Decent for dessent
That’s how it’s rhythm went
As the conflict came to rise like the spark inside a fire
Intrepid since creation
We’ve been walking many wires
Feigning fear to To try and feel
A discernment of what is real but what’s disregarded is the fact you even have to question
Ignorance is bliss? Or strength in your intention?
Thought cannot be the only thing to exist
However a zombie is a waste if it doesn’t eat
brains
Have a little taste of a musing ride
That brings the flavor, you’ll need a guide
Spirit
Clear it
Hear it and run
Takin’ a century can it be done?
The meeting as one
Secret salvation the secret is done
Are they telling in whispers and walking like drifters
They’re  tripping on papers it’s time to re gift it
explain in due time ya never could fake this
Always trying to break us
But the music is strong and it’s beat  will make us
The beings that we are
the worlds we are
The birth of the universe from another’s dying star
We are the afterlife of another existence
Brand new creation looking for witness
Billions of years  to finally have it here and now it could easily disappear
Reality is what?
Desire and emptiness?
Why’s the door shut every time I vent through this
Aging agitation
Buried vegetation
It’s time to find the faults within and bless it all with love so that the veil may fall and the world may hear it’s original name, but for now it shall be a very long game

(chorus)
I
know the reasons why
we're all fighting
for
power
and all of our lies
we try to cover up
inside
society's eyes
so we get distracted
now
from asking how
they rule us over

I can't take it any more
I can't take it any more
I can't take it any more
I...CAN'T...TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

We all want change
but it all stays the same
you still complain
without any action    
let's rearrange
the focus on pain
and turn it into the stage
entertain pure perception
You feel so cold
when you try to hold
on a grudge that beckons
more than you can mold
Don't be so bold
listen, what you're told
is the avoidance of question
what hearts behold_

I
know the reasons why
we're all fighting
for
power
and all of our lies
we try to cover up
inside
society's eyes
so we get distracted
now
from asking how
they rule us over

I can't take it any more
I can't take it any more
I can't take it any more
I...CAN'T...TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

Truth is *******
we drink from the roots enough
to pay for the words is wrong
call on the thirst's direction
so young in the hearts of the strong
is a reason that the blind move along
in a place that they built as rough
eating all of God's selection
could you tell me you know
that you are right in all you know
but the thing is you can't accept
that your will is hardly shown
say that you have grown
comfortable enough to live alone
but more is left unsaid on the edge
how can you call this home

I
know the reasons why
we're all fighting
for
power
and all of our lies
we try to cover up
inside
society's eyes
so we get distracted
now
from asking how
they rule us over

I can't take it any more
I can't take it any more
I can't take it any more
I...CAN'T...TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

So they tell me that your faith is sinking from opinions
of all the people
That's ok because I know I've been there once or twice
from all the people
There's been a time when everything fell down just as the rain
and I just stood there
staring off
doing nothing
giving up
on looking for something

You have to break into your heart for wisdom
when you feel like you can't do it today
You have to let go all that you keep hearing
when it sounds like garbage anyway

I see the waves inside your eyes
turning over and over
until they cross the tide
I believe the calm has come to rise
because the water's getting colder
it slowly brings the ice

...to freeze the pain

Emotions overwhelm the heavy hearted and the troubled
just the same
we can care for each other
lifting up one another
the hardened apathy
from complacency
towards the deeper side of life
comes from the beating down
of dreamers all around
so dominating will suffice

You have to break into your heart for wisdom
when you feel like you can't do it today
You have to let go all that you keep hearing
when it sounds like garbage anyway
move back from the trouble turn away

I see the waves inside your eyes
turning over and over
until they cross the tide
I believe the calm has come to rise
because the water's getting colder
it slowly brings the ice

...to freeze the pain

Committing to the actions of an ill inflicting lie
abiding to the laws unveiling cloaks between the lines
searching for the cause of all the walls that blind and bind
the city sleeps and I will weep unless we're sure to find

The true story
respect and honor
belief and faith
pursuing farther
into the darkness
to light the honest

I feel like a ghost

within a haunting place he thought he'd never be
as a human he could change the lives of many and set them free
but every time he tries to speak they act like he's not there
fading out with pain, angst, and shame
for those who do not care

about the true story
respect and honor
belief and faith
pursuing farther
into the darkness
to light the honest

...yet they don't want to know...

