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My father walked me down the aisle, But my mother held my arm. He went with me, But we went not towards the altar, But towards the door. My father walked me down the aisle, And the ***** rang through the church, Humming through the elaborate crown molding, Carved by my ancestors. He went, Not beside me, But before me, And I watched, As he was illuminated by the bright, Overbearing, Texas sun. My father walked me down the aisle, But I did not wear white. My father walked me in silence, And I shed tears not for a man standing at the altar, But for the one I would never see again. My father walked me down the aisle, And no veil obscured my face. All eyes were upon me, but not for my pristine beauty, Instead for my clenched jaw and furrowed brow, Severe and fierce to distract from my glassy eyes. My father did not leave me at the end of our walk to sit beside my mother. She clung to me for support and sobbed breathlessly, Loudly, Unavoidably, And I carried her with one hand, My sister the other, And walked towards my future. A future family, Not one person more, But one person less. I walked, One final time, With him. My father walked me down the aisle, And I will never forget it. Hundreds of eyes isolating my family from the crowd, Slow and muffled sounds drowning in the deafening beat of my heart, Blurred faces staring, Black heels clacking against the cobbled path from the church, The anguished wails of my mother, The whimpering of my sister, And the wooden box that glided before us, Pulling, A string tied to our patriarch, The pin key of our family, Pulled taut and then snipped with the slam of the hearse doors. My father walked me down the aisle, Before I had a chance to grow up. He walked me, Out of the church, Away from the altar, Never to be walked again.
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Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 5:17 PM UTC
My Father Walked Me
My father walked me down the aisle, But my mother held my arm. He went with me, But we went not towards the altar, But towards the door. My father walked me down the aisle, And the ***** rang through the church, Humming through the elaborate crown molding, Carved by my ancestors. He went, Not beside me, But before me, And I watched, As he was illuminated by the bright, Overbearing, Texas sun. My father walked me down the aisle, But I did not wear white. My father walked me in silence, And I shed tears not for a man standing at the altar, But for the one I would never see again. My father walked me down the aisle, And no veil obscured my face. All eyes were upon me, but not for my pristine beauty, Instead for my clenched jaw and furrowed brow, Severe and fierce to distract from my glassy eyes. My father did not leave me at the end of our walk to sit beside my mother. She clung to me for support and sobbed breathlessly, Loudly, Unavoidably, And I carried her with one hand, My sister the other, And walked towards my future. A future family, Not one person more, But one person less. I walked, One final time, With him. My father walked me down the aisle, And I will never forget it. Hundreds of eyes isolating my family from the crowd, Slow and muffled sounds drowning in the deafening beat of my heart, Blurred faces staring, Black heels clacking against the cobbled path from the church, The anguished wails of my mother, The whimpering of my sister, And the wooden box that glided before us, Pulling, A string tied to our patriarch, The pin key of our family, Pulled taut and then snipped with the slam of the hearse doors. My father walked me down the aisle, Before I had a chance to grow up. He walked me, Out of the church, Away from the altar, Never to be walked again.
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I am grateful I can feel thankful for life instead of just hating on it like I used to. I am grateful for choosing real connections instead of checking out and isolating into myself. I am grateful I can be a son to my parents, a husband to my wife, a father to my daughter, and a friend to my friends instead of drinking myself to death a day at a time.
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 8:55 AM UTC
gratitude
Melting down, crossing barriers, breaking out, stepping round. Pieces fragmenting, character isolating.  Green-acid, hair follicles, white is the blank slate, painting blues with reds. Freaks from a sideshow, muscles in the sea, six-packs in a grog-shop, dancing improperly. Beguiled by your bounce, sleep-walking this town.  Fine is the white wine, poisoning the liver, spining on a sixpence, ********** follows dinner.
