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"blissed" poems
# Each body part sizzled in pure pleasure in the blissed wake of your oral efforts brought forth the waves of rapturous delight...                                        Spurs poetic inspiration                                         in equal liberation                                         of desires to please.                                         Bodies transpose                                         in fluid motion                                         as brazen eyes meet.         Savor the voluptuous image before you.         Indulge your eyes in my carnal halo         before they roll to the back of your head. On all fours knees between your thighs tips of swollen breast caress your chest tasting fresh honey upon lips in a kiss.                                         Ripples of ardor                                          hover                                          by wet trails                                          of sensual kisses                                          suckling towards                                          the apex. Breathe in the slow motion pace that pulsates eagerness to the fore tumescing bulge leaking with anticipation of viscous lava.         Tickles of silken hair         against flesh edges closer. Emerging subtle grumbles in deep resonance betray your impatience . Hands tightly twine in tangled hair to maneuver the treasure hunt.                                          Licked lips pause                                          at the sight of fire                                          burning in                                          glazed gazes                                          before engulfing                                          the throbbing member. Plump ruby lips greet velvety texture in a slow deep dive. Tongue curls around the flavor in a dulcet embrace.                                          Moans release                                          as grip tightens                                          in my hair                                          settles the                                          rhythmic pace                                          to taste in an                                          oscillating dance.         The masculine aroma of heady musk         lingering there, arouses my appetite. With my enthusiasm attuned to your preferred rhythm suckling, slurping surface and dive in measured unison.                                           Break of breath                                           allows tongue                                           freedom to roam below,                                           licking, soft kissing                                           the tender hammock                                           of testicles.         Tongue and lips escalate higher         to mount another assaulting dive         deeper in the depths         of the cusp in cavity. Wetted fingers probe even lower circling superficially as gasp escapes your heavy breath; flaming eyes lock.                                           Finger dips in                                           with expert finesse                                           gorging hardened growth                                           within a wrapped hand. Thighs tighten with rocking grip. Head thrusts onward, drilling forward in each dive.         Salvia slips         fingers grip         lips dip Engorged swell, flesh tightens in an intensity of volcanic eruption ...         HALTS         assault Pace retracts. Loosened lips kiss tip. *“Soon sweetheart, your time will *** inside me as we surrender to synergy."* #
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Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 7:51 AM UTC
love...................................lust (act II)
# Each body part sizzled in pure pleasure in the blissed wake of your oral efforts brought forth the waves of rapturous delight...                                        Spurs poetic inspiration                                         in equal liberation                                         of desires to please.                                         Bodies transpose                                         in fluid motion                                         as brazen eyes meet.         Savor the voluptuous image before you.         Indulge your eyes in my carnal halo         before they roll to the back of your head. On all fours knees between your thighs tips of swollen breast caress your chest tasting fresh honey upon lips in a kiss.                                         Ripples of ardor                                          hover                                          by wet trails                                          of sensual kisses                                          suckling towards                                          the apex. Breathe in the slow motion pace that pulsates eagerness to the fore tumescing bulge leaking with anticipation of viscous lava.         Tickles of silken hair         against flesh edges closer. Emerging subtle grumbles in deep resonance betray your impatience . Hands tightly twine in tangled hair to maneuver the treasure hunt.                                          Licked lips pause                                          at the sight of fire                                          burning in                                          glazed gazes                                          before engulfing                                          the throbbing member. Plump ruby lips greet velvety texture in a slow deep dive. Tongue curls around the flavor in a dulcet embrace.                                          Moans release                                          as grip tightens                                          in my hair                                          settles the                                          rhythmic pace                                          to taste in an                                          oscillating dance.         