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Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Sit back and wait for me
Pay your **** or you'll leave
Ride along loud as ****
Use me often and call it love
I got cash I got debt
Pay your **** and watch me flex
I look rich but I wish

If you want some cash you go search the ground
Fill your purse with the change you found
I got nothing for your lying ***
Leave your lying *** and I take all my cash
I look rich to a broke ***** like you
Get a **** job and you can too
Do it for the world give work a try
You be this lazy all day I say bye

Sit back and wait for me
Pay your **** or you'll leave
Ride along loud as ****
Use me often and call it love
I got cash I got debt
Pay your **** and watch me flex
I look rich but I wish

Bye *****
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Banner overhangs
TC gang
Stickers with names
Loud exhaust no flames
Big ole wing
Beat the stang
Vortices on the top
Need a suspension drop
Magnet to the cops
Japan plate
Haters gonna hate
Tow hook
To save my fate
Got my ride
Tires gonna slide
Hydro catch the tide
Slid and almost died
Not gonna lie
Enjoy the ride
Road is wide
Steer to the right
Drive in the night
We alright
Not gonna fight
Ight
Splitter on the front
No bars not done
Badges on the dash
Glovebox stash
Auxillary is back
Moonroof stuck
Fix it soon
Tire in the trunk
No room
No muffler
Pops occur
Four banging purr
Shift the gears
Last through the years
Fear of getting hit in the rear
Unless I fast and pass
Burning gas
Shredding tires
Because this TC is fire
Yeah fire
Banner overhangs
TC gang
Stickers with names
Loud exhaust no flames
Big ole wing
Beat the stang
Vortices on the top
Need a suspension drop
Magnet to the cops
Japan plate
Haters gonna hate
Tow hook
To save my fate
Got my ride
Tires gonna slide
Hydro catch the tide
Slid and almost died
Not gonna lie
Enjoy the ride
Road is wide
Steer to the right
Drive in the night
We alright
Not gonna fight
TC
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
I find a diamond that stands and shines
Decayed and broke down now it is mine
I hold the remains to the heights
Beautifully engraved now graphite
Shine no more and you stand no chance
I am the one that takes your hands
Shine no more and look no further
Mine you are heart out of order
Not open to souls to cling
I want you more that's the thing
I look no more and admire you
Write songs and stay shy that's what I do
I find a diamond that stands and shines
Decayed and broke down now it is mine
I hold the remains to the heights
Beautifully engraved now graphite
Aye
Aye
Ya
Ya
I find a diamond that stands and shines
Decayed and broke down now it is mine
I hold the remains to the heights
Beautifully engraved now graphite
I know I shy and if I don't talk soon
I will lose for good and I will lose you
I will not lose I will not choose
I will get you I will make a move
I will not fail I will not leave
You are mine that's all I see
I may be blind but I can dream
I think so much it maybe extreme
Just hear me rap to you
I see you gleam
Aye
Aye
Ya
Ya
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
The signs come at me like a stone in the head
They find me running like a felon just fled
They pass by and I don't do what I had said
The chance will disappear nothing is left
My brain in twenty years so full of regret
These regrets will haunt me until I am dead
I will look back and say I remember when
I see when you were just a friend
Now you an enemy **** what you said
Sorry don't cut it ***** make it right by a walk
Walk away from me talk like you wrong
Cause you are not right try too bad goodbye
No chance after this ****, break one time ******* then
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
I waited too long so I thought
My faded song was just a shot
I tried once and gave up
You were no one to love
I'm glad we never talked
You were just so hot
But inside you not
I made an assumption
A fair one though
Treating my friend like **** you know
That don't fly so I won't even try
I hope you happy
That what you want
I am glad because I am done
Now I am mad, not so fun
Not so sad, and I won't run
See me walk by, forget I even tried
See me everyday, but say goodbye
I ain't gonna lie
You just looked good on the outside
I don't even know you
But I saw what you did
In a bad mood
My friend just said
Hi and tried to intro me cause I shy
Don't care well ******* then
I can't deal with your ****
******* gonna act
You a ***** and that's a fact
Yeah
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I hop out my ride in the morning
Still dark out dawn don't rise
Then it rise up no warning
I grab my keys and rock that ride
Steer so fine and keep it straight
Straight line highway lanes aye
The crowd all stare and smile
I make them wear it every mile
Adult and child
I have waited a while
To get to this place
Am I awake
Check is this fake
This is real I feel the wheel
I take those turns so smooth
This the path I choose
I look back, the truth is
I knew I would get here
I just feared I was wrong
But my songs pushed me along
Riding with the crew
We shift so fast we drift too
Luxury whips, we drift, we shift
Watch us lift up to success
I got here dad I guessed
I told you I could
Deep inside you knew I would
I took that path, yeah
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I keep my distance while I think (I'm thinking)
Bye I'll see you then I will leave (I'm leaving)
I pass by but don't say a word
Why do I fail this really hurts
I stress myself with useless ****
My chest pounds and I live with it
I shake in fear, it's like I'm near
A real life ghost then flows the tears
I go to school and I stand by
My friends all by and I just cry
My one heart just collapsed inside
I will just wait she isn't there (Why?)
