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306 · Jun 2019
Sushi
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Search it up type it in
See where it from cover the VIN
Then they think it legit
From Japan
I will and I can
Make them think
Watch me and see
I stand here dazzled and confused
I be wondering what I can choose
So many choices all in a row
On the table what do I know
One right here, one right there
Another one there, flyin' in the air
On the wall are words
But I can't read that, where are the nerds
Can I get that translated?
Can my mom just make it?
I can't be doing that
I am so confused
I speak English
I only eat your food
Can I get a menu
With English on it too?
I love what you eat
And I love that you can read
But I can't read symbols
They're only there to see
I read letters that make up words
Even though I got symbols on my shirt
Even on my car, all over to see
But just know that I cannot read
They are there for looks
And online is all it took
Search it up type it in
See where it from cover the VIN
Then they think it legit
From Japan
I will and I can
Make them think
Watch me and see
sushi bars
305 · Sep 2019
Rule Blocks
Jordan Hudson Sep 2019
(Yeah, that's right, this is mine, you didn't think so did ya?)
Rolling through the mall and rolling down the block
Echo the walls and now I gotta stop
Look at what I got, rocking the lot
Loud exhaust, the fumes gonna blow
Yes you thought, now I gonna show
Drive by fast, now I gotta go
Get keyed so I park alone
It look so good, art to your eyes
No tint so I won't hide
Windows down and watch me fly by
Take that crown and look at my ride
Come key it now you ***** come try
This **** won't make me cry
It will make me rise
I will die with this car
I'm a star in the making
These are steps I am taking
And none of your **** gonna take me
I'm warning you now
I'm just awaking
I rule this town
I ain't faking
I am real so my life
Is too I look at you
And I see you stare or glance
I just laugh and you **** your pants
How that kid got that car?
That's right, I'm a star
Don't forget you *******
I'm a show you what I got
And you gonna stop, dream your wishes
(Yeah, see this ****, yeah, aye, yeah)
304 · Oct 2019
Rock Our Rides
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
We drive mad but we have
Fun with ease and we please
But we bad, we just leave
A mark of shame, look so lame
******* with a hint of spice
Mad souls with a hint of spice
We like ice, like to drive
Rock our rides till we die
Rise above and love the fact you can
Understand the fact we will
We have fun, we ain't done
Stop lights we ain't still
We be flexing somehow some way
Today, every day
Aye
We drive mad but we have
Fun with ease and we please
But we bad, we just leave
See us fly, see us drive
See us slide, see us drift
See this gift to your eyes
We can die, you survive
Enjoy the sight, we just glide
Enjoy our ride
We still young, we still dumb
We just having fun
At least we don't smoke or drink
We smoke tires, not drugs, just think
Most teens do that stuff
We just drive fast and slide around
But we don't hurt the town
We look around, we are safe
For others, okay
We drive mad but we have
Fun with ease and we please
But we bad, we just leave
287 · Sep 2019
Smoke In The Air
Jordan Hudson Sep 2019
Burn that **** out at your place
Ash to ground like sun rays
Radiation, pacin'
Facin', racin'
Makin' my way to town
Burn that **** down to the ground
Smoke in the air
Heat level risin'
Seekin' the horizon
Sun down smoke still there
Guns out town folk's lair
Hills with fog, devil's vlog
End of the year
Hollywood air
Fire in the sky
The media's lies
Drain them and turn them
Learn them, and burn them
Mistakes and passions
Rich fakes and cashin'
Luxury and mansions
Burn all that ****
Say that's it
Sin city too
Desert make them move
Burn that **** out at your place
Ash to ground like sun rays
Radiation, pacin'
Facin', racin'
Makin' my way to town
Burn that **** down to the ground
Listen to that sound
270 · Jan 2020
Only You
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Have been with so many girls right
Found them all quick no need to find
Think of you so much in my mind
I can't come to reason why you shine
Never said a word to you why
Am I tryin'
Only you
I tried to get over you
I tried to talk to you
I want you so bad I cry
Can't live without you why
So please hear me out
I need you I don't want you now
Have been with so many girls right
Found them all quick no need to find
Think of you so much in my mind
I can't come to reason why you shine
Never said a word to you why
Am I tryin'
Only you
269 · May 2019
Not My Plan
Jordan Hudson May 2019
What a dark night
What a dark fight
Not my plan but I stand
With my thought
And I can stay
And I will say
I ain't movin'
I'm staying here today
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe then
But I ain't movin'
Watch me stand
Watch me and
Watch me stand
Watch me and
Watch me
Stay put like a rock
Put like a lock
Can't be moved
Can't be bruised
Only thing gonna stop me
Is a gun, knife, or glock
Got a whole crew
Look at the view
Look at the sky
It'll fall on us someday
Anyway but we can stay
Aye
We had a dark night
We had a dark fight
But the next day will be alright
It'll be better, better than best
Better than the rest
We just gotta make it that way
And say the right things
And bright things
But we gotta know each other
As we are lovers
That's all we gotta do
We do it for me and you
Sittin' in a dark room all night
Talking on DMs with the phone as the only light
You cry I cry inside
We alive but to die
Is a thought but we survive
Thankfully you and me alright
things happen
268 · Oct 2019
I Give Up and I'm Done
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
I waited too long so I thought
My faded song was just a shot
I tried once and gave up