The masculine aroma of heady musk         lingering there, arouses my appetite. With my enthusiasm attuned to your preferred rhythm suckling, slurping surface and dive in measured unison.                                           Break of breath                                           allows tongue                                           freedom to roam below,                                           licking, soft kissing                                           the tender hammock                                           of testicles.         Tongue and lips escalate higher         to mount another assaulting dive         deeper in the depths         of the cusp in cavity. Wetted fingers probe even lower circling superficially as gasp escapes your heavy breath; flaming eyes lock.                                           Finger dips in                                           with expert finesse                                           gorging hardened growth                                           within a wrapped hand. Thighs tighten with rocking grip. Head thrusts onward, drilling forward in each dive.         Salvia slips         fingers grip         lips dip Engorged swell, flesh tightens in an intensity of volcanic eruption ...         HALTS         assault Pace retracts. Loosened lips kiss tip. *“Soon sweetheart, your time will *** inside me as we surrender to synergy."* #
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*chaste pecks from the super-sonic youth numb lips flutter to the hollowed cheeks of normality no longer the hand-prints on the guide book to hostility a pamphlet of rudimentary teachings; the principles of tolerance and rebellion and acceptance of human beings a concoction of suppressed psychotic behavior, quick wit, and center of satirical tease constantly moving with heavy footsteps and heavier hearts their minds and bodies plagued with actions from a deserted youth soul lusting over the naivety of people before self-actualization; how crude do they call it an existential crisis or the daily life of a agoraphobic nobody shouts from the depths of caged fears that scrape the oblivious flesh in their brain; a bit gaudy mother, sister, brother, father how your words crush the knots of comfort that line my internal organs bleeding from the pores of my screams; streams of moon-beams shooting out my eyes; oh, not again! stomping our metaphorically spiked toenails against the idealism of pop culture oh, my, how adolescence is the worst kind of torture cherry slushies lined with cigarettes to create a whirl-pool of nostalgia recreational drugs and ironic situations to ease our instinctual sense of proverbial nausea loud-mouthed demons spawned out of clothes-hangers and emotional turmoil show up in our nightmares that we nick-name ‘a good place to contemplate suicide’ repeated imagery stacked like flap-jacks in the mouths of blissed-out sociopaths too self-indulgent to include us in to their personal stories so we can observe, record, and assess i don’t perceive doctors to be particularly and predominantly just and true but i one time met a doctor who told me ‘being a teenager is perhaps the hardest thing you could ever do’*
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
adolescence (a paradoxical memory lane full of distorted images)
*chaste pecks from the super-sonic youth numb lips flutter to the hollowed cheeks of normality no longer the hand-prints on the guide book to hostility a pamphlet of rudimentary teachings; the principles of tolerance and rebellion and acceptance of human beings a concoction of suppressed psychotic behavior, quick wit, and center of satirical tease constantly moving with heavy footsteps and heavier hearts their minds and bodies plagued with actions from a deserted youth soul lusting over the naivety of people before self-actualization; how crude do they call it an existential crisis or the daily life of a agoraphobic nobody shouts from the depths of caged fears that scrape the oblivious flesh in their brain; a bit gaudy mother, sister, brother, father how your words crush the knots of comfort that line my internal organs bleeding from the pores of my screams; streams of moon-beams shooting out my eyes; oh, not again! stomping our metaphorically spiked toenails against the idealism of pop culture oh, my, how adolescence is the worst kind of torture cherry slushies lined with cigarettes to create a whirl-pool of nostalgia recreational drugs and ironic situations to ease our instinctual sense of proverbial nausea loud-mouthed demons spawned out of clothes-hangers and emotional turmoil show up in our nightmares that we nick-name ‘a good place to contemplate suicide’ repeated imagery stacked like flap-jacks in the mouths of blissed-out sociopaths too self-indulgent to include us in to their personal stories so we can observe, record, and assess i don’t perceive doctors to be particularly and predominantly just and true but i one time met a doctor who told me ‘being a teenager is perhaps the hardest thing you could ever do’*