No more chances I don't know where
I stay silent say I don't care (But I do)
My heart hurts so bad it's not fair
My girl is around don't know where (Where?)
I keep my distance while I think (I'm thinking)
Bye I'll see you then I will leave (I'm leaving)
I pass by but don't say a word
Why do I fail this really hurts
I stress myself with useless ****
My chest pounds and I live with it
I shake in fear, it's like I'm near
A real life ghost then flows the tears
Always alone so little time
I just say that I was tryin'
I was too late and no more days
Regret my choice so I will pay
Single life so far aye
One like me stays
Like this forever aye
Maybe someday
Jordan Hudson Sep 2019
I wait and I wait
I see no way
I see no chance
I just get a glance
Of what it might be like
To be with you aye
Of what it may be like
I may be right
I have this sight, this dream
You seem so bright, shining gleam
A diamond theme
I don't even know you
I just want to talk, get this goin'
I don't know what to do
You look so great, the best I've seen
I say no way, but I have this dream
I bet you're sweet, I bet you are kind
I'm losing my chance to know over time
I wanna meet you, I wanna greet you
Talk and be friends at least
I'm so shy that I leave
I've tried before and I quit
I know this seems so bad
But I express my thoughts by rap
I quit tryin' for you for so long
And now I am back
My confidence has built
Now that my mind has filled
Of you, I think of what you could be like
I think I could be right, please can you fill the lines
I don't have much time
No other girl can fill thoughts like you
I dreamed too long can it be true
Or is it too late
Aye
I wait and I wait
I see no way
I see no chance
I just get a glance
Of what it might be like
To be with you aye
Of what it may be like
I may be right
I have this sight, this dream
You seem so bright, shining gleam
A diamond theme
Jordan Hudson Sep 2019
Gold shades, gold watch, exhuast go pop
Living up top, rich kid on the block
Can't be stopped, stop, that's what I thought
Cash in my hand, coins on the ground
Lost and found, hear that sound, clank
Higher rank, I'm the one with the loaded bank
Cha ching big old wing skkrt out the dirt
Mark that ground, mark my spot
I rich, you not
Pull out the lot
Spin the ride and take that drive
Rock that coupe and park and slide
Skrrt, yeah, skrrt
Parked
Get out the car, look at the marks
It ain't that far
Inside the mall, flex what you got
I'll rock this gold until I rot
Pay all cash credit no need
Stay and stash, cash I am free
Muffler delete
Skrrt
Yeah
This cash lead to a ballout
My stash fall to the floor
Making money is what I'm about
Get some more, knock on the door
Buy out the Gucci store
I'm not poor, get that case
Take that **** out, we gonna buy this place
Aye
Mad at me cuz I be flexin
Marriot hotel checked in
Then I get the cash
Rolls and the Jag
I left and now I am back
Yeah Yeah
Gold shades, gold watch, exhuast go pop
Living up top, rich kid on the block
Can't be stopped, stop, that's what I thought
Cash in my hand, coins on the ground
Lost and found, hear that sound, clank
Higher rank, I'm the one with the loaded bank
Cha ching big old wing skkrt out the dirt
Mark that ground, mark my spot
I rich, you not
Pull out the lot
Spin the ride and take that drive
Rock that coupe and park and slide
Skrrt, yeah, skrrt
Parked
Get out the car
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
I'm saying goodbye to your lies
I've held my stress my whole **** life
Every time you'd cry I tried
To cope with the pain so your sane
I came to text or come see you
My lame checks are nothing to you
I just wanted the best for you
Goodbye, it was nice knowing you
These old memories in my head
They take over me in my bed
Even in school I said I'd try
To forget but its hard to why
I just wanna leave it behind
It must be just me, my time to cry
I'm hurt, I suffer, you bluffed or
Made it up, faked and covered
I take I loved her it's over
She was so great to me I thought
We would live days together ought
To be better I let her take
My mind over I gave her phase
A chance it would have gone away
Hey
It's gone the past I ask you laughed
Your smile I was glad you had
That look but I look back and lack
The sense to see what I did wrong
This song is a goodbye, I'm gone
Jordan Hudson Sep 2018
I'm nothing
I'm not even here
No one even cares
My presence is what I fear
Everything I make seems to not seem quite right
Why can't I just highlight the words as a make these these songs at night
The quality is bad yet I keep pushing on
What is driving my brain to write these stories that I've drawn
I make absolutely nothing off of these trash tracks
Yet every day I continue while other rappers make stacks
I waste my time it feels like writing these words
While I miss out on other things and it begins to hurt
With things happening here in my town
Every night I watch as the sun goes down
Living on thin ice while I fall apart
I guess I'll pay the price and hopefully I can restart
It's all my fault, that my life is this way
Socially, I am an outlier and a castaway
Hidden away creating these short songs
Please somebody, what am I doing wrong
Clueless and anonymous in the musical world
As I think about think these songs my brain goes cold
It loses thought and flashbacks occur
It seems as if our short lives go by in a brief blur
Do what you can in these short lives, make some changes
These are our duties make some exchanges
That is part of what we are supposed to do
God, you are the one that I look up to
Just a sad piece I wrote in about an hour
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Listen (listen)
I don't want to leave (leave)
But my body is please save me (save me)
Please (please)

I never thought I'd go this way
Why can't I just stay
I just wanna be here
Dry up my tears
Myself is my only fear
Van Gough lost his ear
I lost only my fear
I am reckless my friend
Forgive me your best
This is my end

(save me friend)
(greatly end this)
(please)

Listen (listen)
I don't want to leave (leave)
But my body is please save me (save me)
Please (please)
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
Pack that bag and take that stack
And track that wack ache I'll be back
