You study something you don't have an interest in and you by heart the material to write an exam. You do it well in fear or because you are capable or not because you aren't capable due to circumstances and you forget it the next day.

The process of gaining knowledge should be free.

If schools are really concerned about us getting "educated" then they wouldn't ask for money.
Knowledge is power and power is not something that you have to pay for to attain it. Education must be free, if it's not then it is NOT education.
A person should get educated in a field he/she has an interest in and should not be forced into learning something they do not like. If they are forced then it is NOT education.

This is why I dislike schools but love education. Because they two are completely different things

-K.S.S

Sometimes,
I wish to see myself
in somebody else's shoes
I wish to not be myself
I wish to disappear
To a place
where my face and thoughts
Can't be seen or heard
Sometimes,
I long to know
What it feels like
To be in my own shoes
To be safe,
To feel safe, in my space
My fenceless shelter
A home without a roof

-Kaya

The needle
Completes a second

The needle
Completes a minute

The needle
Completes an hour

The needle
Completes and completes

Until the clock stops
Until silence arises,

the last tick tock

-Kaya

Can I take away the cause
Can I take away the reason
Can I become sane
Can I become the person
I used to be once again?

-Kaya

"Tomorrow, this time"
  Said I, the next day
"Tomorrow, this time"
  Said I, the next day
  This saying,
  is all that I ever say
  This saying is what,
  Gets me through everyday

  -Kaya

Dear places of the world
I wish I was there
I wish I could be everywhere
Breathing the same air

-Kaya

As the day comes to an end
I crave for an hour more of peace
Before the thoughts of the night
take my lungs away
While I still try to breathe

-Kaya

I travelled a long way
With a unique key and,
reached the end
to realize that,
The door does not exist

-Kaya

Is this real life? or is this just a dream?
should i pinch myself really hard so that i can wake myself up?
If this isn't real life, then man, this must be a very long and sad dream. I can't help but convince myself that this is just a dream, because this life.. or dream, is just too strange to experience, i don't know if i want to get out of it or stay in it, what if the "real life" is worse than the "dream" i'm in right now? what if life is just a dream? what if there's a whole new world of happiness that i'm missing out on?

-Kaya

Our lives run on time
the human mind is blind
there are so many things that,
we have yet to find

we breathe in a hollow sphere
where the voices in our heads
are what we really hear
we walk on all the edges
to find things,
which indeed exists beneath us

- Kaya

In an unjust world,
i stand
In an untrue world,
i breathe
In a desolate world,
i choose to fight
than close my eyes and hope,
for a good night's sleep

-Kaya

Can i ever imagine
a place of peace
a place of peace,
where nobody weeps
and live in fearless streets

Can i ever imagine
a place so silent
a place where, nobody cries
a place without lies
and a place where nobody dies

can i ever imagine
going to bed
with no worries
can i ever imagine
being in constant serenity

-Kaya

Words words words
those meaningless words
said over and over again
still repeats in my head
until this day
the words you carved
in my mind
won't go away
it is so maddening that,
the first thought of a day
is the same old words
that you used to say
those words will stay
until my last day
and the last thing
i'll ever hear
is your voice
in my ear
slowly fading away
-Kaya

Its too late
the only thing
i can depend on now,
is fate
never knew,
all my thoughts
could be erased
like words,
written on a slate
now all the things
that have turned black
are the things i thought
that would be great
all i can do now,
is be still in silence
and wait,
wait for the day
when i say,
that it's not too late

-Kaya

Are we alone
in this universe
or is there someone
or something watching us
while we’re asleep
or are they right in front of us
even at this very moment
What if our eyes just can’t see them
Who are they
and what do they want
Were we created by them
Is what were going through everyday
just a test
Are we insignificant to them
Or do they feel,
the same way we do?

-Kaya

I did not grow up
I just realized that,
everything you have said to me
everything you have done for me
are just lies
I have come this far,
to just realize,
that everything was a lie

I did not feel the same way
I felt trapped in flesh,
that i don't belong
I did not want to change
but i was forced to
Now, i have become mad
and you don't know why
But, you would if you knew
that i realized,
Everything was a lie

-Kaya

Am i being watched?
Are my thoughts being heard?
Are they laughing with me,
or at me?
Are they after me?
are questions,
i can't get off my mind
sometimes, i wish
i could just disappear
into the air
and be free
from the thing,
that i knew didn't exist
And i tell myself
It's such a bother
being afraid of something
that isn't real,
but then again,
i can't trust anyone
or anything,
including, myself

-Kaya

So many people,
Yet, so little friends
So much time,
Yet, so little to do
So much space,
Yet, so little to have
So much to give
Yet, so less to get
So little to remember
Yet, so much to forget

-Kaya

Who are you? Why are you here? is this real life? are questions i ask myself on a daily basis. These moments just seem so surreal. I can't imagine myself doing things other people do. And i can't believe the things that i'm doing. I don't know if the things that i am doing, are really being done, and i don't know if the things that i'm saying are really being said. Sometimes, i ask myself if my whole existence is just someones endless imagination.