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Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
Crazy
She was torn apart Unchasteness surrounding her But her God could see Her virtuous soul underneath ~ So He bestowed her With forgiveness ~ And she became a separatist Isolating from critics Making her way through And accepting the mistakes She grew stronger Each day
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May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 12:28 PM UTC
A Woman
Know where There is absolutely know where I can go Without you following me Without you watching me I'm never ******* good enough you ***** You want to see everything I do **** you You want to know everything I think Get the **** away you ******* ******** Privacy is not it your vocabulary GET A ******* DICTIONARY Anything I say Is wrong Whatever I do Is wrong You want my grades up But you don't want me to study You want me to talk more But only when you feel like listening You want me to spend time with you But when I do You call me selfish, self-centered and lazy So I stay in my room And you say I'm isolating my self You want to know everything I Post Tweet Write Say And do You say it your right WELL ***** I HAVE RIGHTS TOO You tell me I don't have to say 'I love you' To people I don't love And yet You force me to say it to you Telling me that I in fact DO love you ***** when did I tell you that? You tell me I can make my own decisions Do what I want Because its my own life But you seem more interested in it Than I am I just want you to leave me the **** alone Please You create so much pain in my life And you will forever create more You don't need to know everything You CAN'T know everything And I swear to whatever ******* ****** *** god you believe in You won't ever know everything
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC
**** off
*I'm too fixated in each moment - Each moment feels so intense, I'm lost On the dark side of the moon, And nothing here has any warmth, Worth or substance ~ Nothing here makes any sense. Even my own shadow has left me. The Monsters, still lurking In the darkness, Have stolen all of my hopes And dreams away, I can hear the wolves, They are hauntingly howling - There's nowhere safe that I can run to, On this, here, dark, dreary day. There will be no stars To light up the pitch-black night-skies, They have already fallen, Just like the Angels That I once loved and knew, Everything that I once held onto As sacred, has been molested - I've been abandoned, once again; Hell, again, I am being forced To walk through. Alone, I was born and raised, Only my pain has been consistent- It has held my hand Throughout my entire life. At some point, somehow, I stupidly gave birth To expectations, Luckily, I woke up And divorced reality, Hence becoming solitude's Dedicated and loving wife. On the dark side of the moon Compassion, loyalty and trust Are nonexistent. Evil dwells in almost every man And woman, Each with his or her own agenda, Each with his or her own selfish plan. Saviors do not exist, Superheroes all wear masks, Unconditional love is but an illusion, Here, I revert to relying solely On the harshness of reality, For, the truth, it always exposes And unmasks. The dark side of the moon Is a very lonely, isolating place, In which to dwell, There is no sunshine, No stars or Angels - The only light visible Comes from the flames Of the evildoers' Raging fiery hell! Placed here against my will, No lush green valley in sight, Taken away From the divinity of nature, I was cruelly robbed Of my radiant life-giving daylight. Doomed for being too real, Too open and too honest, Doomed for loving too much. Doomed for believing in superheroes, Doomed for allowing a human To become my crutch. Doomed for being too empathetic, Doomed for being too sincere. Doomed for being too kind And too generous, I'm doomed, abandoned here. I blame only myself For allowing my intuitive awareness And intelligence to fade away Like the stars that once adorned Every exquisite night-sky, I blame only myself For not using the blessed insight Of my third eye. I'm too fixated in each moment, Each moment feels so intense, I'm too passionate about life To give up and remain imprisoned On the dark side of the moon... But I'm too emotionally weak And disappointed to jump the fence. By Lady R.F. (C)2018*
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Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 12:27 AM UTC
⚘The Dark Side Of The Moon⚘
*I'm too fixated in each moment - Each moment feels so intense, I'm lost On the dark side of the moon, And nothing here has any warmth, Worth or substance ~ Nothing here makes any sense. Even my own shadow has left me. The Monsters, still lurking In the darkness, Have stolen all of my hopes And dreams away, I can hear the wolves, They are hauntingly howling - There's nowhere safe that I can run to, On this, here, dark, dreary day. There will be no stars To light up the pitch-black night-skies, They have already fallen, Just like the Angels That I once loved and knew, Everything that I once held onto As sacred, has been molested - I've been abandoned, once again; Hell, again, I am being forced To walk through. Alone, I was born and raised, Only my pain has been consistent- It has held my hand Throughout my entire life. At some point, somehow, I stupidly gave birth To expectations, Luckily, I woke up And divorced reality, Hence becoming solitude's Dedicated and loving wife. On the dark side of the moon Compassion, loyalty and trust Are nonexistent. Evil dwells in almost every man And woman, Each with his or her own agenda, Each with his or her own selfish plan. Saviors do not exist, Superheroes all wear masks, Unconditional