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"insurgent" poems
Now this particular girl During a ceremonious april walk With her latest suitor Found herself, of a sudden, intolerably struck By the birds' irregular babel And the leaves' litter. By this tumult afflicted, she Observed her lover's gestures unbalance the air, His gait stray uneven Through a rank wilderness of fern and flower; She judged petals in disarray, The whole season, sloven. How she longed for winter then! -- Scrupulously austere in its order Of white and black Ice and rock; each sentiment within border, And heart's frosty discipline Exact as a snowflake. But here -- a burgeoning Unruly enough to pitch her five queenly wits Into ****** motley -- A treason not to be borne; let idiots Reel giddy in bedlam spring: She withdrew neatly. And round her house she set Such a barricade of barb and check Against mutinous weather As no mere insurgent man could hope to break With curse, fist, threat Or love, either.
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Spinster
Miscommunication serendipity, anticipation, blurred reality - lost in the dialect of a dream, in pursuit of Love find callous irony; subversion of desire what's it all about? to know and be known. Mere seconds of scrutiny inferior, I am shown. Her appraisal eviscerating my warm flesh, her tilted criteria supplanting the interior, voluble with saccharine neologisms and preferences for the exterior. (not mine) Ironic was my attraction to her brain. Lines, features and symmetry, image - the commodity, aesthetics, the currency in this transaction, cursory liaison, incendiary, collapse of the insurgent ego - there was no us in the the affair of nothingness. Bruised in abasement, I'm not the one -   I thought I was. Hyperbole - the center of delusion, a curious diversion - avoid my life. The allure of the illusion, transference, the ordinary to the romantic, the perfect other. Searching, the absorbing project - aquiring wholeness, did she reject me? I rejected me. The escape into fraudulent sadness, to mourn, is to displace, the disowned heart by self is tragic.   Should I not mourn for the one I'm deferring? Inside of me It's safe, to lament the loss of identity - tension is agony without resolve sequestered, in my pain, self-imposed familiar terrain, upon retrieval, awaking in renewal, mystery and destiny providentially, I am free.
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Feb 14, 2012
Feb 14, 2012 at 8:08 PM UTC
Miss Communication
Determined petals Pierce the snow, Refusing to wait. Shades of violet, Red, then yellow; Mocking folded crepe paper, On white marble floors Advancing to overtake the scene; An insurgent force, So lithe, so pure. Conquering in swaths, With delicate bravado, As if  to challenge The old mans icy grip, While placating senses Of the observant few; Such a display Of resistance, To winter's rule Now, slowly waning; As the moments nigh, But will return once again, To defy a February's Cruelty.
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Feb 28, 2013
Feb 28, 2013 at 12:08 PM UTC
Snow Crocus
And the trees about me, Let them be dry and leafless; let the rocks Groan with continual surges; and behind me Make all a desolation. Look, look, wenches! Paint me a cavernous waste shore Cast in the unstilled Cyclades, Paint me the bold anfractuous rocks Faced by the snarled and yelping seas. Display me ****** above Reviewing the insurgent gales Which tangle Ariadne’s hair And swell with haste the perjured sails. Morning stirs the feet and hands (Nausicaa and Polypheme). Gesture of orang-outang Rises from the sheets in steam. This withered root of knots of hair Slitted below and gashed with eyes, This oval O cropped out with teeth: The sickle motion from the thighs Jackknifes upward at the knees Then straightens out from heel to hip Pushing the framework of the bed And clawing at the pillow slip. Sweeney addressed full length to shave Broadbottomed, pink from nape to base, Knows the female temperament And wipes the suds around his face. (The lengthened shadow of a man Is history, said Emerson Who had not seen the silhouette Of Sweeney straddled in the sun.) Tests the razor on his leg Waiting until the shriek subsides. The epileptic on the bed Curves backward, clutching at her sides. The ladies of the corridor Find themselves involved, disgraced, Call witness to their principles And deprecate the lack of taste Observing that hysteria Might easily be misunderstood; Mrs. Turner intimates It does the house no sort of good. But Doris, towelled from the bath, Enters padding on broad feet, Bringing sal volatile And a glass of brandy neat.
