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"aah" poems
Aah! it was you  who did not discover: Still love for you I have  like a lover. I kept on peering you  like i always peered And continued to do so till u disappeared. But you did not turn around to see me Just like the one who leaves And i kept on believing , that you'll see, Like the one who believes
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Jul 23, 2016
Jul 23, 2016 at 4:21 AM UTC
STILL LOVE FOR YOU, I HAVE LIKE A LOVER
Chamakte -damkate chehro main bhi Uski thi pahchan mujhe "Ek sanwali ladki se tha pyar mujhe Wo pagal thi meri hokar' Wo roti thi mujhse lad-kar' Jaan waan toh baate thi"" Wo  kehti thi ( humsath) mujhe ' Ek sanwli ladki se tha pyar mujhe Wo ladti' kuch kuch kahti thi mujhe Par aah karu Jo toh samjh leti thi mujhe.. Uske pyar ka ikraar tha mujhe ... Ek sanwali ladki se tha pyar  mujhe karu Jo khata toh tok deti thi mujhe Par jaane se pahle ROK leti thi mujhe .. Main hasta tha""uske dil main kahi toh basta tha Ye ahsas tha mujhe ... Ek sanwali ladki se tha pyar mujhe ... Par Kab duri badhi,kab wo badle Kab hum aade or wo lade KUCH abhaas nahi mujhe .. Chalo phir bhi ... Uske dil pe dastak di Kae baar minnat ki ke geenti tak na yaad mujhe ... Ek sanwli ladki se tha pyar mujhe ... Waqt ne kuch or karwat li Sari kasme todi *** Meri yaado ko bhulaya" Pyar,waade,wafa ko jalaya" Uske hatho se mili bas raakh mujhe Ek sanwali ladki se tha pyar mujhe U toh uska ab kuch pata nahi "" Beete kai saal toh rahi na kuch baate yaad mujhe .. Par ek dhadkan, ek saans, or uski aakhiri baat hain yaad mujhe ... Ek sanwali ladki se tha pyar mujhe .. Naaraj hua Jo ladta khudse .. Tum kyu ** ab bhi yaad mujhe.. Kyu usse tha or abhi bhi hain ye anchaha sa pyaar mujhe ...... Ek sanwali ladki se (hain) pyar mujhe
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Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 8:55 AM UTC
Ek SANWALI LADKI (rohit)
Dil ke ehsaas hote hain bhut khaas, Shayad tabhi umadte hai bhut sawaal iske paas. Tuta dil or tuta darpan hai ek samaan, Jodne ki koshish karenge tou hoga kudh ko hi dard jiska nahi hai koi bakhaan. Dil, Dil se milte hai tou pyar hota hai, Dil, Dil ke liye hi beqarar hota hai, Ye lafzon ki bhasha nahi samjhta saab, Ye tou us nayno ke andaaz ko hi smjh leta hai Yaaron dil kabhi kisi ka dukhana nahi, Beshak tutne ki awaaz aati nahi. Par khuda kasam dard bhut hai hota, Jab ye nanha dil hai rota. Jab kabhi hum khud se hi ruth jatey hai, Dil rota hai aur aankhon se ashq tapak jaatey hai, Ye bahut nadaan hota hai, Bin soche hi pyar kr leta hai Bin ankhiyon ke dekh leta hai bahut kuch, Bin kaano ke sun leta hai har raag sach much. Haal apne dil ka suna nahi sakte Ujad gayi hai duniya jo thi khubsurat isme baste Sab kuchh es chhote dil me chhipa ke bhi chup rahta hai, Puri duniya ka dard bhi dedo tou aah tak nahi bharta hai, Kabhi khush hokar muskura deta hai, Tou kabhi taklifon ko dekhkar tut bhi jata hai. Collaboration by Manish Shrivastva and Sonia Paruthi
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 11:36 AM UTC
DIL...(COLLAB WITH SONIA PARUTHI)
Desember bersambut hujan, menderas berlukiskan mendung. Sejuk menusuk tulang, yah hujan desember memang tak main - main dan tak tanggung - tanggung, serius. Memelukmu dingin bertubi - tubi. Belajar dari 'hujan desember' Pengorbanan seperti apa yang akan kau ukir untuk membuka pintu kemenangan dakwah ? Setergenang jalan setapak kah, dengan guyuran hujan ? Atau, sesemangat hujan desember kah ? Dengan turunnya susul menyusul melembabkan tanah tahun depan, menyusun rencana agar tanah tak mengering dan gugurlah dedaunan karena cuaca tak menentu .. Segemuruh deras hujan kah ? Berirama dan memberi isyarat bahwa lagi - lagi akan menggenang walau ada saja suara sumbang "aah, hujan turun lagi, sampai kapan " Dan entah akan kembali kah ia, dengan desember yang sama atau justru tertelan waktu dan mati .. Maka, prestasi apa yang telah terukir setahun ini dan rencana - rencana apa yang telah tersusun rapi untuk mendobrak peradaban kelam ini ? Mengembalikan peradaban gemilang "KHILAFAH ISLAMIYAH" .. Mengubur Demokrasi Kapitalisme Sekularisme dan tak bergairah lagi untuk bangkit .. Jangan sampai waktu tak menggenapkan umur . Jangan sampai terlanjur gigit jari, menyesal. Dan, jangan pernah bosan untuk tetap menyeru walau terus dihujat . Demi terterapkannya syari'at islam dan hidup sejahtera dalam naungannya .. Maka, jangan lupa sedekapkan kedua tangan dan berdoalah akan kemenangan islam dipercepat .. Karena hidup adalah IBADAH, AMANAH, dan MUHASABAH .. Allahumma Shayyiban Naafi'an ..