To the room for no bath for rest
Sweep the broom, pass this test
Teach checked, my work be done
Leave my guests, walk or run
Let it go, let me leave
Head to toe, it's all clean
Walls and floor
Glass and door
I cleaned that ****, I'm still poor
Bye I leave this **** no more
Packing and stacking and racking and laughing
Scrubbing and stuffing and rubbing and loving
Faking and taking and giving and living
No more
Walking home with a small check, none left
Bills to pay, money I made, watch it fade
Be gone next day, two weeks
I'll be payed and back to the chain
Make it rain and gain fame
Poor man, I'm the same
Debt and loans, cheap phone
One car, no house, no spouse
On my own, alone, ain't grown
Someday I'll reach, I'll breach the line
Poverty and poor in time, no leech
Independent, just send it
Just teach me teach
I can't reach, give it up let's meet and greet
IRS pass your checks, save the rest, out of creds
Boss you the best, checks pay the IRS, the feds
Grabbing change, losing cash, shooting range, burn to ash
Might as well you lose it all, fight this well and let it fall
Wish and wish, grab a thou, reach it once, tax you out
Debts and rent, balling in debt
Goals I set, falling and lept
You chased too much, you payed too less
Your bank and such, they made your debt
But you the one the let, it rise and fall
Now you ball, in debt
See them all, they let
The IRS take their checks
Yet they call their boss the best
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
You were so fake
My time you take
My future at stake
You were the fish
I was the bait
I was never late
I was played
And I stayed
I should've left
Better off that way
You hurt my heart
You hurt my brain
I tried to heal your pain
You through in my face
Glad you gone
Moving on
I was always in the wrong
It went on too long
Moving on
This song
Will explain
And show you real pain
You caused
At my expense a cost
Messages we sent dreams lost
A future we had
But I'm glad
I stopped
I tried to end it twice
I didn't take advice
I sacrificed my time
And soon my whole life
I'm over you
I'm done
Never going back
I'll make stacks
None for you
I'll share with another
A better lover
A real lover too
None for you
You lied, I tried
You lied, I tried
Don't ever say
I wasn't there
I cared
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
As amazing as you were to me
My love for you couldn't be seen
The love was energy I could feel
My love for you was so real
As it now must fade
I cope with these last days
The ones after the end
My love didn't quite send
I need a pen to write
I fight these tears I hide
I guess it wasn't right
You and I
I hope you will be alright
I said I'm fine but I lied
Slowed the time, heart is fried
You were my thoughts every night
I thought until we died
We'd be true in my sight
I will try to fly away
Die a life alone someday
Money and fame
I guess that's all I'm worth
It all took a turn
Even if I burn
In hell I know I fell
My soul could tell
It wasn't right
JDM
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
JDM
Down so low and down we go
Stance so low the ground we throw
Spit the rocks and mark the lot
Grab your friends, grab them hoes
Endless drive with what you got
Speed down the road make that show
See the crowd go whoa lets roll
Ya, ya
Drop the top, watch them drive
Watch them drift and slide, ya
Low as can go, so low to the ground
Ace this ride at the show in the town
Windows up and the windows down
Depends on who be hangin' around
Pass by quickly, make some cash
While they pass and while I crash
They roll off the curbside and
I roll off by exit signs
Empty tank while they keep going
Bumps and holes, my stance keeps mewing
Hitting every one that I see
Cringing every time its too clean
Making a living and making stacks
Living at home and living at the track
I can go and yes I am back
You all gonna see what you lack
Sitting at the back side you all gonna see
What I can do and what I have for me
Place down at the table, make the bet
I got this and I ain't gonna let
All you dominate and take the crown
I gonna take this town take down
Ya, Ya
The throne while you sit aside
You are sad and trash I can drive
Can't go no where don't you lie
Take the backseat while I drive
Enjoy this sweet and fast ride
The others slowly follow behind
They all gonna drift and turn
What they gonna see is my flames burn
Listen to that bass and that exhaust
The sounds of the others getting lost
Way back there I'm up here
Where did they go can they not steer
They cannot even race
They just can't keep up with my pace
While I get ahead they behind
I'm up here can they find
Flash the lights and drive away
Get up there and we can stay
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
Who they gonna tell to rap like this
You say I rap like crap but I like this
They rap the same I rap with game
I change my ways and don't sound the same
I sound like a new artist
I rap just like this
Hard beats and a voice like this
I get clowned and I get dissed
But I just like this, I don't care
You don't make tracks at all
What do you know, nothing at all
I just echo down the hall
I rap underground
No one know the sound
But one day I gonna be heard
And maybe you don't know the words
But that not the point, most my tracks you can
And, listen to them all, give them a try
I promise I tried and I do not lie
These lines I make on my own no ghost
These beats I seek but I make my own
On my phone they online my ringtone
Ya, ya
Who they gonna tell to rap like this
You say I rap like crap but I like this
They rap the same I rap with game
I change my ways and don't sound the same
I sound like a new artist
I rap just like this
Jordan Hudson Dec 2017
Keys, does it matter how they are pressed
The pattern that is done, it looks like a mess
Typing characters all over the screen
Then sentences and words are to be seen
Then you have the ones that open the doors
The ones that you may lose all over the floor
On the ring, a massive collection
Search for the one, it's a great selection
Get to a place, type in a case
Use them to create music that goes all over the place
This is a random poem I thought of
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
All these kids around me got so much time