You were no one to love
I'm glad we never talked
You were just so hot
But inside you not
I made an assumption
A fair one though
Treating my friend like **** you know
That don't fly so I won't even try
I hope you happy
That what you want
I am glad because I am done
Now I am mad, not so fun
Not so sad, and I won't run
See me walk by, forget I even tried
See me everyday, but say goodbye
I ain't gonna lie
You just looked good on the outside
I don't even know you
But I saw what you did
In a bad mood
My friend just said
Hi and tried to intro me cause I shy
Don't care well ******* then
I can't deal with your ****
******* gonna act
You a ***** and that's a fact
Yeah
257 · Jan 2020
To Impress, To Regress
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Keep this ice to show her what I like
Heap that true ID to grow up right
Face the facts and stay away from her
Pace so slow to make no way for words
Tell me please to stop so I can talk
Or just watch and let me walk right by
Let me die alone and you go find
A guy of value and make your life
To impress to regress I guess that's
Why I left and said nothing to bless
Test my luck then I make it the best
Worry less and rest in stress so yes
I will try someday, aye
Truth is you are so great I fall brace
Myself tight and fall face first so pain
I live in vain and make myself known
I am not grown but still I have shown
Yea, Yea
Keep this ice to show her what I like
Heap that true ID to grow up right
Face the facts and stay away from her
Pace so slow to make no way for words
Tell me please to stop so I can talk
Or just watch and let me walk right by
Let me die alone and you go find
A guy of value and make your life
I will say a word I know you watch
Shout out to her and the whole **** block
Tell me I can't it don't mean a lot
Run little *****, go and get caught
Tell the whole ******* world what you thought
Say **** to you not them I was taught
Put me down and you lost what we fought
Get away from me ***** she mine not
Not yours I will show you what I got
You the first and only on my plot
Get away and burn and rot get shot
Get away you ***** I hate a lot
Yea, Yea
250 · Jul 2019
Narcissistic?
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Yes I have my ways
And through the days
I hurt them they my prey
As I say things that harm
I farm more ideas in their head
And embed them till they dead
Corruption will take their brains
These fools are stains
They all die of their own pain
They will be tamed
Narcissistic brain
They will know my name
I feed off of my own fame
Life is just a game
Death and life are the same
Shooting for goals I aim
Knocking you out of my way
I will stay and play
Until I am bored with you
What will I do?
Destroy you
So rude
Attitude
Will not move
Ha
Look at you
This is how I think
No but they all say
I think
I say
They all think
They all say I think
Ugh help me please
On my knees
I wanna be free
I plead
Please just see
I think
Not do but you
Say I think
See it ugh
I give up
What is this
In my head
I wish
I wish I was dead
Sometimes can't lie
But idk in my brain ok
I say they think
They think because I say
Ugh
Its a chain in my brain
I'm a stain that hides pain
Loves his name but looks the same
Loves fame full of shame
And claims he is targeted
But he is just paranoid
Of judgement
Of fear
Producing tears in his own eyes
He can't lie but hides
Wants to die sometimes
Can't fully cry
Yet no one knows why
Why?
248 · Aug 2019
Rich Kid Shit
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
Yeah, wallet out (ballin')
Yeah, wallet out (ballin')
100K 100K aye
100K 100K aye
The K stand for thou
The 100 for the made
Throw some in the crowd
Throw some in the bank
Hundred thou, 100K
In the crowd, in the bank
100K
Everyday stacks made
Bank full each day
100K
Gold wrap
Gold watch
Gold crap
Goldy locks
Gold skies
Gold mask
Gold at ease
***** please
I got racks in the bank
I got stacks on my knees
Falling on the floor
Out the door you poor
I rich you a broke *****
Aye
Yea, yea, yea cash
Enough to hold me over
Make her rich too
What did I do
Gold digger in the back
Up front got the stash
I am back, I return
Take that turn, park that ride
In that spot, your turn to drive
Take me home, store the stash
Gold chrome
Rich kid ****, ha
Yeah Yeah
100K 100K aye
100K 100K aye
The K stand for thou
The 100 for the made
Throw some in the crowd
Throw some in the bank
Hundred thou, 100K
In the crowd, in the bank
100K
246 · Jan 2020
Reckless
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Hand out the window wave her down
Honk that horn three times loud
My first move of the year
**** the past I am here
Drive real fast speed right by
I am reckless watch me die
I don't give a **** you are mine
Steal you from steal you quick
Real sight you do exist
I don't care I wicked
It is fair she just is
Mine so back off *****
This the way it is
Go look I found my wish
I'm reckless get out *****
This my confidence
Yea
Yea
Yea
Hand out the window wave her down
Honk that horn three times loud
My first move of the year
**** the past I am here
Drive real fast speed right by
I am reckless watch me die
I got her a gift I got her my time
It took two years out of my life
Best gift I could receive
I just can't believe
I would see her in my life I'm free
Welcome I arise to my new life
I will die with no regret
I made a bet I'd never let
Myself fail well I just won
Now that dark **** done
Hand out the window wave her down
Honk that horn three times loud
My first move of the year
**** the past I am here
Drive real fast speed right by
I am reckless watch me die
240 · Nov 2019
Lost Hope
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I lost all hope from you I hope I do
Try so you see me and know I exist
I don't make hits so these tracks don't mean ****
Hear my sound so the clowns are it?