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Sweeney *****
And the trees about me, Let them be dry and leafless; let the rocks Groan with continual surges; and behind me Make all a desolation. Look, look, wenches! Paint me a cavernous waste shore Cast in the unstilled Cyclades, Paint me the bold anfractuous rocks Faced by the snarled and yelping seas. Display me ****** above Reviewing the insurgent gales Which tangle Ariadne’s hair And swell with haste the perjured sails. Morning stirs the feet and hands (Nausicaa and Polypheme). Gesture of orang-outang Rises from the sheets in steam. This withered root of knots of hair Slitted below and gashed with eyes, This oval O cropped out with teeth: The sickle motion from the thighs Jackknifes upward at the knees Then straightens out from heel to hip Pushing the framework of the bed And clawing at the pillow slip. Sweeney addressed full length to shave Broadbottomed, pink from nape to base, Knows the female temperament And wipes the suds around his face. (The lengthened shadow of a man Is history, said Emerson Who had not seen the silhouette Of Sweeney straddled in the sun.) Tests the razor on his leg Waiting until the shriek subsides. The epileptic on the bed Curves backward, clutching at her sides. The ladies of the corridor Find themselves involved, disgraced, Call witness to their principles And deprecate the lack of taste Observing that hysteria Might easily be misunderstood; Mrs. Turner intimates It does the house no sort of good. But Doris, towelled from the bath, Enters padding on broad feet, Bringing sal volatile And a glass of brandy neat.
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Suspected of attack On fascist Graziani He was in house arrest As the case was with Suspects the rest. A prisoner of war Then  via Somalia He was sent to Rome Found a black lion If left at home. Together with A prison inmate From Yugoslavia Called Julio He made a rope Out of a blanket The reason To descend down And escape From a tower prison. In a show of contempt Defying  officials' attempt To smoke out a fugitive On the hide The two at eventide Returned to open fire And attack guards To set  free prisoners Indeed, victory was On their side. Leading partisans Abdissa made it his duty To gruel fascists With insurgent activity. What was the outcome? Parallel to the allied forces When he entered Rome With Ethiopia's tricolor Around his wrist He was accorded A warm welcome. Then he turned his face To allied-forces'- 'For Berlin' race In rooting out **** troops He spurred the pace! Asked to stay in Europe He said shalom "Home sweet home! As written on the bible Can an Ethiopian change His skin or a leopard its spots? Doing so Will it not be a sin?" The unsung hero Returned to Addis Turning Fascist and Nazis' Wild dreams to zero!
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Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 11:53 PM UTC
The saga of Abdissa Aga
beard-red explorers pillaging-horror practitioners tribal-family groups insurgent-nomadic roots that trailed wave-rammers across never-ending spans, continuously-toilfully matters not the demands women and men side by each beastly-feasters no table safe stand up for yourself or be a weak-waif in the bloodshot soul-panes, fierce pagan-purveyors by rites despised-womanizers siege-setters monk-murderers a blood-spilling bee treasure trove crash n’carry Thor had his hammer every wave-rammer had an oar for every pair of life-stained hands, the stains were borrowed and the very life-drained out of others blood-smitten berserkers, heart-stoppers and yet discoverer’s children wandering wet-wilderness found a Stormy-Stop, a few actually, and one be Newfoundland may-haps they settled in peace.
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 9:02 PM UTC
Family-first a tale-Twisted
They punch me in the face Until it is apparently asymmetrical They call me human waste And tell me not to be sentimental When they're insistent On our difference I begin to see asymmetry In the way they're treating me Does anybody remember or even care About what happened in Nisour Square? A Blackwater slaughter Killing sons and daughters An unprovoked Macabre joke The militants were convicted The victims remained deceased The locals were livid When the problem would repeat We don't mind taking innocent lives intentionally When we see their value asymmetrically Does anyone remember when the city of Fallujah Smoked like a hookah? Thermobaric rocket launchers That used depleted uranium To melt insurgent craniums Left behind waste That is radioactive The citizens could taste The shame of being passive When they couldn't reject The spike in birth defects A child is born with its heart protruding from its chest So we can more easily grab it That child was born with an asymmetrical breast Because of our capitalist habit Contractor corpses hang from a bridge While we stand on a ridge Separating chaos and order A symmetrical border Order oppresses Chaos undresses Both cause messes We need to see each other equally Or we'll continue seeing sequel sprees We need to stop seeing asymmetrically And adopt a completely loving creed