love is but an illusion, Here, I revert to relying solely On the harshness of reality, For, the truth, it always exposes And unmasks. The dark side of the moon Is a very lonely, isolating place, In which to dwell, There is no sunshine, No stars or Angels - The only light visible Comes from the flames Of the evildoers' Raging fiery hell! Placed here against my will, No lush green valley in sight, Taken away From the divinity of nature, I was cruelly robbed Of my radiant life-giving daylight. Doomed for being too real, Too open and too honest, Doomed for loving too much. Doomed for believing in superheroes, Doomed for allowing a human To become my crutch. Doomed for being too empathetic, Doomed for being too sincere. Doomed for being too kind And too generous, I'm doomed, abandoned here. I blame only myself For allowing my intuitive awareness And intelligence to fade away Like the stars that once adorned Every exquisite night-sky, I blame only myself For not using the blessed insight Of my third eye. I'm too fixated in each moment, Each moment feels so intense, I'm too passionate about life To give up and remain imprisoned On the dark side of the moon... But I'm too emotionally weak And disappointed to jump the fence. By Lady R.F. (C)2018*
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she's yelling at her reflection as tears run down her pretty face "you're happy, you're ******* happy" she screams at the mirror "you're ******* HAPPY you have parents and a home a boyfriend and a best friend so what if daddy's packing his bags and he's forgotten all the promises he made and mommy's stopped talking isolating herself from everyone even her little girl and that life under your roof is a living hell because everyones coexisting but no one speaks to each other besides over text so what if your boyfriend lives miles away you don't get to hug him everyday it kills you knowing you can't hold him close and that your best friend hasnt eaten in weeks her hair's begun to fall out and and she's lost her personality you have money and shelter and resources you rich ***** BE HAPPY"
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 7:34 PM UTC
ungrateful princess
I did my part, by staying in. So effective, bored. It’s a sacrifice. The soul is very passionate. The isolating, the flattening. Foraging coercion. For Immuno compromised persons! Stay in your homes. Prevent the increase in tombstones! Then pat yourself on the back. Knowing all the people you have saved! Staying in, flattening the curve again. Outcome, only time will tell. Feeling relieved I’m not the only one! And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. Social distance, social distance, social distance. Social distance, social distance, social distance. Oh, there are arrogant ******** not taking this seriously. But there are others doing their part. The nurses and doctors have gone mad. With people taking all their masks. But when we cure it all, The faith will be restored, Who hopes we will be blessed? We could start over, Just cover your mouth when you cough! It’s that simple. Now there’s time to watch streaming platforms. Helpfulness, committed. To doing what I can. I’m not the only one. And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. Social distance, social distance, social distance. Social distance, social distance, social distance. The limits of the research. The limits of the research. The limits of the research. Fake news outlets (social distance) Only check AHS, for info (social distance) Your support to fund research would help (social distance) Can’t stop the spread (social distance) If you don’t stay home (social distance) This is a must (social distance) I’m not the only one. And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. The limits of the research. The limits of the research.
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Apr 5, 2020
Apr 5, 2020 at 1:51 PM UTC
Social distance (slipknot psychosocial parody)
I did my part, by staying in. So effective, bored. It’s a sacrifice. The soul is very passionate. The isolating, the flattening. Foraging coercion. For Immuno compromised persons! Stay in your homes. Prevent the increase in tombstones! Then pat yourself on the back. Knowing all the people you have saved! Staying in, flattening the curve again. Outcome, only time will tell. Feeling relieved I’m not the only one! And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. Social distance, social distance, social distance. Social distance, social distance, social distance. Oh, there are arrogant ******** not taking this seriously. But there are others doing their part. The nurses and doctors have gone mad. With people taking all their masks. But when we cure it all, The faith will be restored, Who hopes we will be blessed? We could start over, Just cover your mouth when you cough! It’s that simple. Now there’s time to watch streaming platforms. Helpfulness, committed. To doing what I can. I’m not the only one. And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. Social distance, social distance, social distance. Social distance, social distance, social distance. The limits of the research. The limits of the research. The limits of the research. Fake news outlets (social distance) Only check AHS, for info (social distance) Your support to fund research would help (social distance) Can’t stop the spread (social distance) If you don’t stay home (social distance) This is a must (social distance) I’m not the only one. And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. And the stupidity will **** us all. Hoarding toilet paper from the aisles. But no one else can see. The effects this has on the elderly. The limits of the research. The limits of the research.