They don't say words my ***** so get
I say sense and say the true
I know you know but you do not
Play my **** you ***** so I caught
You playing trash I make cash too
I make less but I say sense
I may only got cents no bills
I live in the flats under the hills
Old coupe no speed
Clean no lean
Sober no ****
I'm a teen, novelty
I make tracks
Through the week
**** sound, offbeat
I'm gonna leave
I'm done alright
**** this ****, goodbye
I lost all hope
What will happen
Take back roads
And just keep rapping
Nope
I **** so bad
I lost all hope
No one cares
I'm alone
237 · Jun 2019
Report To The Gram
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Cyber attack
Cyber attack
Imma get you back
Report to the gram
IG can
Overflow of likes
Policy strikes
Aye
Online revenge
Report sent
Banned later
Where you went
Rules will bend
Message unread
Blocking you and you
What? Gotta block you too
What'd I do
Posting pics
They too lit?
Posting pics
Not gonna quit
Get away
Stay away
From my profile
Or I gonna go wild
On you
And you too
Cyber attack
Cyber attack
Imma get you back
Report to the gram
IG can
Overflow of likes
Policy strikes
Aye
Shift my mood
To being rude
Come on dude
Get a life
Stop messing up mine
Won't tell you twice
It just ain't right
Alright
Ya
Cyber attack
Cyber attack
Imma get you back
Report to the gram
IG can
Overflow of likes
Policy strikes
Aye
hacked
234 · Nov 2019
I Guessed
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I hop out my ride in the morning
Still dark out dawn don't rise
Then it rise up no warning
I grab my keys and rock that ride
Steer so fine and keep it straight
Straight line highway lanes aye
The crowd all stare and smile
I make them wear it every mile
Adult and child
I have waited a while
To get to this place
Am I awake
Check is this fake
This is real I feel the wheel
I take those turns so smooth
This the path I choose
I look back, the truth is
I knew I would get here
I just feared I was wrong
But my songs pushed me along
Riding with the crew
We shift so fast we drift too
Luxury whips, we drift, we shift
Watch us lift up to success
I got here dad I guessed
I told you I could
Deep inside you knew I would
I took that path, yeah
223 · Jan 2020
New Year
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
Nothing new I just do
The same **** again and again
On repeat I'm typing PINs
I try the same things what a waste
I do the same **** that I hate
Habits I can't break that's my fate
Break it then build it back and wait
I wait forever and never leave
I hate myself and love another
I stare myself in mirrors and they break
I care for them but not myself I hate
**** me now but let my soul live
I know I ain't **** please forgive
I should not regret I'm just a kid
Tryin' to let it go but I never forget
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
The same **** again and again
On repeat I'm typing PINs
I try the same things what a waste
I do the same **** that I hate
New year **** that phrase
Let me roll back in time aye
Moving on is not my thing
Scared of what the future brings
Let me say I'll make one change
Maybe more they say I should
Ya know I could
But **** what they say
222 · Dec 2017
Sentimental Value
Jordan Hudson Dec 2017
How much could a blank space be worth?
Something derived from our wonderful Earth
Something you use every single day
You can list things, create, and make
It helps you learn, it helps you earn
After we use it, the item can burn
Used for work, home, and school
Sometimes it is bundled, isn't that cool?
Recycled, destroyed, processed, and cut
If you don't use it then the door of life is shut
You will use it all of the time
And just one piece is under a dime
It's paper
This is to paper!
220 · Mar 2019
Misused Power
Jordan Hudson Mar 2019
Standing up over a crowd
Yelling at innocent so loud
What can I say?
What did I do?
What you say is not true
Banning us from this place
Going away while you say
We cannot be here
But you are no one to be feared
We cause no harm
You are not armed so what can you do?
Yelling at us, just looking at you
I can tell you are miserable and mad
While you are claiming we are acting bad
Well that's just sad
Nothing better to say, your evil face
Well we over there having fun today
Away from you, but then you come
And destroy our lives wish you never had came
Where is your gun?
Where is your authority?
Oh, that's right, you just old security
Driving around, around the town
Exerting your power, which you don't have
Blurting more sour words and the respect you lack
Yeah
Security misusing their power
220 · Nov 2019
Let Her Free
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I like her but she prolly
Don't like me back
I am now falling
So I wrote her a track
I don't pay rent, I don't do crap
I sit back and hope that she mine
Forget that she ain't got time
I ain't worth a dime
No label signed, no name at all
I just fall and I balling in debt
I ain't dead yet but my goals I set
Get higher and I buy her time
Write her a song I know I wrong
For that but I thought that
I could buy her attention
But I too poor I lack
All she wants is for me to leave
Did I mention
She never wanted me
I'll let her free
A diamond that gleams she is seen
Now I look away and pray that I move on
I lose and I long for her still
I know I will eventually
Please let her free
I like her but she prolly
Don't like me back
I am now falling
So I wrote her a track
I don't pay rent, I don't do crap
I sit back and hope that she mine
Forget that she ain't got time
I ain't worth a dime
218 · Jan 2020
Trench-Broom Thompson
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Fully automatic, fire cinematic
So charismatic, punch all the fabric
Just let me have it democratic *****
Oh what a classic
The trench-broom Thompson
Give me the option, people take caution
This **** obnoxious, create a conflict
Yeah, yeah
Clean it for victory grease sub-machine
14 pound heavy, ***** make a scene
Muzzle break reduce to rise
Slower rate, simple sight
Put up the fight with the **** gun
I just fired ***** better run
For the trench-broom Thompson
Better give me options
I will take some caution
213 · Jun 2019
Let Me Know You're Okay
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Let me know you're okay
As time passes
As action lapses
My heart collapses
I wonder if you're okay
Time flies by
Distant and far
I wonder like
Where you are
I don't need to know all the time
I just want to know if you're fine
I hope you understand
Let me know if you can
This sample brings back
Memories that I see
I can play this track
And my soul leaves
It will think deep
And leave this place
And make me this way
Okay?
