“I spent so much time
searching for him in a crowd
while he found someone else,
and I remembered
the sound of his laugh while
he memorized her mouth.”

Sometimes I feel like I’m always first to say ‘I love you.’
Sometimes I wonder; Did I do anything to hurt you?
Sometimes I ask you, If I make you happy…
Sometimes I ask you, If you really love me…
Sometimes I ask you, Are you sure you’ll always want to be with me?
Perhaps I’m blind to see
The reality-
And I know That you
Tell me
That I already know the answers to the questions I ask you…
But its my greatest insecurity
Not knowing if your heart is being true…
You always seem so quiet
And so distant, That I cant deny it…
Is there something, You’re keeping from me?
You may think I’m silly
But how come you don’t smile anymore,
Like you did before?
Please love, Why cant you smile?
For me to think that you are truly happy with me now, I’d be in denial…
I know that you say that I make you happy…
I Know that you tell me that you love me…
I know that you say that you always want to be with me…
But I cant help feeling this sense of insecurity…
My love please help me,
By reassuring me…
And to you’re heart, Please be true
And know that I love you!

Now we are together
Sitting outside in the sunshine
But soon we'll be apart
And soon it'll be night at noon
Now things are fine
The clouds are far away up in the sky
But soon I'll be on a plane
And soon you'll feel the cold rain

You promised to stay in touch when we're apart
You promised before I left that you'll always love me
Time goes by and people cry and everything goes too fast

Now we have each other
Enjoying each moment with one another
But soon I'll be miles away
And soon the phone will be our only way
Now I'm in your arms
Feeling pure love and warm
But soon I'll be alone
And soon your voice will change of tone

You promised we'll never break up over the telephone
You said our love was stronger than an ocean apart
Time goes by and people lie and everything goes too fast

Let's not fool ourselves in vain
This far away trip will give us pain
We'll have to be so strong
To keep our love from going wrong
Distance will make us cold
Even put our love on hold
But soon we'll meet again
And soon it'll be bright at noon again

You promised not to loose faith in our love when I'm away
You promised so much to me but now you've left me
We go by and then we lie and all this time we wasted
Time goes by and people lie and everything goes too fast.

Time went by and then we died and everything went too fast
Everything went too fast
Everything went too fast
Everything went too fast

Everything's so cold.
The weather.
The water.

*And so are you.

Today is the last
August was a blast
All the shadows have been cast
Away with you, not an easy task.

But tomorrow it'll be different.
I need someone that is consistent.
Won't let my heart bleed again,
This is the story,
of how ours will end.

For I do not want us to be
Just like fireworks display to me
Beautiful in a moment
Then forever gone.

My three-phrase advice:

Have a *goal.
Make your steps.
Find motivation.

Once you've reached
the end of the rope,
tie a  knot
then hang on it.
There is really no end
if you know
within yourself,
with your heart
you can extend.

A turning point in someone's life.
Either to
make you
or
break you,
just
*don't give up
to life,
especially
to love.

outside there's a box car waiting
outside the family stew
out by the fire breathing
outside we wait 'til face turns blue
i know the nervous walking
i know the ***** beard hangs
out by the box car waiting
take me away to nowhere plains
there is a wait so long
here comes your man

big shake on the box car moving
big shake to the land that's falling down
is a wind makes a palm stop blowing
a big, big stone fall and break my crown
there is a wait so long
you'll never wait so long
here comes your man
there is a wait so long
you'll never wait so long
*here comes your man

I'm disappearing
with an empty feeling
Lost and wandering
my soul is bleeding
my mind is aching
my heart is breaking
I'm fading away
Like a worthless trash
*Will you save me?
Please, pull me back to you.

I guess I always knew this was coming
I just never really said it out loud
because I didn't want to be scared
as I am right now.

Truth is,
I cannot really lose you
because you were never
really mine
to begin with.

Tell me how
to wait for someone
whom I'm never sure
of showing up.

Most of these days, I always sleep.
Closing my eyes, Closing my heart,
Never letting memories flash on my mind.

Most of the time, I can't sleep.
With open eyes, open wounds,
The silence is always too loud.

Most days of my life now, I wish to be asleep.
Never allowing my mind to think
All the hurts, all the pain,
I wish I never felt when you leave

Oh, let me fall asleep.
Before myself fall apart,
I'll bury my heart so deep.

I heard it said that life comes and goes
It passes in an instant like a wilting rose
I’m told that time makes light of our woes
Wears them like a gown Our sorrows to expose

Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?

I’ve heard it said that destiny is quite cruel
It promises the world and laughs at ridicule
Think it’s in your hands, that you’ve got it made
But look again you’re wrong, you’re just a fool

Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?

Who told me that you loved me I don’t know
Wish I could remember, but the face is gone
I’m left with a whisper in my ear
“He says he loves you, please don’t let him hear”

Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?

I heard it said that life comes and goes
It passes in an instant like a wilting rose
I’m told that time makes light of our woes
Wears them like a gown Our sorrows to expose

Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?

Will you go?
To a place we both don't know,
Without time set
Even place, I bet
Just a date.
You and me,

Will you go?

*I hope so.

Too much of something is bad enough.*

Do not trust
     too much.
Do not feel
    too much.
Do not love
    too much.
Do not care
    too much.

Those 'too much'
can hurt you
       so much.

Thank you
For making me realize
All boys are the same.

Like my Dad.

The truth is that
the most painful lies
are the ones
we tell to ourselves.

In English means I miss you
But in French has deeper meaning.

You are missing from me.

Tu me manques, mon amour.
You are missing from me.

And I guess,
you will forever be.

Thoughts are just thoughts if you keep it in yourself.
Thoughts are words if you write it down.
Words are bullets when it strike your heart.
Making you bleed
And feel alive.

In a sea of people
My eyes will
And always
search for you.