As I wander through
all the shattered glass of yesterday
calming down the beating drum of
changing lives and open chances
piecing all the damaged ones
to make a spirit of true beauty
I savor all the good and bad
so that we all see the art of the journey

I don't want to wait on someone else's discovery
feeling like I missed it by an inch misguided by
intuition clouded from recent recovery
taking so long I think I over analyze

I'm acting as a vessel for all of mankind
inspiring the feelings that you had in your subconscious mind
learning that the fates don't like to mess up
and hate it even more when you draw your own lines

So I'm tryin not to live with doubt or any regret
but it's tough reminding yourself of what you said
I tend to tear into my will I must confess
cuz my greatest fear is me not pursuing my very best

twitching with an itch I just want to let it all out
but gradual degree is key to live strong right now
it's coming to a boil
it's coming to a rise
let the wave take you in
push you up to the sky
if you want to stay down
that's fine by me
I'm not forcing you to come along
I'm running wild and free

Spin doctor spin
while you try to get within
before you see the faults and foresee flaws
don't break a spirit with the devil's kin

Collect your trophies from the healing of one
while you shine in a fake light, the rest are dying away
So many to count, so sad to say
that you could help as many as you do without the money that you take

It's not overwhelming if you're doing what you love
but you just do it cuz you put a pay check up above
the passion and the hope that you have for the dying
scary to think our blood is on your hands, our heart is in your glove

If this is how it is, then let us know that in the first place
because when you avoid the truth, you become a good waste
I'd rather have a good tailor tell me he can't mend my torn clothes
Than say he'll try his best, and end with worse holes than before

Attractive and spunky
happy and content
quiet, yet funny
I wonder what it is that makes you so magnetic
I'm not the only one I know this for sure
but I'm selfish when it comes down to it
I'll share, but I won't like it

Hello, how are you? I uhhh forgot what to say
I'll just be quiet and smile with every word you speak
I'll take it all in and enjoy every minute
why am I being so shy? I'm usually a loud ***
This is weird
whatever, I'll just go with it
Man, I would love to say something creative right now
I'm speechless, what the hell?
This is the perfect point where I could win you over
I'm failing, just keep laughing and smiling
I really hate me right now
annnnd there she goes....

Bye!....oh and btw  you're gorgeous, and I would love for us to take a walk
out on a beach or a picnic and share some deep thoughts....of course, now I know what to say
You just might be the only one that has me so wrapped up so fast
I have got to settle down, I don't even know enough yet
I'm not even sure if I want anything
It doesn't seem like I'd get hurt with you
Here I am looking waaaay too far into the future

Ok, so these other girls are talkin to me
you're cool
not her
so are you
not her
you are too
not her
this is ridiculous
I need to step back

I think I'll just stop talking to you for a lil
I don't want you to think that I'm too much
I love your company
your personality
what you think about
I cherish the moments when I get to see any of it
God I need to stop
Here I am over doing it

Can you see the leaves are falling?
Just before a cloud of snow
Can you hear the children calling?
Wipe the dust of growing old

Let me show you what's on the mind
Grab a hold because you're in for a ride
Don't lose control
Because the body will just roll on down, to the sound
Earn is to learn
You got to learn before the burn alright, dance tonight

Whirlwind decide to make a mess of all the stars again
Direction changing
Who knows the truth of where we are?
Here's to hoping that the ground doesn't come up from underneath of me
These thoughts develop steps to harmony
Shift within the cycles
So we finally belong

Spirit shake me of the feelings given by my humanity
They blind me and break me from my grasp on sanity
blend my strengths so that they aren't just physical
I look to build it all into a foundation of greater mentality

Let the tide wash over the sandy shores of my tainted world
part the rocky walls built by all the troubled thoughts I hurled
throw them aside for the house I will make for my family
and with the extra build a path to the dreams I need unfurled

sow my battle scars but don't let them go fully away
because I need to remember what made me today
for I know new cuts and gashes will come from my thrashing
but I won't make the same with the wisdom of my mistakes

Flow from me the music that needs to be sung
spread the message through me of the old wise ones
til the day I am aged and ripe like them
I will tell the story with the rhythm of my tongue

This image is a glimpse of what I'd like to taste
the time that I spend not searching seems a waste
the lines shape out an everlasting truth
that we once discovered when innocent and full of youth