They all waste it on phones while I climb
And I will shine, brand new design
They check the time with their phone
I got my ice instead got more at home
Just down the road and come on to my show
Wear my chain because I can
Dress right fame from my few fans
Yeah, all I got
Yeah, Put me on the spot
Yeah, I'm at it nonstop
Yeah, More than hip hop
Yeah, Songs that I drop
Yeah, Leave y'all in shock
Ha ha yeah yeah
All these kids around me got so much time
They all waste it on phones while I climb
And I will shine, so much more than fine
They check the time with their phone
I got my ice instead got more at home
Just down the road, make your face go whoa
Wear my chain because I can
Dress right fame from my few fans
King of the land ha ha
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
Possibly the greatest one alive
An angel in disguise
An angel from the skies
An angel in real life
She was perfect for me
Everything I could see
She had issues
Needed tissues
Those are her cover
She can recover
Lose bad habits and go good
She loved me I know she would
I cared for her, she cared for me
We were together, a team
Didn't want to lose her
But I saw this ahead
Figured it was something I said
I thought we were fine
But something was up
Her actions were signs
I just didn't know what
As much as she was sad
She was always so sweet
As much as she was bad
Still the best I could meet
All those times we got so close
All my finds I loved her the most
As we crumbled apart
I saw flashbacks from our start
Out of my life she the best part
After all this she breaks my heart
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I like her but she prolly
Don't like me back
I am now falling
So I wrote her a track
I don't pay rent, I don't do crap
I sit back and hope that she mine
Forget that she ain't got time
I ain't worth a dime
No label signed, no name at all
I just fall and I balling in debt
I ain't dead yet but my goals I set
Get higher and I buy her time
Write her a song I know I wrong
For that but I thought that
I could buy her attention
But I too poor I lack
All she wants is for me to leave
Did I mention
She never wanted me
I'll let her free
A diamond that gleams she is seen
Now I look away and pray that I move on
I lose and I long for her still
I know I will eventually
Please let her free
I like her but she prolly
Don't like me back
I am now falling
So I wrote her a track
I don't pay rent, I don't do crap
I sit back and hope that she mine
Forget that she ain't got time
I ain't worth a dime
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Lost dream
Something I lost
Something I thought
Never even bought
Years went by
I never cried
I figured I'd wait
Passing days
For goodness sake
Still the same dream
I wanna be freed
Achieve, I've always believed
But it's still a dream
Something I think
That car on the wall
A dream lost let it fall
On the floor
Close the door
I have no chance
I just got a glance
Of what's it like to dream
Welcome to reality
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Let me know you're okay
As time passes
As action lapses
My heart collapses
I wonder if you're okay
Time flies by
Distant and far
I wonder like
Where you are
I don't need to know all the time
I just want to know if you're fine
I hope you understand
Let me know if you can
This sample brings back
Memories that I see
I can play this track
And my soul leaves
It will think deep
And leave this place
And make me this way
Okay?
Although I do
Want to give up
I know you are there
Because
We are strong and free
Limited only
By some and by little
Balanced by sides and the middle
Geometric psychological stance
Our brains change but can't
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Talk like a tunnel
Talk like a tunnel
Talk like a tunnel
Talk like a tunnel
Ya
Ya
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
Like a tunnel
Like a tunnel
Like a tunnel
Reverb on
Echo
Down the hall
Out the back
Voice is wack
Listen to that
Yeah
Down the hall
Out the back
Other side
Ya that's mine
Listen to that
Yeah
Mumble rap
Yeah I'm wack
Listen to that
Yeah
Talk like a tunnel
Talk like a tunnel
Talk like a tunnel
Talk like a tunnel
Ya
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
Like a tunnel
Like a tunnel
Like a tunnel
Yeah
Dark inside
End is light
Both sides
Echo inside
Nowhere to hide
Only to run
Not from a gun
The glock can catch
The glock can wreck
Your life and die
Nowhere to hide
Now Imma die
Can't reach the light
Bye
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
We can talk like a tunnel ya
We can talk with the reverb on
Like a tunnel
Like a tunnel
Like a tunnel
Yeah
can't reach a goal because you are being stopped
Jordan Hudson Feb 2019
Born for this life
Raised for this style
Others don't get it
Running by miles
Not about speed
Style by intent
Rice by you, nice by me
I'm not tryin' to be
Quick like you
I made it what I like
So negative
Don't you know
What style is
It's all about one's thoughts
What I bought
What I see as great
What you see as fake
It's an art form
As one can say
It would improve
Only if I could choose
The one I use
I am stuck with this
All the limits
Make me sick
So limited
So limited
I am stuck with this
Rice has me glued
Limited from you
I am stuck with it
My rice car is all I can afford right now
Jordan Hudson Nov 2018
Highway, street, it's right up the road
Hotel stay, motel meet, star of the show
Raise hell day, shell station meet, the more you know
Accelerate, stance nation meet, car is too slow
2.4 the fragile four, that loud *** car guy next door
Four banger, rice ganger, listen to her roar
Blow the engine, trans on the floor
No brakes, stock intake, make Civics cry for more
Fake TRD blew the other rice away
Crop dusting some Honda today
Left some old Civic on the side of the road
Couldn't count on V-TEC I suppose
VVT-i, the never dying ride
Won't hide or deny buttons are fried
But I am the life long roadside guide
Follow mine
Line, line, line, line, line, line
Straight, dash, yellow and white
Line, line, line, line, line, line
Yeah, VVT-i
Line, line, line, line, line, line
Straight, dash, yellow and white
Line, line, line, line, line, line
Yeah, VVT-i
VVT-i power!