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Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 4:51 AM UTC
Be Rain
Desember bersambut hujan, menderas berlukiskan mendung. Sejuk menusuk tulang, yah hujan desember memang tak main - main dan tak tanggung - tanggung, serius. Memelukmu dingin bertubi - tubi. Belajar dari 'hujan desember' Pengorbanan seperti apa yang akan kau ukir untuk membuka pintu kemenangan dakwah ? Setergenang jalan setapak kah, dengan guyuran hujan ? Atau, sesemangat hujan desember kah ? Dengan turunnya susul menyusul melembabkan tanah tahun depan, menyusun rencana agar tanah tak mengering dan gugurlah dedaunan karena cuaca tak menentu .. Segemuruh deras hujan kah ? Berirama dan memberi isyarat bahwa lagi - lagi akan menggenang walau ada saja suara sumbang "aah, hujan turun lagi, sampai kapan " Dan entah akan kembali kah ia, dengan desember yang sama atau justru tertelan waktu dan mati .. Maka, prestasi apa yang telah terukir setahun ini dan rencana - rencana apa yang telah tersusun rapi untuk mendobrak peradaban kelam ini ? Mengembalikan peradaban gemilang "KHILAFAH ISLAMIYAH" .. Mengubur Demokrasi Kapitalisme Sekularisme dan tak bergairah lagi untuk bangkit .. Jangan sampai waktu tak menggenapkan umur . Jangan sampai terlanjur gigit jari, menyesal. Dan, jangan pernah bosan untuk tetap menyeru walau terus dihujat . Demi terterapkannya syari'at islam dan hidup sejahtera dalam naungannya .. Maka, jangan lupa sedekapkan kedua tangan dan berdoalah akan kemenangan islam dipercepat .. Karena hidup adalah IBADAH, AMANAH, dan MUHASABAH .. Allahumma Shayyiban Naafi'an ..
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My nandos bone my sweet chocolate, when I think of you my heart goes jigijigi like a rail way line, my slavit, you always put a smile on my face, my fishy bone, my sourish munch munch chocolate, you make me whole each time I look at you, and aah my deep voice will go singing, 'cause this undying kush kush love is now not fading, My sweet honey bee, you buzz without being stingy, oh my kush kush babe, 'ME LA VIEW' so well, from the botox of my heart, oh my KFC bone, you are tasty by smile, I love you so quickly. My dove, oh my sweety sour smoothies I love you so tree much, that my breathe gets taken away, but my heart await your touch. My kush kush babe, Me la view till death comes.
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC
MY KUSH KUSH BABE
Wicked nether-land. Nether world, white, askance. Capitulating mangroves, verdant trees spliced with hyperbole, onomatopoeia, and manilla envelopes; her world is stuffed with secrets, she listens to gorillas cracking mussels a kilometer away, near a rill. Never she thought. Nothing that could provide....providence. Mangled heliographs sprayed all over the everywhereworld. "Don't be S.A.F.E.," she whispered. A bouquet of gorse, cistus, and pimpernels squished in her small fingers. She climbed her way through the pedimented stairway, then collapsing on the porch. Legs spent, and spread out upon the desiccate grayed four by four planks of the portico. And as time elapses, the shuttering shake of the hemlock, which writhes through her skinny nimble dactyls, upwards straining the heart as its toxic bends appendages- crisp cerise lumens bend on the Titanium White walls, where only shadows bend time. The hour, still nine. Every adornment, furnished with red and its hues. Not purple, periwinkle, or any masked enhancement. These are the symbols that reticulate splines, that curve temperatures, perverse hemispheres and debunk worlds. Upped antes, verbs that terns flirt worth, birth words. Ooh. Aah. Camera. The forest wraps her in its verdant pasture, where at last the moribund tamarisks disperse. While at the plateau she is quiet and longing. Arms astride, dangling. Vaunt with highs and bliss- a kiss of withstanding pleasure serves her the cure for a lifetime of whining. This, yesterday where her body rattled through crooked vines. Square ships toasting her vocal melancholy in the sweet-waters of Time. So that all of her ripened limbs could grow, no more sheepishly than the magic she knew as a child. Stress free. First among the Earth-words, verbed-up and made jealous by pronouns that encompassed her joy-brimming hide. Closing down her voice and hugging her from behind.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 4:44 AM UTC
Vesper: A Dream of Boxed Jellies
Wicked nether-land. Nether world, white, askance. Capitulating mangroves, verdant trees spliced with hyperbole, onomatopoeia, and manilla envelopes; her world is stuffed with secrets, she listens to gorillas cracking mussels a kilometer away, near a rill. Never she thought. Nothing that could provide....providence. Mangled heliographs sprayed all over the everywhereworld. "Don't be S.A.F.E.," she whispered. A bouquet of gorse, cistus, and pimpernels squished in her small fingers. She climbed her way through the pedimented stairway, then collapsing on the porch. Legs spent, and spread out upon the desiccate grayed four by four planks of the portico. And as time elapses, the shuttering shake of the hemlock, which writhes through her skinny nimble dactyls, upwards straining the heart as its toxic bends appendages- crisp cerise lumens bend on the Titanium White walls, where only shadows bend time. The hour, still nine. Every adornment, furnished with red and its hues. Not purple, periwinkle, or any masked enhancement. These are the symbols that reticulate splines, that curve temperatures, perverse hemispheres and debunk worlds. Upped antes, verbs that terns flirt worth, birth words. Ooh. Aah. Camera. The forest wraps her in its verdant pasture, where at last the moribund tamarisks disperse. While at the plateau she is quiet and longing. Arms astride, dangling. Vaunt with highs and bliss- a kiss of withstanding pleasure serves her the cure for a lifetime of whining. This, yesterday where her body rattled through crooked vines. Square ships toasting her vocal melancholy in the sweet-waters of Time. So that all of her ripened limbs could grow, no more sheepishly than the magic she knew as a child. Stress free. First among the Earth-words, verbed-up and made jealous by pronouns that encompassed her joy-brimming hide. Closing down her voice and hugging her from behind.