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तत् त्वम् असि *for sitar, mridangam, vina, musical spoons, washboard, Jew’s harp and banjo* (*the names Swami and Guru-ji can be replaced by any other mystic names the reader wishes to substitute*) Swami and Guru-ji went to the river to wash their souls in the ***** water filled brass pots while they were at it, singing: “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji flexed contortions twisted minds and limbs in knots sold each other secret mantras to erase akashic records when the body rots Swami and Guru-ji taught disciples how to fast and hum and chant; bound their ***** with priestly garments, saying “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji swallowed prana purged their guts, then farted light launched their chakras into oneness in the ida and pingala of their third-eye sight Swami and Guru-ji built a temple around a monstrous calf of gold bowed before the six-armed idols chanting “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji studied parchments by the dim light of a feeble ray railed and wailed at the sinful heathen in the filthy Kali-yuga of the dying day Swami and Guru-ji made ablutions offered incense and holy foods ate their share and smoked the profit, humming “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami’s blissed devotions entwined their members with the temple belles; stuck their yonis up their lingams in the twenty-seventh circle of the seven hells. Swami and Guru-ji offered puja wrote it all off as a karmic debt – forced a shudra to bear the burden, screaming “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji meditated: pure omniscience in eternal now – drank fresh ***** from a heifer’s bladder for they knew that it was soma from a holy cow. Swami and the Guru merged with Brahman – then went home to the wife and kids. Told the servants to polish statues, saying “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” THE MORAL: (slower solemn rhythm, no banjo or Jew’s harp) Aaron’s calf is ground to powder, cast upon the Ganges’ tide. Every tribe shall taste its poison. “This is God –worship Him, worship Him – this is God – let us worship Him now…”
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Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 8:33 AM UTC
Hindoo Folk Song
तत् त्वम् असि *for sitar, mridangam, vina, musical spoons, washboard, Jew’s harp and banjo* (*the names Swami and Guru-ji can be replaced by any other mystic names the reader wishes to substitute*) Swami and Guru-ji went to the river to wash their souls in the ***** water filled brass pots while they were at it, singing: “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji flexed contortions twisted minds and limbs in knots sold each other secret mantras to erase akashic records when the body rots Swami and Guru-ji taught disciples how to fast and hum and chant; bound their ***** with priestly garments, saying “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji swallowed prana purged their guts, then farted light launched their chakras into oneness in the ida and pingala of their third-eye sight Swami and Guru-ji built a temple around a monstrous calf of gold bowed before the six-armed idols chanting “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji studied parchments by the dim light of a feeble ray railed and wailed at the sinful heathen in the filthy Kali-yuga of the dying day Swami and Guru-ji made ablutions offered incense and holy foods ate their share and smoked the profit, humming “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami’s blissed devotions entwined their members with the temple belles; stuck their yonis up their lingams in the twenty-seventh circle of the seven hells. Swami and Guru-ji offered puja wrote it all off as a karmic debt – forced a shudra to bear the burden, screaming “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” Guru and Swami-ji meditated: pure omniscience in eternal now – drank fresh ***** from a heifer’s bladder for they knew that it was soma from a holy cow. Swami and the Guru merged with Brahman – then went home to the wife and kids. Told the servants to polish statues, saying “These are Gods – worship them, worship them, these are Gods – won’t you worship them please” THE MORAL: (slower solemn rhythm, no banjo or Jew’s harp) Aaron’s calf is ground to powder, cast upon the Ganges’ tide. Every tribe shall taste its poison. “This is God –worship Him, worship Him – this is God – let us worship Him now…”
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*The passionate propensity    of waxing moons' passages, I crave your poetry     as the air I breathe, vital spirit aches within intention     hungering the  blissed taste        of essential Neruda - midst the significance of   rose and topaz     arrows of wildflowers, whence your own  scripted    inclinations unfurl      searing 'neath my flesh,    rendering me speechless       'tween ***** sighs    I surrender in the exhale       of a thousand blazing suns*
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Jul 6, 2015
Jul 6, 2015 at 7:12 AM UTC
A taste of Neruda
She is high, alive on nouveau romance, a libido kept quiet. She is ill-content, flashbacks withOut relief, but a spark-plug second her blissed-out blessed beneath. She is driving home upset, his rolling-over motion this morning was expected. Frigid hands clasping coffee cups at Venice Beach. She sighs. Relief is a sky of lemons orange and persimmon trees and caffeine.
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
mistress
*the sky on my back is heavy now, and the thin light a shadow. i am perched in my godforsaken. but my wings dare the holy and my mind tumbles up like a last supper of glass worms and extra ****** strychnine. in the blink of an  I there's a wink with a slovenly iris... and a dull pearl chink-blissed in the shattered tooth of my gnawing gob. a low frequency in the high place of my moon ***** cul de sac... and an exact replica of my dispossessed reflection... a memory that forgets best as it mulls over and dwells more ****** than the asking price of my naive assurety. it is perfect. and glum. but the gem is the thing on the tip my tongue - seeking and slithering betwixt. it's a fixed star. or some awful charm looming in the dismal and lurid in the Carnival. you are the ghost that feeds my starvation and the means to an end. a complete drink of sour kindness. lopping off heads like a queen of knaves and barking mad mittens. it's very cold where we come from... but we go back. and to return is to speak a lost word where we found it... leaping reason like a squirrel to a bitter branch where the apples are stones and the leaves are not amazing today*.