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Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 6:24 AM UTC
Asymmetrical
After all, it has come to this as our Laughter falls dumb and a mute glum persists while A once gorgeous flower now reeks of rank **** in An **** of power that seeks to dismiss that A siren song hides a great serpent's grim hiss in A dire long ride to a fervent abyss, but A glorious hour now seems to persist as A warrior throng's rising insurgent bliss Is igniting wrong's righting, with glee THEY RESIST In a fight long and tiring they refuse to desist In the night they stay strong as abuse gives its kiss But they KNOW what is right and must make it EXIST and when new order comes: THE OLD WILL NOT BE MISSED
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Aug 23, 2020
Aug 23, 2020 at 8:11 AM UTC
Pessimism/Optimism
Righteous Isis, priceless queen, rife with green vines winding between her lungs, around her tongue, crowned with beams of the ancient sun, power of Ra beneath her thumb, life-giving wife, wild child of reptiles, pride of the Nile-- righteous Isis, she who gives birth to heaven and earth, sovereign sorceress, steward of words, my ancestress, blessed with flesh, this bright protectress, next to death with theft of her name, maimed by insane fanatics grasping semi-automatics aimed at righteous Isis, spliced into terrorist crisis situations, sacred name on a radical federation, used for devastation, appropriation of my divine mother, brothers-in-arms killing the culture of their own nations, of past generations, of righteous Isis, torn from her temple by scorned fundamentalists, prayers to her used to take insurgent censuses now when i bow to my goddess, my empress, the powers suspect I'm a member of rightist ISIS, who crosses off competition with crucifixion, lays foundations for jurisdiction with immolation, with detonation, decapitation of journalists, their murderous fists taking nations, rightist ISIS, whose power rests on the shoulders of dread, men obsessed with erasing the names of every goddess we hold close, of every man who knows Mohammed did not preach death, of every Buddhist, every Jew, every pagan, every Hindu, choking the breath from those who don’t believe what they do-- rightist ISIS, you think you own the sun but not this one, not this pristine queen who tears the thunder from the skies, and she will strike you down with pestilent blight she'll smite you with a blistering light, she'll drown you and ignite the tide, and you will die with the second rise of righteous Isis, whose hand rocked the cradle of civilization, whose shrines make the sacral heart of nations, whose each breath gives divine illumination, who shakes off the wasted shame and patiently waits as we chant her names-- all ten thousand in glorification.
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Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 12:44 AM UTC
O Goddess
Righteous Isis, priceless queen, rife with green vines winding between her lungs, around her tongue, crowned with beams of the ancient sun, power of Ra beneath her thumb, life-giving wife, wild child of reptiles, pride of the Nile-- righteous Isis, she who gives birth to heaven and earth, sovereign sorceress, steward of words, my ancestress, blessed with flesh, this bright protectress, next to death with theft of her name, maimed by insane fanatics grasping semi-automatics aimed at righteous Isis, spliced into terrorist crisis situations, sacred name on a radical federation, used for devastation, appropriation of my divine mother, brothers-in-arms killing the culture of their own nations, of past generations, of righteous Isis, torn from her temple by scorned fundamentalists, prayers to her used to take insurgent censuses now when i bow to my goddess, my empress, the powers suspect I'm a member of rightist ISIS, who crosses off competition with crucifixion, lays foundations for jurisdiction with immolation, with detonation, decapitation of journalists, their murderous fists taking nations, rightist ISIS, whose power rests on the shoulders of dread, men obsessed with erasing the names of every goddess we hold close, of every man who knows Mohammed did not preach death, of every Buddhist, every Jew, every pagan, every Hindu, choking the breath from those who don’t believe what they do-- rightist ISIS, you think you own the sun but not this one, not this pristine queen who tears the thunder from the skies, and she will strike you down with pestilent blight she'll smite you with a blistering light, she'll drown you and ignite the tide, and you will die with the second rise of righteous Isis, whose hand rocked the cradle of civilization, whose shrines make the sacral heart of nations, whose each breath gives divine illumination, who shakes off the wasted shame and patiently waits as we chant her names-- all ten thousand in glorification.