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I lost all hope from you I hope I do
Try so you see me and know I exist
I don't make hits so these tracks don't mean ****
Hear my sound so the clowns are it?
They don't say words my ***** so get
I say sense and say the true
I know you know but you do not
Play my **** you ***** so I caught
You playing trash I make cash too
I make less but I say sense
I may only got cents no bills
I live in the flats under the hills
Old coupe no speed
Clean no lean
Sober no ****
I'm a teen, novelty
I make tracks
Through the week
**** sound, offbeat
I'm gonna leave
I'm done alright
**** this ****, goodbye
I lost all hope
What will happen
Take back roads
And just keep rapping
Nope
I **** so bad
I lost all hope
No one cares
I'm alone
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the drowsiest of them all
Do my dreams and sleep them off
Break my hope and watch it fall
I don't hope I just ball
I meet goals and win them all
Love thyself and make the call
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Selfie here, selfie there
Breathe in a box for my air
Trapped in carbon shared
By me, myself, and I
Suffocate and die
In my own air goodbye
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who the one that they saw
Yes I the one that gleams
Yes I the one that seems
Like a **** king
Get  me a throne and a phone
With my number only mine
I will sign myself
An autograph no one else
So find thyself
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
My soul is the the top
I the peak they the dropped
My own box my own globe
Run the show ignore the hoes
Take the road the path I chose
Meet me there if you dare
I kick you back off the track
And you fall to hell so go
Heads and brains and fear and greed
You and they no just me
Left the pain and hear me plead
You and they yes you see
Jordan Hudson Mar 2019
(It's a mad world out there)
As I stare up into the sky
I see the whole world in my eyes
Tall skylines and street lights
City dwellers at night
A world so large
A sky so far
Can I reach that holy place
A mass culture human race
Church and the mad wild
Gods along the nile
A sinister spec
The graves must be checked
Midnight run, get out your guns
The wild runner will come
The mad world is gonna end
The sad world is falling in
The majority will win
Sinister
Yeah
Sinister
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
One last shot
As I aim
All I got
It's the same
This place can be bad
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Ya they can talk with the windows down
Ya look around, now they a crowd
Ya now the mans gonna talk out loud
Ya now the town gonna hear the sounds
The guns firing and the gangsta roar
The mafia just robbed that small store
Now the police are dying for more
Their legs sore and falling to the floor
Gangsta crime and the bad gangsta rhyme
Now the gangstas running from the time
Can't keep up with the long growing list
Gang fights are hurting their brittle fists
Strolling dark alleys and making way
The money and cash makes them all stay
Mafia talk (etc.)
Guns in the hand, stash in the back
Runs on the land, cash in the bag
Running everyday, running late
I'm gonna stay, no foolish play
Can't stop me from making the big cash
Can't stop me from filling up the trash
I'll get up to there one of these days
When I get a lot of those cloud plays
Will I ever reach to rich and fame?
Or is music all just a **** game?
Help me reach up to there will you please?
Or leaving me falling on my knees?
They all can do it well so can I
Can't say for sure but can at least try
all talk
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Let me start
I finish what I begin
I conclude and I win
Wrap it up like a gift
Trap one's eyes with my soul
Friendly but songs are cold
Cold and dark
Stop judging, it's just art
Make it right (right)
Make it right (right)
Tell myself I can
Back out like a chicken I do (****)
Well she by herself ****
I could be the one but you
You all say I can't and listen
Well how about you listen to me (see)
(make it right)
(yea)
She mine
I'm
Gonna take her
You all
Hang up the call
Never see she this great (aye)
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Take her heart
I love her
Oh wait she ain't here
Know I may some year
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
I be rolling in my ride
My Maserati so fine
Polished and clean
Better then it seems
Got the white paint
Limo tint
You can't
See inside
Up in my ride
I can hide
In my ride
Maserati so fine
I be rolling in my ride
My Maserati so fine
Maserati
Sedan
I can
Flex on haters
Waiters, dream seekers
Follow me to the end
And we will reach goals
Beat dreams
As a team
Let's go
I be rolling in my ride
My Maserati so fine
Polished and clean
Better then it seems
Got the white paint
Limo tint
You can't
See inside
Up in my ride
I can hide
In my ride
Maserati so fine
I be rolling in my ride
My Maserati so fine
All polished and white
Maserati so fine
Maserati my ride
Driving in the night
Let's go for a ride
In my Maserati so fine
Jordan Hudson Mar 2019
Standing up over a crowd
Yelling at innocent so loud
What can I say?