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Save My Soul, (But First), Rub My Feet thus a poem auditorialy conceived, but! the sexuality of the deceiving dualities, irritates erogenous, exogenous perceptiveties, plethora of intensifying variables, a not-serious, harmless remark yet bring us to myriad of marauding reversals, add-venturing into harm’s way… much to discuss, but this topic bettered by much trading of traditional bantering brevity bettering our wordless battering insinuating, sensational signals bring us backwards & forwards to an exploratorium of wide boulevards back to new unfamiliar venues, narrowing alleyways & places we were before, places before we were before where, no unnecessary commas to separate, distingué, distinct tween the instinct of old and new, an uncommon commonality experiential revisionism now I understand what you said to me, a tenderizing of the sole synapses directing the brain, the old ooh ‘s, aah’s reigniting what what lay dormant, at long last, by opening doors to alternations, ven diagram of digressing yet intersecting old & new pathways, from the souls of her feet, to, too, two, we become diamond on souls of our heat
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May 30, 2023
May 30, 2023 at 4:50 PM UTC
Save My Soul, Rub My Feet
*one reason why you're not read with a volume you expected, jedi-know-how, you'll be easily plagiarised.* **when i first came to england i fell in love with manchester united... the 4 - 4 - 2 line-up** peter schmeichel (dane goalkeeper), then ooh aah cantona (eric cantona baseball  cap), original wembley white towers... (white towers, charity shield newcastle united) so meh for the arch.... irwin... steve bruce... lee sharpe... gary pallister... (7) eric cantona.... george best.... mcclair, ryan giggs, cotton tomilisom, then roy keane... then davies cole **** the neville brothers... scholes and david beckham... **** stuck to azkazam fudge, it's still perfectly refrigerated in kazakhstan: steve mcmanaman will tell you; it's a random barricade question worth a shot in the rubric of a sudden challenge.
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Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 7:41 PM UTC
Untitled
By a dank , stinky waterway Blowing off all my care Swarms of tiny black insects Biting me everywhere Around the bend so listless Hovers a barge's spotlight Now I was feeling cold as a stone So I knew that it was time for me to go I roared down the highway To that trucks diesel smell Seeking shelter in the middle of the night Somewhere , where they treat you well A red light dangles from a window Lady Nightly is leaning against the door She says, "Won't you come on in and I'll be your ***** ." Oh , welcome to the Hotel , Alabama Such a secluded place , "such a secluded place" Such a must see place Book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Put away your fears , "put away your fears" She'll be waiting there She'll twist your time so swiftly Make you taste all of her amends She knows all the right moves If not she'll call in her friends The moon ago was arising She covers all of your bets Pure pale skin in the moonlight A taste I can't forget I call up the dispatcher "I won't be in on time" Lamenting he said ,"Where are you this time?" But his voice just got more distant As I turned away Forgot all about him as I dove back in bed (Then she turned over to say) "Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovey place, "such a lovely place" Always has a place "Welcome to the Hotel , Alabama" What a pleasant rise , "what a pleasant rise" No need for disguise My senses now reeling Gin and tonic would have to suffice She said , "Once , twice , now let's make it thrice" There in the muggy bedroom We were joined like a beast We slapped our steely bodies But couldn't satisfy it in the least The rising sun glared at me in the face She was standing by the door "Y'all have to stop by on your way back And I'll give you more" "Oooh , aah ouch !" said I to the lady of my night , "It's more than I perceived . You got a facebook page , one that I could like ?" (And all she said was),"It's time for you to leave" So welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a distant place , "such a distant place" Such a must see place Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama What a pleasant rise , "no need for disguise" You can always book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovely place , "such a lonely place" Such a distant place . . . . . .
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 10:27 AM UTC
Welcome Back to the Hotel , Alabama (A parody of the Eagles "Hotel California".
By a dank , stinky waterway Blowing off all my care Swarms of tiny black insects Biting me everywhere Around the bend so listless Hovers a barge's spotlight Now I was feeling cold as a stone So I knew that it was time for me to go I roared down the highway To that trucks diesel smell Seeking shelter in the middle of the night Somewhere , where they treat you well A red light dangles from a window Lady Nightly is leaning against the door She says, "Won't you come on in and I'll be your ***** ." Oh , welcome to the Hotel , Alabama Such a secluded place , "such a secluded place" Such a must see place Book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Put away your fears , "put away your fears" She'll be waiting there She'll twist your time so swiftly Make you taste all of her amends She knows all the right moves If not she'll call in her friends The moon ago was arising She covers all of your bets Pure pale skin in the moonlight A taste I can't forget I call up the dispatcher "I won't be in on time" Lamenting he said ,"Where are you this time?" But his voice just got more distant As I turned away Forgot all about him as I dove back in bed (Then she turned over to say) "Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovey place, "such a lovely place" Always has a place "Welcome to the Hotel , Alabama" What a pleasant rise , "what a pleasant rise" No need for disguise My senses now reeling Gin and tonic would have to suffice She said , "Once , twice , now let's make it thrice" There in the muggy bedroom We were joined like a beast We slapped our steely bodies But couldn't satisfy it in the least The rising sun glared at me in the face She was standing by the door "Y'all have to stop by on your way back And I'll give you more" "Oooh , aah ouch !" said I to the lady of my night , "It's more than I perceived . You got a facebook page , one that I could like ?" (And all she said was),"It's time for you to leave" So welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama Such a distant place , "such a distant place" Such a must see place Welcome back to the Hotel , Alabama What a pleasant rise , "no need for disguise" You can always book a room at the Hotel , Alabama Such a lovely place , "such a lonely place" Such a distant place . . . . . .