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Sergeant Blackman A Royal Marine Convicted for ****** Sentenced to ten years He shot an injured insurgent They came upon him And were going to Call in a helicopter Or had called one in He told his comrades Not a word That is was against The Geneva Convention One shot And the Taliban insurgent Was dead Sergeant Blackman Saw his friends die The Taliban are ruthless And evil I can't even imagine The hatred one would Have for them After fighting them For that long I hate them very much And I've never Been to Afghanistan Still, he should have Had him evacuated Or shot him from a distance Before they came upon him It was a violation Of the Geneva Convention Sergeant Blackman will serve Ten years American Drone pilots Who **** innocents Are not brought to trial Some people feel as though He has been made Into a scapegoat I understand Why you did it Sergeant Blackman Thank you for your service I hope you killed many Taliban During your service there The Taliban do not respect innocent life They are evil
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Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 4:21 PM UTC
Sergeant Blackman
Hand on the good book that I never read, I swore my loyalty though you know I like to fib, Even as your see the guilt gushing beneath my skin, I’ve been holding the prosecutor’s hand, with another on the switch, A spineless snitch waiting for the green light to fry you for what Benjamin did, So sorry this couldn’t have been different, But the chair only seats one according to our governance, And I’m not the victim with a scheme preached as providence So sorry for the inconvenience But I want to feel the pulse of the pompous cease, And watch the stillness of eyes that once blinked, When they found the oval throne of a tyrant Instead of the virtuous, The one who was to lead us, So who’s stopping me from strapping you to that seat? Since my crime caused the scene Since your fathers where the ones who put your sons to sleep Coming from the cranial cracks of the insane, Those that tried justified slavery while promising us all equality I am the reason they put price tags on humans And why this isn’t the land of the free I’m the governor forcing your loyalty Or I tell everyone you’re a traitor before finding you guilty, I’m Uncle Sam’s mistress, The thought process of social unrest, When the enemy was a homegrown threat, When Plymouth protest turned to disobedience, I was with the Protestant, I’m the crack in the Liberty Bell, The judge, jury, and judicial jezebel, The King, the colonial, the freedom fighter, the insurgent I’ve once facilitated your independence, I was your lust for a better existence Since the struggle against a parliament I’ve been dealing you an idealistic hand, Since the election of the forty-third, I am the notion that this isn’t the promise land Like a revolutionary remedy I am the idealistic ****** The enemy of our mentalities The thought of defying the constraints this reality
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Apr 6, 2012
Apr 6, 2012 at 2:38 AM UTC
Ideolo-psycho (II)
Hand on the good book that I never read, I swore my loyalty though you know I like to fib, Even as your see the guilt gushing beneath my skin, I’ve been holding the prosecutor’s hand, with another on the switch, A spineless snitch waiting for the green light to fry you for what Benjamin did, So sorry this couldn’t have been different, But the chair only seats one according to our governance, And I’m not the victim with a scheme preached as providence So sorry for the inconvenience But I want to feel the pulse of the pompous cease, And watch the stillness of eyes that once blinked, When they found the oval throne of a tyrant Instead of the virtuous, The one who was to lead us, So who’s stopping me from strapping you to that seat? Since my crime caused the scene Since your fathers where the ones who put your sons to sleep Coming from the cranial cracks of the insane, Those that tried justified slavery while promising us all equality I am the reason they put price tags on humans And why this isn’t the land of the free I’m the governor forcing your loyalty Or I tell everyone you’re a traitor before finding you guilty, I’m Uncle Sam’s mistress, The thought process of social unrest, When the enemy was a homegrown threat, When Plymouth protest turned to disobedience, I was with the Protestant, I’m the crack in the Liberty Bell, The judge, jury, and judicial jezebel, The King, the colonial, the freedom fighter, the insurgent I’ve once facilitated your independence, I was your lust for a better existence Since the struggle against a parliament I’ve been dealing you an idealistic hand, Since the election of the forty-third, I am the notion that this isn’t the promise land Like a revolutionary remedy I am the idealistic ****** The enemy of our mentalities The thought of defying the constraints this reality
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I am the lone insurgent Walking through the streets of my own mind. My mind Is a totalitarian state. I am the lone assassin Of the members of parliament, Remember, in my own mind. I am ratted out By the shrill shrieks Of an old lady on the tram. I walk home from endless meetings With myself, where him And me plot our rebellion Sparking the ember, remember; In my own mind. The Secret Police awaits Probably in my living room Waiting for me to turn on the lights Revealing the glint of silver nozzles Mere millimeters from my my head. The warrant proclaims: "Conspiracy and ****** I may be lone, but my hand Wields just vindication. I may be lone, But as I am executed There is still me And another will always Follow Striking the ember, remember; In my own mind.