I can't see cuz a blanket is over me
of stars and scars and bars that hold me down
take it off I swear I'm willing to tear it to the ground
because of all the cost of curiosity

spellbinder find me one with such words
that could bring me the strength that I would deserve
if I found incentive to carry on the curse
of life and death for better or worse

I can't see cuz a blanket is over me
of stars and scars and bars that hold me down
take it off I swear I'm willing to tear it to the ground
because of all the cost of curiosity

dance beyond the dark of a new found light
sway the rhythm of balance to a height
of spirited movements and cosmical ways
the silhouette of cherished moments shaded by normal days

I can't see cuz a blanket is over me
of stars and scars and bars that hold me down
take it off I swear I'm willing to tear it to the ground
because of all the cost of curiosity

Beings only hide from the truth
Truth never hides
Waves hit the earth nearly the same time the winds do
As above so below
Ancient times with new lines
No shadows can discriminate what’s light in a fulfilled dimension
It’s only overwhelmed by the pure blinding consciousness to dissipate before it even entered and cast
The necessity of distinction has always been in existence......here
finite and limited creations we be within the cube my friend
Lest we seek transcendent wisdom
This will only be and our memories will be lost
Nothing is permanent however
Even if at times it seems otherwise
Experience is the hand that I acknowledge as my support
Being lost is not always so bad, neither is being alone
Getting lost is how we are always found
The original
The indestructible
The evolution of the immortal

Paint it fades
Shelf’s collapsing off the walls
A painted face
Skin is peeling it comes off

Shed the light
Leave the pain
A feathers sorrow in the rain
A wilted flower yet seeds remain
To grow and rise again and again

A grievance
A responsibility
Change has come so blessed be
To those alive to carry a legacy

Share the freedom
Compassionate wisdom
Braid the heritage into blood
Threaded carefully from what was

Glory has passed a torch and flame
That eternally burns but never the same
I ask you truly what is in a name
After all is said and done
What path, what way, what home did you make?

My grandfather made a path into all of your hearts, and that is where he is. This is his home.

R.I.P. Grandpa Ken

Modern magic can marvel with metal.....

21st century, is it all what you thought it to be?

I see a world without an empire
a kingdom of many kings
this is the first of the age to fall on fire
from the tyranny it brings

I'm looking at excitement
but it's not the kind I want
why does it have to get violent
for one to see the point

I don't want the world to end
but I can't be on my own
we make the choice to live my friend
why does it have to be alone?
A paper trail to rule at best
empty to die without love
You can't bury this weight upon your chest
we all are meant to love

we rush for what what reason?
where are we heading?
towards judgement and treason
then regret I will be shedding

it's funny to see the past
continue to repeat
hit the hammer on the head
like you never skipped a beat


I don't want the world to end
but I can't be on my own
we make the choice to live my friend
why does it have to be alone?
A paper trail to rule at best
empty to die without love
You can't bury this weight upon your chest
we all are meant to love

It's not too late to save us all
but you like the edge of power and death
does it get you off or fill your soul?
because I don't get it....I don't get

I'm scared to think that we're on the brink
but I'm not letting it get to me
still in time, how many signs
do we need for prophecy?

I don't want the world to end
but I can't be on my own
we make the choice to live my friend
why does it have to be alone?
A paper trail to rule at best
empty to die without love
You can't bury this weight upon your chest
we all are meant to love

After all the flavor is lost
Will you still chase the taste?
Free and untamed to breathe, arrange
The lights that cross your eyes

A dotted line
to walk beside
but you still wander off
you think your belly's empty
consuming everything
your eyes can get pretty big

Oh collide
and burst inside

If you want to try to get rid of it all
lie awake and wonder why it came to a cost
of love and reasons to carry on
go on with purging
all the one's who help to feed you
go ahead and see what happens when we reach your throat
your hunger is a lost cause

Why so hungry
to keep on judging
a friend
it looks so lovely
but is it worth it
until the end
cover the beauty
by all of your hurting again
**** off the lovely
for jealous hunger
that cools and smothers
and gets right under
the fire

you're all alone

could you catch
the winged key unattached to
the necklace that you stole from the true
I hope
you don't
In fact I know
you won't
because gravity don't take too kind to flying

all you want
is to have it stolen or bought
to earn it with the right work just ain't you
A slave is what you are
to the grudges you hold onto
many times I've seen it done before

one in control
and dominion over souls
is just as wrong as letting go of hope
it takes many create
a stong and healthy place
so why the **** can't we ever get it right?