Although I do
Want to give up
I know you are there
Because
We are strong and free
Limited only
By some and by little
Balanced by sides and the middle
Geometric psychological stance
Our brains change but can't
212 · Mar 2019
Mad World
Jordan Hudson Mar 2019
(It's a mad world out there)
As I stare up into the sky
I see the whole world in my eyes
Tall skylines and street lights
City dwellers at night
A world so large
A sky so far
Can I reach that holy place
A mass culture human race
Church and the mad wild
Gods along the nile
A sinister spec
The graves must be checked
Midnight run, get out your guns
The wild runner will come
The mad world is gonna end
The sad world is falling in
The majority will win
Sinister
Yeah
Sinister
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
One last shot
As I aim
All I got
It's the same
This place can be bad
210 · Dec 2019
Love Thyself
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the drowsiest of them all
Do my dreams and sleep them off
Break my hope and watch it fall
I don't hope I just ball
I meet goals and win them all
Love thyself and make the call
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Selfie here, selfie there
Breathe in a box for my air
Trapped in carbon shared
By me, myself, and I
Suffocate and die
In my own air goodbye
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the one that they saw
Yes I the one that gleams
Yes I the one that seems
Like a **** king
Get  me a throne and a phone
With my number only mine
I will sign myself
An autograph no one else
So find thyself
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
My soul is the the top
I the peak they the dropped
My own box my own globe
Run the show ignore the hoes
Take the road the path I chose
Meet me there if you dare
I kick you back off the track
And you fall to hell so go
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
209 · Jul 2019
Up In The Hills
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Up in the hills
They don't mind bills
Nice cars they drive
With a nice life
Everything they want
Having fun
New stuff every month
Is this even real
Is it a dream
It seems extreme
The ruling regime
The rich
Rules the poor
Is there a door
Stairs to climb
Can I find
Fresh air
Using skill
Up in the hills
I'm getting chills
I can't get there
It isn't fair
When can I just fly
I wanna be a legend when I die
I have all this, money I supply
Just kidding, I lied
I'm tired of all this, I want a new ride
I wanna say that house is mine
That car, keys in my hand
I own all this land
I am tired of dreaming
The idea is gleaming
Up in my head
Like a light bulb
Dead in a bed
Is what I will be
I wanna get these
Before it's too late
Before I'm awake
Alive, living life
Nothing, a surprise
Sarcastic voice
My life choice
Life
What's the point
I just wanna be dead in a bed
With nothing I said
To ever be true
Take the thought out of my mind
I just wanna be blind
So I cant have dreams
Things I could find
Live life, like a bug
Under a rug
No thought, no life
Life, what's the point
Dreams
I wanna get these
Before it's too late
Before I'm awake
Alive, living life
Nothing, a surprise
Sarcastic voice
My life choice
Life
What's the point
Up in the hills
They don't mind bills
Nice cars they drive
With a nice life
Everything they want
Having fun
New stuff every month
Is this even real
Is it a dream
It seems extreme
The ruling regime
The rich
Rules the poor
Is there a door
Stairs to climb
Can I find
207 · May 2019
No Point
Jordan Hudson May 2019
Hey aye you missing the point
Hey aye you missing the point
Stay away from the joints k?
Stay away from the joints k?
Hey aye you missing the point
Hey aye you missing the point
Stay away from the joints k?
Stay away from the joints k?
Tesla out in the lot
Put on my gold watch
Drive away from the cops
Park by the Louis V shop
Beverly hotel
Let me Lovell
Style by me, yacht to see
Super car, I'm a star
Imma drive your car
Skirt, skirt, skirt
Mumble like this bro
Mumble like this bro
Chrome wheels, gold trim
Those meals, old rims
Mumble like this, like him
Mumble like this, like him
Gold on my wrist
Gold on my wrist
Diamonds on my chest
Diamonds on my chest
Mumble like this
Mumble like this
mumble rap
207 · Aug 2019
I Tried
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
You were so fake
My time you take
My future at stake
You were the fish
I was the bait
I was never late
I was played
And I stayed
I should've left
Better off that way
You hurt my heart
You hurt my brain
I tried to heal your pain
You through in my face
Glad you gone
Moving on
I was always in the wrong
It went on too long
Moving on
This song
Will explain
And show you real pain
You caused
At my expense a cost
Messages we sent dreams lost
A future we had
But I'm glad
I stopped
I tried to end it twice
I didn't take advice
I sacrificed my time
And soon my whole life
I'm over you
I'm done
Never going back
I'll make stacks
None for you
I'll share with another
A better lover
A real lover too
None for you
You lied, I tried
You lied, I tried
Don't ever say
I wasn't there
I cared
206 · Dec 2017
Title
Jordan Hudson Dec 2017
The title of this poem is not a mistake
A good title can be whatever I make
A title can be only to explain
What will be read or what I will say
It may seem ridiculous, sense may not be made
But as long as there's a title
I wrote it the right way
This is a short comedy poem, for some reason this one was difficult
205 · Dec 2019
Piece By Piece
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

That one day I got a job
Act and say my God I flawed
Low class I flip burgers
My own life I ******
I better than that I say
I let her find another way
I went single on my own
I feel good but am I grown
Then the day I got a car
10 days later I'm a star
I feel rich I feel great
I pull fries and work and hate
Miserable, mad, I want out bad
I'm capable, but doubt, it's sad
I leave my shift so glad
I drive my ride proud but sad
I see my **** I have
I try my best but don't add
I stay put in place
