I want to tell a story but I don't know where to start. See, I've kept the words hidden. Locked away inside my heart. Waiting for the day that you come find me. Waiting for the day you rescue me from the darkness in my heart. Yeah, I know you'll set me free. Free from all the doubts and lies I thought I had to tell myself. So worried about the thoughts and words from everybody else. It took me years to understand that life is not a race. If you make your own path and stay with it, someday you'll find your place. I don't want to wait anymore. I don't want to feel I've wasted my life waiting for a fantasy that may never be real. I want to prove I can be happy without you by my side so I'll give it one last shot and tell the story of the time I tried
You were so fake My time you take My future at stake You were the fish I was the bait I was never late I was played And I stayed I should've left Better off that way You hurt my heart You hurt my brain I tried to heal your pain You through in my face Glad you gone Moving on I was always in the wrong It went on too long Moving on This song Will explain And show you real pain You caused At my expense a cost Messages we sent dreams lost A future we had But I'm glad I stopped I tried to end it twice I didn't take advice I sacrificed my time And soon my whole life I'm over you I'm done Never going back I'll make stacks None for you I'll share with another A better lover A real lover too None for you You lied, I tried You lied, I tried Don't ever say I wasn't there I cared
I don't dance, I said But my love for you is greater Than my need to not embarrass myself What is love without vulnerability So I danced that night As best as I could Pretended we were the only ones Left in that speakeasy The live music echoing through my body The alcohol moving through my veins And I don't dance But maybe for one night I can be the kind of person who does The kind of person who lets loose Twirls without care and loves their body Despite awkward hips Legs that stall and **** But tonight, I can become someone new Who lets themselves go uninhibited Who unapologetically twists and twirls Who shakes out the day, so tonight, I do dance - but maybe just with you
So I tried everything you asked, I tried so hard I don't think I've ever tried this hard in my whole life, I don't think I'm ever going to make it to where you want me, and I don't think it's fair that you only love me if I climb there, At what point do I give up and accept that you're just an evil person?
we'll make love on the shore beneath the trees of sycamore a lilac scent in the air my fingers run through your hair your mouth leaves marks on my skin I can't suppress a silly grin I feel your hand run up my thigh my legs open, your reply and as the tide begins to shift your mouth gives a splendid gift all at once, I feel you tense your love for me, too immense once you have come inside and after you are satisfied I feel your tongue further down in this pleasure, I could drown I'll ride the waves and let go my heart is now set aglow so let's make love by the shore and I'll feel you in me once more
Sitting,thinking,pondering I turn to see a void Empty,dark,alone Past the darkness is a door I hear faint laughter behind the door I jump into the void in an attempt to gain access to the door I hold my breath but its not enough Now I sit here hearing the laughter behind my door
This was supposed to be about attempting to unlock someone's true personality hidden behind pain but instead you become consumed yourself,