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I wish that I could eradicate my fears. Crush them into dust in my hands. Tilt my palm to the ground. And let them be picked up by the wind That spreads them out into tiny, Tiny little things. Unimportant and easily forgotten. My ashes that lay in my head & my heart. Made from a terrible fire inside. That has burned down all the nerves. Numbing me and isolating me from what I love. If I could just tip my head to the side. Shake them out of their hiding place. And put them against my skin. Then let them go away forever. With tranquility overwhelming their place.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 2:23 PM UTC
Gray/Grey
I used to be a cheerful girl My friends when I was younger described me as "jolly" But I grew up as a ********* I explored the world of pain, I traveled the road of sorrow I cried myself to sleep and woke up with heavy bags under my eyes One day I realized I was depressed I even became suicidal and my friends didn't like it of course They wanted to understand me but even I couldn't understand myself Sure, I am surrounded with the people who care about me But maybe, I am better off alone Alone in my world where I won't bother anyone, only myself And now I am isolating myself, keeping everything in private Having Facebook for academic purposes only because apparently, ultimate self-expression is not allowed there anymore Having Twitter and Instagram and other social networking ***** I mean sites, just for the sake of keeping the memories But really, if I wasn't very sentimental, I would have deactivated every single account I have on the internet The cheerful girl that I used to be is trapped inside the sad person I have become I've been choosing happiness as much as I've been fighting depression It's true that one's self is responsible for making decisions but in my case, it's not because I chose to be like this The mess I have become was beyond my control "Choose happiness, fight depression" Sure, sure. As if it is that easy. IF IT WAS EASY, I WOULD HAVE DONE IT ALREADY. I hate myself. For being weak. For being a coward. For being so stubborn. For being stupid. For being myself. Will sorry ever be enough? Can being a human be an excuse? Will my depressed self ever find that cheerful girl? That girl who used to have a lot of dreams That girl who used to live life to the fullest That girl who used to laugh all the time, even at the littlest things That girl who used to have such a big heart That girl who used to be happy Or maybe, just maybe, she's just really... gone, gone, and gone.
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Jan 21, 2016
Jan 21, 2016 at 12:57 PM UTC
I Was Once Happy
I used to be a cheerful girl My friends when I was younger described me as "jolly" But I grew up as a ********* I explored the world of pain, I traveled the road of sorrow I cried myself to sleep and woke up with heavy bags under my eyes One day I realized I was depressed I even became suicidal and my friends didn't like it of course They wanted to understand me but even I couldn't understand myself Sure, I am surrounded with the people who care about me But maybe, I am better off alone Alone in my world where I won't bother anyone, only myself And now I am isolating myself, keeping everything in private Having Facebook for academic purposes only because apparently, ultimate self-expression is not allowed there anymore Having Twitter and Instagram and other social networking ***** I mean sites, just for the sake of keeping the memories But really, if I wasn't very sentimental, I would have deactivated every single account I have on the internet The cheerful girl that I used to be is trapped inside the sad person I have become I've been choosing happiness as much as I've been fighting depression It's true that one's self is responsible for making decisions but in my case, it's not because I chose to be like this The mess I have become was beyond my control "Choose happiness, fight depression" Sure, sure. As if it is that easy. IF IT WAS EASY, I WOULD HAVE DONE IT ALREADY. I hate myself. For being weak. For being a coward. For being so stubborn. For being stupid. For being myself. Will sorry ever be enough? Can being a human be an excuse? Will my depressed self ever find that cheerful girl? That girl who used to have a lot of dreams That girl who used to live life to the fullest That girl who used to laugh all the time, even at the littlest things That girl who used to have such a big heart That girl who used to be happy Or maybe, just maybe, she's just really... gone, gone, and gone.
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Silky cocoon of routine leaves this metamorphosis stagnating how the discomfort thieves the fear of change isolating The struggle lies in the escape with no energy left to attempt monotonous days left to drape as if life holds me in contempt Hanging on this lonely branch sometimes I pray just to fall monotonous routine's avalanche  creates days so banal And then a child finds the lonely silk plucks carefully into a glass jar Oh how the curiosity of their ilk creates this warm inner spar A want to escape a need to taste  freedom's luscious grapes make haste happiness,  make haste.
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Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
Make Haste
isolation is what she can do isolation is what she do isolating to prevent the hurt from coming isolating to prevent her from feeling isolating from shame she felt isolating from what she is trying to prevent although it is the thing that drives her insane isolation is what she thinks is best to prevent herself from hurting herself to prevent from hurting others isolation is the best from this world unrest
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Nov 6, 2012
Nov 6, 2012 at 10:07 AM UTC
Isolation
it's only that i want to permeate particles like marie curie did. lay your lungs out on a slab and i will show you intricacies in fissures. i don't know if i want you inside me but i definitely want you inside-out. the aches come on worst in the morning and at night, hold me in those moments like marie curie would. demonstrate an interest in the unseen and i will bring you spectrometry. demonstrate an interest. voices happen all day and i am fixated. that friendly fire barely shows herself at all anymore, only in your absence, like an ill-conditioned cat. i don't know if you noticed but my boots are booking miles. my daemons feed on a seed in my back, so do not wag that tail. do not turn those beads of fleshy water, there are magnets that your cornea can't block. i'm past my half life and you've passed your lethal dose, so don't let me decay into an isotope with half my strength. i'm leaving traces on the walls you can scrape off like brown ice. don't let me decay into a softer neon. hold me tight like marie curie died.
