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140 · Oct 2019
My Anger
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
This anger comes out
I try to stop it now
But it flows like a canal
Steady but it does
I try to quit because
It makes the demons win
I want them to lose but sins
Win and the angels lose
But it ain't them I choose
My temper loose
Acting rude, attitude, look at you
You commit too, unlike I
We all die after so many sins
God forgives, we just sin, we keep on
We make wrong, it ain't too long
Before we lose it all
The world will fall, we will be extinct
Our lives are linked to the loss of it all
The survived will choose to rise
The rest will drop to hell
140 · Jan 2020
Narcoleptic Attack
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
Feeling away my sight just fades
Thoughts overflow dream I am awake
I breathe and sleep and dream of me
Action I take hallucinate
Think of more sleep I just hate
Woke up after the fact am I late
Resume last night I just wait
Dream of my life flashbacks just play
Shapes and forms and sounds and more
Listen and see the world just formed
My brain makes a sight only I can see
I fall down rise up back to sleep
Wake, rise, sleep, and dream and repeat
I feel so trapped yet I feel so free
I feel scared post hallucination
I know it's my imagination
Yet I freak out like I am facin'
Death before my eyes
I rise back from my sleep
Then pass out cold or heat
Light or dark either way
Night I can't sleep late
Then I can't stay awake in the day
Aye
Aye
136 · Dec 2019
I Need Saved
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Listen (listen)
I don't want to leave (leave)
But my body is please save me (save me)
Please (please)

I never thought I'd go this way
Why can't I just stay
I just wanna be here
Dry up my tears
Myself is my only fear
Van Gough lost his ear
I lost only my fear
I am reckless my friend
Forgive me your best
This is my end

(save me friend)
(greatly end this)
(please)

Listen (listen)
I don't want to leave (leave)
But my body is please save me (save me)
Please (please)
135 · Nov 2019
Up To The Top
Jordan Hudson Nov 2019
Take that ***** up to the top
That ***** she so hot
Yeah that ***** she not
Yeah but that ***** got
She got a brain that glows
She got a closet of clothes
She care for her looks I know
I just hate them useless hoes
This one got a life I know
I just take her down the road
I take her to town I hold
Her hand in mine so tight
I know she a pretty sight
But she is mine
***** back off
Get your own you clown
******* now before the gun sounds
I just kidding I ain't got ****
I just say that but back off my ****
I kid but I will **** up your face
Bruise that and no more taste
You waste your ******* time
Staring down her spine and down she fine
But she ain't yours I'll ******* up
Look above and hope to die or love
Someone else not this ***** so get
Yeah Yeah Aye
Take that ***** up to the top
That ***** she so hot
Yeah that ***** she not
Yeah but that ***** got
She got a brain that glows
She got a closet of clothes
She care for her looks I know
I just hate them useless hoes
This one got a life I know
I care for her so
Much I can't lie or say ****
I say she the one that's it
No more ******* no sins
I got her I win
She the best no twin
No other just like her
She the one that I serve
When she hurts
I protect her purse I give her the words
That make her feel so good
I told she wasn't the one but I knew she was
Yeah Yeah
133 · Dec 2019
The Fate of Fame
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Wear these shades and hide my face
Stare the blank and wear them fake
Make them look like I have fame
They don't know my name
But they look and think I may
Get in my coupe so slow
Let them look at the show
Put that seat back so low
Sit back and hide and hope
They don't know that they fake
If they find out somehow let them hate
If they try to doubt just run away
You a star so shine so bright
You a star so shine at night
Yea
Wear these shades and hide my face
Stare the blank and wear them fake
Make them look like I have fame
They don't know my name
But they look and think I may
Pull out cash for gas and they think I have
Stacks of cash but I broke as ****
I buy shades and clothes and a nice *** whip
I in debt and go in more
Buy more **** and even more poor
Don't need **** but I buy what I wish
Shop at stores I am bored
Pocket tore pocket change
Lack that cash financial game
Aye
Yea
Wear these shades and hide my face
Stare the blank and wear them fake
Make them look like I have fame
They don't know my name
But they look and think I may
129 · Sep 2019
I May Be Right
Jordan Hudson Sep 2019
I wait and I wait
I see no way