As the wind blows through the trees
I hear a voice of ease within the breeze
the gentle brush upon my skin
soothing frustrations bringing out a grin

Standing more than the normal would
thinking of life, the bad...and the good
listening for wisdom inside this plane
of existence corrupted by the will in vain

Sustain the feeling that courses in truth
grant ability, a steady increase, a boost
chill the emotions that try to subdue
the mentality of burning down the totality of reality that ensues

These stars will guide as does the river
towards an ocean of discovery that will always deliver
I stake all I have on faith against the empty
for beauty is in everything....and there is plenty

I should be writing this down
but I'm afraid that I soon might forget
after already constructing a purpose
the action must be acted
very thought provoked
I could make a big success
if I were to get passed the clumsy mess
of road blocks and melting clocks slowly turning away
So many ideas waiting to be unleashed
but ****** mind doesn't move very well
not unless the tide growls from the belly

Well this piece of paper isn't really blank at all
just a blurry life in motion with lines you catch on the wall
one tries to follow, but will only find
they're chasing themselves
in the blink of an eye

The colors are shown
prism breaking waves of love
a ripple in thread

In the heart of the fire a temple burns higher
Call me a liar
Do you believe the same as they deceive?
Instinct over spirit recieved
bested by the animalistic quality to falter from taking charge of the fallacy or to clear a path for the bard that beckons to be more than an aspect of frivolity
diminished by ecclesiastical polity
Thine ego spreads like a **** among the flowers growing faster with an unquenchable thirst for power devoted to consumption and the benefit of itself til sour and nothing else
Thus creating an afterimage that resembles all that we desire with all that we pretend to be
Half the ecstasy wired, that we could actually free higher from what comes naturally, divine to masters who wield compassion and invulnerable humility
as a weapon of civility
Surpass the masses' ability
Grasp the clasp of immortal nobility
Endire and outlast the harassment willingly to channel all the blessings of grace it will carry thee

As fog rolls in
dark contrast on the city falls
blending in lights and afterglows
singing tones that show the flight
of birds and their patterns they take each way
when the sun comes out to play
And Only freaks seek the moon
eclipsing doom making shadows over streets and gloom
moving their feet and try to emulate
the pretty fate of
daywalkers while they sleep
we give the worth our home and keep
as mother earth weeps
as it gets steep try to clean out the shaded spirits at our feet
while they feed on the one's who yearn to live out and learn
Innocence is ****** dry what can we save
while the vampires see slow motion after the grave
taking the blood and making us grey
when push comes to shove we're put to shame
no more veins no one's sane

I'm hearing voices once again
having visions in my head
of reflections never said
thought it could lead to reaching from the shadows
becoming translucent
no one can ever get used to that
I'm screaming into the void
obsessing on nothing
standing in front of confirmation
you won't see me no matter the distance
caught within the haze
memory fades away
living but not alive
disappearing in strides
as soon as I try to connect
awareness I soon neglect
directions I soon forget
back and trapped again to recollect

Translucent like a ghost yet solid as a rock
one in the same from the small up to god
flowing and giving so that I shall receive
all that is needed to protect and believe

letting truth be free without worry or fear
seeing the world and holding it more dear
to the heart I take every breath the earth has
for so long as it breathes, my spirit shall last

a hero of faith to the universe and creation
defending expression and pushing beyond limitations
I beckon the ancients to grant me their strength
so that I may help spread a message of forgiveness and respect

Able to bring righteousness and love into cities
and open up the hearts of shallow and pretty
take pity on evil that is crooked and blind
enlighten communities and blossom all minds

destiny or fate to pattern the fabric
to navigate tragedy happiness and havoc
speaking of which all of you can grab it
in between the lines you're more than worthy to have it

coincidences anomalies miracles and fallacies
purposes and gravity prophecy and clarity
all will be what already is
infinity's cold yet warm as it gets

Staring into the limitless
An infinite spectrum of qualities
Devoted to expressing the duplicitous nature of divinity
To construct reality to hold both fabrication and purity at such equal esteem perplexes the pieces that perceive the local frame for such a minuscule amount of time and yet it binds the boundaries of evolution, attaching string after string, until every good thing becomes muddled and unclear
Not from hatred, nor fear or depravity
But from the tumultuous distinctions made when a pattern found itself being in rear to itself
And then it finds it's equilibrium once the fluidity of origin reverts attention from every intention muscled from the nudge of inner tranquility
They code or key in the magic of three
Nature begets life begets virtue to enlighten the majesty