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Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC
Amphigouri Such As This
We sat aloft a dune    peering over the ocean, waves mesmerizing   our inner turmoil, grainy surf dimensions     cut into psyche, voices turned hazy midst broiling sun   washed back with    salt water tears, there was no lighthouse   to guide the way   nor save disparate crests   no words reverberated the sound,     just the floundering of       gritty restless emotions that once were blissed horizons    before moon lost its balance      to relentless torrential currents       of neglectful destruction,    drowning in ambiguous undertows
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:33 AM UTC
Moon lost its balance
Alignment before leaving the house blessing words with intention honor the sun Thank the axis as we spiral and find our constant amidst change death takes place and we go through stages and states denial, acceptance, and everything in between connection with all that is and crystal relationship with today honor the sun palms pressed to pray at heart center whoever does this looks so holy serene, blissed out, so **** lovely sashay with anger then tango with tears adjust to the idea of releasing fear honor the sun for true life rises and echoes rays of eons from this glorious star the source of fire and desire warming our bodies
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Jun 30, 2015
Jun 30, 2015 at 2:21 PM UTC
Tapas - Honor the Sun
- #1 holy **** i am really drunk accidentally slammed three beers pretending that the neck of the bottle was your lips #2 part of me wanted to text you staring up into the sky praying that the stars would swallow me and my fingers itched to type out so many things that i would regret in the morning #3 and i imagined telling you confessions of how i felt and i imagined that little cursor blinking back at me like so much apathy and words swallowed over and again #4 and i have kissed my fair share of people with lips male and female with faces smooth and some scruff or a full beard that i envied but girls have the softest lips always have #5 i wondered what it would be like to kiss you then holding your body to mine hoping you would forgive the splits in my lip that anxiety helped me put there #6 a good describing word for how i felt then with three beers and good food making its home in my belly would be “blissed” i was blissed out on ***** and food and my pining for you #7 i am sober now woke up earlier than i would have liked but then again i fell asleep at 10:30pm #8 and this thing i feel it’s like a combination of regret and disappointment in myself for not just telling you how i feel and for needing liquid courage to get myself to that plateau of spilling my guts or backing away #9 and i have forgotten what my favorite drink tastes like again in favor of the words to describe how kissing you for the first time would surely feel #10 and i have never felt fireworks when kissing someone before even the girl i thought i was gonna marry and i’m not so young now and a little bit more cynical but i wanna feel those fireworks with you and i still haven’t texted you and i don’t know if i will and i don’t know if i should and i am sorry for being like this
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Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
drunk texts, unsent
- #1 holy **** i am really drunk accidentally slammed three beers pretending that the neck of the bottle was your lips #2 part of me wanted to text you staring up into the sky praying that the stars would swallow me and my fingers itched to type out so many things that i would regret in the morning #3 and i imagined telling you confessions of how i felt and i imagined that little cursor blinking back at me like so much apathy and words swallowed over and again #4 and i have kissed my fair share of people with lips male and female with faces smooth and some scruff or a full beard that i envied but girls have the softest lips always have #5 i wondered what it would be like to kiss you then holding your body to mine hoping you would forgive the splits in my lip that anxiety helped me put there #6 a good describing word for how i felt then with three beers and good food making its home in my belly would be “blissed” i was blissed out on ***** and food and my pining for you #7 i am sober now woke up earlier than i would have liked but then again i fell asleep at 10:30pm #8 and this thing i feel it’s like a combination of regret and disappointment in myself for not just telling you how i feel and for needing liquid courage to get myself to that plateau of spilling my guts or backing away #9 and i have forgotten what my favorite drink tastes like again in favor of the words to describe how kissing you for the first time would surely feel #10 and i have never felt fireworks when kissing someone before even the girl i thought i was gonna marry and i’m not so young now and a little bit more cynical but i wanna feel those fireworks with you and i still haven’t texted you and i don’t know if i will and i don’t know if i should and i am sorry for being like this