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I have a vision Of a future Bright, joyous, And the contrast of sorrow Children skipping, giggling Darkness and light Musical notes drifting through Dramatized passion, hilarity Nature surrounding Encapsulated in cobweb of love and support Unfortuna-mentally I am at once terrified of settling - being tied down Losing independence, individuality Missing dreams - at once terrified And at once yearning With all of me For a family For a dream of forever To settle and begin such a masterpiece To commit to And be certain of The depth there in Something more important than me or mine To dedicate self Surrender Sacrifice for And again such a venture requires a partner Who shares the dream Enriches the dream Supports the dream. Contradictions, aren't we all? Or am I just yearning for the erasure of self Through divine love? Aah~ maternal instincts! Life of mine, Live out the step you're in Young one Before you yearn and plan for the next! So fresh and yet to begin - Society's great work machine awaits And the experience of other lands! Life of mine, Live the experience of now Fully Grow all the more for it Feel each pain and joy Clarify mind Build strength of self Claim a sense of identity See where it takes you...
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 5:16 PM UTC
The Future
from dusk to dawn, I wish I'd catch a wink of sleep it certainly isn't pleasant to be going to sleep when the rest of the household starts to rouse themselves but such is the life of a closet insomniac such is the life of one who lives in paranoia such is, after all, the life of one who only ever comes alive with the Night City, my Night City, identified by the purplish-black clouds that blanket the city and it's neon lights, for once again letting us insomniacs become ourselves, the ones who laugh and dance and live and breathe when the world sleeps the ones that return to existing as mere shadows with the dawn of the sun for us though, the awakening of the world is with the appearance of starlight with the quietening of most of the sounds that plague daylight random fires on streets are put out and we are left to delight in the firey-orange neon lights. aah. but what a sad time for us when we become shadows unable to do anything, with heavy weighted limbs that refuse to obey any command, with woolly heads and sleep deprivation, almost-vampires for we don't sparkle bruises under our eyes are barely noticed for they are always there during the day, shadows we become. brushed aside and barely noticed, yet in silence we choose to remain, reveling in the knowledge that night will return again.
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Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 3:02 AM UTC
Insomnia
*We live another complication everyday, Adding another thread to bind us.* It's been so long... Can't move my wings, my limbs-- How did I get stuck? Did I do this to myself? The puppeteer is pulling too hard! I want to move, But I can't I'm twisted up, The thread is too tight; I can feel the dread of suffocation on the horizon. I'm trying, I'm *fighting, I want to be free!* But I can't move anymore... The thread won't let me, The strings are being pulled too tight-- *My prison, it cuts into my skin,* I can barely breathe enough to live on... I want this suffering to end! Aah! Yes... I remember now, I took the thread of my own free will! It started that day... When I heard them speak, *I did as they asked, And the thread wound around me.* I didn't ask for answers and didn't speak of my questions; I kept on going where their path lead, And I ended up here: *Suffocated, stranded, in naïve ignorance.* *Even though the puppeteer wants me to move, Even though I can feel his anxiety to help; He can't do a thing.* The thread has been wound too tight, ***If the thread won't snap soon, I will.***
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Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 3:28 PM UTC
Threadbare
Blood Orange Marmalade and Wild Blossom Honey (a love song) summer treats, sure, but not of what we come to sing no, this a love story sung, all about a Sunday afternoon BBQ... she knows I don't sleep, cause I'm never there when she awakens, her worry~not~words don't soothe, sorry, when ears are clogged by fright and worry so she does what a woman does, cooks me a meal to soothe the intemperate noises buried in the soil, haunting this old soul now on the downlo downward curve, who wonders how he got himself into another Laurel and Hardy^ fine mess... so she will slide me into happy, BBQ sliders will stop the blood flow to a brain that has not rested once all year, she shops old fashion style, wild blossom honey from Germany, blood orange marmalade from where I don't know, to sweeten the barbie sauce, her living loving way (I add my salt tears right about here) if this is not a love song, then what is? my ooh's exceeded by only my aah's, music for her hearing, far better than my poetry forlorn, demonstrate my pleasure bite by bite, giving her, my love's loves delights for she cooks love and I write love poems that won't be sung, but nonetheless, will be our shared repast and banish temporarily all the subterfuge gloom on a blue green summer Sunday afternoon if this is not a love song, then what is?
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 10:35 PM UTC
Blood Orange Marmalade and Wild Blossom Honey (a love song)
I. My parents don't drink. They have their masters. They both have jobs so that I don't have to. They raised me the Christian way. We eat as a family every night. We live in a neighborhood where violence is ostracized. To my friends, my house is the place for comfort. They tell me not to take it for granted just because I'm used to it. So I took a walk through my house, making sure not to take my life for granted. Through the kitchen, I remember the unrelenting fist curled around my wrist, the ice blue eyes that I used to see as gray, the tight lips and the seething words. I shake my hand as I remember the bloodlessness, the purple swelling as eyes welled with tears, the way I raced out only to find that I could not open the door to escape, with one hand broken and the other unable to curl around the **** Down the hallway, I reach up to massage my neck, for the memory of choked tears never leaves; the sudden unforgiving fist the strength with which a five-year-old could not compete. My body swings from the neck down, and the fist released as the arm powered me onto the floor of my room. II. I catch my foot on the dining room chair I used to hold in front of myself, growing up a fighter. When I learned to defend myself with the strength of age and experience, the strangling fist became biting words. When I gave up the religion under which I was raised, I was told that I must not love that fist or those words, that I took my life for granted. I was told that I was the key to our family's unity. I was told to grow up. I don't drink. I get good grades. I find money for college so they don't have to. I believe in loving everyone like Jesus did. I make dinner when they don't have time. I never bring home fighting friends. To my friends, I make my parents proud. They ask me how we have such a good relationship, they ooh and aah at our affection. But you don't love me. I am your failure. I am your tax break. I grew up a fighter, and you gave up. III. I used to fight for you, but they say indifference is worse than anger for a reason. My mother used to wonder, where did these bruises come from? I always shrugged, telling myself, I'll deal with this alone. I'll get a reaction somewhere else. And that fist, those words, became teenage promiscuity. The sweet, unmerciful clutch, the never ending cycle of discontent, miscommunication and misunderstanding and the familiar feeling of not being able to escape. And every time, as feelings of decreased personal value were overwhelmed by temporary pleasure, I sunk deeper into that comfort. You don't love me. And I don't want you to.