What did I do?
What you say is not true
Banning us from this place
Going away while you say
We cannot be here
But you are no one to be feared
We cause no harm
You are not armed so what can you do?
Yelling at us, just looking at you
I can tell you are miserable and mad
While you are claiming we are acting bad
Well that's just sad
Nothing better to say, your evil face
Well we over there having fun today
Away from you, but then you come
And destroy our lives wish you never had came
Where is your gun?
Where is your authority?
Oh, that's right, you just old security
Driving around, around the town
Exerting your power, which you don't have
Blurting more sour words and the respect you lack
Yeah
Security misusing their power
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
This has gone way too long
I wrote you a song and I'm gone
I like you but don't say ****
2 years nothing that's it
Overthinking time later on
I waited and I know I am wrong
I was motivated I was tricked
I thought I debated I would sit
Stare and do nothing and cry
Care of you loving why
I said I would do something try
And then I'd stop and walk and hide
Now I regret my decision
Now I am haunted by these visions
Now I change the way that I living
My real self is hidden
You are the one I tell myself
I feel something I never felt
I approached and said no words
Dated hoes and never got hurt
I never even knew you and feel even worse
I let her break free and do nothing skkrt
I pull out the lot and wish that I had spoke
Where I am now is what I had chose
I hate to say I made this mistake
You could've been my wife but I take
Another path away
I avoid you but I gotta say
You are so perfect in my eyes I see
I know I not blind I have 20/20
I want you to notice me at least
I am great but too shy to break free
I am here for you but I leave
Go and find another be free
I will live alone my life
I have chose this is it right
I just wish I made it in your life
I wish I live these sights
I wish I had just tried
Oh God make it right
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
This anger comes out
I try to stop it now
But it flows like a canal
Steady but it does
I try to quit because
It makes the demons win
I want them to lose but sins
Win and the angels lose
But it ain't them I choose
My temper loose
Acting rude, attitude, look at you
You commit too, unlike I
We all die after so many sins
God forgives, we just sin, we keep on
We make wrong, it ain't too long
Before we lose it all
The world will fall, we will be extinct
Our lives are linked to the loss of it all
The survived will choose to rise
The rest will drop to hell
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Yes I have my ways
And through the days
I hurt them they my prey
As I say things that harm
I farm more ideas in their head
And embed them till they dead
Corruption will take their brains
These fools are stains
They all die of their own pain
They will be tamed
Narcissistic brain
They will know my name
I feed off of my own fame
Life is just a game
Death and life are the same
Shooting for goals I aim
Knocking you out of my way
I will stay and play
Until I am bored with you
What will I do?
Destroy you
So rude
Attitude
Will not move
Ha
Look at you
This is how I think
No but they all say
I think
I say
They all think
They all say I think
Ugh help me please
On my knees
I wanna be free
I plead
Please just see
I think
Not do but you
Say I think
See it ugh
I give up
What is this
In my head
I wish
I wish I was dead
Sometimes can't lie
But idk in my brain ok
I say they think
They think because I say
Ugh
Its a chain in my brain
I'm a stain that hides pain
Loves his name but looks the same
Loves fame full of shame
And claims he is targeted
But he is just paranoid
Of judgement
Of fear
Producing tears in his own eyes
He can't lie but hides
Wants to die sometimes
Can't fully cry
Yet no one knows why
Why?
