you are a question that i ask to myself everytime i wake up in the morning, or when i'm laying down on my bed at night while looking up to the ceiling, searching and imagining an answer

you are the taste of coffee that i usually drink, bittersweet, as the bitterness makes my stomach hurt yet the taste of itself is addicting, while the sweetness crippling my mind, can't think straight, elusive, indeed

you are there in the air everytime i breathe, the parfume of longing, as i aching trying to exhale the essence of uncertainty of your presence and love

If i come closer
and this is not a promising
I'm afraid that it'll
eventually tear me apart
Just don't leave marks on my book
It'll hard to get removed

i stumble from where i stand
my entire body refuse to get up
minds been hanging for such a long time
now i don't want to choose anymore

been longing for freedom
yet the voices strangled me down
burst my sweat into tears
i can't take it anymore

for whom i walk this road everyday?
keep wondering why
why don't you understand?
'cause laugh it off doesn't work for me anymore

i've been burned

burned with the same fire

that you gave to me


eerie, they say

but i keep calling your name

cause i just saw a clean getaway

and knowing all of those story are the same

Kills me every second
Mumbled nonsense

Like a cloudburst
In the middle of the day

Sour if you try to taste
Pleonasm create doubtness

I've been thinking too much
Help me

There was a time when we don't know each other
I don't know if i will meet you,
and so neither you.
But then time bring us together,
even if at the last moment i see you.
If we get separated by distance
Our heart will remember
Then the time that give us a chance
Will bring us together like a maple tree on September

You've chained
broke like bones
can't walked on your own,
carried a heavy rock, burdened
He is a parasite for you
but you can't let him go
because if you do,
he will die slowly, rotted
But you've realize
that i'm here for you,
always remind you
that your heart are more important
and it's fragile if you can't keep it wisely
But knowing that you can face him now
I can't be more happier
you know,
i've always hoping for your happiness
now i can see you smiling
with no burden on your shoulder

When you say goodbye
I die a little bit inside
I don't need your apologies
All i need is you by my side
Why'd you leave me
When i need you here
After all you've done
And now you already gone

People say
home is a place that makes you
feel safe and keeps you warm
All i know is
whenever i look into your eyes
It feels like home

I know you
Everytime you walk away
i glance at you
But it doesn't seem that you realise it
The only thing i can do is see you from far
i really, really want to get closer to you
But, i don't have any courage for it
You're unreachable

Hey, do you see me?
Why only me that feel this way?
or do you feel the same way?
Could you look at me?
Just for a while
But, i'm afraid it's too late now

Is your heart was taken by someone else?
please tell me now, so i didn't waiting for you for longer time
I know it'll be painful for me
it'll tear my heart apart
But at least i can see you happy
even if the one who makes you happy is not me
it's okay
I love you

Starry night
But tonight is not the same
I feel like lost my light
Tired to see that you don't care

Starry night
Instead wishing you would look at me
I close my eyes tight
And i wish i could forget you

There was a girl who always looking at you
Get nervous when you near
Secretly smiling at you
Until her heart broken tear

She knows you'll never pick her
She's just a Dandelion
And you choose another
The Roses as an option

do you know what it feels
when you can't speak out loud
like a quiet rock
that always stand still

even a leaf was fall
with no sound
although it doesn't want to
but it have to

can you tell me how to let it out?
just like bird singing along freely
like no burden
can you tell me, please?