I see no chance
I just get a glance
Of what it might be like
To be with you aye
Of what it may be like
I may be right
I have this sight, this dream
You seem so bright, shining gleam
A diamond theme
I don't even know you
I just want to talk, get this goin'
I don't know what to do
You look so great, the best I've seen
I say no way, but I have this dream
I bet you're sweet, I bet you are kind
I'm losing my chance to know over time
I wanna meet you, I wanna greet you
Talk and be friends at least
I'm so shy that I leave
I've tried before and I quit
I know this seems so bad
But I express my thoughts by rap
I quit tryin' for you for so long
And now I am back
My confidence has built
Now that my mind has filled
Of you, I think of what you could be like
I think I could be right, please can you fill the lines
I don't have much time
No other girl can fill thoughts like you
I dreamed too long can it be true
Or is it too late
Aye
I wait and I wait
I see no way
I see no chance
I just get a glance
Of what it might be like
To be with you aye
Of what it may be like
I may be right
I have this sight, this dream
You seem so bright, shining gleam
A diamond theme
128 · Aug 2019
We Talked
Jordan Hudson Aug 2019
My return is great you gon see
Imma rap back to the ******* screen
Spots on the lights and the time for Night
Imma fold it back to these keys
Take that pen down type these right
Fake these words and see this sight
Back that ***** and grip her hand tight
Throw it off
*** get your own ****
Your own cash get off your ***
That's funny. not my money
Better start runnin'
I be stunnin'
All your boldface lies
I take those and say goodbye
Take that ****
Burn that ****
Then eat that ****
Eat the ash
Forget the past
Your words and my time
My time you took
I was booked yet I changed
Went with you
Abandoned my thangs
Took the way to see you
The **** did I do
But we talked, we ended all this
So why the ******* be doing this ****
126 · Jul 2019
Got My TC
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Banner overhangs
TC gang
Stickers with names
Loud exhaust no flames
Big ole wing
Beat the stang
Vortices on the top
Need a suspension drop
Magnet to the cops
Japan plate
Haters gonna hate
Tow hook
To save my fate
Got my ride
Tires gonna slide
Hydro catch the tide
Slid and almost died
Not gonna lie
Enjoy the ride
Road is wide
Steer to the right
Drive in the night
We alright
Not gonna fight
Ight
Splitter on the front
No bars not done
Badges on the dash
Glovebox stash
Auxillary is back
Moonroof stuck
Fix it soon
Tire in the trunk
No room
No muffler
Pops occur
Four banging purr
Shift the gears
Last through the years
Fear of getting hit in the rear
Unless I fast and pass
Burning gas
Shredding tires
Because this TC is fire
Yeah fire
Banner overhangs
TC gang
Stickers with names
Loud exhaust no flames
Big ole wing
Beat the stang
Vortices on the top
Need a suspension drop
Magnet to the cops
Japan plate
Haters gonna hate
Tow hook
To save my fate
Got my ride
Tires gonna slide
Hydro catch the tide
Slid and almost died
Not gonna lie
Enjoy the ride
Road is wide
Steer to the right
Drive in the night
We alright
Not gonna fight
TC
126 · Dec 2019
Make It Right
Jordan Hudson Dec 2019
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Let me start
I finish what I begin
I conclude and I win
Wrap it up like a gift
Trap one's eyes with my soul
Friendly but songs are cold
Cold and dark
Stop judging, it's just art
Make it right (right)
Make it right (right)
Tell myself I can
Back out like a chicken I do (****)
Well she by herself ****
I could be the one but you
You all say I can't and listen
Well how about you listen to me (see)
(make it right)
(yea)
She mine
I'm
Gonna take her
You all
Hang up the call
Never see she this great (aye)
Take action oversee
Fake that **** let them leave (leave)
Make it right
Make it right (right)
Break one's heart
Take another
Take her heart
I love her
Oh wait she ain't here
Know I may some year
121 · Oct 2019
Wicked Past
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
Roll to the back
Look where's it's at
I'm gonna look then pull down my hat
Fools be looking around
Stomp the ground
Hear the sound
Run for me I am found
Search the town
Put on the gown
I'm gonna see then pull out my bat
Fools see my hands
Then I take this ******* land yeah
I am the one that rules this place
Can't except that get away
I will be here everyday
I am moving up aye
Come on and chase
I got the fastest pace
And I am great
Aye
Roll to the back
Look where's it's at
I'm gonna look then pull down my hat
Fools be looking around
Stomp the ground
Hear the sound
Run for me I am found
Search the town
Put on the gown
I'm gonna see then pull out my bat
