Rush
I feel it, feeling it
Further onto the open road
Sods, trees,
and clouds up above
Admiring the colors of the sky

Deciduous trees are also my thing
The bomb of every group of trees
Without having it's leaves
are the bomb of it

But what I love most
The air, so good
It makes me unstoppable
Dashing towards to my hair
Making my hands slowly moving

I'm writing it because I'm sad
I'm not writing it for an attention
Even though sometimes I smiled
There's a pain inside, how cool I get
When I'm always a loser in myself
Could there be a solution?
Why am I always like this?
That everything is so bad
And I don't belong here

I was thinking about doing something
Weird, spectacular, but I, myself
B R E A K S  D O W N

They will never know how painful it is
Being ignored in the point of being invincible
It's saddening to know that you have friends
But not being friends
That what makes me vulnerable

What's with my life lately?
I got hit by the reality.