i don't wanna be a small memory in your head

i loved those quiet moments where we just held each other

i need you like i need warmth in winter and water in the desert

your lips moved against mine,
growing hotter and wetter
your tongue a velvet lash of tormenting pleasure
bruising my lips with a fine edge of violence
we kissed with power and passion and hunger and love
passionately mating with lips and tongues and tiny bites
our flavors mingling and quickened breaths filling our lungs

our eyes met, held.
and my entire body felt a pull towards you,
like you were a magnet
and I was a piece of metal.

you trailed kisses
until your mouth reached my hidden treasure
god i ******* lost it

you looked at me
your eyes don't just simply cross mine
it's an unwavering stare
your eyes are solely focused on me
then you press your forehead on mine
and trace the outline of my lips with yours
oh i just melted

your smoldering gaze penetrated me,
the look in your eyes as you stared at me was worshipful,
your eyes held a thousand dark, carnal promises,
pleasurable shiver skittered down my spine
and I felt like my heart had gotten stuck in my throat.

what if i came back as a star?
then i'd come back as the moon
what if i wanted to come back as part of the ocean?
then i'll be the sand you crash your waves against
what if i wanted to come back as a fish?
then i'd be the current you swim in
i told you i don't exist unless you do

you're asleep
and i'm staring at you
i'm so transfixed, too spellbound
i touched you with my eyes
from the tips of your hair
to your arm wrapped around me
then i go back to your face again
and i realized that
conscious or not
you still mesmerize me
you still enchant me

i have gone madly obsessed with you
it's like i'm blindfolded
i can't see the outside world
it's all just you in this head of mine
you consume my thoughts, heart, and soul

your words and touches fill me with so much fervor
you flared to my body like a comet
igniting me
infiltrating every thought
you pierced through my heart and soul
your love is burning up in my veins

it was sweet torture when you whisper things against my skin
your words like a sultry song with a heavy beat
belting out the most obscene lyrics i'd ever heard
i love that mouth of yours

you touched me as if my body was your instrument,
you played it perfectly that i felt the melody within my very soul

i never thought that explicit vocabulary could touch me in a way that is almost palpable

your hands braced on either side of my head
your beautiful gaze shining and intense,
focused in on me like i'm the
bull's eye on the dart board
your lips descended on my lips hard and frenzied
your tongue caressing mine, claiming me
there's worship in your every movement, every touch
my skin tingled feverishly under your ministrations
the way you touch me was sweet torture
i can feel every ounce of your passion
and i feel like i'm going to burst

your kiss makes me feel like my blood is gasoline,
running through my veins.
and your lips are the fire,
lighting me up.

you are buried in the deepest
and it was maddening
you kissed and licked and tasted every inch
you never neglected a single part of me
ensuring i feel you everywhere
i have never felt more possessed and claimed

your hands running through my hair
your hands tracing patterns on my skin
your hands cupping my jaw
your hands curled over my hip
your hands sliding over my bare back
your hands gripping my nape
your hands caressing my face
your hands pinning my arms above my head
your hands under my shirt
your hands roaming restlessly, possessively, and tenderly.

you have my heart wholly
but i only have half of yours

hi there love,
i havent met you yet
but i know we'll meet soon
and i cant wait for you.
yours,

your mouth is several degrees hotter than mine
and the heat was delicious
you devoured me with your lips, teeth, and tongue
it was a bruising kiss that i returned with equal intensity
our lips in an act of passion and possession

i can't seem to find a word
that best describes you
because you are so many things
you are my angel
you are my demon
you are my sparkplug
you are my love
i can never sum you up and
i adore you

my senses were drenched in you
       in your flavor and scent
           but i'm still seeking
          a deeper taste of you

this, you did a lot.
this, i liked a lot.

when you told me to open up for you
i gave you all of me
i gave you my body and my heart
because i love you and
i'll do anything for you
but i cant get you to open up for me
i cant break those steel gates surrounding the only thing i want from you.

you're hovering above me
eyes clouded with desire
and i watched you watch me
and thought that you really are beautiful
i closed the distance and kissed you chastely
then with more pressure and intent
the beast of your need lose hold of you
you ******* ravished me

desire becomes carnal
smooth caresses to passionate and harsh kisses
slow and gentle to feral and uncontrolled
sweet whispers to moans and growls
heavy breathing to gasps of air
so blissfully lost in each other

we were completely entwined,
grasping and pulling at each other.
no matter how close we were,
it was never close enough.

the walls you've built
were made of stubborn bricks
and were very high
but i will take down
one brick at a time
though it would not be easy because you're just as stubborn as the bricks
but i won't give up
because i am stubbornly in love with you

the mingled sounds of our moans
our tongues in a hypnotic dance
our bodies grinding in a sultry rhythm

buttons were undone
zippers were sliding down
clothes were falling to the floor
eyes shining with desire
breaths coming out harshly
hearts fluttering

a guy who's oblivious of his good looks.
there's nothing more attractive and alluring than that.

i can strip you bare
but i cannot undress your heart

you and me,
we're both going to drain each other
until we are satiated.

flaws and all,
you have me

love and desire rippled through our souls like shockwaves,
igniting us into flames.
we created our own little world
with nothing but bodies, and hearts, and whispers, and truths.

your taste is something that i had no name for
and it was the unknown part of you that i find so addicting
i kissed you until i could taste it in my mouth