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Jul 2015 · 866
9 words poem
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
And someone better always comes along every single time..
Jul 2015 · 2.3k
It will be okay
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Everything gonna be okay in the end
If it is not okay then it is not the end.
Jul 2015 · 514
Usually
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Usually, people think that I’m a strong, happy person
but do they look behind my smiles
and see how much I’m in pain and almost broken?
Do they? Really?!
My wandering thoughts about how actually people think.
Jul 2015 · 260
Sad but true
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
It’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were.
Jul 2015 · 357
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Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
The pouring rain is being shattered on the rocks slowly and painfully like a glass being broken into small shards so I am.
Jul 2015 · 395
Sometimes
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Sometimes you have to just let go and see what happens.
Jul 2015 · 777
I know...
Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower
so no one can hear you,
waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything that hurt you
so bad that you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.
Jul 2015 · 144
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Rachna Beegun Jul 2015
as i lay
awake

                                                       the only thing
                                                      that's on my mind


                                                                                                             is you
Jun 2015 · 152
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Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
I got lost in him, and it was the kind of lost that's exactly like being found.
Jun 2015 · 284
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Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
"The more time I spend with you, the more I want. The closer we get, the closer I want to be."
Jun 2015 · 238
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Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
My love for you knows no bounds, its timeless and endless. You can enrich my life in more ways then I can ever express in words. I felt strongly connected to you the moment I looked into your eyes. I was drawn to your soul in a way I have never experienced before.

You are the only one can see the door to my soul.
Jun 2015 · 322
Hope
Rachna Beegun Jun 2015
I hope you smile and say ' I miss her' someday when someone mention my name to you.
May 2015 · 349
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Rachna Beegun May 2015
To Mom,

No matter how many times we argue, how many times I don't understand you and how many times I get scolded by you,

I still think that-

You are the best and will always be the greatest mom in the whole world.

I love you and I miss you sooo much.

Love always,
Your stubborn child

Ps: I'm really sorry for all the problems I've caused.
May 2015 · 1.2k
I miss you
Rachna Beegun May 2015
You aren’t physically here with me,
but I always see you.
I see you every morning,
because you’re my sunshine.
I see you every afternoon,
because you’re the dream during my nap.
I see you every evening,
because you’re my sunset.
And I see you every night,
because you’re my blanket of stars.
May 2015 · 577
Mother
Rachna Beegun May 2015
A mother is a special gift of love that's deep and true.
You know she's always standing by to guide and comfort you.
A mother, with unfailing strength can keep you safe from harm
And yet you feel the softness of her gentle grace and charm
A mother gives encouragement
with wisdom and a smile
She understands your hopes and dreams
And makes them seem worthwhile
A mother always is in your heart wherever you may go
She's part of everything you do
That's why you love her so .
I miss you so much mom .... wish you were here with me :(
May 2015 · 215
My own personal world
Rachna Beegun May 2015
U want to give me the world
But I don't want the world
What I want. ??
Is "you" to be
My world.
Rachna Beegun May 2015
When you break my heart.
If you break my heart.

Please do it kindly.

Wrap it gently in something soft. Something soft like your sweater. And give my heart back to me.

I’ll let you keep a few pieces. Because they’re yours, and I won’t ask what you will do with them.

But break me quickly, simply, honestly.
Break me so I won’t shatter like glass. So that even when I no longer love you. I will love you for at least doing me this.

If you can’t promise me a forever. I won’t hold it against you. Time is not always kind, and I can’t expect it to be on our side.
But promise me you will try. Try to be on my side. Just on this.

So that I know, that even if this is no longer the case,
Once-upon-a-time ago, you really did love me.
May 2015 · 318
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Rachna Beegun May 2015
She could never quite understand the way he looked at her. He was always so curiously gentle, and his smile was so soft. Yet there was such glitter in his eyes, and an unrelenting sort of hate came out of his words, a strange, profound, impersonal hate. Personally he liked her, she was sure. He was gentle with her, attracted by her in some strange, soft, passionless way. But impersonally he hated her with a mystic hatred.
May 2015 · 272
Once in a while ......
Rachna Beegun May 2015
Once in a while, my wandering soul bumps into these beautiful, wonderful people, and all I can do is step back and collect myself.