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I breeze into the bar alone Order a drink then Waltz on my own Four fated eyes Fog machine Collide Seven blocks Until home Debauchery On the dome The ********* twist of Pinkened papilla Candled glow Sandalwood Vanilla Your tongue the till To my loam I shrill You blissed me So sweet Sugar stains On my sheet Your departure While slippery Is no less A victory
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Sep 13, 2022
Sep 13, 2022 at 8:51 AM UTC
Victor(y)
Colors blurred to a banausic bore, Sights I crossed, sought my eyes no more. Paths overused, they bore the brunt, Of thousand hopeful feet that met the end. All so familiar yet so strange, What’s that my heart so craves? Is it the fruit of seed, sown so early? Or the bloom of desires, of my heart. Choose I should, one path, Can I not have it all? Weigh, I must, of what that matters, Or shall watch as many dreams shatter? Some who came, made a choice, Others just stayed, without a voice.. Many lost their battle of dreams, That crossed their imaginary realms. Hate I would, to do what all do, Regret I shall, if I don’t follow. Someone cry out for a piece of me, Shall surrender all of me, in blissed peace. Thoughts that bled in colors so wild, Drained away as greys remain, Nobody asked for a piece of me, So I walked the path that was set for me.
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 11:59 PM UTC
A piece of me
Saturday morn bedded in quiet, the days of noisy children invading, decades back so we lay together blessed and blissed Me, drafting words into ship shapes, She, perusing boots pocketbooks and A line dresses for some occasion I start to cry for I alone know she is the far, far better poet, but refrains from composing in words...for my sake she says soft, while drinking my tears and comforting, *"helping you to compose, giving you peace of soul, and verdant happiness, my darling, is more than enough"*
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Apr 19, 2014
Apr 19, 2014 at 9:11 AM UTC
iPad Tableted side by side
*Violaceous twilights,       clandestinely sated lavished 'til morn's early blush    midst honey suckled euphoria,  poems hidden 'neath          satin pillowcases, written 'tween the dew     of rendezvous'        blissed arousal forevermore eagerly breathless,       reawakening intentions   aloft the vast obscurity of         a wistful sunset's surrender*
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Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 9:57 AM UTC
Wistful sunset surrender
My heart is slipping up my throat and my eyes are half open my stomach is ecstatically quivering I'm high off a smile and my toes are tipped Blissed-out
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Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 2:52 PM UTC
Tweaking Off Happy
Upon a sweet zephyr      whirled a scent, something so familiar    midst that breeze, 'twas like warm apple pie    sitting amid a windowsill wafting delectable    reminiscence of long ago, children's laughter    full of caramel & pepper, petunias, summer rain       and hot cayenne spice all delightfully blissed     in a blast of fragrant air's momentously fresh nostalgia
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Jul 1, 2015
Jul 1, 2015 at 6:30 AM UTC
Momentous Nostalgia
Words are tumbling and rushing together A moment in time that seems like forever A picture's worth a thousand words But nothing more than what belongs to her Meanings literal and metaphor The source of her life and my love's core I can't get enough while I lie here blissed out Me on her and her on the couch The more I melt into it the more it grows to a Rumble to a thunder and then a supernova For so long I lived in a suffered fantasy I sometimes wonder if she's real even when she's right in front of me But it sings me back to reality With it's soft lullabies it caresses me I'm safe in its sound as it guides me to sleep This thing that I love is your heartbeat.
