The Day

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer need you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer miss you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer remember you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer crave you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer be waiting for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer cry for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer gasp for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer live for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer love you

The day ... ... ...
The day I'll forget your face
And my life will move at smooth pace

The day I won't remember our talks
And will go out with my folks


The day I won't feel dead
And think of life instead

The day your memories will fade
And my decisions I'll made

The day you'll no longer be there
And still l won't care!!!

The day my life I'll embrace
And to lord I'll praise

  But before this
I want

The day...
When together we’ll stay

The day you won’t forget
The one writing this sonnet       (this ain’t a sonnet, please spare me)

And the day, to communicate
We won’t need vocal aid

The day you’ll fall
In my arms after all

Day week month and year
Pass with the same fear
Fear that I can’t get the day I want
But can’t avoid the day I’m waiting for!!!

If I could propose The Lord
I’ll propose Him to give me;
The day I’m longing for...

one day I'll hold you close
one day I'll kiss your nose
one day I'll make you smile
but today give me a while

one day I'll embrace you tight
one day I'll put off this fight
one day I'll melt your heart
but today let me be your part

one day I'll bridge this gap
one day I'll shoulder your nap
one day I'll open my eye;
but today to this I'll deny

the day I'll come to know
you and me were hard to grow
that day I'll let you go
but today let me dream so;

one day I'll embrace the death
one day I'll accept my fate
one day I'll move on
but today let me hold on

Sleeping in open
Looking at stars
Everything is fine
But can't hide my scars

Neither I feel the breeze
Nor the mosquitoes bite
The only feeling is i feel so dead
And so without you is this site

The silence prevails
And the darkness rule
The poison spreads
And my breath gets cool

Don't know what it is
Whether the night is passing by
Or a worthless guy
Is about to die

The eeyelids getting heavy
And so are my breath
Mind is flooding with your memories
And I'm choking to death

Even death seems disappointing
Because it is confusing
Whether to see me dead
You'll be coming!!!

No this is not the rain
It resembles me the sight of pain
It is the water of tears
Of the lords when they fear

The moment deep inside memory
Today is His aanniversary
Anniversary of His break up
Don't think I'm faking up

The dark cloud in the sky
Is His unanswered why???(questions in mind)
The thunder sounds
Is His weeps rebounds

The winds which are stormy
Are His breathing shallow and heavy
The thunder lightening in the sky
Is the moment He visualize final BYE
(Moment of separation)

The lord above cry
And the people below enjoy
That's the governing law of nature
Mocking at the vulnerability of other

Even the heaven has got its pain
Not only humans even He's insane
The rain drops that fall
Are His tears after all!!!

my past encounters me-

when I'm  sad
when I'm happy
when I'm on bed
when I'm lonely
when I cry
and every time I die

and all this proves that
you were a beautiful mistake

but to receive my daily dose of pain
I'll put all I've at stake

meeting you in my dreams
bound me to my memories
where I stood freeze
to see you in my boundaries!!!

passing a tiresome day just to pass again a sleepless filthy night

with million questions rushing through my mind

you're the only answer to those million questions

but the answer is not accessible to me!!! :(

Every night I go to bed
full of grief; I feel so dead
the battle starts
within my heart

On the bed here I lie
with every beat I nearly die
my heart set up a race
& my mind to you, it chase

With the darkness getting dark
my heart is set at a fiercy spark
with lame mind and watery(crying) eye
every night I nearly die

I can feel every drop of my blood
with your thought my imaginations flood
our talks and our encounters
brings me a great disaster

I want you to hug me tight
& bring me back from this fight
the battle in which I'm already defeat
with my armours down I'm at your feet!!!

on the bed here I lie
and that's how everyday I die¡¡¡

My heart still feels the same for you
my eyes still cries for you
my thoughts still linger around you
my lips still speaks about you

with every passing day
my heart brings me utter dismay
all I wanna do
is endlessly talk to you

it all started since the day
you smiled to me in irresistible way
though this I always knew
that I'll never deserve you

But I just can't stop dreaming you
I just can't stop thinking about you
all I wanna do; is to be with you
coz I just wanna worship you

you said you don't wanna be with me
but I never did forced thee
I just wanted to befriend you
so that we can keep talking as we do

my heart is still burning for you
my eyes are still wetting for you
I don't know if you ever care to;
look into my eyes and read my feelings for you


you're no more here with me
but our chats and your memory
they just keep haunting me
one day I wish I'll be free

but today I've to live
with your thoughts and grief
let me drown in your thoughts so deep
that this insane heart cries to sleep

I wish you could lend me your shoulder
I wish I could have got a bit bolder
to share what I feels for you
one day with a smile all this I'll surely do

but today let me enjoy this pain
I know its weird and insane
I wanna cry out loud
but my ego will never allow

with your memories and thought
everyday I fought
I may never forget you
that's simply I'm incapable to

I wish u were always there with me
In my present and history
But u only dwell in my thoughts and memory
As if u were an unsolved mystery.

The mystery which I've to solve
For I need to get involve
With my mind heart and soul
Before it defeats me at all.

I wish u were always there with me
And all my faces u could see
Shower upon me your mercy
And from this delima set me free.

Dilemma to hold on u or let u go
Vipe your thoughts at a single blow
Its not difficult for me to do so
But the rebellious heart in me says no.

I wish u were always there with me
For the sake of my heart only/heart's glee
Oh please listen to my plea
And give me the reson to be happieee.
              -NIRVANA