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 1:17 PM UTC
isolating (isotopes)
Oh how I love wearing my sweaters I wear then in the morning,especially at night in the cold and summer in the public and private places when I fell all soo happy and also when I'm depressed It's like a shell It protects from this dangerous world the world criticism stings me giving me a lethal dose of paranoia and sleep deprivation Well  luckily I have my sweaters It's my cup of Joe my video game my secret lover my special listener my doctor my savior Oh it saves me alright from the world isolating me from the world making me lonely and cold But it is worth it oh this world can be dangerous i don't want my soul to be drain But eventually when I'm ready I will break from this cocoon and spread my wings so that everybody can see my warmth and salvation My sweaters they are nice to have but it is not meant to be worn for a long time.
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May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 7:21 PM UTC
My Sweaters
I can’t count the amount of times you’ve saved me since first class and up to seventh’ where I was lost in life you guided my way so meaningful after that when I made my hardest choices which shaped me you were right beside in some cases you were the first one I turned to thoughts I haven’t even dared to think about by myself with you they became sentences with reason sometimes you were the hardest one to talk to admitting to you meant reality and finally letting go green summer grass wandering around all options are open that’s how it feels with you when I broke down winter snow pointless sitting in your bed took away the feeling of meaningless I don’t know how but soft warm pillows comforting and isolating it felt just like that the world gained brightness and color once more now I can see your sorrow and I want to surround you with blankets life won’t disappear from you I promise it’s okay to rest your head and sometimes life doesn’t take us where we’d hoped but we'll figure it out somehow we always have green fence and water wars old diarys collecting thoughts our land by the rainbow turkish delight and a pleasant invite to the kids party your summer resort and mine throwing snowballs at kids making videos and songs just dropping by doing nothing eighteen years still counting you are and will always be my good friend
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Jul 13, 2017
Jul 13, 2017 at 9:38 AM UTC
in spirit at all times
I rarely get on Facebook anymore. But when I do, I'll change my profile picture or banner-- maybe post a witty status update, maybe not witty, just something to let people know I'm alive. It's like repositioning the arms on a stationary mannequin to depict a different scene. Except lately I just don't care anymore. It's just that-- a mannequin. An object, an image, a lifeless entity with which I used to feel real-- a dusty mirror. I see that the line between the idea of a person and the reality is being blurred and crossing over into something all-together different. It's as if people are starting to wake up and realize the objectivity of their reality. But that brings into question the basis for which we define reality. We have become a, “Look but don't touch” society in which we click a button to show our appreciation as opposed to genuinely reciprocating human emotion and energy. It is extremely isolating and dangerous. Packed subways and sidewalks have fallen eerily silent with faces illuminated by their cellphones. Most everyone wants to be heard, appreciated and recognized and social media has provided an outlet for that. But there comes a point at which your platform becomes your prison and your voice your warden-- and everything you say is modified to be pleasing to the ear and 'likeable'. But I like dislikes. And if you're not ******* anyone off-- you're probably not doing anything important, and if you're not outraged you're not paying attention.
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 6:15 PM UTC
On Networking...
I rarely get on Facebook anymore. But when I do, I'll change my profile picture or banner-- maybe post a witty status update, maybe not witty, just something to let people know I'm alive. It's like repositioning the arms on a stationary mannequin to depict a different scene. Except lately I just don't care anymore. It's just that-- a mannequin. An object, an image, a lifeless entity with which I used to feel real-- a dusty mirror. I see that the line between the idea of a person and the reality is being blurred and crossing over into something all-together different. It's as if people are starting to wake up and realize the objectivity of their reality. But that brings into question the basis for which we define reality. We have become a, “Look but don't touch” society in which we click a button to show our appreciation as opposed to genuinely reciprocating human emotion and energy. It is extremely isolating and dangerous. Packed subways and sidewalks have fallen eerily silent with faces illuminated by their cellphones. Most everyone wants to be heard, appreciated and recognized and social media has provided an outlet for that. But there comes a point at which your platform becomes your prison and your voice your warden-- and everything you say is modified to be pleasing to the ear and 'likeable'. But I like dislikes. And if you're not ******* anyone off-- you're probably not doing anything important, and if you're not outraged you're not paying attention.