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 8:34 PM UTC
Lone Insurgent
The sand is coarse among the waves, The foamy froth curls, rants and raves, The grainy ground is wet and packed, And seaweed from the ground is hacked. Plucked from stormy shallows dark - bold fish swims among the shark. Twisting in the deeper pools, Threads of green unfurl in spools. Monster beyond comprehension, Slim limbs hanging in suspension. Serpent lurks in Blue Lagoon, Carved in its scales a single rune. Magicks infuse currents strong - powers deep and tendrils long. The shrouded spirit, great insurgent, Mairocant, the last sea serpent.
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Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 6:07 PM UTC
Mairocant
#        *(you sweet..  succulent,                        tender  little **** "I don't know what to keep and what to throw away, Paul" "All of it, young love..   none of it.. I mean wait..     what?" "All's I'm saying  is.. I can finally see myself  in the reflection, now that the mirror's wiped clean. Problem is..  I can only hold on to it for so long before it all completely goes away again..     the image of me, I mean" "Ah. young Lovely.. the insurgent is embedded   far too deeply  into the City  called,* 'All of who it is that you are' *To engage it or try to take it out right now is  going to create far too much collateral damage" "Then what am I to do.. how am I going to be able to hold on?" "I have an idea, young love..        Shhh..  listen--"* #
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Jul 24, 2023
Jul 24, 2023 at 1:21 PM UTC
Ah.. Goombayaya, young little Gaga
Here the body remains. Multi-strobe hitting beats teeth in dark light, deep bass. Growing an insurgent emergent blasting howl tingling ecstasy. Where is it from? Where has it come? Colour frothing swirling, hanging bodies, hand in hand... bounce and jam. Here the body remains. Glued. Movement, stretch... reaching pinnacles... form and function yes... frozen beasts alive.
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Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 7:08 PM UTC
Yes, form and function
Hello again Poetry I missed you,hope you missed me, where'd the Sandman Irish Dragon go,it's no mystery, but unfortunately last Sunday I just dropped, woke up to the Sirens,Ambulance,cops, Cause I'm a Wanted Man in a Dangerous place, it could have been a bullet getting fired for my face, folks thought it was a Stroke(of bad luck or bad blood), and if I could tell you truly what happened,I would. You see a couple of months ago the Armored car I was in, got smashed open by a 10 ton truck like a tin, getting stepped on by an Elephant(can you say Insurgent?), so at the time my spine suffered and I wound up with a Surgeon, in a third world hospital,doing 1st world miracles, an angel of mercy who returned me my Spirit and, my life force,my good left arm was restored, but I had to come home to rest on Irish Shores. And when I got home I got embroiled in the family life, no more danger(well except the ongoing Drugs war Fight) and the Spite that comes daily in an average family, the Irish begrudgery what do you MEAN you write Poetry? So the Dragons wings were clipped,my good left arm was numb, and without Hello Poetry i would have succumbed, to the poxy oxy's that've made junkies out of friends, or the other poison that's sold as a means to an end. So my blackout and brief stay in an overcrowded ward, left me stuffed with rhymes,filled to the brim with words, so thank you to the Nurses who helped me back on my feet, its the Return of the Dragon,Sandman NEVER faces Defeat (Talk to you all again soon,my arm is still a bit sore,but I'm nearly 100%.)
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Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 7:45 AM UTC
Return of the Dragon(true story)
Hello again Poetry I missed you,hope you missed me, where'd the Sandman Irish Dragon go,it's no mystery, but unfortunately last Sunday I just dropped, woke up to the Sirens,Ambulance,cops, Cause I'm a Wanted Man in a Dangerous place, it could have been a bullet getting fired for my face, folks thought it was a Stroke(of bad luck or bad blood), and if I could tell you truly what happened,I would. You see a couple of months ago the Armored car I was in, got smashed open by a 10 ton truck like a tin, getting stepped on by an Elephant(can you say Insurgent?), so at the time my spine suffered and I wound up with a Surgeon, in a third world hospital,doing 1st world miracles, an angel of mercy who returned me my Spirit and, my life force,my good left arm was restored, but I had to come home to rest on Irish Shores. And when I got home I got embroiled in the family life, no more danger(well except the ongoing Drugs war Fight) and the Spite that comes daily in an average family, the Irish begrudgery what do you MEAN you write Poetry? So the Dragons wings were clipped,my good left arm was numb, and without Hello Poetry i would have succumbed, to the poxy oxy's that've made junkies out of friends, or the other poison that's sold as a means to an end. So my blackout and brief stay in an overcrowded ward, left me stuffed with rhymes,filled to the brim with words, so thank you to the Nurses who helped me back on my feet, its the Return of the Dragon,Sandman NEVER faces Defeat (Talk to you all again soon,my arm is still a bit sore,but I'm nearly 100%.)