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Steps I took
Dreams I could
Seek and achieve
I believe
You can
Be thrilled
Watch and see
Here
Let's see
Believe
Be free
From poor to rich
Pulled from a ditch
Up to the sky
From getting by
To ruling lives
I rise
Up above
So high
Legendary grave
For when I die
Dedicated day
For my life
Narcissistic cry
Of joy
I enjoy
The fact I can be
Anything I think
A plaque for me
A statue in a town
I look down
On a crowd
Bow down
My people
A steeple
With my face
Bow down and pray
Born this way
A higher being
I am freeing
Myself with words
Because I hurt
I feel like no one
But I am a king
In my brain
You're a stain
Then I came
I am back and I'll reign
I will tame
The peasants
I have fame
You no name
Narcissistic brain
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
So lost when I feel like sleep
Go back round to the heat beat
That sound taken my two feet
Come take my heart ***** no key
Then you gonna reach my dream
Narco brain rise out of me
Its a chain come shout loudly
Fall asleep now I am free
Lay my head down sit to think
Myself fall down I said night
I'd collapse at some point right
I ran laps round big coins fine
Thinking change hide cash so tight
Take the map out we goin' drive
Take a nap and dream those lies
***** take a seat in my ride
Backseat no front don't you whine
It's night
Goodnight
Wait it's light
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Feeling away my sight just fades
Thoughts overflow dream I am awake
I breathe and sleep and dream of me
Action I take hallucinate
Think of more sleep I just hate
Woke up after the fact am I late
Resume last night I just wait
Dream of my life flashbacks just play
Shapes and forms and sounds and more
Listen and see the world just formed
My brain makes a sight only I can see
I fall down rise up back to sleep
Wake, rise, sleep, and dream and repeat
I feel so trapped yet I feel so free
I feel scared post hallucination
I know it's my imagination
Yet I freak out like I am facin'
Death before my eyes
I rise back from my sleep
Then pass out cold or heat
Light or dark either way
Night I can't sleep late
Then I can't stay awake in the day
Aye
Aye
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Rolling around the apartments
Saw the R8
Not mine sorry
I never bought it
I just saw it
He be balling
Sorry
Pull in the garage
Make a collage
Put on the wall
Watch him ball
Don't let it fall
Ever at all
Drive to the mall
Down the street
Kyrie's on my feet
No lean just a teen
Coffee vanilla bean
R8 a dream
Rich it seems
Coffee with cream
Rolling to the Noble
Quiet like it's over
Watching the Rover
Watching the Benz
Yeah rich friends
People that made it
People with class
How'd they do it
I just wanna ask
A genie's flask
Is my wish
Unlimited wishes
Picture this
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Living a dream in my head
Here I wanna be dead
I lay in my broken bed
And sit and think
What could I be
Rich and free
But I feel like I'll be a ***
On the streets
No future
Lost dreams
My brain hurts and aches
How long does it take
I wanna leave and break
This place everyday
Makes me wish I weren't awake
Eternal sleep is my plan
I can't give up I need a hand
My dusty fan
Blows air in my hair
And I stare
At my wall
And the ceiling
Wishing it would fall
And let it end it all
No scream from me
Would echo through the hall
I just hope after I fall to the floor
No sound would pass through my door
My dead body not to be heard
Not to be seen
Take my body to the grave
Wipe the floor clean
No need to be afraid
To hide it away
And walk away
Move on with your day
I was worthless anyway
The blood trail
I just fell
I'm going to hell
Ring the bell
No church would accept me
It hurts they could let me
My funeral is empty
Buried away on my own
Nobody called my phone
To check on me
It's like I never existed
Missing people
I was never listed
My body gone
This song
Will haunt
Everlasting long
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
I see all these kids doing drugs
They don't know what life is made of
I never seen a drug in my life
I never even seen real love alright
I just push and keep going on
I just keep showing you are so wrong
Get it together and stay strong
When you fall just play this only one song
Stand up straight let the haters hate
Forget them all and show em who is boss aye
You are your own and you make your dreams come true
And they hate you but you grew to ignore
They wish they could go back to before
But they too late and appreciate that you made it
Fake it till you make it and then be glad that you waited
Goals reached show you are dedicated
Souls asleep know you are underrated
You are better but they are jealous of your dedication
Do what you can do your best now for your celebration
Yeah yeah yeah aye
Drugs really are bad
Drugs truly are trash
Fame don't come from drugs
It came from hard work
Less distractions are for sure
They help you stay focused on your dreams
Stay stuck on a path good to redeem
Make your family proud
Wake up to a brand new house
Brand new ride brand new everything
Let em know you tried you are the king
I see all these kids doing drugs
They don't know what life is made of
I never seen a drug in my life
I never even seen real love alright
I just push and keep going on
I just keep showing you are so wrong
Get it together and stay strong
When you fall just play this only one song
Stand up straight let the haters hate
Forget them all and show em who is boss aye
Jordan Hudson Feb 2019
I'm proud to say
This one is mine
I can make that claim
And that is fine
It took some time
And a mountain to climb
But I'm still not there
On  the peak of the hill
Soaring through the air
Not there still
Trying to find my way
Getting lost today
Stranded behind
But that is fine
Lots of street signs
Cars on the other side
I'll sit and think
What have I done
My life will sink
But this is fun
I'm not there still
Not even close
You know I will
Arrive with skill
Patience is key
While being me
Is the way to go
But I'm sure you know
New era
Not sure what to say
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
Nothing new I just do
The same **** again and again
On repeat I'm typing PINs
I try the same things what a waste
I do the same **** that I hate
Habits I can't break that's my fate
Break it then build it back and wait
I wait forever and never leave
I hate myself and love another
I stare myself in mirrors and they break
I care for them but not myself I hate
**** me now but let my soul live
I know I ain't **** please forgive
I should not regret I'm just a kid
Tryin' to let it go but I never forget
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
No new goals no new wins
Eat, sleep, and live, that's it
Flashback of the past
Everything is back
The same **** again and again
On repeat I'm typing PINs
I try the same things what a waste
I do the same **** that I hate
New year **** that phrase
Let me roll back in time aye
Moving on is not my thing
Scared of what the future brings
Let me say I'll make one change
Maybe more they say I should
Ya know I could
But **** what they say
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
I just wanna fly
Can I just die?
