-score he should Wander Would share his Bread; To patient Sky quench Rage And emulate our Saviour's Mercy ponder Yet you. Still you. Be my Foundation's Best Apart from Powers I could Un-Concieve That Feigned but Guiding Hand; With all Lime's Zest Harness it ever from Sugars too Sweet. And yes, dear Dad; The Five-Pronged Bot did die Yet withered their Ghosts to greet your Day by.
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Jun 16, 2013
Jun 16, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE BIRTHDAY: JESUS ***** C. MANDREZA JR.
America is bleeding, her streets are running red. They're running out of places to pile up all the dead. Uncle Sam is smoking, pockets fat with oil and gas; when will Lady Liberty hold that flame under his *** America is bleeding, a badge stuck in her chest, can't defend a head wound behind a kevlar vest. And Justice wears a blindfold, but it works kinda funny. She can see right through it if you have the money. America is bleeding, and now her children see right on through the smokescreens into her hypocrisy. While high atop the flagpole Old Glory's Stars stained red. If we don't stop the bleeding, We're gonna end up dead.
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May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 10:00 AM UTC
America is Bleeding
The wires sprouting from my chest they protect my heart like it's covered by a kevlar vest and they run from my core all the way down to my feet and back up again to wrap me in a subtle need for solitude and solidarity it's all over there's nothing left to see I self-destructed and pulled myself together one too many times it seems because something is missing something is not as it should be So let's not focus on the past when we've got this bright future spitting in our faces and what's left to love? I find nothing worth speaking of until we learn to restore our trust we speak only lies and we breathe only dust and we're weakened by time until our figures disgust ourselves can we escape this hell? can we ever help? I'm trying to forget everything that I've felt and just start clean but we fiend for that opposition we all wanna see their rendition of us to peek at their position in this race to turn to rust But the sun will rise again and someday we'll all be free from ourselves I just hope we're here to find out if it happens I just hope we're here to find out if it works caus'e that's when we'll build our plan of action constructed from our blood, sweat, tears the dirt from our hands over the years I hope one day we forget to feed our fears
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Dec 29, 2010
Dec 29, 2010 at 6:29 PM UTC
Opposing Force