Stuck and never win this race
Let me out I cry but stay aye

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye

Then the day I quit the day I change
Left that place and got a higher wage
Work with cars and work with class
Bust my *** and now I got it made
Did it for a class got a grade
I want it better I prayed
So God replied here is your way
I won't die I will strive I will climb
I will make it to the end just fine
Piece by piece
The odds will break
Life will decay
Decay will make
Something new
Build off it and I grew
Matter cannot be created nor destroyed
I will be amazing on Earth and then the void

It seems like my life decays
Wish dreams like life will fade
That I look back that one day
At my book stack grew to weigh
Read and write and play
Seed the tree and wait
Piece by piece I pray
Save it from decay
Aye
203 · Aug 2019
Left By An Angel
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
Possibly the greatest one alive
An angel in disguise
An angel from the skies
An angel in real life
She was perfect for me
Everything I could see
She had issues
Needed tissues
Those are her cover
She can recover
Lose bad habits and go good
She loved me I know she would
I cared for her, she cared for me
We were together, a team
Didn't want to lose her
But I saw this ahead
Figured it was something I said
I thought we were fine
But something was up
Her actions were signs
I just didn't know what
As much as she was sad
She was always so sweet
As much as she was bad
Still the best I could meet
All those times we got so close
All my finds I loved her the most
As we crumbled apart
I saw flashbacks from our start
Out of my life she the best part
After all this she breaks my heart
202 · Nov 2019
Walls
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
Every ******* day I stare at my **** wall
Let me ******* say why I try dare us all
Risk it all, drain it down the hole
I will fall either way I worth no ****
Say that's it, **** that ****, break that ****, its over *****
I am cursed and I rehearse my words to make what hurts
A surge of reversed words make turns
In the minds they learn the time
Controls our lives and lies shout out to fly
Into ears and eyes and we hear wise
But we know it fake it breaks our aches
In our heads and makes it easy
Except it's cheesy and fake, break that
Break the ice and make your ways
Take that **** and play the game
You are one being **** what they all say
I can say that I am the man that will rise
I can play this game until the day that I die
Look me in my eyes and try to overcome
Then run back to the track and do miles by the night
By the day and I will crave you to play my tracks
In your ears and the years go by but you play no lines
I say more lines and they get less likes, at least I tried
You made it while I fell but I tell this story to more lives
I'm goin' to hell
I rise back from my grave and I save myself
I am the one that will be in the books
I am the one that will get good looks
The one that will die with a book about my whole life
I am broke I am no one now but later I will rise
I will be in the sky and look down on the guys
I inspired, they make me cry and I wonder why
I am changed so much I hate I ****
I am no one to love
I love myself for the most but not what I chose
I went down a path and I am stuck
In reality I'll be in hell and I'll look up
That's why my next life I'm just a bug
No one to love
195 · Aug 2019
I'm Gone
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
I'm saying goodbye to your lies
I've held my stress my whole **** life
Every time you'd cry I tried
To cope with the pain so your sane
I came to text or come see you
My lame checks are nothing to you
I just wanted the best for you
Goodbye, it was nice knowing you
These old memories in my head
They take over me in my bed
Even in school I said I'd try
To forget but its hard to why
I just wanna leave it behind
It must be just me, my time to cry
I'm hurt, I suffer, you bluffed or
Made it up, faked and covered
I take I loved her it's over
She was so great to me I thought
We would live days together ought
To be better I let her take
My mind over I gave her phase
A chance it would have gone away
Hey
It's gone the past I ask you laughed
Your smile I was glad you had
That look but I look back and lack
The sense to see what I did wrong
This song is a goodbye, I'm gone
193 · Dec 2019
Motivated The Wrong Way
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
This has gone way too long
I wrote you a song and I'm gone
I like you but don't say ****
2 years nothing that's it
Overthinking time later on
I waited and I know I am wrong
I was motivated I was tricked
I thought I debated I would sit
Stare and do nothing and cry
Care of you loving why
I said I would do something try
And then I'd stop and walk and hide
Now I regret my decision
Now I am haunted by these visions
Now I change the way that I living
My real self is hidden
You are the one I tell myself
I feel something I never felt
I approached and said no words
Dated hoes and never got hurt
I never even knew you and feel even worse
I let her break free and do nothing skkrt
I pull out the lot and wish that I had spoke
Where I am now is what I had chose
I hate to say I made this mistake
You could've been my wife but I take
Another path away
I avoid you but I gotta say
You are so perfect in my eyes I see
I know I not blind I have 20/20
I want you to notice me at least
I am great but too shy to break free
I am here for you but I leave
Go and find another be free
I will live alone my life
I have chose this is it right
I just wish I made it in your life
I wish I live these sights
I wish I had just tried
Oh God make it right
191 · Jul 2019
Static
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Unresponsive
Tech don't work
Wrong button
Failed perk
Feature lost
Turn and toss
Need a boss
Remote away
We will stay
Static
Attic
Up away
Left behind
You can find
Back in time
Static vision
I am livin'
Back in time
Historic
Static
In the attic
Keep at it
TV off
Remote away
Dusty cough