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 9:33 PM UTC
Heartbeat
I fell in love with a profile and a personal text, does that make me weak? I fell in love with a personality rather than a person, does that make me a statistic? I’ve never been able to form a real physical bond, yet I’m intimate with intimacy, I’m contained by caresses and blessed and blissed within a warm kiss. I’ve wanted love from you for a while, kiss the forehead, munch the lips, tasting the love spawned physically between us. What would you think of me if you knew? What would you say if I kissed you right now, locking lips with my love and making a show of stroking your long black hair? What would you say if I told you I loved you and wanted what was best for you? Would you listen to me, love, would you? I long to be heard by you. Apple cinnamon, sugar sweet, so sweet to bring a pain to the heart of a double-crosser, so sweet as to bring any man to his knees in submission to you: a ghostly figure, luminous dark eyes, yellowish pearls as teeth, body fit for who it was meant, and a love as strong as the chemistry that keeps our hearts pumping and our minds alive and well. I want you, I desire  you, I am in a state of infatuation so deep under myself it gets hard to breathe, but the only one who can help me out of this hole is you. Let me be your poet, I’ll lust you in words oh sweet as to instantly cause cavities. Let me be your infatuation, I light a spark in your heart and tend it until it roars into a flame, then into a fire, a fire as hot as to melt the shackles around you, around your soul. Let me be your love. This I beg of you. I want to be your everything, your anything. I want my name to be synonymous with “heart”, I want to cause jamborees and jubilees in your mind by simply saying the phrase I’ve meant for so long to say. I love you. I do love you, so let me. Let me be the light in the dark tunnel. I don’t mean to open this to interpretation, I only mean to pray to be around and help you through. Let me love you, let me love you, let me love you. Sitting as I am, with my mind in disarray, this phrase is all I can repeat. I am bare, love, and you clothe me. I am pained, love, and you heal me. But I am lonely, and as of this moment, I anticipate your cure once more.
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Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 6:05 PM UTC
The In-Lover
I fell in love with a profile and a personal text, does that make me weak? I fell in love with a personality rather than a person, does that make me a statistic? I’ve never been able to form a real physical bond, yet I’m intimate with intimacy, I’m contained by caresses and blessed and blissed within a warm kiss. I’ve wanted love from you for a while, kiss the forehead, munch the lips, tasting the love spawned physically between us. What would you think of me if you knew? What would you say if I kissed you right now, locking lips with my love and making a show of stroking your long black hair? What would you say if I told you I loved you and wanted what was best for you? Would you listen to me, love, would you? I long to be heard by you. Apple cinnamon, sugar sweet, so sweet to bring a pain to the heart of a double-crosser, so sweet as to bring any man to his knees in submission to you: a ghostly figure, luminous dark eyes, yellowish pearls as teeth, body fit for who it was meant, and a love as strong as the chemistry that keeps our hearts pumping and our minds alive and well. I want you, I desire  you, I am in a state of infatuation so deep under myself it gets hard to breathe, but the only one who can help me out of this hole is you. Let me be your poet, I’ll lust you in words oh sweet as to instantly cause cavities. Let me be your infatuation, I light a spark in your heart and tend it until it roars into a flame, then into a fire, a fire as hot as to melt the shackles around you, around your soul. Let me be your love. This I beg of you. I want to be your everything, your anything. I want my name to be synonymous with “heart”, I want to cause jamborees and jubilees in your mind by simply saying the phrase I’ve meant for so long to say. I love you. I do love you, so let me. Let me be the light in the dark tunnel. I don’t mean to open this to interpretation, I only mean to pray to be around and help you through. Let me love you, let me love you, let me love you. Sitting as I am, with my mind in disarray, this phrase is all I can repeat. I am bare, love, and you clothe me. I am pained, love, and you heal me. But I am lonely, and as of this moment, I anticipate your cure once more.
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e3Author: Kristen Stevens Tuesday, May 05, 2009 happy thoughts Current mood: blissed out Going to try something new for this one. I'm going to be happy or an approximate facsimile of it. Now you may ask, how does one go about getting into a happy frame of mind? -Well, I find browsing the bumper sticker app is a good way if you are using your computer as a sole ***** of happiness. -Watching the HMV hell video on my main page makes me giggle like the school girl (let's face it I was never a giggly school girl but the metaphor works) -Thinking about how few people will actually survive the coming zombie apocalypse due to their utter stupidity finally catching up with them. (oh, I believe I’m getting giddy now) -2012 because whatever is/is not going to happen people are going to lose their minds and well, I call it culling of the genetic herd. -Milk, it does a body good. (I know, I know for any grammatical stickler out there it should be “does…well” but that’s not the line) -Dr. Who, although I’m still waiting for my TARDIS boarding pass one day my doctor will come Ok I’m going to quit now. If I get any happier, I might do some permanent damage to my cynical synapses. contented sigh
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Sep 21, 2010
Sep 21, 2010 at 8:35 AM UTC
happy thoughts
The still English heat, The ***** promise of July the 1st Leaves the grass a mottled yellow And the dappled shade of the purple birch Almost holy. Specks of precise and glittering pollen Rest upon beds of browning foxgloves. Cats are left collapsed, Blissed out, lulled into dreams of this motionless sun shining forever. I feel your hands in my stomach And I'm hungry for your grip As the hot sky only ripens My daydreams of your laugh. The thick scent of withering hyacinth Is the curve of your back, the taste of your sweat. A stain of certainty is baked in By July the 1st. Novocain for my infected English heart. Whispering the start of a love that will be kicking leaves through October And sharing warmth through December.