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Oct 29, 2011
Oct 29, 2011 at 5:53 PM UTC
Privilege
I. My parents don't drink. They have their masters. They both have jobs so that I don't have to. They raised me the Christian way. We eat as a family every night. We live in a neighborhood where violence is ostracized. To my friends, my house is the place for comfort. They tell me not to take it for granted just because I'm used to it. So I took a walk through my house, making sure not to take my life for granted. Through the kitchen, I remember the unrelenting fist curled around my wrist, the ice blue eyes that I used to see as gray, the tight lips and the seething words. I shake my hand as I remember the bloodlessness, the purple swelling as eyes welled with tears, the way I raced out only to find that I could not open the door to escape, with one hand broken and the other unable to curl around the **** Down the hallway, I reach up to massage my neck, for the memory of choked tears never leaves; the sudden unforgiving fist the strength with which a five-year-old could not compete. My body swings from the neck down, and the fist released as the arm powered me onto the floor of my room. II. I catch my foot on the dining room chair I used to hold in front of myself, growing up a fighter. When I learned to defend myself with the strength of age and experience, the strangling fist became biting words. When I gave up the religion under which I was raised, I was told that I must not love that fist or those words, that I took my life for granted. I was told that I was the key to our family's unity. I was told to grow up. I don't drink. I get good grades. I find money for college so they don't have to. I believe in loving everyone like Jesus did. I make dinner when they don't have time. I never bring home fighting friends. To my friends, I make my parents proud. They ask me how we have such a good relationship, they ooh and aah at our affection. But you don't love me. I am your failure. I am your tax break. I grew up a fighter, and you gave up. III. I used to fight for you, but they say indifference is worse than anger for a reason. My mother used to wonder, where did these bruises come from? I always shrugged, telling myself, I'll deal with this alone. I'll get a reaction somewhere else. And that fist, those words, became teenage promiscuity. The sweet, unmerciful clutch, the never ending cycle of discontent, miscommunication and misunderstanding and the familiar feeling of not being able to escape. And every time, as feelings of decreased personal value were overwhelmed by temporary pleasure, I sunk deeper into that comfort. You don't love me. And I don't want you to.
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The walls here are white. White? Quite. The walls here are quite white. And so soft, inviting -- little whispers laughing -- ha ha -- could I but once see them and not desire to       fly through them --   ha -- but my hands -- bound to these hips -- a waist. Waste. Mine?      Do let's try to be careful. Careful,    careful. Circles --   aah -- circles. White? Quite.   Nice clean labcoats -- let's try another example --   Maybe this time we can -- Quite? -- understand. The walls            white     are here Quite       to understand... -- Ha ha ha -- Circles.     If you are not already,        I am quite -- Quite --           white --      sure --                 I can bring you D   O     W        N     and you can run   circles Drown           ha ha ha      around this                   quite                           white            table --                     bed -- go insane.       Do let's try to be careful                               with this one. And see?           Yo soy                      feliz         estoy muy contenta                         aquí.        No quiero estar --                   estar --            ser en cualquier                              otro lugar.               ¿Miras?                       ¿Sí?             Ay, circles, circles,                 y el oscuridad --                          closes in                  around                                    me                                 me ¿Blanca?          Quite. Estoy aquí                         with you.                                 Los ojos --                            sí, y el alma --                        ay --                                  me duele. Señor -- good, good sir --          put me down --                   ayúdame a dormir         porque these circles -- White?                     Quite.               -- so tiresome.      walls surround               me?                       me?       What could you want                               with me?                            Me?                Escaping --       turmoil.                   You must leave --           this chair --                      mine.                Not thine own.        This booke is mine to                                be writ.                 Ha ha --                     ha--          This mind travles                    c    i    r    c    l    e    s As if I were ever so good                               a writer --                     speaker --            repeat me                       repeat me                                repítame                           Me me me                                       duele. Ay, señor --              mátame,                     por favor.        Yo no quiero vivir en este lugar.                                 Quiero --                              dormir.                   Forevermore. White? Quite.