All I can do is pause and try to fathom that what I’m seeing is real- that another soul could shine brightly enough to guide me home from these swallowing, violent seas.

And it’s in that moment that a light is planted in me, too. It may be dim, but there it rests- a gentle flame, my little beacon of hope, a precious gift from that brilliant, shining soul.
Apr 2015 · 488
So lonely without you
Rachna Beegun Apr 2015
I feel so lonely without you
I lay in bed just waiting for you
Wishing that you where here with me
Holding me closely as I fall to sleep

I feel so lonely in everything I do
Cause I turn around and do not see you
I want to see you behind me
As we walk around joyfully

I feel so lonely as I curl up to bed
No good night kisses
Or you caressing my head
All alone is how I lay

Missing you once again
In each and every single way
Wanting to be close to you
Yet I know that will not come true

I wish that we did not have to part
Yet our lives take us so far apart
I know that one day we will be together
Yet one day is not now and forever

I miss you my dear as I lay here in bed
Crying so softly I can still hear you say
Do not cry anymore that we will be OK
Yet right now I feel like my life is a waste

Without you here with me everyday
I feel like I am walking with no soul inside
A zombie like person if you can call me that
Moving through the motions of this one crazy ride

I am so lonely without you by my side
I dear of you being here right next to me now
As I close my eyes and fall to sleep
Someone please tell me this has not been a dream

I swear that it feels like one day you are here
Then I open my eyes to realize you are not
Was it all just a dream that I woke up from
It is so hard to grasp when you are already far gone

Dear love of my life please let me know
That things are ok that is all I need to know
That we will make it through this together at last
Be husband and wife happy at last

Darling please show me that it was not just a dream
That you where here with me and not just going crazy
I feel like I lost you yet once again

I love you so much yet at night all I feel
Is the cold lonely room that I choose to live in
You are not here keeping me warm as I sleep
I miss you so much please come rescue me
Mar 2015 · 589
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason....And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

- Edward Cullen
Extracted from New Moon
Mar 2015 · 253
She
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
She
"She wanted to be gazed upon like her partner’s whole world revolved around her. She wanted to be held and cared for and touched so reverently. To be loved and protected until the end of her days. To be the only thing that made sense in his whole crazy life."
Mar 2015 · 236
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Does it matter that I die to you?

Hell, I don't think so it will matter to anyone ....
Mar 2015 · 838
Everytime
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Everytime I say I love you...
I'm really trying to say so much more
than those three little words.
I'm trying to say you mean more to me
than anyone else in the world.
I'm trying to let you know that I adore you
and that I cherish the time we spend together.
I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you
and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts
every time I think about you.
And each time I whisper "I love you",
I'm trying to remind you that you're
the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Mar 2015 · 267
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I hope one day you see the beauty in yourself that others see in you. But more importantly, I hope that day is soon.
Mar 2015 · 231
Sad but True
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
Mar 2015 · 268
Late Night Thought
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I think i am a better ghost than a human being....
Mar 2015 · 1.3k
Memory
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Memory is cruel
Queen of attention to details
Defending intentions, yet he failed
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
I could have sworn I’d heard him
Say it ten-thousand times
Oh, if only I had been listening
Mar 2015 · 1.3k
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
It's scary how much a smile can hide.
Mar 2015 · 428
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
My insecurities plagued me my entire life.
I never trusted anyone for fear of being hurt and the only one who not only gained my heart, body and soul was standing before me deliberating on whether I was worth the effort.
From a book extract... that i wanna share with you all :)
Mar 2015 · 1.0k
Him
Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Him
There was no world without him, at least not one worth living in.
Mar 2015 · 766
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I know there are things we have to work through and I know I haven’t been the easiest person to live with but I wanted you to know I would never, ever, want any other woman but you.

You are the air I breathe, the rhythm my heart beats to and the true love of my life.

You are my heart and the only constant in my life.

There has never been anyone but you.