Made that way
Technical fault
Up on the shelf
Technical hell
Time can tell
Gravity fell
Dots and dots
All around
Mixed my thoughts
Crackling sound
Static
Static
History and time
Attic to climb
Left up there
Dusty air
Things so rare
Antique stuff
Condition rough
They are tough
Built to last
From the past
Never to ash
Survive fire
The desire
To go static
Signal lost
So many dots
There's a lot
Never been taught
Old fashion mop
Books
Radio
Pen to jot
Cursive to write
No computer to type
Phones were bricks
Once not a thing
Time will bring
Time has brought
Static stays
Too many dots
Static
Static
Yeah
191 · Oct 2019
Pointless Search
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
Why do I search for a beat when I make my own
Trying to learn to rap but I use my phone
At least I rap sober rather than ******
I generate creations in my head
I chase patience until I am dead
I rush things and strive for success
I've done things right I guess, yes
I have I good I stood up took claim of what I have aimed
I set goals and said I am great, and now I am, ****
Take that in you all the same
I have different trap, I rap with skill
You rap with bills
Live in the hills, I live in the flats
And I can rap
190 · Oct 2019
Soul Sold
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
Living in the backside I'm gonna die
Giving up my broken soul sacrificed
I will rise from the bright light to the dark
They will buy your souls and eyes out for your art
Cash in your hand, flames in your mouth
Breathe fire out, see liars shout
Tunnels of skull and souls are the crowd
Take your life, sell your soul
Make it right, dig them holes
Deep in the ground are the men that sold
Weep at the found those ones with gold
Their bodies so bright their souls so dark
There's the devil's hideout and his art
All them lined up down the hall so far
Living in the backside I'm gonna die
Giving up my broken soul sacrificed
I will rise from the bright light to the dark
They will buy your souls and eyes out for your art
Cash in your hand, flames in your mouth
Breathe fire out, see liars shout
Tunnels of skull and souls are the crowd
Fake your life, play your role
Wake and hide, sell your soul
Trees in the ground apples of the known
Seek knowledge and take the throne
Lair of Satin and his stars
Count the sides it ain't that hard
Open his book read the lines
Mark them down and train your mind
Living in the backside I'm gonna die
Giving up my broken soul sacrificed
I will rise from the bright light to the dark
They will buy your souls and eyes out for your art
Cash in your hand, flames in your mouth
Breathe fire out, see liars shout
Tunnels of skull and souls are the crowd
189 · May 2019
Wipe Them Free
Jordan Hudson May 2019
Cruising on my way, aye
Cruising on my way, aye
Moving on the highway
Moving on the highway
Line by line passing time
Line by line last in line
Slow but steady, I am ready
Rain and the wipers move
My car slidin' through
Like a snake slither
Hydroplaning over a river
Rally style drive a mile
This car can make me smile
Demon drift on my way
Beamin' lights look like day
Though it night, I have sight
Of what's ahead
What I said
Now I'll rev
I feel fast, though I slow
The sound is what makes me go
Wipe the shield
Windows sealed
Crosswalk yield
Music blaring
Not caring
About the night
Just my ride
Wipers on a car at night
188 · Jan 2020
Graphite
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
I find a diamond that stands and shines
Decayed and broke down now it is mine
I hold the remains to the heights
Beautifully engraved now graphite
Shine no more and you stand no chance
I am the one that takes your hands
Shine no more and look no further
Mine you are heart out of order
Not open to souls to cling
I want you more that's the thing
I look no more and admire you
Write songs and stay shy that's what I do
I find a diamond that stands and shines
Decayed and broke down now it is mine
I hold the remains to the heights
Beautifully engraved now graphite
Aye
Aye
Ya
Ya
I find a diamond that stands and shines
Decayed and broke down now it is mine
I hold the remains to the heights
Beautifully engraved now graphite
I know I shy and if I don't talk soon
I will lose for good and I will lose you
I will not lose I will not choose
I will get you I will make a move
I will not fail I will not leave
You are mine that's all I see
I may be blind but I can dream
I think so much it maybe extreme
Just hear me rap to you
I see you gleam
Aye
Aye
Ya
Ya
187 · Aug 2019
It Wasn't Right
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
As amazing as you were to me
My love for you couldn't be seen
The love was energy I could feel
My love for you was so real
As it now must fade
I cope with these last days
The ones after the end
My love didn't quite send
I need a pen to write
I fight these tears I hide
I guess it wasn't right
You and I
I hope you will be alright
I said I'm fine but I lied
Slowed the time, heart is fried
You were my thoughts every night
I thought until we died
We'd be true in my sight
I will try to fly away
Die a life alone someday
Money and fame
I guess that's all I'm worth
It all took a turn
Even if I burn
In hell I know I fell
My soul could tell
It wasn't right
185 · Nov 2019
Science Is A Lie
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
Listen to me you *****
Fitting in with the kids
They sit on their phones
Great **** from their bones
Ancestors with lives
Letters no text to write
Horse and buggy to ride
Blacks and whites riot
Phone calls over the lines
Analog clocks for the time
Boss beat the **** out their wives
Corrupt cops and their lies
Open your eyes
We are weak as hell
Seek the devil so tell
Confess your being so well
Save your mental health
With the devil
Satan and his truth
The lies are his only food
Feed the devil his cruel
Lies and his truth
Illusions of our vision
This whole lie you are livin'
Your life is a lie
Your mind must die
Sacrifice
The ashes of the graved the souls of the saved
Take this **** back to the olden days