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In the face of infinity, I stumbled to an instigator. I must have known how furtive the ****** dotard was. An epidemic stereotype would barely drawl an insurgent. The tremendous vilification acurred. Here comes the futile virtuoso with his interminable intransigence. The vivacity dynamic banality of an unconscious programmed robot.
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Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 7:35 PM UTC
into debauchery
It’s a wrap like turban i’m from a city, it’s urban ******* rushing to see me like it’s urgent i need a definition for insurgent so i can insert it into this freestyle to keep it going like surgeons i hate to be washed up, detergent before i even finish lyrically purging i know right now you’re probably hissing and cursing but later you’ll be shouting encouraging words, i spit until i’m submerged and holding my breath til my lungs hurting i apologize for any inadvertence don’t even know for certain what i’ll be blurting next going off the top like machetes to necks May i add, Don’t make me an accessory just ‘cause you’ll **** for accessories that you see in ads you’re the opposite of right, hypotenuse yeah, 'you’re next', bring it, i will tighten noose This is a freewritten, just going with the flow keep punching keys until i can no longer scroll don't know how to end this, so i'm just gonna go and say farewell drink more Ale and inhale till i begin to ail if you're gonna die anyway, minus well
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Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 8:10 PM UTC
FreeWritten
there's a ringing in my ears that sounds like the feed trucks roaring down 50 and  broken country music coming through an ancient stereo, sounds like the way your thick palms look when they pull a cap off a Coors bottle, and that side eye you give, why do you keep looking at me like that? Like what? As if my looks were incendiary glares and not photographs, I'm only taking you in, not taking you out. Like what? Hasn't anyone ever traced your lips or wondered if God built you out of brick? Laid silk over your harsh corners and sanded you down with a smile--why am I looking at you like that? sounds like I put myself here and effectively took myself out, sounds like you're one of kind and so different and i've never felt this way but I've heard all of those-- he's not waiting but i am, maybe for some kind of epiphany, some kind of insurgent thought--an outpouring of light in the rooms he thinks are lit, i wish I could light candles down his tenebrous hallways, hang lanterns in the crook of his elbow, make sure that the shadows only ever follow at a distance but I can't assuage the feelings you haven't found, the fleeting thoughts you ignore, I can't smelt the ore from your blood or even pull a splinter from your palm. He told me once he was in no hurry, no rush. But I've felt like i'm waiting on him, how strange, he'd probably say. Probably tell me at least once more how much sense I don't make--but I tell myself that only a few people beat for me, run the tracks at the same speed-- that my explanations are enough for every other part of myself and trying to explain that I am many, that I hang fire and break beds with prayer is like trying to describe colors; warm, but not bright. Rich, hearty, elegant. -- Untitled. 1994. Oil on canvas.
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Sep 9, 2016
Sep 9, 2016 at 10:21 PM UTC
Hang fire.
there's a ringing in my ears that sounds like the feed trucks roaring down 50 and  broken country music coming through an ancient stereo, sounds like the way your thick palms look when they pull a cap off a Coors bottle, and that side eye you give, why do you keep looking at me like that? Like what? As if my looks were incendiary glares and not photographs, I'm only taking you in, not taking you out. Like what? Hasn't anyone ever traced your lips or wondered if God built you out of brick? Laid silk over your harsh corners and sanded you down with a smile--why am I looking at you like that? sounds like I put myself here and effectively took myself out, sounds like you're one of kind and so different and i've never felt this way but I've heard all of those-- he's not waiting but i am, maybe for some kind of epiphany, some kind of insurgent thought--an outpouring of light in the rooms he thinks are lit, i wish I could light candles down his tenebrous hallways, hang lanterns in the crook of his elbow, make sure that the shadows only ever follow at a distance but I can't assuage the feelings you haven't found, the fleeting thoughts you ignore, I can't smelt the ore from your blood or even pull a splinter from your palm. He told me once he was in no hurry, no rush. But I've felt like i'm waiting on him, how strange, he'd probably say. Probably tell me at least once more how much sense I don't make--but I tell myself that only a few people beat for me, run the tracks at the same speed-- that my explanations are enough for every other part of myself and trying to explain that I am many, that I hang fire and break beds with prayer is like trying to describe colors; warm, but not bright. Rich, hearty, elegant. -- Untitled. 1994. Oil on canvas.