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Amongst head spin circumstance, meets the line of whim-less romantic turmoil. Plentiful expansion of miraculous nothing. Like peeled back sickness, inside the droopy eyed valiance, travels in seizes to engulf the second chance of prudence. Life fleeting from metal to vein, tick tocking time till pressure releases. Sustained by little on course in hopes of none to come, the captain with no route homeward. Vacant luminous street corners bustle of the land that never ends. An isolating attempt to repel the frost away from bone. To fall amongst the boundless sea of filth.
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
Wasting...wasting.
Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system. [Katherine] is not available. At the tone, please record your message. When you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press "1" for more options. [Beep] Katherine, please, pick up the phone. I'm sorry that I keep calling, I know you probably don't wanna talk to me, but please answer. I can't just sit on the sidelines anymore. I haven't seen you smile in weeks, and some days, I don't even see you. I can't approach you without you turning and walking away quickly. You're isolating yourself, and I'm really worried. Please, answer my calls, please talk to- Are you still there? To end your message, press "1." To continue recording, press "2." To hear more- [Beep] At the tone, please continue your message. [Beep] Everyone's talking about it. I've seen posts on the internet, heard people gossiping about it, even the teachers have brought you up. It has felt wrong not having you around, not seeing you doodling in your notebook during class, or walking down the nature paths admiring the trees. Everyone else doesn't seem to feel the same way I do. They know, but they don't seem to care. Maybe that's what made you think that nobody cared. God, I miss you so- You will be disconnected in thirty seconds. [Beep] The funeral was today. I was one of the few from our school who actually came. I tried to give your family my condolences, and I started to choke when your mother began to cry. God, the whole thing was hard; hearing family members tell stories, seeing you lay there motionless. I was happy they put you in a long sleeved dress. I didn't want everyone to see that part of you; not that it matters much, because everyone knows that is how you died. Everyone left an hour ago. I've been sitting by your tombstone watching the sun fall into the ground. I keep hoping that you are somehow hearing these messages, that you'll call me back any minute. I'm not sure how the cell service is six feet underground, but I'm still hoping. I'll always be hoping. People will be moving on, but all I can do is choke on my words and I yell into a dead girls voice mail. I'm sorry, Katherine. I'm so so- You will now be disconnected. Goodbye. [Beep Beep Beep] ... I'm sorry. This number is disconnected, or no longer in service. Goodbye. [Beep Beep Beep]
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Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 8:07 PM UTC
17 Failed Calls Later
Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system. [Katherine] is not available. At the tone, please record your message. When you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press "1" for more options. [Beep] Katherine, please, pick up the phone. I'm sorry that I keep calling, I know you probably don't wanna talk to me, but please answer. I can't just sit on the sidelines anymore. I haven't seen you smile in weeks, and some days, I don't even see you. I can't approach you without you turning and walking away quickly. You're isolating yourself, and I'm really worried. Please, answer my calls, please talk to- Are you still there? To end your message, press "1." To continue recording, press "2." To hear more- [Beep] At the tone, please continue your message. [Beep] Everyone's talking about it. I've seen posts on the internet, heard people gossiping about it, even the teachers have brought you up. It has felt wrong not having you around, not seeing you doodling in your notebook during class, or walking down the nature paths admiring the trees. Everyone else doesn't seem to feel the same way I do. They know, but they don't seem to care. Maybe that's what made you think that nobody cared. God, I miss you so- You will be disconnected in thirty seconds. [Beep] The funeral was today. I was one of the few from our school who actually came. I tried to give your family my condolences, and I started to choke when your mother began to cry. God, the whole thing was hard; hearing family members tell stories, seeing you lay there motionless. I was happy they put you in a long sleeved dress. I didn't want everyone to see that part of you; not that it matters much, because everyone knows that is how you died. Everyone left an hour ago. I've been sitting by your tombstone watching the sun fall into the ground. I keep hoping that you are somehow hearing these messages, that you'll call me back any minute. I'm not sure how the cell service is six feet underground, but I'm still hoping. I'll always be hoping. People will be moving on, but all I can do is choke on my words and I yell into a dead girls voice mail. I'm sorry, Katherine. I'm so so- You will now be disconnected. Goodbye. [Beep Beep Beep] ... I'm sorry. This number is disconnected, or no longer in service. Goodbye. [Beep Beep Beep]
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Well Romantic poetry that is Because I write about detailed experiences I’ve never truly experienced But imagined in my head Because I’m done submerging myself In the utopia of a perfect love Between two hopeful romantics Finally coming together Because I’m done Falling in love with the idea of love Before I even get the opportunity To fall in love Because I wanna stop wrapping myself Isolating myself By temporarily living in the fictional world That lies between the words Of pages of books In the aisles of abandoned public libraries Where true love conquers all Where life’s responsibilities blur Fading in the background While romance is magnified To an unreachable level That I desire to reach But my question remains W h E  n    w  i L  L M  y          t     i    M    e C o    M    E ?