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Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 7:34 AM UTC
July 1st
I do not love you, Like the way I did before. Things have changed a lot, as it opened passages and doors. As I struggle to fix things, please conform, please understand. That Pressure's never a friend, not a good mixture nor a blend With time, oh so precious, can we give it a ride? as If it's a wave, that we can smoothly slide, as if we can just abide, like a mind that's open wide, do you still want to sip, into a drink that's half-flipped. and hanging is a fact, that I am constantly changing, I am not the same man, do you find it discouraging? I do not love you like before, Certainly I am true. Not like yesterday, routine's not accrued. *For I love you more, as each day pass, thank you for showing me, that you're a class Holding a lot of functions, truthful and postive, I felt the urge I felt the caring I see the truth in you, as I let loose on my holdings. you've believed in me, when no one's doing, You've given way all, for free and with atttitude, Now I am blissed, Now I am loosed, Like a new born baby, you've made me fresh and celebrated, I saw the effort, A love to be celebrated. I love you girl, Sorry if I just started fully, Now I'm looking long term, to get with you happily. I don't love you Like the way I did before, because my feelings have grown, I'll love you, deep down the core.*
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Apr 4, 2011
Apr 4, 2011 at 5:05 AM UTC
I don't love you, like the way I did before
lately i've been having these good days i don't have sad wet cigarette saxophone nights anymore i watched the sun wake up six times last week i found a blue bucket of tulips & gave them to a bald-headed krishna girl when she sang to me on the sidewalk i hired a boy to hide in the foyer & peel a fiddle if i rouse from sleep during the night or whistle through a harmonica if i'm wet-eyed during breakfast i finally got rid of all the pictures you stuck to your side of the dusty bathroom mirror except the blissed-out polaroid of us perched on an old oak tree limb like a couple of soft doves versus the turreted sunset i deleted your number because you don't call me back anyway i stopped mailing letters to your father's house i haven't listened to the Plantasia record you bought me since you left i never feel the gray heat from your staticky hand warming my shoulder i forgave you for the blood in my kidneys & old smog in my mildewed vinyl lungs i sleep under the running green vapor light of the moon & stars instead of the frothiest pillows rippling on an ocean of sheets & project quilts i finally scoured the lipstick stain from my collarbone after what seemed like two years i forgot how your armpits smelled i sewed all your sundresses into a shower curtain & i never see your delicate ribcage peaking through the streams of hot water i hardly ever notice the noose you left hanging in our apartment
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Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
been having these good days
setting the stage: driving through this tiny southern town i call home, i saw a man. out the window i saw him, mid 60's, walking up to a small white box-shaped house. a word, with no obvious association to this man in particular, came to thought. the word: complacent. i proceeded to conjure up an entirely (insert appropriate emotion here) story about this man.   (the story of this man being a symbol for [what i believe to be the majority] of humankind.) the entirely (insert appropriate emotion here) story goes: his entire adult life, the man has spent each day working hard at a job not his passion . this job has enabled him to provide food and shelter to his family for 40 years.   as a young person, his face lit up when he spoke of his dreams and aspirations. the light has since gone out. he is not unhappy, no. (complacent)   he has accepted this is the way of life. he works 8-5pm, gets home and watches a bit of television, eats supper with his family, perhaps smokes a pipe, goes to sleep. and repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat,repeat...for forty years.   he never gets angry, never raises his voice or fist. now here is me.   my life is an emotional rollercoaster.  propelled by my heart. one second of blissed-out lightness is followed by deep-gut sadness is followed by adrenaline-fired passion is followed by bone-hollowness is followed by complete calm is followed by intense panic... and on and on for 25 years. complacency is something creative minds envy during the hardest times. the days of existential crisis the sleepless panicked nights of 'what am i doing with my life the tender kisses transformed to screaming matches with our respective beloved. i need something to wake up for each morning. i need art like my lungs oxygen. i need feeling too much like my body blood. and in the hard times, if i were to try complacency for awhile, surely i would cease to function.   and surely a deep-hearted sadness consumed me as i thought of the 'man' and of all of the people living perfectly complacently on this earth. and then again, is there no admiration to be found in this 'man' who has worked so hard, poured some much sweat and blood into a job not his passion so that he can provide for his family?  the tears swell in my eyes as i type these last lines.
