He looked like a mixture
Of my last ex-boyfriend
And the boy that
Passed my senior year of
The perfect balance of
One of my mistakes
One of God's mistakes.
But the book he was reading screamed
And I hadn't thought
About Dan since June
And I had hoped
To keep it that way.
But here I was opening the flood gates.
And I couldn't get a proper grasp on anything.
And my handwriting was so shaky it was almost illegible.
Do not trust boys
who kiss you in your drive way.
If they can't make it to the front door
there must be something wrong.
I have had many first kisses in my driveway
and every boy that has given me one
has turned out sour.
Do not trust boys who kiss you in your drive way.
If they are too lazy to walk the extra ten feet to your front door
then they are most likely too lazy to walk
the extra mile in a relationship.
Effort is key my friend.
I cannot bare to stand in my driveway.
Memories come flooding in
from this boy and that.
Do not trust boys that kiss you in your driveway.
Trust me on that.
My chest has been hurting
And I don't know if it's
A medical issue or an
You were the cause of the worst week of my life.
You caused a week of torture.
A week of misery.
A week of pain.
A week of weight gain.
A week of sad songs.
A week of only talking to my dog.
A week of re-blogging sad quotes on tumblr.
A week of night sky pictures with sad captions.
A week of not knowing which way was up.
A week of only heading down.
A week of tiredness.
A week of hell.
A week of being weak.
But just as much as
someone can run out of strength;
someone can run out of weakness.
I am done being weak.
This week is over.
You showed me how weak I can be
So now it's time I show you just how strong I can be.
You're one out of seven billion.
That means there's about 6,999,999,999 other people
perfectly capable of taking your place.
You're seven billion out of one in my head.
And for some reason I am completely
incapable of getting a grip on anything else.
When the life inside of me begins to wither
like the leaves on winter trees,
And my breath begins to slow,
I'll use the very lasts gasps to say
how I get high to the smell of rain,
And that sunflowers
make me smile so naturally.
I'll say how I like the time spent alone,
And the nights I can't seem to find sleep.
I'll talk of the chills that overcome my body
when crashing waves reach my feet,
And of the beautiful ryhmes
always running through my head.
I'll reveal how I'm secretly drawn to the cold,
And how summer is my favorite season.
I'll tell them how the woods call my name
as I walk by,
I need their mystery.
And with my final bit of life,
I'll say how above all,
I'm happiest when I'm dancing.
Inspired by a poem with the same title that my best friend wrote. Loved the process and writing this one. Great topic
I have so many issues
It's quite hard to explain.
So if you find that I'm worth it
You need to learn to stay through the rain.