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Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 3:53 AM UTC
I’m Sick of Writing Poetry
If you gave me true love fame great fortune, a man to adore and be greatfull for near or far before, Pease resend all back to me! I missed my mark before,😩🗽 multiply blessings 🙏🏻for my loved ones next of kin, the SanGutiers the Auer the Bach's the Welks the Mlozis All known-unknown & true friends please God! Ah and as for my enemies traitor sterile raitano s & a, liz.w& Greek predator thugs do as you please with'm return all they do to my kids isolating trashing us all, back to them hundred fold! I give them all my burning pain. For Petes sakes get'm all out of our Julys Independence Day path. In Christ name amen. Happy New year to all. ~~~~~~ Karijinbba
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Dec 31, 2021
Dec 31, 2021 at 12:08 PM UTC
Dear Universe GD! Please!!
Isn’t she beautiful ? Isn’t she beautiful in the light of a sunrise, how the sun surrounds her figure, letting God know that he finally found his lost muse. Isn’t she beautiful in the light of a sunset, watching the moon envy her, wondering how her light dies compared to  a muse’s aura. Isn’t she beautiful ? For making others think that her soul is flying in heaven, while her mind was captive in hell. How her only happy moments were created while dancing in the rain, at 6 a.m in the morning, letting the clouds guessing how she’s not tamed yet. For kissing her friends, laughing with them, isn’t her childish smile making you chuckle or the way her eyes are closing as she lets the happiness inside. For isolating her soul whenever a new wound appears, making sure that no one is getting closer, being afraid, shaking, until she puts herself a bandage, recovering in time. Isn’t she beautiful when hope is flowing through her veins? How her mouth starts to speak about dreams and future aspirations, I hope you observed how her fingers are shaking because of the anxiety that she lets in once with the thoughts about a honorable life. Isn’t she beautiful for being scared of the unknown but still inviting him to the dinner, how she is playing with her fate, letting God decide whether she is flying or drowning. Isn’t she beautiful when you’re standing in front of the ocean and the waves keep reminding you about her chaotic life? Isn’t she beautiful for teaching you that the word “beautiful” comes from the inside and not from outside, how she is still thinking that the world will finally know the meaning of this word once with a flower and an I love you, Isn’t she beautiful for dreaming about a better world? Isn’t she beautiful for being herself while the society tried so many times to put her down, when “you are not enough” , “ you are too much” , “you are too little” , “you need to grow up” made her laugh and cherish her diversity. How she is trying to write hard and clear about what hurts, for others to heal. And now..I hope you are still wondering, isn’t she beautiful?
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Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 6:10 AM UTC
Isn’t she beautiful ?
Isn’t she beautiful ? Isn’t she beautiful in the light of a sunrise, how the sun surrounds her figure, letting God know that he finally found his lost muse. Isn’t she beautiful in the light of a sunset, watching the moon envy her, wondering how her light dies compared to  a muse’s aura. Isn’t she beautiful ? For making others think that her soul is flying in heaven, while her mind was captive in hell. How her only happy moments were created while dancing in the rain, at 6 a.m in the morning, letting the clouds guessing how she’s not tamed yet. For kissing her friends, laughing with them, isn’t her childish smile making you chuckle or the way her eyes are closing as she lets the happiness inside. For isolating her soul whenever a new wound appears, making sure that no one is getting closer, being afraid, shaking, until she puts herself a bandage, recovering in time. Isn’t she beautiful when hope is flowing through her veins? How her mouth starts to speak about dreams and future aspirations, I hope you observed how her fingers are shaking because of the anxiety that she lets in once with the thoughts about a honorable life. Isn’t she beautiful for being scared of the unknown but still inviting him to the dinner, how she is playing with her fate, letting God decide whether she is flying or drowning. Isn’t she beautiful when you’re standing in front of the ocean and the waves keep reminding you about her chaotic life? Isn’t she beautiful for teaching you that the word “beautiful” comes from the inside and not from outside, how she is still thinking that the world will finally know the meaning of this word once with a flower and an I love you, Isn’t she beautiful for dreaming about a better world? Isn’t she beautiful for being herself while the society tried so many times to put her down, when “you are not enough” , “ you are too much” , “you are too little” , “you need to grow up” made her laugh and cherish her diversity. How she is trying to write hard and clear about what hurts, for others to heal. And now..I hope you are still wondering, isn’t she beautiful?