******* baptize I live by lies
Forget this **** I will die
In fact follow Jesus Christ
I sound like I lack God but I live by lies
I am a sinner but I try
I rap about the bad life
I am a winner blessed to the max
I follow God live by the facts
Forget Bill Nye I am on the right track
Science is a lie
Atoms are fake God is a debate
I can't see it then **** what they say
Aye
Listen to me you *****
Fitting in with the kids
They sit on their phones
Great **** from their bones
Ancestors with lives
Letters no text to write
Horse and buggy to ride
Blacks and whites riot
185 · Jul 2019
Let It Fall
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Lost dream
Something I lost
Something I thought
Never even bought
Years went by
I never cried
I figured I'd wait
Passing days
For goodness sake
Still the same dream
I wanna be freed
Achieve, I've always believed
But it's still a dream
Something I think
That car on the wall
A dream lost let it fall
On the floor
Close the door
I have no chance
I just got a glance
Of what's it like to dream
Welcome to reality
176 · Jul 2019
Never Bought It
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Rolling around the apartments
Saw the R8
Not mine sorry
I never bought it
I just saw it
He be balling
Sorry
Pull in the garage
Make a collage
Put on the wall
Watch him ball
Don't let it fall
Ever at all
Drive to the mall
Down the street
Kyrie's on my feet
No lean just a teen
Coffee vanilla bean
R8 a dream
Rich it seems
Coffee with cream
Rolling to the Noble
Quiet like it's over
Watching the Rover
Watching the Benz
Yeah rich friends
People that made it
People with class
How'd they do it
I just wanna ask
A genie's flask
Is my wish
Unlimited wishes
Picture this
175 · Dec 2017
The Story of Rice
Jordan Hudson Dec 2017
One day this guy got off work
He went to a place to buy a car
"I need something fast", he told the clerk
"I just want to look like a superstar"
He found a Honda looking very nice
The dealer said "Totally not rice"
He hopped on in and took right off
He payed six grand but it'll pay off
Next he went to the mechanic
He did some work all over the car
The price was high but he didn't panic
The car looked great but wouldn't go too far
Stanced too much I suppose
There was a little issue with what he chose
The bottom of the car was dragging the ground
Maybe better exhaust for a more clean sound
Perhaps scraping the ground is not a good decision
Unless of course you want a collision
No offense to ricers, just for entertainment
173 · Jan 2020
Progress
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Work my way up I'm okay
I got all my **** all day
Clean that up *****
Clean up my ****
Aye
I won't take you anymore
Your words don't mean ****
Hear my courage roar
The lion comes to quit
Yea
Goals and dreams my life it seems
Its great so get out of it
Doubt and hate admit
You are stupid *****
Aye
I got brains and fear and greed
I seek for myself kid
Just for me
Don't mean ****
Yea
Aye
Yea
172 · Jul 2019
Never Listed
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Living a dream in my head
Here I wanna be dead
I lay in my broken bed
And sit and think
What could I be
Rich and free
But I feel like I'll be a ***
On the streets
No future
Lost dreams
My brain hurts and aches
How long does it take
I wanna leave and break
This place everyday
Makes me wish I weren't awake
Eternal sleep is my plan
I can't give up I need a hand
My dusty fan
Blows air in my hair
And I stare
At my wall
And the ceiling
Wishing it would fall
And let it end it all
No scream from me
Would echo through the hall
I just hope after I fall to the floor
No sound would pass through my door
My dead body not to be heard
Not to be seen
Take my body to the grave
Wipe the floor clean
No need to be afraid
To hide it away
And walk away
Move on with your day
I was worthless anyway
The blood trail
I just fell
I'm going to hell
Ring the bell
No church would accept me
It hurts they could let me
My funeral is empty
Buried away on my own
Nobody called my phone
To check on me
It's like I never existed
Missing people
I was never listed
My body gone
This song
Will haunt
Everlasting long
170 · May 2019
TC Chant
Jordan Hudson May 2019
Characters on the screen
On my front plate
Burnouts and a scene
Going to speed
Gotta slow my roll
Though I got a goal
Got a ticket, what for?
Going too fast
Having a blast
The fact that you just got passed
Now you in last
Yeah
Tire heat on the floor
Smoke behind light me up
Line by line, sign by sign
Passed you, now you behind
Inline four, rev war
Ears sore? Wanna hear more?
Or I can drive away
And you can say I was slow
Drove away and no more
Muffler delete, engine heat
161 HP, yeah it's weak
It still got some speed
If you feed it some rice
And some printed trees
Ya, ya
Gas got me going through the week
And to Saturday meets
Muffler delete, engine heat
161 HP, yeah it's weak
It still got some speed
If you feed it some rice
And some printed trees
Yeah the TC
Out in the lot, in the garage
The car the one I bought
What you got?
I forgot
I got this one to see
Hate and love
I sort of
Hate it but I still like it
Matching outfit
I want a Maserati
But I won't quit
Goals I make are goals I meet
Realistically
Muffler delete, engine heat
161 HP, yeah it's weak
It still got some speed
If you feed it some rice
And some printed trees
Ya, ya
Yeah the TC
For my car
170 · Nov 2019
I Keep My Distance
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I keep my distance while I think (I'm thinking)
Bye I'll see you then I will leave (I'm leaving)
I pass by but don't say a word
Why do I fail this really hurts
I stress myself with useless ****
My chest pounds and I live with it
I shake in fear, it's like I'm near
A real life ghost then flows the tears
I go to school and I stand by
My friends all by and I just cry
My one heart just collapsed inside
I will just wait she isn't there (Why?)
No more chances I don't know where
I stay silent say I don't care (But I do)
My heart hurts so bad it's not fair
My girl is around don't know where (Where?)