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May 5, 2010
May 5, 2010 at 4:03 PM UTC
Circles
The walls here are white. White? Quite. The walls here are quite white. And so soft, inviting -- little whispers laughing -- ha ha -- could I but once see them and not desire to       fly through them --   ha -- but my hands -- bound to these hips -- a waist. Waste. Mine?      Do let's try to be careful. Careful,    careful. Circles --   aah -- circles. White? Quite.   Nice clean labcoats -- let's try another example --   Maybe this time we can -- Quite? -- understand. The walls            white     are here Quite       to understand... -- Ha ha ha -- Circles.     If you are not already,        I am quite -- Quite --           white --      sure --                 I can bring you D   O     W        N     and you can run   circles Drown           ha ha ha      around this                   quite                           white            table --                     bed -- go insane.       Do let's try to be careful                               with this one. And see?           Yo soy                      feliz         estoy muy contenta                         aquí.        No quiero estar --                   estar --            ser en cualquier                              otro lugar.               ¿Miras?                       ¿Sí?             Ay, circles, circles,                 y el oscuridad --                          closes in                  around                                    me                                 me ¿Blanca?          Quite. Estoy aquí                         with you.                                 Los ojos --                            sí, y el alma --                        ay --                                  me duele. Señor -- good, good sir --          put me down --                   ayúdame a dormir         porque these circles -- White?                     Quite.               -- so tiresome.      walls surround               me?                       me?       What could you want                               with me?                            Me?                Escaping --       turmoil.                   You must leave --           this chair --                      mine.                Not thine own.        This booke is mine to                                be writ.                 Ha ha --                     ha--          This mind travles                    c    i    r    c    l    e    s As if I were ever so good                               a writer --                     speaker --            repeat me                       repeat me                                repítame                           Me me me                                       duele. Ay, señor --              mátame,                     por favor.        Yo no quiero vivir en este lugar.                                 Quiero --                              dormir.                   Forevermore. White? Quite.
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I sit in a restaurant, quietly drinking my wine... I notice our waiter in his black & white clothes, His shoes were old and raggedy. I think of him struggling to earn a living, Surviving off the tips customers give him after serving their food and drinks... And yet he is smiling. I watch a 65 year old couple playful arguing about what to eat. Surely They've been doing this for years cause the waiters greet them by name. Aah, Love never grows old. *(Mr & Mrs Koekemoer) I see a business man suited and booted. His always on the phone and always in a hurry. He spills some coffee on his white shirt. Ag! He seems to be annoyed with himself... Now I'm looking at this Girl in front of me. A cute yellow-bone with a mini-afro. She has brown eyes and her lips are shining with cherry lip-gloss. Her smile can sink a thousand ships. Wow, I'm happy around her. But... I notice the missing finger she tries to hide with her other hand. No poetry can describe thy brutality. But still, she is WORTH it...
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Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 2:13 PM UTC
Tipsy
Aah, I love the cold Almost harsh, or really harsh Winter months I love walking then Walking alone For miles and miles Minutes and hours I could keep walking If there weren't parents To reassure, a family, A warm home to go back to A dragging commitment That is binding in every Single link I've ever made I could keep walking otherwise Just a light jacket, hardly appropriate For the weather, the temperature Numbed by the chill The soles of my feet sting My feet wrinkled, grated against My sandals, hardly sufficient Completely dry skin, also cold Almost too numb, maybe too corpse-like No socks, no scarves, no gloves No caps, no protection *Because protection is only needed When there is an enemy* I could stay like this forever A thought strikes me while I walk That maybe this hopeless love Exists solely because I am the closest The closest I can be to being me As I walk, and hide, and revel Maybe even reveal Me I silently lose myself in contemplation Because the days are shorter There is more space, more time to hide myself Under warm blankets, comfortable clothes, A cup of hot chocolate, in the cold starry nights The sting on my cheek That I lightly touch, can be disguised Explained away as the caress of the cold wind This loneliness that grows inside me It is already so tired Of seeing people walk away That it is too tired, too weary To talk to anyone, so it hides Underneath the surface, Appearing so much more closer Than it ever has in these few months I am raw, almost bleeding, Waiting for the stars to come out Just so they can shine on me Over my head, down on me With me, maybe even communicate with me I'll pick up my drink Acknowledge their presence And drink to them and their beauty Their unimaginable beauty that Always, Without Fail, takes my breath away My self rubs against my facade So raw but it doesn't even matter It is the closest to the surface As I raise my drink and almost imagine Myself in this lonely cold urbanscape With all the scars, every **** thing Not a thing out of place, I almost imagine myself beautiful Revitalised but then this self withdraws Back insideinsideinside My facade still rubbed raw Ah, but what a beautiful time The cold times on the terrace The chilling walks down nostalgia lane No more brown leaves Just a mere peak here and there Like a little troublemaker Waiting for me to go away again Winter is... truly one of my favourite seasons
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Dec 24, 2012
Dec 24, 2012 at 11:51 PM UTC
Winter On Terraces
Aah, I love the cold Almost harsh, or really harsh Winter months I love walking then Walking alone For miles and miles Minutes and hours I could keep walking If there weren't parents To reassure, a family, A warm home to go back to A dragging commitment That is binding in every Single link I've ever made I could keep walking otherwise Just a light jacket, hardly appropriate For the weather, the temperature Numbed by the chill The soles of my feet sting My feet wrinkled, grated against My sandals, hardly sufficient Completely dry skin, also cold Almost too numb, maybe too corpse-like No socks, no scarves, no gloves No caps, no protection *Because protection is only needed When there is an enemy* I could stay like this forever A thought strikes me while I walk That maybe this hopeless love Exists solely because I am the closest The closest I can be to being me As I walk, and hide, and revel Maybe even reveal Me I silently lose myself in contemplation Because the days are shorter There is more space, more time to hide myself Under warm blankets, comfortable clothes, A cup of hot chocolate, in the cold starry nights The sting on my cheek That I lightly touch, can be disguised Explained away as the caress of the cold wind This loneliness that grows inside me It is already so tired Of seeing people walk away That it is too tired, too weary To talk to anyone, so it hides Underneath the surface, Appearing so much more closer Than it ever has in these few months I am raw, almost bleeding, Waiting for the stars to come out Just so they can shine on me Over my head, down on me With me, maybe even communicate with me I'll pick up my drink Acknowledge their presence And drink to them and their beauty Their unimaginable beauty that Always, Without Fail, takes my breath away My self rubs against my facade So raw but it doesn't even matter It is the closest to the surface As I raise my drink and almost imagine Myself in this lonely cold urbanscape With all the scars, every **** thing Not a thing out of place, I almost imagine myself beautiful Revitalised but then this self withdraws Back insideinsideinside My facade still rubbed raw Ah, but what a beautiful time The cold times on the terrace The chilling walks down nostalgia lane No more brown leaves Just a mere peak here and there Like a little troublemaker Waiting for me to go away again Winter is... truly one of my favourite seasons
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the Internet sets higher aspirations a teaching guide, on how to go beyond and deep into the fast lane's curved and wide, stretching the straight and narrow longer than lasting, lasting no longer than memory feelings blurred overlapping burnt edged video recordings pores pour oil and noise, differentiating little between beginning ending continuous in the mind, from the walls, Santana Rob sings "Smooth," but it is the guitar wailing controlled penetrations. a national anthem of driven perpetual needy fomenting outspoken physical truths you don't care how you got there, where you are, anybody's name, high octane high performance *** today, is not for the shy and the retiring, sissies, we all got the necessary expertise, with violin accompanist of pharma teaching aids recalling first time tumblings, exhaling deep down throated rumblings, rushing fumbling ********* an ****** innocence rushes of surprise and discovery, success of feeling successful, the shame of miscommunications think I'm gonna watch me a romantic comedy, write her a love poem, come up from behind, caress her ******* kidding kissing her ear lobes, then entering her entry point, her neck even when she is armed but forgiving, busy chopping dinner's vegetables, make them make them give up the hidden soft atonal squealing like a piccolo on steroids, high pitch teasing, pinched by air ****** intaking I'll play the bass, hitting those low notes, ********* my own strings, deep ooh's and aah's diode emitting, the drug employed is unadulterated wanton but wanted desire this won't be the poem of the day, no mind, it already is was and will be...