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**** you… **** you for not giving me the keys to the car. **** you for not letting use my own money to buy things for myself. **** you for not even trying to help me. **** you for ruining my Thanksgiving. **** you for ruining my Christmas. **** you for changing your password and not letting me into your life. **** you for falling in love with someone else. **** you for running away from me. **** you for breaking off all contact with me. **** you for giving me hope and then taking that away from me. **** you for overdosing and leaving me broken. **** you for killing yourself. **** you for treating me like **** all throughout my childhood. **** you for never giving me the affection I needed. **** you for trying to get back into my life when you’re the worst person for me. **** you for ******* everyone but me. **** you for being so ******* far away. **** you for never being there for me. **** you for never noticing me. **** you for standing me up. **** you for being a self centred ***** **** you for never thinking of me. **** me… **** me for having a ****** heart. **** me for never having the motivation to improve my life. **** me for not talking to anyone even when I need it. **** me for isolating myself from the world. **** me for falling in love with everyone that gives me the slightest bit of affection. **** me for trusting everyone. **** me for being so ****** up. **** me for all the problems I have. **** me for being so clingy. **** me for never being good enough. **** me for wanting more. **** me for wishing something could have happened. **** me for never letting go. **** me for being so nostalgic. **** me for actually giving two ***** about you. **** me for falling in love with you. **** me for crying every night for weeks because of me. ****
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Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 4:49 PM UTC
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**** you… **** you for not giving me the keys to the car. **** you for not letting use my own money to buy things for myself. **** you for not even trying to help me. **** you for ruining my Thanksgiving. **** you for ruining my Christmas. **** you for changing your password and not letting me into your life. **** you for falling in love with someone else. **** you for running away from me. **** you for breaking off all contact with me. **** you for giving me hope and then taking that away from me. **** you for overdosing and leaving me broken. **** you for killing yourself. **** you for treating me like **** all throughout my childhood. **** you for never giving me the affection I needed. **** you for trying to get back into my life when you’re the worst person for me. **** you for ******* everyone but me. **** you for being so ******* far away. **** you for never being there for me. **** you for never noticing me. **** you for standing me up. **** you for being a self centred ***** **** you for never thinking of me. **** me… **** me for having a ****** heart. **** me for never having the motivation to improve my life. **** me for not talking to anyone even when I need it. **** me for isolating myself from the world. **** me for falling in love with everyone that gives me the slightest bit of affection. **** me for trusting everyone. **** me for being so ****** up. **** me for all the problems I have. **** me for being so clingy. **** me for never being good enough. **** me for wanting more. **** me for wishing something could have happened. **** me for never letting go. **** me for being so nostalgic. **** me for actually giving two ***** about you. **** me for falling in love with you. **** me for crying every night for weeks because of me. ****
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Avenging activity among our society Based behind our bravery, Centered in our controlled community Dances our dimes distantly, Eating the Economy entirely, Freeing some family’s from financial stability Giving the Government full guidance to “Give willingly” Help save history and fix the hired hereby diligently Isolating the problem Indefinitely before another civil war breaks out immobilizing us internally, Jacking up jumping prices to live within our jungle of commonality Killing Kids futures by leaving them in debt for keeps of knowledge to secure their vivacity Living our Lives in stress leniently because we are your servants dwelling down here in the low depths of poverty. Massing out our Money on your table tops feasting morbidly on fattening foods while millions suffer from malnutrion Nobody speaking nervously now On the open opinion’s on our governments greed People pacing the streets for a piece to eat Quiet our questions or riots will quake the streets Rage ripping through our roads radiantly So sustain us all seriously separating the needy from situations of squandering Take hold of our Tantrums and turn them on the ones demanding this tangibility You’re yearning for yesterday’s better life Venom of today’s values vast out over our minds When will they welcome the revolution? Xenophobia exerts exteremremitys on our souls Zero Tolerance for Zaberism and Zolism is the way we go.
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May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
Life in the corrupt America