I love you and I think if anything, this time apart has shown
me how I can’t live without you.
It can never be over between us because it has only just begun.
Mar 2015 · 153
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I love you more with each day,
You break me a little more with each day till
someday I will be completely broken and shattered filled with love only for you.
Mar 2015 · 155
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Walking alone is not difficult
But when we walked a mile with someone
then coming back alone is difficult, very difficult.
Mar 2015 · 258
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
I have learnt how to live alone..
I have learnt how to survive without you..
I have learnt how to be silent and humble when nobody give a ****..
I have learnt so many things about life..
But today I understood I can never learn how to unlove you
Mar 2015 · 214
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all.
Mar 2015 · 213
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Rachna Beegun Mar 2015
Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
Wow .....How can I be so stupid ...... Now I know I was just a play toy or time pass to him ....
Feb 2015 · 1.5k
Mother
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Your mother bore you for nine months,
she watched her feet swell,
she struggled to climb stairs,
she got breathless quick; she bore excruciating pain,
she suffered many sleepless nights; she became your nurse,
your chef,
your teacher,
your cleaner,
your laundrette,
your friend,
She struggled for you,
but not once did she see it as a struggle.
Not once did she develop regrets.
After all this,
how dare you say, 'uff' to her?
Feb 2015 · 289
MY LIFE
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
When I got enough confidence
the stage was gone,
When I was sure of losing
I won,
When I needed people the most
They left me,
When I learn to dry my tears
I found a shoulder to cry on,
When I mastered the skill of hating,
someone started loving me from the core of one's heart.

THAT'S LIFE
Feb 2015 · 1.5k
"Prayer of a False God"
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
All are doomed to love.
All are doomed to die.
Tonight bring the black tomb.
For even the most high.
Even those in this room.
Cannot pretend to fly
And I know.
Even you.
Even I.
Must die.
I found myself engulfed by Pike's words--caught up in the nightmares he describes, the strange lights, the odd occurrences, the scenes pertaining to the advanced civilization that was Ancient Egypt, the wrenching fight between keeping love alive or resigning yourself to moving on. Anybody who has ever entertained the notion of bringing someone they love back from the dead should read this one first. Sometimes it is indeed better to be left dead rather than suffer the ceaseless pain that the real world offers.

Everyone in this novel is trapped in their own never-ending tragedy. No matter how much they claw, and scream, and assure themselves they are doing the right thing, they ceaselessly end back in the storm of the madness.
Feb 2015 · 519
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Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
“Focus on ur goals baby girl, these boys ain’t going nowhere”
What i will tell my daughter in the future
Feb 2015 · 1.4k
I want
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
“I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into your bed and into the private world you keep trapped in your head. I want to be that kind of friend. The one who will memorize the things you say as well as the shape of your lips when you say them. I want to know every curve, every freckle, every shiver of your body.
I want to know where to touch you, I want to know how to touch you. I want to know convince you to design a smile just for me. Yes, I do want to be your friend. I want to be your best friend in the entire world.”
-Unravel
(Calia Read)
Feb 2015 · 141
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Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
It is so difficult to take your mind off the one you love, when your heart is consumed by them.
Feb 2015 · 630
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Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
" - Elle t'aime.
- Qui m'aime? C’est qui « elle » ?
- Celle qui t’aime? C'est la fille qui te regarde dans les yeux en te parlant. Celle qui sourit quand elle est à tes coté. Qui te taquine sans cesse pour au finale réussir à obtenir un câlin ou un simple bisou. C'est la fille qui veut t'embrasser la sur le champ. Celle qui ne rêve que d'une chose: crever dans tes bras. Elle veut que tu lui dises ce que tu penses d'elle. Que tu la prennes dans tes bras comme une poupée de porcelaine. Que tu la réconforte comme si tu réconfortais a ta petite sœur quand elle pleure. Que tu lui dises que tu l'aimes comme tu le dirais à ta mère. Cette fille-là, veut voir son reflet dans tes yeux quand tu souris, quand tu es heureux, quand tu rigoles. Mais ce qu'elle veut par-dessus tout, c'est ton cœur. Celui qui va la loger pendant des heures, des jours, des mois, des années. Elle a des frissons dans le ventre dès qu'elle te voit. Rêve de te dire je t'aime yeux dans les yeux.
Feb 2015 · 244
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Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
No matter what I'll do, I will never be good enough for you i think and that thought **** me literally
Feb 2015 · 170
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Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
I wanna someone to hug so tight that all my broken pieces are joined together.
Feb 2015 · 11.1k
My Promise To You My Love
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down
I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry
I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that cute smile you have
I promise to be your strength
Whenever you fall weak
I promise to be your voice,
When you can't find the words
I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see
I promise to be your ears
When you cannot hear
I promise to always tell you what's real
When you want to hear the truth
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you're every fear
I promise to be your smile
When you're frowning
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
I promise to listen
When you need to talk
I promise to tell you no lies
Just what is true
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone
I promise to always care for you
Wherever you are I promise to always be there
I can't promise you the world
I can't promise you the sky
I can't promise you that we will never fight
I can't promise to never hurt you because i know i will unknowingly
But i promise i would never break your heart
And baby I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart, no matter what happens or what we go through, baby I'll love you until the end of time!
That's my promise to you!!!
Feb 2015 · 177
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Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
Sweet nothings,