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 7:27 AM UTC
Hooking Up: *** today is not for sissies
the Internet sets higher aspirations a teaching guide, on how to go beyond and deep into the fast lane's curved and wide, stretching the straight and narrow longer than lasting, lasting no longer than memory feelings blurred overlapping burnt edged video recordings pores pour oil and noise, differentiating little between beginning ending continuous in the mind, from the walls, Santana Rob sings "Smooth," but it is the guitar wailing controlled penetrations. a national anthem of driven perpetual needy fomenting outspoken physical truths you don't care how you got there, where you are, anybody's name, high octane high performance *** today, is not for the shy and the retiring, sissies, we all got the necessary expertise, with violin accompanist of pharma teaching aids recalling first time tumblings, exhaling deep down throated rumblings, rushing fumbling ********* an ****** innocence rushes of surprise and discovery, success of feeling successful, the shame of miscommunications think I'm gonna watch me a romantic comedy, write her a love poem, come up from behind, caress her ******* kidding kissing her ear lobes, then entering her entry point, her neck even when she is armed but forgiving, busy chopping dinner's vegetables, make them make them give up the hidden soft atonal squealing like a piccolo on steroids, high pitch teasing, pinched by air ****** intaking I'll play the bass, hitting those low notes, ********* my own strings, deep ooh's and aah's diode emitting, the drug employed is unadulterated wanton but wanted desire this won't be the poem of the day, no mind, it already is was and will be...
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neck·ing/ˈnekiNG/ Noun: The action of two people kissing and caressing each other amorously. Both thumbs hanging on the back pockets of your jeans while leaning against the wall and biting your bottom lip enticing the oasis of your tongue, your breath dying of thirst. Your flirtatious smile already knows that it’s entitled to the mwah’s, ooh’s and aah’s coming the way of your pout little did you know of the kisses you could fit in that mouth. it’s the mathematical sum of everything that’s round it’s dancing in the rain under an infinite fall of X’s and O’s it’s nibbling on a bottle of Hennessy before taking a shot. While I hold your face with both hands, my eyes never wavering from yours, I caress your cheeks, undress your thoughts, feverishly going in, taking all the time in the world to taste every bit of you and savor the moment so to speak with our senses fogged, tied up in a tangled rope, in a kiss. Then I pull some back to slowly feel your breathing into me your clouded lips in my fingertips are a miracle of humidity the stripped walls of oblivion is the last frontier with will see. Before submerging deep into the point of no return before your ripe apple meets the delicacy of my touch before leaving in me, flower of skin, every last drop of you.
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Dec 3, 2012
Dec 3, 2012 at 6:53 PM UTC
Necking.
Adéifé, I can't wait to kiss your lips, suckle on your **** tease them till you ease, as I undress your hips down to your feet, slightly stroking your thighs as it heats, holding you from behind so your sweetbutt hardens me up more, squeezing your ******* as I swing you around and planting kisses on them as I lay you down afar a feet... Gush! You are sweet!  Spreading your legs, my fingers alova your heated body that pleases, I'm not at ease... I can't wait to slowly **** you, till your body vibrates and you can't breath, yet I won't stop till you beg me please... Mo ti lala awa ri; deadly & sweet... Giving you multiple pleasures, ******** tensions is one thing I promise... Last images of your ******* your waist, your hips and your twists turns me on right now, thoughts of me holding you in my hands boils me up...  Fowo kan mii, Touch me That moment when I slightly slowly hungrily and desirably enter you is a moment my body longs for... Kpe oruko mii, Call my name I want to hold your waist from behind from dusk to dawn, turn you around and around as we passionately devour our cravings... In arms tight, breast to Chest, bodies kissing, intimate moaning, lips gaping, our shapes sardined, oiled with tensed sweats & breaths... Gush! Your ******* Jeka sere... Lets play.... Your eyes staring down at me as we echo, mime, duet and pitch our hearts' music and song in climaxes never felt... Till that awesome moment of nothing else existing but we and what we feel... Aah Gush!