Yeah
Cash in my hand
Ration of fans
But I am the man
Roll to the back
Look where's it's at
I'm gonna look then pull down my hat
Fools be looking around
Stomp the ground
Hear the sound
Run for me I am found
Search the town
Put on the gown
I'm gonna see then pull out my bat
Yeah
118 · Jan 2020
When I Die
Jordan Hudson Jan 2020
When I die I wanna play
Back in time would go and say
Hey I know you there okay
I am too afraid to slay
I am too afraid to break
I broke anyway I pray
I lay on my side and wake
I just hate my dreams I pay
High cost and the cash will burn
I just turn my head and learn
To just walk away I earn
Nothing in return no words
To release this so absurd
You the only one it hurts
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Aye
You just made my day
Make smiles on my face
I wish you were fake
So my life be straight
Aye
You just made me break
Make cries in my eyes
I wish you were fake
So my life could die
Aye
When I die I wanna play
Back in time would go and say
Hey I know you there okay
I am too afraid to slay
I am too afraid to break
I broke anyway I pray
Aye
Aye
116 · Apr 2019
To Be Free
Jordan Hudson Apr 2019
Remember that old story you told
Now I be thinking that you bold
Surviving such events while I hold you
The jacket I gave you because you were cold
I was happy to give it up
Although it nearly a hundred bucks
You are worth so much more
And you opened a door
The money can burn I got you
Not funny but I learned what I can do
Protect and comfort you
Be there for you
I was lonely for so long and I wrote this song
To tell my story behind all of this
I got a list of why I could cry
Even though I fine
I'd be lyin' if I said I was dyin'
This is just my life
I miss you after an hour goes by
I keep lookin' at the time
Wishin' I didn't have to say bye
And could just die and while I say bye
I don't know why but I cry inside
And try to find something to hide
The fact that I sad and can't have
More time with you and have to go
Away and see you the next day
As I lay in bed and think
I can't sing but I sleep and think
And have dreams of what could be
Visions I see that can free my inner being
Self explanatory
113 · Oct 2019
Thinking
Jordan Hudson Oct 2019
I just walk slower and slower
I walk by her just to show her
Confidence lower and lower
My problem is I don't know her
My brain confesses to friends
My pain expresses the end
I walk slow and I debate
I'm wrong in all of the ways
I think of what she will say
I think of her through the day
Dreams in my mind are all fake
My whole future is at stake
This might just change everything
This is causing me to break
I just don't know what to say
Aye
She gonna hate me for this
See what I will do for this
Do what it takes for a wish
Take one shot and I won't miss
Accuracy for this one fish
I really don't give two *****
About the other fish in the sea
I just want that AT, she is for me
Other than the fact that I think
I just walk slower and slower
I walk by her just to show her
Confidence lower and lower
My problem is I don't know her
My brain confesses to friends
My pain expresses the end
I walk slow and I debate
I'm wrong in all of the ways
I think of what she will say
I think of her through the day
Dreams in my mind are all fake
My whole future is at stake
This might just change everything
This is causing me to break
I just don't know what to say
Aye
106 · Jul 2019
No Need To Run
Jordan Hudson Jul 2019
Forward in time
Forward in time
Sounds so fine
Sounds so fun
No need to run
Drive away
Fly a plane
Auto guns
Traffic lights
Civil rights
Building to heights
Better sights
Phones in hands
In the future I am
Shades on my eyes
Scrapers rise
Jets up in the sky
Fly
No lies
In the future
Forward in time
Sounds so fine
Sounds so fun
No need to run
Closer to the sun
But we ain't done
Come on its fun
90 · Jun 2019
Top Floor
Jordan Hudson Jun 2019
Riding on the back you can see
Sliding from the track you can be
Top floor the cardboard
Boxes on the floor
*** on the sill
Throw it out
I will still
If they a crowd
Let it fall down
Cash in my hand
Mall ride I will stand
On the back
Holding on for life
Not yours but mine
On my side
I got fries
Last me all day
All night
I have sight
Streets ahead
Driver is dead
Now we alone
Calling on the phone
No one there
No one cares
Yell out
In the air
Draft the words
Bring down the birds
The fact that it hurts
To hear what I heard
Yeah
Yeah
Graffiti on the walls
Cracks on the streets
Dryer sheets, trash cans fall
Splillin' out trash
Burn it to ash
Forget the past
Move on to another one
Move on
Move on
Past is gone
Yeah, somebody
Aye
random thoughts

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