Make a sacrifice
My whole dang life
Cash pay the price
My life is a lie
Look at this guy
Never seen him cry
What a relief
Religion and belief
God is his chief
He still believes
He can be free
Doing good deeds
He is drug free
Never even seen
Never need a drink
Yet people think
He is a freak
That uses drugs
Thinks he a ****
Just cause he does
Rap they think it crap
He in the back
Hating himself
Never felt, this way
Tracks he made
The words do say
How he feels
No one listens
Though it real
It doesn't appeal
It just *****
The beats are weak
The words are weak
Dreams that he seeks
Things that he sees
Things that he thinks
Ideas that he keeps
Things that he fears
Nobody hears
Nobody cares
They all just stare
And think he wears
A fake face
But I'm awake
I know I take
A lot of time
To make good rhymes
I don't make a dime
I do it for fun
How many care, none
But I'm not done
I will try
I just wanna fly
Can I just die?
Make a sacrifice
My whole dang life
Cash pay the price
My life is a lie
Look at this guy
Never seen him cry
Why?
Words that he types
Songs that he writes
Ones no one like
Oh that's right
Every single one
Can I just run?
Burn in the sun
Shot by a gun
Just be done
This isn't fun
Not anymore
My brain is tore
Can't write no more
I am too poor
To buy out fame
I am too lame
To play the game
I have no name
There is no way
I will make
Lots of cash
Making stacks
Sound Cloud plays
Playing my tracks
They too whack
They just lack
What people want
What do they want?
Smoking blunts
Beating up punks
Dogs and fun
Cops and they run
How is that fun
I rap about good
Not about the hood
Not about things I took
Or things that look good
Or things that would
Damage, hurt, or ****
Or good for the thrill
Or things that will
Change you altogether
Never
I just wanna fly
Can I just die?
Make a sacrifice
My whole dang life
Cash pay the price
My life is a lie
Look at this guy
Never seen him cry
What a relief
Religion and belief
God is his chief
He still believes
He can be free
Doing good deeds
He is drug free
Never even seen
Never need a drink
Yet people think
He is a freak
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
No need for the crime and the hate we all can share
You know we all kinda do breathe the same air
Be nice and just sacrifice the rest
See fights just hurt and take what's left
Give it away or give it back
Stealing ain't great it's whack
Mafia rule is a gathering of fools
Just work for what you get
No work then that's it
What they give
No need for thieves so quit
Work for God that's why we live
Work for what you got *****
Grab a *** and ***** and dig
*****
No need for the crime and the hate we all can share
You know we all kinda do breathe the same air
Be nice and just sacrifice the rest
See fights just hurt and take what's left
Give it away or give it back
Stealing ain't great it's whack
Yeah
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Forward in time
Forward in time
Sounds so fine
Sounds so fun
No need to run
Drive away
Fly a plane
Auto guns
Traffic lights
Civil rights
Building to heights
Better sights
Phones in hands
In the future I am
Shades on my eyes
Scrapers rise
Jets up in the sky
Fly
No lies
In the future
Forward in time
Sounds so fine
Sounds so fun
No need to run
Closer to the sun
But we ain't done
Come on its fun
Jordan Hudson May 2019
Hey aye you missing the point
Hey aye you missing the point
Stay away from the joints k?
Stay away from the joints k?
Hey aye you missing the point
Hey aye you missing the point
Stay away from the joints k?
Stay away from the joints k?
Tesla out in the lot
Put on my gold watch
Drive away from the cops
Park by the Louis V shop
Beverly hotel
Let me Lovell
Style by me, yacht to see
Super car, I'm a star
Imma drive your car
Skirt, skirt, skirt
Mumble like this bro
Mumble like this bro
Chrome wheels, gold trim
Those meals, old rims
Mumble like this, like him
Mumble like this, like him
Gold on my wrist
Gold on my wrist
Diamonds on my chest
Diamonds on my chest
Mumble like this
Mumble like this
mumble rap
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Ya dad
Your life is sad
I try
But I don't supply
You up in my place
You get out of my face
You get away
I'm gonna stay
Don't expect me to move
I'm just gonna stay with you
I got a crew
Got the TC
Yeah but he flew
Yeah but he rich
Yeah but he cool
No but he a kid
I guess I a kid too
What did I do?
I bad cause I rap
I bad cause I fast
I can rap fast
But then I rap crap
You got a car
It don't go far
Mine run
Mine run well
Mine fun
Mine is fun as well
Everyday, highways
Roads, tanks of gas
Gone everyday driving too fast
Sometimes not gonna lie
I go slow but still
Gonna **** myself someday
I'll be back
Ya dad
Jordan Hudson May 2019
What a dark night
What a dark fight
Not my plan but I stand
With my thought
And I can stay
And I will say
I ain't movin'
I'm staying here today
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe then
But I ain't movin'
Watch me stand
Watch me and
Watch me stand
Watch me and
Watch me
Stay put like a rock
Put like a lock
Can't be moved
Can't be bruised
Only thing gonna stop me
Is a gun, knife, or glock
Got a whole crew
Look at the view
Look at the sky
It'll fall on us someday
Anyway but we can stay
Aye
We had a dark night
We had a dark fight
But the next day will be alright
It'll be better, better than best
Better than the rest
We just gotta make it that way
And say the right things
And bright things
But we gotta know each other
As we are lovers
That's all we gotta do
We do it for me and you
Sittin' in a dark room all night
Talking on DMs with the phone as the only light
You cry I cry inside
We alive but to die
Is a thought but we survive
Thankfully you and me alright
things happen
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