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Feb 23, 2013
Feb 23, 2013 at 8:56 AM UTC
"Ala Adéifé"
Adéifé, I can't wait to kiss your lips, suckle on your **** tease them till you ease, as I undress your hips down to your feet, slightly stroking your thighs as it heats, holding you from behind so your sweetbutt hardens me up more, squeezing your ******* as I swing you around and planting kisses on them as I lay you down afar a feet... Gush! You are sweet!  Spreading your legs, my fingers alova your heated body that pleases, I'm not at ease... I can't wait to slowly **** you, till your body vibrates and you can't breath, yet I won't stop till you beg me please... Mo ti lala awa ri; deadly & sweet... Giving you multiple pleasures, ******** tensions is one thing I promise... Last images of your ******* your waist, your hips and your twists turns me on right now, thoughts of me holding you in my hands boils me up...  Fowo kan mii, Touch me That moment when I slightly slowly hungrily and desirably enter you is a moment my body longs for... Kpe oruko mii, Call my name I want to hold your waist from behind from dusk to dawn, turn you around and around as we passionately devour our cravings... In arms tight, breast to Chest, bodies kissing, intimate moaning, lips gaping, our shapes sardined, oiled with tensed sweats & breaths... Gush! Your ******* Jeka sere... Lets play.... Your eyes staring down at me as we echo, mime, duet and pitch our hearts' music and song in climaxes never felt... Till that awesome moment of nothing else existing but we and what we feel... Aah Gush!
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Hmmm.... Lagi ingin berkata tanpa nada puitis ingin bercerita tentang dia si anjing jalanan. Kabarnya, dia masih di ambang temaram merindu tentram. Sedengarku, dia mengejar tanpa berlari lalu terjatuh. Pantang menyerah seyakinku, namun rapuh sejadinya. Aku tidak pernah melihatnya bersama anjing lainnya. Mungkin, dia ingin sendiri. Atau dia bisa sendiri. Atau terbiasa sendiri? Aah, aku hanya menunggu waktu menjawabnya ... Seperti biasa.
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 10:40 AM UTC
HMmMMMmmm
A pity Edward Scissorhands was hired, To clip the Phoenix's wings Everyone applauded, Ooh-ed and Aah-ed at it While Edward sat behind the curtain Over a rusted sink he'd slit his wrists in.
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 1:00 AM UTC
Poor Edward
{ “Awareness : He began to decipher the instant that he was living, deciphering as he lived it, prophesying himself in the act of deciphering the last page of the parchments, as if he were looking into a speaking mirror.” - Gabriel Garcia Marques } _________________ Mirrors of Mercury Who is Shams and who Rumi                                                           is like asking who is fork and who knife when apart they sing not a single song to nourish blood with versal love mercurial reflect                                                                                                                                            Who is mirror and who reflection                                             Is that me ? I ask you                                                                       watching your slender bones                                                 move in soiled leather boots                                                               wild slow eyes reflecting YES !                                               when maiden across the room                                               gives wicked laughs of NO !   mercurial translate                                                                                                                                                                Who is this dissident beret alongside the chair ?                             Is it self ahead on a future road .....                                                   will someone stroke my back                                                         give ear, lip or cheek                                                                                   urging body to be young in                                                   takkies and snazzy jacket ?   mercurial question goals Aah ! Poetic Mirrors ! inking reciting assessing                                                               give respite from a million images of Self  as I circle an unveiled Flow of Fate                                               fully awake to naked                                                                       poet mercurial observe catalytic soul Copyright © Ghairo Daniels | 2017
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Sep 11, 2025
Sep 11, 2025 at 4:59 AM UTC
Poetic Mirrors
{ “Awareness : He began to decipher the instant that he was living, deciphering as he lived it, prophesying himself in the act of deciphering the last page of the parchments, as if he were looking into a speaking mirror.” - Gabriel Garcia Marques } _________________ Mirrors of Mercury Who is Shams and who Rumi                                                           is like asking who is fork and who knife when apart they sing not a single song to nourish blood with versal love mercurial reflect                                                                                                                                            Who is mirror and who reflection                                             Is that me ? I ask you                                                                       watching your slender bones                                                 move in soiled leather boots                                                               wild slow eyes reflecting YES !                                               when maiden across the room                                               gives wicked laughs of NO !   mercurial translate                                                                                                                                                                Who is this dissident beret alongside the chair ?                             Is it self ahead on a future road .....                                                   will someone stroke my back                                                         give ear, lip or cheek                                                                                   urging body to be young in                                                   takkies and snazzy jacket ?   mercurial question goals Aah ! Poetic Mirrors ! inking reciting assessing                                                               give respite from a million images of Self  as I circle an unveiled Flow of Fate                                               fully awake to naked                                                                       poet mercurial observe catalytic soul Copyright © Ghairo Daniels | 2017
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My goat has a speech impediment when the doctor checked her throat she could only say "AAAAAAAAAAAhhh" not "ahhhhhhhhh" The doctor broke the news to me one day 'your goat....has an impediment' he bleated quietly I dashed out of his AAhffice AAhway from his AAhccusatory statements AAhnd rushed into the legs of my goat 'Goat...what are your legs doing there?' i asked and I looked up and saw the goat dAAhngling above my head 'what in the world?!' I AAhxclaimed 'dearest Goat-etha, I had no  AAhdea you could fly' "every since AAh shAAhared mAAh secret, AAh felt so free, AAh could fly" (she didn't sound like she had an impediment to me) 'but Goat-etha, you know you can't fly' and she crashed to the ground crushed by the knowledge that not everything is possible 'dear Goath-etha, I still love you, you know' and she stood back up and ironed her previously-crushed legs and walked to the doctor's office and gave that man a kick in the bAAhlls
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Dec 13, 2012
Dec 13, 2012 at 10:13 PM UTC
Speech