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Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 7:02 PM UTC
Complacently Forward: A Biography? of Humankind
setting the stage: driving through this tiny southern town i call home, i saw a man. out the window i saw him, mid 60's, walking up to a small white box-shaped house. a word, with no obvious association to this man in particular, came to thought. the word: complacent. i proceeded to conjure up an entirely (insert appropriate emotion here) story about this man.   (the story of this man being a symbol for [what i believe to be the majority] of humankind.) the entirely (insert appropriate emotion here) story goes: his entire adult life, the man has spent each day working hard at a job not his passion . this job has enabled him to provide food and shelter to his family for 40 years.   as a young person, his face lit up when he spoke of his dreams and aspirations. the light has since gone out. he is not unhappy, no. (complacent)   he has accepted this is the way of life. he works 8-5pm, gets home and watches a bit of television, eats supper with his family, perhaps smokes a pipe, goes to sleep. and repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat,repeat...for forty years.   he never gets angry, never raises his voice or fist. now here is me.   my life is an emotional rollercoaster.  propelled by my heart. one second of blissed-out lightness is followed by deep-gut sadness is followed by adrenaline-fired passion is followed by bone-hollowness is followed by complete calm is followed by intense panic... and on and on for 25 years. complacency is something creative minds envy during the hardest times. the days of existential crisis the sleepless panicked nights of 'what am i doing with my life the tender kisses transformed to screaming matches with our respective beloved. i need something to wake up for each morning. i need art like my lungs oxygen. i need feeling too much like my body blood. and in the hard times, if i were to try complacency for awhile, surely i would cease to function.   and surely a deep-hearted sadness consumed me as i thought of the 'man' and of all of the people living perfectly complacently on this earth. and then again, is there no admiration to be found in this 'man' who has worked so hard, poured some much sweat and blood into a job not his passion so that he can provide for his family?  the tears swell in my eyes as i type these last lines.
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I was never shocked at how quickly I became used to the way you make me insatiable for lips never known before, infatuation is a danger and I’m self-indulging, but let me pull you down with me. I promise there are beautiful views in Hell. That stark wasteland, putrid and silent and dark, makes it easier to appreciate whatever we have now. But I’m sure you already knew that, leading the army of the only man more evil than you. The flames in your eyes I mistook for passion never hesitated to burn me. How wicked. Wicked, wicked, wicked eager me jumping to trust you while you licked the purity from my soul. One day someone else will feed my voracious appetite and I will simply know that numbing, blissed feeling as “the way you used to make me feel”. Without the smoldering core of being used. V. K.
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Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
Used
Xanax and textiles soothe your savage beast. Roam through the aisles and lose yourself. Blissed out ignorance while money is spent. Oh look, a sale! Screams the internal bi-polar. Retail is your therapy and I am your psychiatrist. Folding your ***** laundry into color coded displays. Prozac on clearance, aisle 13. Cover your sorrows in piles and dreams. 1/4/2016
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Jan 4, 2016
Jan 4, 2016 at 11:43 PM UTC
Retail Therapy
By my side. was always you. even when i would hide. you knew exactly what to do. actions speak louder then words. you once told me. now you fly high like a bird. your finally able to be free. I know mommy. here with us is were you want to stay. when we say no you become balmy. i'll always talk to you when i pray. I wish this was a dream. Mommy im your really gonna be missed. i can hear myself begin to scream. your new life will always be blissed. Mommy i love you. I know you'll always love me. even when i dont know what to do. ill think of you while i sit under a tree.
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 10:29 PM UTC
Mommy