-Kaya

I'm falling forever,
in a deep dark well
the only thing,
i could see was
the darkness that dwells

i saw myself,
turn to dust
but, the part of me
that still remained
were ashes that roamed,
On the earths crust

                               -Kaya

"It's always the same
The good, die fast
But the ones who are not
Are the ones who die last"

-Kaya

You are the sun
Obscured by the common clouds
that everyone likes
But, what they didn't know is,
Your presence could
get rid of the darkness
Sometimes it just takes,
a little time,
and the world
will finally be yours
and you won't be alone

-Kaya

Under the moon, I stood
The only thing
Close to me
Was my shadow
Casted by the light

I didn't know
What I was feeling
I didn't know
how an empty sky
could amuse me
I realized that,
there is beauty in
everything we see
It only takes a special eye
To witness the truth
hidden beneath the lie

-Kaya

There are times in life
When we fall down,
We try to get back up
But, we can't
People walk over us
And with each step
We get pushed,
Deeper and deeper
Into the ground
We may be fragile
And it may be impossible,
To get back up
But as years pass
Everything will take a turn
And soon, we will rise
Out of the pain
And nothing,
will remain the same
And in the end,
We will be happy again
We will be happy again

-Kaya

Time is one thing
That I despise
Everyday, I see
New faces, new lives
But the people,
I saw yesterday
exist no where, no more
but in my eyes
They exist no where, no more
But, in the memories that lie
at the back of my mind

-Kaya

It's just a thought,
You tell yourself
You know it isn't real
But, you can't trust yourself
There is nothing
in this world
That can stop you,
From distorting reality
you imagine the impossible
And create fear within yourself
A fear, that wouldn't disappear

-Kaya

Staring out the window
Just trying to get rid
Of my sorrow
This loneliness makes me feel
like, I wouldn't be alive tomorrow

How long should I wait
For that blissful day
I feel like there's no way
I feel like I can't escape

It feels like
Being behind a barrier
Behind it, I stand
just waiting for happiness to call
But there is just a little time for me
Before I fall
Just a little time
Before I fall

-Kaya

You stood upon
A bright light
With innocent eyes
But all your truths
Were nothing but utter lies

All that walks
And all that flys
We're nothing great in your sight
Smiling at passers
With hatred inside
You were nothing
but an imbecile
With an extreme pride

You are a thought of superiority
But reality, inferiority
The person you were
Made the person you are
Now all that you wan't
Can't be reached, it's far
Oh it can't be reached, it's far

-Kaya

In a void of darkness
where the sorrows remain
everything goes away
except for my pain

Tomorrow is a time
that i wait for today
just laying in silence
because, i have nothing to say

The mask i put on
hides all the truth behind
you don't know,
who i really am
but you would
if you were not that blind

As i stare in silence
at the blank white walls
I patiently wait,
for my people to call

-Kaya

I yell into a hole
A hole, that is
darker than coal
am i the only one down here
am i the only soul?

I used to be so bold
never used to do what is told
now, here i am
in the cold
regretting the past
as i get old

-Kaya

Maybe i'm sad
Maybe i'm just mad
maybe happiness,
is one thing i have never had

leave me behind
go far away
but, don't wait for me
don't say i was late

Everyday is hell on earth
i'm walking on land
but, deep inside
burning in fire

They said,
it would be over
but i'm tired, because
a part of me has died
It died-  It died
because, they lied

-Kaya

Will anyone hear me
will anyone see me
will anyone know
if i were gone

I knew i could swim
so, why did i drown
I knew i could fly
so, why did i fall
I said, why live
when we are all
bound to die

It's always the same
the good, die fast
but the ones who are not
are the ones , who die last
It's easy to say
forget the past
but, it's hard
when it follows you

-Kaya

society society society
we were so happy
why did you drive us insane
my labeling humanity

we are growing younger
because of your dense behavior
you should have been silent
instead of calling us a failure

what you gain is satisfaction
But, in us
what is lost is compassion
you are blind, you don't see
you don't know, what is reality

you don't speak
because you are afraid
afraid, that you may not be happy
like you are today

-Kaya

A tear a day
keeps the pain away
but a smile a day
will show us the way

help us from being destroyed
by the sadness
we want to avoid
we are late
our happiness caught the bait
sent by the people we hate
guess it's decided by fate
guess it's decided by fate

Our minds, destroyed
by the evil society
our souls, devoid
by the worlds insanity

show us a way
to keep away the pain
show us a way
to help us laugh again

-Kaya

"When the eyes of the world are shut,
My mind awakens, and I make the best memories in my head"

-Kaya

There are times
when we fall down
there are times
when we drown
but, all we can do
is look up to the people
who still stand
on the ground

we try reaching out to them
but, we can’t even make a sound
they can’t hear us
we are invisible
and the feeling of hopelessness
is growing stronger in us

As we fall deeper and deeper
into the darkness
our absence and our silence
will make them realize
that we no more exist
and we leave this earth
knowing that, no one
valued our existence

-Kaya

Empty black house
With many rooms
No one lives there
But my mind

-Kaya

Alone in the darkness
The pain obscures reality
Drowning in my sorrow
With thoughts,
Of being dead tomorrow

-Kaya

That was the day
When I couldn't move
That was the day
When I wished
My life wasn't this way

-Kaya

What if everything,
that we thought was real, wasn't
And everything that we saw
was just an illusion,
just an imagination,
of a better world

What if all the things
we thought were impossible,
are possible
What if all these thoughts
flashed in our heads
the few seconds,
before we die

What if all truths
were lies
And all lies,
were truths
What if nothing is real
what if nothing existed
But, one question that will remain
at the back of our heads,
till the end of time is,
What if we aren't real?

-Kaya

Tears fall like raindrops
in the sky
The stars sparkle
like a strained drenched eye

I look back at my past
and noticed how fast
the days have passed
and i realized that,
some things in life
just don't last

-Kaya