I keep my distance while I think (I'm thinking)
Bye I'll see you then I will leave (I'm leaving)
I pass by but don't say a word
Why do I fail this really hurts
I stress myself with useless ****
My chest pounds and I live with it
I shake in fear, it's like I'm near
A real life ghost then flows the tears
Always alone so little time
I just say that I was tryin'
I was too late and no more days
Regret my choice so I will pay
Single life so far aye
One like me stays
Like this forever aye
Maybe someday
166 · Nov 2019
Unknown Cause
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
Sitting in silence the quiet haunts me
Overthinking then it was wrong of me
All them around their voices fade away
Dawn rises and I wonder where I lay
I fell out the chair onto the bare floor
So cold chills up my spine yet I slept more
No one woke me up so I hallucinate when I wake
My sleep I appreciate face the facts I do hate
Passing out to REM and all them say
Just sleep more and more but I already did I'm bored
Then boredom triggers it on and I fall in my place
My head collapses dreams begin and fill my brain
My mind goes insane and thinks it over again
It creates this mental pain aye
Sitting in silence the quiet haunts me
Overthinking then it was wrong of me
All them around their voices fade away
Dawn rises and I wonder where I lay
I fell out the chair onto the bare floor
So cold chills up my spine yet I slept more
Open this door these dreams will lead
Me another dimension I see
Memories float and a future breaks free
Than I overthink and wake from my sleep
Than I take action or just oversee
Depends on the situation whether I need
Or if fate just feeds then I will proceed
Sitting in silence the quiet haunts me
Overthinking then it was wrong of me
All them around their voices fade away
Dawn rises and I wonder where I lay
I fell out the chair onto the bare floor
So cold chills up my spine yet I slept more
I collapse in places I can fall down
Time tells and the walls around
Not my choice I try to fight it
I hear voices of the ones that surround
Not my choice that I pass out
Selective control, physically I know
Mentally maybe so, I try my best so
Let me sleep
Sitting in silence the quiet haunts me
Overthinking then it was wrong of me
All them around their voices fade away
Dawn rises and I wonder where I lay
I fell out the chair onto the bare floor
So cold chills up my spine yet I slept more
161 · Feb 2019
Trapped
Jordan Hudson Feb 2019
JDM around
Low to the ground
Tokyo background
When I turn around
They all stare me in my eyes
All around, it is all spies
The media is all a lie
I cannot dramatize
Underground meets
Racing on streets
Tokyo drifting
I take a seat
Get a break from this new place
As I am here and away
A new city, a new dream to chase
An outsider with a new face
Produced by Lovell himself
As I turn his good beat to hell
Not by intent
But by accident
It's just how I felt
Foreign lands, Saharan sands
I be the one to shake hands
With the man himself
No meaning
No interfering
An object leaning
On everything
I have to break it
Two parts separate
Hit or miss
Early or late
I am no one now
But someone later
Words out my mouth
Words to a traitor
You all listen one day
Then forget what I say
Talkin' to a brick wall
Not listening at all
In one ear out the other
Not even my own brother
Nobody cares
They all just stare
Somethin' on my face?
Just time that I waste
A whole life race
I can't keep up with the pace
Lovell is my inspiration
149 · Jun 2019
Not Moving
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Ya dad
Your life is sad
I try
But I don't supply
You up in my place
You get out of my face
You get away
I'm gonna stay
Don't expect me to move
I'm just gonna stay with you
I got a crew
Got the TC
Yeah but he flew
Yeah but he rich
Yeah but he cool
No but he a kid
I guess I a kid too
What did I do?
I bad cause I rap
I bad cause I fast
I can rap fast
But then I rap crap
You got a car
It don't go far
Mine run
Mine run well
Mine fun
Mine is fun as well
Everyday, highways
Roads, tanks of gas
Gone everyday driving too fast
Sometimes not gonna lie
I go slow but still
Gonna **** myself someday
I'll be back
Ya dad
142 · Oct 2019
Perfect?
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
I just wanna say
I am so amazed
Can I reach your heart
It's time that I start
I want you to know
Your beauty does glow
Last year I approached
Never did talk though
I don't date the hoes
I would date you though
I know you ain't a ***
Your a diamond that shines
No this ain't a dumb joke
I just want you all mine
You are so fine
You are God's finest art
And deserve me in your heart
I prove to be the best
Hear me as I confess
I was put to the test
And I hope I ain't late
I hope this test was aced
Please can I be your date
I'll beg on knees and pray
You stand out from the rest
I hope that you say yes
I hope I worry less
I hope I'm not a pest
That first one that I wrote
Offbeat I made it better
My exes forget her
I know you are better
I just wanna say
I am so amazed
Can I reach your heart
It's time that I start
I want you to know
Your beauty does glow
Last year I approached
Never did talk though
I don't date the hoes
I would date you though
I know you ain't a ***
Plenty of *******
None of them I wish
I dream of you yes
You seem like the best
I just wanna say
I am so amazed
Can I reach your heart
It's time that I start
I want you to know
Your beauty does glow
Last year I approached
Never did talk though
I don't date the hoes
I would date you though
I know you ain't a ***
Your a diamond that shines
No this ain't a dumb joke
I just want you all mine
You are so fine
You are God's finest art
And deserve me in your heart
I walk by say no words
I learned a lesson
Risk of rejection hurts
Get a girl like you
It takes some hard work
I really like you
You may not at first
But you just might soon
When I make a move
I hope I do
142 · Dec 2017
Keys
Jordan Hudson Dec 2017
Keys, does it matter how they are pressed
The pattern that is done, it looks like a mess
Typing characters all over the screen
Then sentences and words are to be seen
Then you have the ones that open the doors
The ones that you may lose all over the floor
On the ring, a massive collection
Search for the one, it's a great selection
Get to a place, type in a case
Use them to create music that goes all over the place
This is a random poem I thought of
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