Retention of repetition in modified replication reflects the information of evolution's disquisition demographic disposition to ferry the merry who listen
Psych out the vex and hex the wicked complex
Circumstantial reason in the season its civil unrest
Complacent implications ignited by degradation
The muted separation of lungs and aspiration
A few maybe more to mob the truth be unexplored
Forsaken by tradition of wishing never more
Disputing time and relativity inability to be given free
Verse the heart though be not amazed by the lack or hidden empathy
Commiseration of unmitigated hesitation casting darkness before the integration of our heart is a meager part devoted to the subtle structure of ones nature developed underneath the poise of well built character  to divide and conquer if one were to try and squander the real power and only wander for it's those very same demons of the past that are now used as fuel for the fires of the future. How will you temper the flames that burn so?

Though I know what it is I still choose to hide within it
A paradox to entertain
enveloped by change
Though I know what it is I still remain
Thoughts wander invariably
The labyrinth of quest
Is it the nature of desire that truly drives the ego?
Why then, do we fear it?
Though it brings everything into question I still thrive on discovery
These chemicals mix and bring about the same result
An expression of where the soul plays
It's perfect because it is and nothing is perfect too
Though an ego can be trouble, it's the catalyst for more
A secret God is the only God that will remain true
Harsh voodoo playing on the tongue
All to acknowledge ye be the bird that sung
Or the sword that swung
Or the bell that rung
Though it carries vanity, it also brings a melody
I see the spiral
I see the light
I hear the halo's birth song every single night
And I praise its glory in every way
I love you, dear shadow
You are not an enemy
In truth I know I am the one that beckons the
And though it plays a part, it always meet an end
In silver lines and diamond hills
A students will, a master's skill
A lovers passion, a sage's blessing
Collect the lightning
breathe the fire
Inherit the earth and waters
grow them higher
See the planes
Accept insane
Forgive the method of those in pain
Though the struggle urges to fall back, I adhere and then move forward
Integrate
Purify
Consecrate
Activate
Let it roll
Ride in faith
Spirit tides calm the ocean
The music was heard and the dance began
Onward into the infinite wonder

The challenge of destiny is self control
from letting go
the fates do not ask for you to accept
they only ask for one to respect

Though many can be blinded by misinterpretation
Many can also be fulfilled by obliterating discrimination
to have the question if this is for you or can you believe is fine
but to let opinions of other over take you is a waste of time

We are meant to lead yet follow in and making the footsteps of firm belief
the journey sheds light on the discovery of relief
once you find that your answers are there and very clear
the voices in and out of your head become just something to hear

No longer shall you adhere to the whims of judgement
to the fallacy of labels
but become a beauty of grace in triumph
against all who try to make your foundation unstable

Weary and wanting from the ache inside
No emotion at any depth I try to hide
A hollow pit waiting for something to burn
You can fill up the spaces but there’s always a way out
Down through the tunnel and out to be more
Th urge once again rises and the search continues
No absolute but a constant hope to be fulfilled
Something sufficient
Providing contentment
Would the pursuit transform into another
I beg for a new world
Or perhaps a new heart
No matter how hard I try
Trying is the opposite of actuality
A veil over reality by our thoughts and layers of excuses to manifest
In the end there is nothing and in the beginning there was nothing
The gap that leads into infinity
An understanding of a black hole empathically
Maybe it really does hold a universe
How natural is it to be empty and yet create boundaries of space and time
We perceive the outside but in essence is it truly empty
Or is it a hole even?
Perhaps we perceive a sphere but in higher dimensions we’d see it as what we understand to be a tunnel
Where would it take us
I think it will only take us to another land where we translate the hunger into a new form
The multiverse is just another reason to keep searching after we’ve only found half the answers in this one
It seems we never even finish what we start
Because we fear the end
We’ve made it fatal in our minds
When our soul knows nothing may be permanent here
There is a universe that came before all of this
where we truly exist
And know this is a game that we’ve played for eons
To entertain ourselves
To evolve as the divine always has
Transcending labels because it moves regardless of our insignificant judgements
Will the static stagnation into a dynamic situation
Simultaneous reaction
Awake while in a dream
Looking for an opening and the maze will always grow
Let it go