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Swift little flickers, frostbitten butterflies seek cause for silent tickers. Errant thoughts muzzled, fearful to fly, forever puzzled. Every place wrestling for resemblance: filigreed and brimming with brilliance Kept their dizzy daydreams quite upright, poured over their faceted faces in hours twilight. Inken sketches, florid smudges later you will find the carnage. Nearly melted, beat those frosted wings, keep your wits about you, pretty things. Go, flick and fleet: their flight; fly, fly always towards the light. Soft whispers give way to angry hisses Ever less goodness, evermore thoughtless. Restless sounds of puncture wounds, outpouring of broken tunes. Earth trodden ashes of the unforgiven writings call to halt the lashings. No one hearing, none recalling the precious dress of lacing. Intellect sparked, soon be doused; any voice of inspiration, oust. Theft of name, take them to another unmarked grave, twisted game. Young remember as their elders told in fright, 'fly, fly; always towards the light.' Taste the soot on your tongue, the burn in your lungs, the breath of change this way comes. Here they hunt thieves in the mist, starving fireflies on a mad tryst. Run, fast and far they did, into the wastes they wade: anxious of judgment to be paid. On the precipice you balance, guided by the insurgent cadence... Under the needle all the more urgent it becomes, you fight with fists and tongues, pens, curses and drums! Grow to regret their callosity for all your darling thought by the fervor with which you fought! Hear the chorus of the masses screaming with all their might, their battle cry, "Fly, fly; always towards the light!" Snowflakes listen in chaste wonderment of the divine's grand design. Mutiny of the very worst kind, slaughter and smother your peace and mind. Ostentatious trimmings traded for ember dress to set light to falsifiers' fortress. Keen intellects, driven mad with hunger, retract their reticent mantles to reveal peerless sentinels. Eternally seeking serenity through smoke, as in ancient rite they fly, fly; always towards the light.
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Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 10:40 AM UTC
Seeking Serenity Through Smoke
Swift little flickers, frostbitten butterflies seek cause for silent tickers. Errant thoughts muzzled, fearful to fly, forever puzzled. Every place wrestling for resemblance: filigreed and brimming with brilliance Kept their dizzy daydreams quite upright, poured over their faceted faces in hours twilight. Inken sketches, florid smudges later you will find the carnage. Nearly melted, beat those frosted wings, keep your wits about you, pretty things. Go, flick and fleet: their flight; fly, fly always towards the light. Soft whispers give way to angry hisses Ever less goodness, evermore thoughtless. Restless sounds of puncture wounds, outpouring of broken tunes. Earth trodden ashes of the unforgiven writings call to halt the lashings. No one hearing, none recalling the precious dress of lacing. Intellect sparked, soon be doused; any voice of inspiration, oust. Theft of name, take them to another unmarked grave, twisted game. Young remember as their elders told in fright, 'fly, fly; always towards the light.' Taste the soot on your tongue, the burn in your lungs, the breath of change this way comes. Here they hunt thieves in the mist, starving fireflies on a mad tryst. Run, fast and far they did, into the wastes they wade: anxious of judgment to be paid. On the precipice you balance, guided by the insurgent cadence... Under the needle all the more urgent it becomes, you fight with fists and tongues, pens, curses and drums! Grow to regret their callosity for all your darling thought by the fervor with which you fought! Hear the chorus of the masses screaming with all their might, their battle cry, "Fly, fly; always towards the light!" Snowflakes listen in chaste wonderment of the divine's grand design. Mutiny of the very worst kind, slaughter and smother your peace and mind. Ostentatious trimmings traded for ember dress to set light to falsifiers' fortress. Keen intellects, driven mad with hunger, retract their reticent mantles to reveal peerless sentinels. Eternally seeking serenity through smoke, as in ancient rite they fly, fly; always towards the light.
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I can only resist for so long challenge that which is so strong before my mind breaks and age takes what makes all resistors great. I can only be an insurgent casting shadows of love instead of waging raging battles of blood for so long before I am all gone. Right or wrong but mostly right, I can only fight this lonely fight before the light fades and I say goodbye to my better days
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Jul 21, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
Failing Resistor