are always sweet and romantic

when someone you love whisper it to you, looking into your eyes with all the love they feel for you.
i'm just waiting for you to say that to me ;) Love you baby <3
Feb 2015 · 206
Remember
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
I remember the first time you talked to me,
I wasn't sure what to do.
No one ever talked to me.
This was something different,
But something good.

I remember the first note you gave me
That made my hands shake as I took it from you.
It made me realize someone cared,
That I wasn't completely alone,
And that if I left this world someone would know.

I remember our first dance together.
My mind was focused on the wrong guy.
I should have known it was you.
All along it was you,
And I'm glad you were the one to catch me.

I remember the first time you were sick.
I watched you carefully as you laid in my lap,
All along afraid you would go,
So small and warm it was then I knew I wanted to keep you.

I remember the first time I felt jealousy,
The feeling was foreign, something new,
A blinding anger that made no sense.
I wanted it gone and the other girl too.
All along I knew I was better for you.
I tried turning my anger by ridding myself of you.
The attempts were less than half hearted,
Even then you were the best thing I had.

The first humiliation and first time you held my hand
I was nervous, ashamed and wondering how much I really meant to you,
But then that simple gesture stopped my shaking, made me smile through fear.
You could make anything better.

I remember the first time I started to love you.
It was another new feeling, but it came so naturally.
You helped me through everything; you were always there.
I knew it was right, I knew you were mine.

I remember the first time I kissed you,
Sitting quietly at night on the porch.
The world seemed to stand still just for us.
I was nervous again, but in a much better way.
I had butterflies for days.

Remember the first time I started to trust you.
It was the strangest feeling you had yet to give.
I told you my secrets, my past and my fears.
You never left me like I thought you would.
You will stand by me through it all.

Do you remember the first time I listened to your heart?
I let my head lay on your chest, my hand lay gently on your face.
Time stood still above the world and we watched it all, just me and you.
Listening to yours set my own at ease.

I remember the first time I felt safe.
Curled up right in your lap
You promised to never hit me, to never try and hurt me.
You don't know what that meant to me,
It made me love you even more.
It is such a beautiful and amazing thing to know,
That you'll never hurt me.

Do you remember the first time I believed you?
You held me in your arms as we danced across the floor
You painted me a picture of forever,
I listened in astonishment because somehow, suddenly I knew it was true.

Remember all the firsts and the lasts.
I know we will have more if you spend forever with me.
I'll do anything to keep you, I'll never let you go.
You are the only one and you'll always be.
I will love you forever.
Feb 2015 · 271
L.O.V.E
Rachna Beegun Feb 2015
L, is for the Laughter I give to you every day
knowing you'll never go away

O, is for the Options we'll have when we're together
knowing our love couldn't get any better

V, is for the Visions I have of you
knowing I'll never find anyone quite like you

E, is for Everything that's true I've every said
especially when I said, "We'll be together till we're dead"
This poem I wrote for someone who means the world to me. It tells everything or anything that love really means to me. This one poem actually symbolizes my love for someone who has been there for me through the bad and even the worst times for me.
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